Don’t Be a Secretary For a Genius - Chapter 116

    Although Jiang Shengyan made up her mind to see her father, it was still very difficult to take that step.

    The past she once thought she didn’t care about and had forgotten reappeared in front of her eyes.

    After the result that the father was sentenced to be a **** came out, how the people around him cursed and scolded his father, and how sneered at her and her mother;

   

    Even at school, how do teachers and classmates see themselves.

     Those contemptuous, contemptuous, disgusting glances.

    Overnight, she changed from the mayor’s daughter everyone envied to the prisoner’s daughter who everyone yelled at.

    Jiang Shengyan remembers.

    In junior high school, a boy who once confessed to her that she was rejected said: “I heard that a **** enjoys the stimulation of other people’s resistance, is it true? Did your father tell you that he has This kind of hobby? Or, your father won’t do something to you…? Actually, I really like you. If you are my girlfriend, I will shut up those who say you are not good. only you…”

    The following words don’t need to be said explicitly, teenage girls should also understand.

    Jiang Shengyan clearly remembered that he beat him to the ground begging for mercy.

    There seems to be blood.

    The boy’s parents made trouble at the school, but the teacher asked her to apologize and her mother to apologize.

    But mom slapped the boy.

    It was the first time she saw her mother beat someone.

    Later, my mother returned what the boy had said to his parents, and was not ashamed to say it.

    Because of my mother’s tough attitude, the parents had no light on their faces, and they did not continue to make trouble.

    Mom took her home.

    She also remembered what Mom said at the time—

    Violence does not solve any problem unless it is resisted.

    Once again, a girl was talking about her behind her back.

    She said she was a beautiful girl with the face of a slut.

    At that time, she went up and smiled and touched the girl’s face, and said, “Although I don’t know what kind of face a beautiful girl should have, it should be pretty, thank you for complimenting me. You have to go back and take a good look in the mirror and find out why there are so many people who have to live and die to like me.”

    That girl was the one who was punished for “memorizing the text” by Jing You at the old lady’s birthday banquet.

    She has been kicked out of the house by her husband.

    As for her fat pig-headed husband driving his wife out, it is unknown whether she made him offend President Jingteng.

    The bullying of classmates is just the tip of the iceberg.

    After his father was imprisoned, the darkness of human nature was completely exposed to Jiang Shengyan.

    At that time, Jiang Shengyan knew how close man was to the devil.

    The uncle who used to be attentive to her father wanted to buy her with money.

    Mom drove out more than one from the house.

     Fourteen-year-old Jiang Shengyan hated her appearance for the first time.

     

    In so many difficult days, it was my mother who was like an eagle who kept her under her wings.

    Even at the bottom of the valley where no light can be seen, she continues to teach her to be a brave and kind person.

    Mother said that her future should not be to bite each other with dirty maggots in the dark, but to strike the sky, drive away the dark clouds, and let the sun illuminate more dark corners.

    When she was a child, Jiang Shengyan did not understand why her mother repeated it over and over again, and patiently told her not to listen to the vicious words around her, not to care about other people’s strange eyes, and not to be trapped in resentment.

    Now she knows.

     

    Under the watering and care of her mother little by little, she learned to build a copper wall in her heart.

    Also learn to laugh at kind people, because the other party will give you a smile;

    Laugh at those who are malicious, because a smile is the most powerful taunt.

    But such a great mother was hurt so badly because of her.

    How could she tell her father that she failed to protect her mother.

    Jiang Shengyan took many deep breaths at the door, but still did not dare to ring the doorbell.

    Jing You came from behind and put her mouth to her ear: “Why don’t you go in?”

    “Why are you here?” Jiang Shengyan was surprised.

    Jiang Shengyan did not hide from Jing You that he was coming to see his father, but he did not ask her to come with him.

    “Uncle Jiang is not that scary.” Jing You answered the question.

    Jiang Shengyan: “Have you seen my father?”

    Jing You almost bit his tongue and honestly admitted: “I came here once.”

    I thought about it for a while, and then added: “Secretary Qi said my performance was okay.”

