Dont Be A Kept Man - Chapter 174
At the beginning, Ke Jing said that it was true that Shen You was a person who wanted to face and suffer, and everything was hidden in his heart. He didn’t speak a word to foreigners. As time went on, he would be like a spit in his throat, unable to vomit and cannot swallow.
Today, if it were not for wine, this thorn would be stuck for longer.
Gu Lai didn’t know that Tang Yishan was the one who deleted himself. Hearing that he found out the phone and added his friend back, he poke the phone screen and said to Shen You: “Next time you are angry, you can tell me why, you can’t delete me…”
He always speaks gentle and calm, with a serious stupidity.
Shen You thought about who deleted you, but he didn’t explain anything. Half of his face fell under the shadow of Gu Lai’s body, covering part of his eyes. The raised eyes were unruly, but at this time the dark pupils But it is rare to bring a quiet.
Gu Lai still hugged him, the feeling of fullness in his arms was a bit strange. His fingertips stroked the back of Shen You’s head, then ears, shoulders, and then went down again if he was embarrassed, and finally stopped at his waist.
Shen You thought to himself, this fool is playing a rogue again, he is still a very low-level one, only daring to hug, not to kiss.
He curled his mouth, a little disgusted with the smell of alcohol on his body, and looked down, his voice hoarse and said: “Your bathroom is borrowed from me. I will take a shower.”
Gu Lai let go of Shen You after hearing the words, “Okay, call me if you need help.”
Shen You really needed help, his eyes fluttered, just not looking at him: “You… lend me a set of your pajamas.”
After hearing this, Gu Lai got up and turned over the closet, only to find that he hadn’t bought any new clothes recently. He took out a loose cotton top and trousers, turned his head and looked at him and said, “Can I go through it?”
Shen You is a young man, he is very particular about food and clothes, and never wears other people’s clothes, but there are exceptions, such as now.
He took the clothes from Gu Lai, lowered his head and couldn’t see his expression clearly: “Then I’ll go wash it.”
Today’s moon is not very round. It is half-covered and hidden in the clouds. There are sycamore trees planted on both sides of the path underneath. The leaves are already slightly yellow. Facing the cold moonlight, it becomes more and more distinct. Every gust of wind blows. The rustling soft sound conceals the silence of the night.
Gu Lai sat by the bed, thinking that time flies quickly. When he came, the leaves were still lush and withered in the blink of an eye. In this way, the human life is really too short, ranging from a hundred years to a short period of dozens. That’s it for the year.
Shen You was thinking about things too. He leaned back against the door and lowered his eyes to wonder what he was thinking. He habitually touched his pockets, but in the end he didn’t turn over anything. He could only take off his clothes and take a bath.
He can’t stand the temperature that is too hot, even for a few cold days, the bath water is still warm.
He stood under the shower, letting the water fall, his wet black hair clinging to his cheeks, and his knuckled hands! He stroked his hands to the back of his head, his eyebrows were narrow and sharp, he was not a gentle person. People of the older generation said that such a face was too easy to break, and it made sense.
The young people’s hearts are the cleanest. Their life’s courage is gathered at that age. They are lonely and courageous, not afraid of life and death. Shen You used to be like that, but in the end they were all extinguished in a fire.
He thought hard, thought hard, what was Gu Lai like at the beginning?
It doesn’t seem to be special, but it’s more handsome and sweeter than others, and the rest is blank. There is no deep impression. The feelings in college are like this. I stayed together for no reason. Fate.
When there was a fire in the dormitory, a heavy object fell from a high place, and it fell on the back without any partiality, and then injured the spine. I was afraid that he would be paralyzed in the second half of his life, but even so, it made him suffer. I lay in the hospital for a full year.
For a year, he couldn’t wait to tear down Gu Lai’s skin and eat Gu Lai’s meat, so as to relieve his hatred.
Shen You never felt that he was cheap, he couldn’t care about the scumbag, so he never thought that he would like Gu come again. Who would believe it?
After a while, he thought again.
Gu Lai just keeps losing his memory. It’s good, it’s silly and rare, but the most important thing is that he is rare.
Just start again.
Shen You dried his hair and walked out of the bathroom. He wore Gu Lai’s clothes. The shoulders were slightly looser, but it didn’t affect him. The skin was very pale with cool water vapor. He leaned on the door and said to Gu Lai, “I’ve finished washing. You go wash it.”
He is awake now, and he has returned to his usual arrogant and arrogant appearance, but his eyes are always lingering on Gu Lai, take a look, quickly move away, take another look, then move away.
Gu Lai remembered how Shen You was crying, and suddenly smiled. He got up and took out another set of clothes from the closet, ready to go in and wash, but Shen You grabbed his wrist when he entered the door.
Gu Lai looked at him subconsciously: “What’s the matter?”
Shen You didn’t look at him. He tilted his head to look at the fuzzy shadow of the tree outside the glass window. He was silent for a long while, and looked down endlessly, “Gu Lai, as long as you are well, I can give you everything. Money is still life. Anything.”
