Don’t Hide From Me! - Chapter 51
The dormitory was quiet, as if time had frozen.
There were footsteps, walking towards Ye Yao step by step.
Ye Yao’s back tensed up, and it would be boring to pretend to be an ostrich now. He slowly straightened up and closed the closet door.
Ye Yao’s mood is quite complicated, he actually hasn’t fully figured out how to face Lu Xun. He not only wanted to seriously criticize and educate Lu Xun, but also wanted to tell Lu Xun that he wanted to do such a thing, and he wanted to say it freely, and he wanted to catch Lu Xun and beat him.
Of course, at the same time, he was also a little afraid that after breaking this secret, Lu Xun directly chose to tear off the disguise. Isn’t it often played like this in TV dramas, when the protagonist breaks through the bad things done by the villain, the villain smiles gloomily and says, “Since you already know, then I won’t pretend in the future.”
It’s like an onion that can be peeled off layer after layer, each layer giving him new… surprises.
The sound of footsteps came behind Ye Yao.
Ye Yao decided not to show his timidity. He preempted the attack and lowered his voice: “What do you want to say?”
Ye Yao didn’t turn around, and still kept the direction of Lu Xun on the back of the front wardrobe, so he couldn’t see Lu Xun’s expression, nor would he reveal his own.
Ye Yao didn’t get Lu Xun’s reply immediately, his hand with the ring was held.
The hand that held him was very careful, as if he was unhappy if the grip was too strong, and he was thrown away if the grip was too light.
Lu Xun felt guilty.
Lu Xun was afraid that he would be angry.
Lu Xun cared about his emotions.
As soon as this move came out, Ye Yao knew that he had the upper hand, and he let go of the vague anxiety in his heart, and Ye Yao asked again, “Are my clothes easy to touch?”
“Well.” Lu Xun said.
Ye Yao continued to ask: “What’s the difference between yours? We all bought the same model, tell me the truth.”
Ye Yao also knew that what he asked was nonsense. For Lu Xun, wearing a piece of clothing by him was probably the most important difference, and the feeling in his heart was completely different when he touched it.
But he wanted Lu Xun to say it himself, to express this wild desire, and he would guide him slowly to make everything rational.
There is no need to hide between the two of them, just honesty.
This scene was also very tense for Lu Xun, Ye Yao’s expression was serious, he subconsciously wanted to make Ye Yao happy, and wanted to follow Ye Yao’s meaning.
Anyway, he really can’t think of a reasonable excuse.
“Your clothes smell better than mine.” Lu Xun said.
Ye Yao: “Well, it’s nice to touch… nice to smell?”
Ye Yao: “…”
Lu Xun: “…”
Ye Yao gradually became expressionless.
He pulled out the gripped hand and moved his joints.
Today, he is no longer a civilized person.
Ye Yao had the upper hand in this battle, because Lu Xun didn’t fight back at all.
Ye Yao couldn’t really treat Lu Xun, but Lu Xun began to feel distressed.
“Does your hand hurt when you beat me, or you will sit by the side and watch me beat myself up?”
Ye Yao was really annoyed with laughter: “You really dare to say that you want me to fight more, don’t you?”
Lu Xun didn’t speak, and looked at Ye Yao with long and narrow eyes.
Ye Yao’s attitude was much better than he imagined…
He thought that after Ye Yao knew what he had done, he was angry, blamed, or could not accept and simply distanced himself from him. Or thinking that normal people would not do this at all, forcibly ordered him to correct, panicked when facing him, and he imagined the worst consequences after all exposures.
But none of these, even Ye Yao beat him so lightly, he didn’t really want to make him feel pain.
He can be sure that Ye Yao is not really able to accept his behavior, because Ye Yao was sluggish when he found out. He was introverted about Ye Yao’s character at the beginning, and he probably didn’t like his analysis and it was not wrong.
But even so, Ye Yao did not insult him loudly or alienate him.
His hobbies seem strange to outsiders. Under this behavior, many people can’t accept some too strong feelings, and Ye Yao tries hard to tolerate them.
The heart seems to be soaked in warm water, melting warmly.
Ye Yao finally packed up his backpack and went to the house where he stayed during make-up lessons after having dinner with Lu Xun.
Walking on the road, Lu Xun glanced at him from time to time, and when he was eating, he glanced at him secretly from time to time, too many times, Ye Yao thought he didn’t see it.
“Are you still angry, Brother Ye?” Lu Xun asked tentatively.
Ye Yao was expressionless: “What do you say, what surprises do you have that I don’t know about?”
That’s too much, Lu Xun turned his eyes back evasively: “No.”
Ye Yao didn’t believe it at all, sneered, and continued to walk forward.
Probably because they lived close together, they met Ms. Wang and Wang Xue who came back from nowhere.
Seeing the two of them walking over holding hands, Wang Xue’s eyes widened. Although Ms. Wang was a little surprised, she accepted it quickly.
“Did you just come back from a date?” Ms. Wang asked.
Ye Yao did not refute, but smiled at Ms. Wang and the others: “What a coincidence, did you and Wang Xue just finish eating?”
“Yeah, I went to other provinces a few days ago, and I didn’t see him for a few days. I took him out to eat something good today.” Ms. Wang said, “I prayed for him a very spiritual wish. Bless him to pass the exam successfully.”
Lu Xun suddenly asked, “A very spiritual wish?”
“Are you also interested in these, Xiao Lu?” Ms. Wang became interested in chatting, “The temple is said to be very spiritual, but it is only the most spiritual when you pray for the first time, so you need to think carefully about what you ask for the first time. Okay, if you’re interested, I’ll send you the address of that temple?”