    Jiang Shengyan: “Secretary Qi has also seen my father?”

    Jing You: “He came with me.”

    Jiang Shengyan: “So you two have been hiding such a big secret from me?”

    Secretary Qi, who was far away from home, sneezed at this moment, feeling inexplicably panicked.

    Jing You: “Come in.”

    Jiang Shengyan’s throat was dry, and the raised hand trembled.

    I haven’t seen each other for fifteen years. She is afraid of feeling estranged from her father, and also afraid that both of them will become very different from each other’s imagination.

    Seeing that Jiang Shengyan did not ring the doorbell for a long time, Jing You grabbed her hand and pressed it.

    This time, Jiang Shengyan had no chance to back down.

    Soon, the metal door opened.

    Inside, Daddy Jiang was wearing comfortable home clothes, except that the temples were a little gray and there were some wrinkles on his face, which was almost the same as the man ten years ago.

    The tears in Jiang Shengyan’s eyes instantly accumulated.

    Father, the wound she dared not open for more than ten years.

    “First… come first.” Papa Jiang’s voice was a little stiff.

    Although it’s not very good for a big man to cry and cry, but the daughter who hasn’t seen him for more than ten years has grown so big, and he still has an indescribable soreness in his heart.

    Daddy Jiang’s eyes were a little wet.

    Daughter has become so good, very similar to her mother when she was young.

    It would be great if I didn’t miss the growth of my daughter.

    Jiang Shengyan stepped in with one foot, still not believing that his father was right in front of him and could reach it.

    I’m afraid this is a fragile dream.

    “Hello, uncle.” Jing You was not as nervous as the first time.

    After all, I spent so many days alone with Jiang’s mother, and Jiang’s mother occasionally mentioned Jiang’s father, and she also heard a lot of Jiang’s father.

    Mother Jiang said that he was a man of graceful demeanor and gentleness like jade.

    Papa Jiang gave Jingyou a kind smile, and the smile lines at the corners of his eyes deepened.

    “Hello, thank you.” With my daughter.

    He can imagine how helpless his daughter must be now.

    As a father, he is actually very afraid of seeing his daughter.

    For so many years, he was full of guilt for not being able to shelter his daughter from the wind and rain.

    Jiang Shengyan sat on the sofa in a trance, not knowing what to say.

    Daddy Jiang poured tea for the two of them.

    “Your mother, does she know you’re here?”

    Dad Jiang actually wanted to ask, “How is your mother doing?”

    But what is the problem? What is good and what is bad?

    These years, I must have been worried about myself.

    Jiang Shengyan didn’t know how to speak about her mother’s situation. She was very afraid that her father would not be able to accept this matter, and that her father would feel guilty for it.

    The mother lost her legs to protect her, and the car accident that broke her legs was also caused by that case.

    She knows very well what a contradictory and painful feeling she can never forgive herself.

    “Mom is very good, she told me about your relationship.” Jing You spoke first.

    Jiang Shengyan looked sideways and stared at Jingyou blankly.

    Dad Jiang was also stunned for a moment, and after a while, he laughed out loud.

    “You’ve changed your mind about my wife, so why are you treating me differently?”

    Jing You: “Mom said that she would send a modified lipstick packet. I’m afraid you are not prepared.”

    This is a true statement.

    Dad Jiang smiled even more, looked at his daughter and said, “Your fiancee is really an interesting child!”

    Jiang Shengyan’s eyes swept from his father’s face to Jingyou’s face, and then from Jingyou’s face back to his father’s face.

    The two people chatted so easily?

    Jing You slowly blinked at Jiang Shengyan, as if puzzled: “Sister, why don’t you speak? Shouldn’t you be happy to see your father?”

    I am very happy indeed.

    Jiang Sheng stopped, the blood in her whole body seemed to flow extremely slowly, as if it would freeze into ice at any time, she couldn’t even move a finger.

    Although I am very happy, there are many mixed emotions that bury this happiness at the bottom.

    So many things happened, she could not face her father with a simple emotion.