This sentence is true, he likes a person, just the kind of heart and soul without reservation.
Shen You’s voice was light and fluttering, as elusive as the wind, and then tightened his fingertips a little bit, carrying a silent yin: “But if you do something I am sorry for, I will not let you go…”
This sentence is also true.
After Gu Lai heard the words, one of the feet he had stepped in was retracted again. He held Shen You’s shoulders, and faintly realized that this person was insecure, and gently hugged him: “I will treat you well, neither! I’m sorry for you, mine will be yours from now on.”
Shen You pressed his shoulder and nodded: “Mine is also yours.”
Gu Lai said to correct: “No, yours is still yours.”
He touched Shen Youbing’s cold side face with his palm, and faced the other’s surprised gaze, and corrected: “Mine is yours, and yours is yours.”
Gu Lai was very satisfied with his high consciousness, hesitated, and rubbed Shen You’s head: “Then I will go to take a bath.”
The door of the bathroom was brought up, and there was a soft sound. Shen You heard the sound of his stunnedness. He moved slowly and fell on the bed. Then he clutched the pillow and rolled, rolled again, rolled around. .
Oh shit.
Shen You only had these two words in his mind now.
Gu Lai said softly, “Can’t you sleep?”
After Shen You had a meal, he thought Gu Lai was asleep: “Somewhat.”
Gu Lai was originally lying on his back. He turned to face him when he heard the words, his eyes were bright in the dark: “Actually, I can’t sleep either.”
He didn’t sleep before because there was no such need. If he didn’t sleep today, he really couldn’t sleep, but he didn’t want to force the hibernation program to start.
This feeling is too strange.
Normally, at such times, Shen You would smoke a cigarette, but it must be absent now. He didn’t know what he thought of, and smashed Gu with his arm: “Hey, did you take a pack of cigarettes from me last time in the cinema? You haven’t paid me back.”
Of course Gu Lai remembers that he said to help Shen You keep it, and now the pack of cigarettes is still quietly placed in the drawer: “Do you want to smoke?”
Shen You squinted his eyes, raised his eyebrows and said, “Do you give it?”
Gu Lai thought for a while: “I can give you one.”
Shen You could smell the faint scent of shower gel on Gu Lai’s body, and he couldn’t help but get closer to this person until the two of them had their arms close together and “kindly” reminded: “That seems to be my smoke.”
Gu Lai said nothing.
Shen You asked: “Do you want me to quit?”
Gu Lai nodded.
Shen You unexpectedly spoke extremely well: “Okay, I’ll give up.”
Gu Lai’s heart suddenly developed a dense emotion. He squeezed the temperature of the ear tip, a little embarrassed, and asked softly, “I want to hug you, can I?”
! Shen You now hears nothing except his own heartbeat. He silently covers his face, thinking why he should ask in advance for such a thing. He firmly grasped Gu Lai’s hand and put it on his waist, calmly listening, She looked a little bit fierce: “Don’t ask about this kind of thing next time.”
Gu Lai slowly gathered his arms, not too big or too small. His chin was pressed against the shoulders of the sinking swimming, he could clearly feel the outline of the bones, and measured it with his fingertips and said, “You are a little thin.”
Shen You raised his eyebrows unhappy: “So what?”
Gu said, “May I continue to deliver you food tomorrow?”
Gu Lai is currently in a semi-internship status, and it’s okay if he doesn’t attend classes. The school’s teacher who teaches Chinese food sees him as potential, and recommends him to a friend’s restaurant as an assistant to the teacher. It is a century-old shop with a long history. After becoming a regular employee, the salary was very high.
“It’s okay,” Gu Lai suddenly got the beauty of human beings. He traced Shen You’s facial features in the air, feeling neat and handsome, “The time for class is not tight, it’s quite relaxed.”
Shen You was very happy: “When will the training course you attended end?”
Gu said, “Soon, it’s only half a month.”
Gu Lai: “Because I am smarter, I don’t have to practice basic skills with others.”
He was serious, speaking words that were very ostentatious and proud to others.
Shen You fetched the phone from under the pillow to read the message, tapping the edge rhythmically with his fingertips, thinking for a moment: “Have you ever thought of opening a restaurant? There happened to be a facade on Huaxing Road, two floors above and below. The geographical location is also suitable. If you don’t understand the business, you can find someone to help take care of it first, and then expand the business after the profit returns.”
Gu Lai dialed Shen You’s somewhat messy hair: “But I don’t have enough money. I will open it after I save enough money.”
“fool.”
Shen You smiled, how could he let Gu Lai pay: “When you save enough money, the day lily will be cold. I’ll help you plate it at the store.”
Gu Lai blinked and whispered, “No, I will work hard.”
Shen You was happy and angry, and pressed his forehead and said, “Is it OK to let me borrow your money?”
Gu Lai shook his head, and his voice became even smaller: “No…”
With an ascetic iceberg face, but silly and cute, Shen You’s throat moved and moved closer to his arms: “Why not?”
Gu Lai thought for a while, “Because I can’t eat soft rice.”