Ye Yao himself didn’t believe in this kind of thing, so he didn’t say anything, but Lu Xun beside him was an authentic on-demand superstitious person, as long as he heard it was useful, he would believe it. If the ending is good, Lu Xun will feel that it is true. If he calculates something bad or not good, Lu Xun will immediately denounce feudal superstition.
Ye Yao watched Lu Xun and Ms. Wang exchanged the location of the temple that was said to be very spiritual, and Ms. Wang also sent Lu Xun a prayer process.
After they thanked Ms. Wang and left, Ye Yao opened it and sent him a copy of the prayer process to have a look.
The whole process is not complicated. Write your wish on a piece of talisman paper that is said to have been blessed by the master, then put it on a rope and hang it on an ancient tree that has grown for an unknown number of years.
The process above specifically emphasizes that because the first time is the most spiritual, you must write the wish you want to achieve the most when you make the first prayer.
Ye Yao’s eyes moved slightly, looking at Lu Xun next to him.
Lu Xun was also watching with him, looking serious.
“Want to go?” Ye Yao asked.
“It will be May Day in a while, and then there will be five days off on the weekend.” Lu Xun bumped Ye Yao’s shoulder, “Can we go together?”
Ye Yao calmly flipped through the whole process again, and had an idea in his heart.
In theory, the talisman paper that can be hung by Lu Xun can be taken down by him.
… This is a good opportunity to spy on Lu Xun’s true thoughts.
Because of the limitation of being the most spiritual for the first time, he can directly face the deepest desire in Lu Xun’s heart.
Under normal circumstances, most people will make a wish for themselves, and write some wishes such as “everything comes true, everything goes well”, “your partner will always love you”, “make a fortune” and so on.
If Lu Xun prayed that he would love him forever, or that they would be together forever, or that the content of the contract had nothing to do with him, but his career and his own health, then he could fully understand. These are all normal thoughts, and Lu Xun has lived up to the trust he gave.
If Lu Xun writes something similar to [the ashes are buried together, buried in the same grave], [they will die together]…then he may have to explore again why Lu Xun thought of writing this kind of thing, and how slow the research is. Slowly pull Lu Xun’s idea back.
Ye Yao turned off the phone and exhaled.
Lu Xun wanted to bump his shoulder, but Ye Yao reached out and held him down.
“Well, let’s go together.” Ye Yao said.
In the house where Lu Xun and Lu Xun came to make up the class last time, they still slept in the same room per person, but this time Lu Xun was obviously not so disciplined.
Lu Xun stayed in Ye Yao’s house. Seeing that the time was approaching eleven o’clock in the evening, Lu Xun still didn’t move, and had no intention of going back. He glanced at Ye Yao from time to time.
“What?” Ye Yao asked, “You’ve poured me the fifth cup of tea.”
Lu Xun leaned over: “It’s late at night, can I serve the emperor to rest?”
Ye Yao glanced at the bedroom inside: “There used to be where Xiong Guifei slept, do you want to be in the position?”
“That stinky bear really slept in bed!” Lu Xun gritted his teeth and wanted to cry, “I thought I was the queen, did I get demoted to the cold palace?”
Many of the things in his heart will be said in the form of jokes, Ye Yao looked at Lu Xun a few more times.
“I wasn’t banished to the cold palace.” Ye Yao drank the tea Lu Xun poured for him, opened his hand, and asked Lu Xun to pick him up, “Let’s go to bed.”
After turning off the light, Ye Yao was embraced by a familiar strength.
They were hugging each other face to face, and their breaths melted together, warm.
The sound insulation of the room is good, the sound from the outside cannot be heard, and the silent night is very suitable for making out.
But Lu Xun didn’t come up eagerly to make out today, Ye Yao heard Lu Xun speak.
Lu Xunxiang was struggling with words, and his speech was not as neat as in the past.
“Ye Yao, what happened today…” Ye Yao was hugged tighter, Lu Xun seemed to be afraid that he would run away, so he pulled him tightly into his arms.
Lu Xun’s voice was dull: “Sorry, I will try my best to change, don’t be angry, and don’t ignore me.”
Ye Yao said softly, “Have you decided to change it?”
“Yeah.” Lu Xun replied.
The distance between them was close, even the pillows were the same, Ye Yao could feel the heat of Lu Xun’s exhalation when he spoke.
“It’s not impossible not to change.” Ye Yao said.
“Hmm… eh?” Lu Xun sat up directly, “What did you say?”
“I said, don’t change it.” Ye Yao repeated what he just said, seeing that Lu Xun was about to enter a state of shock and ecstasy, he quickly added the following words, “But when you want to do these things, you must tell me, or Do it in front of my face, you can’t hide it from me behind your back, you know?”
Lu Xun’s breathing became rapid: “In front of you?”
“Yeah.” Ye Yao replied.
Lu Xun held Ye Yao’s hand and his palm was hot: “I want to try it now, in front of you.”
Ye Yao: “…”
Lu Xun waited for a while, but without waiting for Ye Yao’s objection, he immediately got off the bed and went straight to the small wardrobe in Ye Yao’s bedroom.
Ye Yao lay motionless on the bed and heard the sound of the wardrobe door being opened.
He couldn’t see Lu Xun’s figure clearly, he could only vaguely see Lu Xun groping in the closet for a while, and after getting a piece of clothing, he took out his upper body from the closet and buried his head on the clothing.
Even in the dark, this scene was still too shocking for Ye Yao.
Ye Yao closed his eyes, pretending he didn’t see anything.
But there was a sound that crept into his ears.
“Yaoyao…” Lu Xun’s voice was low, revealing inexplicable sexiness in the cool night.
Grass.
Ye Yao couldn’t help but cursed in his heart, and buried his hot face in the quilt.