    Jiang Shengyan cares too much about his father’s thoughts, and is too cautious because he is afraid of his father’s injury, and is afraid that his mother’s affairs will overwhelm his father…

    So much so that she forgot that she should be happy to see her father as a daughter.

    Jing You looked at Jiang Shengyan and asked seriously: “Uncle didn’t mean to see you, he didn’t do anything wrong, he’s a good person. Mama Jiang said that uncle loves you very much, and you love him too , then he is a very important person to my sister. Doesn’t my sister like to laugh very much? Why don’t you laugh when you see important people?”

    This is a simple idea that only children have.

    Just like Jingyou saw his mother who had abandoned him, but only thought that the other party was a strange aunt.

    She will not have a different attitude towards that strange aunt because of blood, nor will she waste time complaining and arguing.

    Because they are unimportant people.

    Sounds like a good idea. Jiang Sheng thought.

    Jiang Shengyan gave his father a nice smile.

    “Dad,” she called.

    Hearing this long-lost word, Jiang Dong’s eyes filled with tears.

    The shadow of the little girl who loved to laugh more than ten years ago overlapped with the big girl in front of her.

    Jiang Shengyan said warmly: “I’m sorry, it took so long to see you.” Eyelashes trembled slightly, and tears overflowed from his eyes.

    Dad Jiang also wiped the salty tears on his face and shook his head: “Why do you say sorry to Daddy? It’s not your fault that Daddy doesn’t see you.”

    “You have always been a proud father in my heart.”

    At this moment, Jiang Shengyan didn’t know what to say, whether to comfort her or pretend she didn’t care, and how to make her father feel that she would always respect him.

    Because I care too much, so I mess up.

    Dad Jiang’s eyes curved into a smile, “As long as you believe in Dad, no matter how others criticize him, Dad is not afraid.”

    Jiang Shengyan was stunned for a moment, then hesitantly said: “You are different from what I imagined… I am very afraid, afraid of your pain, but you are so strong in front of me.”

    Daddy Jiang stretched out his hand, stayed in the air for a few seconds, and touched Jiang Shengyan’s hair.

    “Silly child, father has you and mother, just like an engine that never runs out of fuel, no matter what happens, it will not be defeated. Although we have not been together these years, But with all of you in mind, Dad knows that he will always have a home.”

    “Dad, I’m really worried about you, I’m afraid that you won’t be able to stand those humiliations and will be disappointed in the world. I’m afraid that the once high-spirited father was clearly crushed by pain, and told me you were fine. I’m also afraid that it will be more difficult for you to see me and my mother.”

    Jiang Shengyan almost choked up, got up and hugged his father’s neck.

    It seems that she has changed back to the little girl who loved to laugh and act like a spoiled child more than ten years ago.

    She had so many things to tell him, but she didn’t know where to start.

    Dad Jiang patted his daughter’s back and comforted: “Silly girl, father is not so easily beaten.”

    Silence for a long time, then said: “It’s my father’s fault, I shouldn’t just try to draw a line with you because I’m afraid of hurting you. If I let you see me with your own eyes, instead of writing The letter tells you my current situation, maybe it won’t make you so worried.”

    “After that… will you come back to live with us?” Jiang Sheng looked at his father nervously.

    “The bad guy is caught, of course Dad will go back to reunite with you.” Dad Jiang smiled, “Do I look like the handsome and forbearing tough guy in the Infernal Affairs movie?”

    Jiang Sheng smiled.

    She sat back on the sofa again, clasped her hands together unconsciously, lowered her head and said, “There’s something… there’s something I don’t know how to say.”

    “What’s wrong?” Dad Jiang’s voice was warm.

    “Mom…Mom…” Jiang Shengyan really couldn’t say it.

    “Mom is a superman, she protects her children.” Jing You took over, “Although I lost the ability to walk, I am very happy.”

    Jiang Shengyan’s eyes turned to Jingyou’s direction, and he forgot to blink.

    Jing You clicks on a video on her phone.

    Mother Jiang was sitting in a wheelchair with an elegant blanket covering her legs.

    Dad Jiang saw his wife on the screen, and his eyes suddenly became shocked.

    “Old ginger, it’s been a long time, I’ve taken good care of me, right? It’s still a hibiscus flower.”

    “You must have seen Yanyan’s fiancée when you saw this video. I have already changed my lipstick package, and you should work harder.”

    “The reason I meet you like this is because I’m not the same as when you left now. I’m afraid that I will suddenly appear in front of you and scare you.”

    Mother Jiang spread her hands: “After all, people are old and their hearts are very fragile.”

    “I guess Yanyan doesn’t know how to tell you that I’m in a wheelchair, I can only tell you this motherfucker.”

    “My leg was broken the year you walked. It has been many years. Except that I can’t run or jump, it has no effect on my life. I live well. Don’t make a fuss.”

    “It’s just that these days, middle-aged uncles who are very talented are quite popular, and I don’t know if you will think that my poor wife will get in the way. My daughter is mine.”

    “…”

    ” After talking for so long, I haven’t congratulated Comrade Jiang for his return to society. Compared with more than ten years ago, technology is now riding a rocket. If you don’t know how to use electronic equipment, don’t I feel ashamed, I will ask Xiaoyou to teach you, her IQ is higher than the two of you combined.”

    Seeing this, Dad Jiang had a tender smile on his face.

    “Yanyan, in the end, my mother wants to tell you that it’s not your fault that your mother was injured, don’t blame yourself anymore, mother never felt that she sacrificed anything for you, and father would not think so, you are Our proudest baby girl.”

    A video ends and the air is silent.

    Mother Jiang was pushed by Sister Zhao and entered the Jing House.

    “My grandmother, I didn’t talk to you properly when the two children were here last time. I’ve been thinking that I’m here today.” Jiang’s mother smiled, “You are mine. Elder, I should be more courteous.”

    “Although I call myself an old lady, I don’t like others to treat me as an old man.” Jing Zhenzhu went straight, “I also have some elegant hobbies in recent years, and I am not the one who likes red tape. kind of people.”

    Mother Jiang was silent for a moment and said, “I’m very happy to have another grandma like you in Yanyan.”

    “Xiaoyou kisses you more than me!”

    Jing Zhenzhu suddenly turned the conversation, and the words were full of jealousy.

    “Little You is also restrained by me and the elders, so she is at ease in front of you. Don’t you say that only in front of the closest people can you be unscrupulous.”

    Mother Jiang chuckled, “Yanyan told me a few days ago that the closer I get to you, the more I think you are a lovely person.”

    Jing Zhenzhu was very useful to this sentence, she turned her head to call Aunt Huang: “My mother has been talking for so long, she is thirsty, why is there no tea?”

    “Come here! Isn’t this tea just brewed! You can’t let people drink cold tea!”

    Aunt Huang didn’t seem inferior when she answered, on the contrary, there was a kind of thoughtfulness of the host.

    Jing Zhenzhu: “Then you don’t tell me, I don’t know I have a bad memory now! What should I do if people think I’ve lost my manners?”

    Aunt Huang: “Didn’t I go back to watch the fire just now! What are you in a hurry!”

    The two are obviously used to this kind of noise.

    Aunt Huang came out and smiled at Mama Jiang: “I’m sorry, I can’t do this without people, so you’ve been waiting for a long time.”

    Aunt Huang brought out her own unique craftsmanship. This tea should be slowly boiled over an open fire. Many medicinal materials that are good for women are melted in it. Although the entrance is slightly bitter, it is not the smell of medicine. Bitter, but there is joy.

    Mother Jiang shook her head with a smile: “I don’t care about the politeness, but I should thank the host for such a good tea. I can smell the preciousness just by smelling the smell.”

    Jing Zhenzhu was speechless: “You are better at speaking than I am, no matter how much I cultivate, I will not be able to reach this level.”

    Mother Jiang: “I really like your straightforward temperament.”

    Jing Zhenzhu: “Xiaoyou didn’t cause you any trouble some time ago, did he?”

    Mother Jiang: “Xiao You is a lovely child, just as lovely as you.”

    “I’m an old lady, isn’t it inappropriate for you to say I’m cute?” Jing Zhenzhu pretended to be angry.

    Mama Jiang: “Thank you.”

    Jing Zhenzhu: “My mother is really interesting, do you want to thank me when I’m annoyed?”

    Mother Jiang said: “Yanyan, this child has always been careful, although she doesn’t show it on the face, but I know that she has never passed that hurdle in her heart, and always feels that she owes me. I was always afraid that she would walk into a dead end.”

    After a pause, “Last night, Yanyan told me that she was determined to see her father. I was actually very worried. Fortunately, Xiaoyou accompanied her, I was relieved a lot.”

    Jing Zhenzhu: “You have such a big heart, Xiaoyou is a troublemaker.”

    Mother Jiang smiled lightly: “Xiao You, this child, thinks very differently from others. I used to be afraid that Jiang would feel guilty when he knew my legs had become like this. I was afraid that he would not be able to accept it. My wife was confined to a wheelchair, and her feelings for me changed.

    But Xiaoyou asked me, ‘This leg wasn’t hit by Daddy Jiang, why does he feel guilty? ’, and ‘If two people are really in a deep relationship, what does it matter if they are in a wheelchair? If it’s changed because of being in a wheelchair, it’s not keeping your marriage vows, why should you care about people who don’t keep their promises? ’.

    I thought about it, and I felt that the problem that has troubled me for more than ten years is actually not a problem. “

    Jingzhu took a sip of tea and did not speak.

    “Thank you for letting Xiaoyou accompany me for so long. Otherwise, knowing that Lao Jiang is out, we can meet, but it is still only me and Yanyan at home…The atmosphere at home…probably will become Depressed.”

    Mother Jiang’s eyes were full of gratitude, and tears flashed faintly, “It is indeed a hard thing to be unable to express your true emotions in front of the people closest to you.”

    “I didn’t want to see that nasty brat before I drove her out.” Jing Zhenzhu waved her hand, “My old lady doesn’t have so many thoughts.”

    Mother Jiang said sincerely: “Even so, I should say thank you.”

    “If it happened to help your family, it would be a blessing from heaven. Mayor Jiang is a good person. If he hadn’t vigorously supported technology companies, Jingteng might have gone bankrupt long ago, and he would not be able to get out. Today.” Jing Zhenzhu smiled lightly, “This is Mayor Jiang’s good news.”

    Mother Jiang smiled back and stopped talking.

    Whether the other party is intentional or not, his daughter and the granddaughter of the Jing family came together.

    She believes that her daughter will help her to repay this love.

    It is the luck of their mothers to meet such a noble person in a desperate situation.

    Opposite.

    Jing Pearl actually has regrets in her heart.

    If she had known earlier that Mayor Jiang’s wife could not have surgery due to lack of money, if she could have helped at that time, perhaps this elegant dancer in front of her would not have been trapped in a wheelchair for the rest of her life superior.

    Mayor Jiang did a lot for Yancheng back then, but when he had an accident, no one helped him, but many people fell into the trap.

    This is really chilling.

    But it is precisely because Jiang Dong used to be a good mayor in the hearts of most people, and that kind of thing made people even more angry.

    It’s so hard to tell what’s real and what’s fake and what’s real in this world, who can say that those people shouldn’t accuse a criminal who has lost his conscience?

    Because of this regret, Jing Zhenzhu would get angry with her own granddaughter, but she didn’t want to take anger on Jiang Shengyan.

    This child has done nothing wrong and should not bear so many groundless accusations.

    After watching the video, Jiang Shengyan was sobbing.

    She has been strong for many years, and it has been a long time since she shed tears like this.

    Jing You was at a loss and panicked to comfort: “Sister, don’t cry.”

    Like so many dreams in the past.

    When she was a child, Jing You once saw Jiang Shengyan cry weakly and helplessly.

    At that time, she wanted to walk up to Jiang Shengyan and say, “Sister Fairy, don’t cry. I will protect you in the future.”

    Why…

    Little Jingyou doesn’t know it.

    In that year, Jing You was 9 years old and Jiang Shengyan was 16 years old.

    There are still two years before they really know each other.