Don’t Show the Son - Chapter 402
Chapter 402 Sleeping Together
The imperial concubine after leaving the palace is very different from before.
Lin Xiu finds it hard to believe that she, who has always been a girl, can say such philosophical words.
The past cannot be changed, and the future cannot be expected. All people can do is to cherish the present.
It is very likely that human beings will have no future. No matter what the result will be three years later, in these short few years, you should not leave regrets for yourself.
To say regret, Lin Xiu actually has very few regrets in this period of her life.
His parents are still alive, the family is harmonious, and the people he loves are by his side. Everything he wanted to do at the beginning has been realized one by one. If there is no alien invasion, he can actually retire to the countryside, give birth to a group of children, and watch them grow up. , teach them to practice, or, take Lingyin and them to see the vastness and splendor of the universe…
If I have to say that I have any regrets, it should be there.
Lin Xiu looked at a figure in a pavilion who was playing chess with Lingyin, and there was a slight wave in his heart.
He thought that he could, like Lingjun, pretend that nothing happened, and treat what happened that night as a friendly match for all mankind. In fact, he couldn’t do it at all.
These days, her figure often appeared in his mind.
Lin Xiu looked at Lingjun, she and Lingyin were chatting and laughing, when Lin Xiu walked over, she stood up and said to Lin Xiu: “It happens that I plan to go back to my room to practice, you and Lingyin go down…”
After Lingjun left, Lingyin glanced back and asked, “Did you quarrel?”
Lin Xiu shook his head and said, “No.”
When nothing happened before, their relationship was still normal. They could talk about the universe all night and practice together. These days, Lin Xiu clearly felt that she was avoiding him intentionally or not.
That kind of thing happened and the two could no longer get along as friends.
Lingyin tugged at his sleeve and said, “Since I was a child, my elder sister would hide her thoughts. She wouldn’t say what she wanted, she just likes duplicity…”
This, Lin Xiu already knew after obtaining the mind reading.
A lot of things, she clearly thought about it in her heart, but she resisted in her mouth.
So she often said “no”, but her body was very honest.
Lingyin touched him with her arm and said, “Do you understand what I mean…”
Her little thought was naturally hidden from Lin Xiu. Lin Xiu let out a long sigh of relief and said, “I know, I know…”
Night.
The bright moon is in the sky.
When there is a moon in the sky, Lin Xiu is always habitually looking for aliens on the moon. He will feel at ease when he sees that he is honestly practicing on the moon.
He carried a bowl of mushroom noodle soup with a poached egg, walked into Lingjun’s room, and said, “When I was cooking noodles for Lingyin just now, I accidentally cooked an extra bowl, do you want to eat it?”
Zhao Lingjun sat cross-legged on the bed and practiced without opening his eyes, and said, “I’m not hungry.”
Her voice fell, but the scent was closer. When she opened her eyes, Lin Xiu had already picked up the poached egg and brought it to her mouth, she instinctively moved her throat, but said, “I… woo …”
She wanted to emphasize that she was not hungry, and just said a word, Lin Xiu’s poached egg had been fed into her mouth, she subconsciously took a bite, a little regretful, but it was too late.
Lin Xiu asked, “How does it taste?”
Zhao Lingjun swallowed the poached egg and said, “It’s not bad…”
Now that she has eaten, she simply got off the bed, took the bowl and chopsticks from Lin Xiu’s hand, and said, “I’ll do it myself.”
Lin Xiu sat opposite her, watching her take small bites, and suddenly asked, “Lingjun.”
Zhao Lingjun looked up at him.
Lin Xiu said: “What if we lose after three years?”
Zhao Lingjun said: “If you lose, you lose, the big deal is death.”
Lin Xiu asked: “You are still so young, and you look at life and death so indifferently, don’t you have any regrets?”
Zhao Lingjun said lightly: “No.”
When she said “no”, her chopsticks paused, and a trace of complexity flashed in her eyes.
If she hadn’t left willfully that night three years ago, at this moment, there should be no regrets.
Lin Xiu suddenly asked: “If you had a chance to go back three years ago, would you make the same choice as you did then?”
Zhao Lingjun trembled and looked at Lin Xiu. If there was such a chance, even if she would not have liked him at the time, she would never make the same choice as she did back then.
Unfortunately, there is no if.
She shook her head and said, “This question doesn’t make sense.”
Lin Xiudao: “It means a lot to me.”
Zhao Lingjun looked at him again. What happened between the two of them made a rift between them that could not be repaired. It was her fault. She was not qualified to ask for his forgiveness, nor would she ask for his forgiveness.
So be it.
She said “No” in her heart, then looked at Lin Xiu and said, “Yes.”
Lin Xiu smiled, then looked at her and said, “There is something I didn’t tell you.”
Zhao Lingjun whispered: “What?”
Lin Xiu looked at her and said, “I can read your mind. Just look at your eyes and I will know what you are thinking.”
Zhao Lingjun was stunned for a moment, and his first reaction was naturally disbelief.
Lin Xiu said slowly: “You’re thinking, how is this possible, if I knew what you were thinking, wouldn’t I know that you regret it, and that you have fallen in love with me, just pretending to be like that on weekdays…”
A trace of panic appeared on Zhao Lingjun’s face, his heart was beating violently, and he immediately reached out and covered his eyes.
Lin Xiu held her other hand, Zhao Lingjun found that a force in her body was dissipated, and another force was added.
seemed to realize something, she slowly removed her hand and looked into Lin Xiu’s eyes.
The two looked at each other like this for a long time, a long time.
Lin Xiu looked at her and said, “I don’t know what will happen in the future. We may not have much time. I don’t want to leave any regrets.”
Zhao Lingjun’s lips moved, and Lin Xiu put her index finger against her lips and said, “Needless to say, I know it all.”
She looked away in a panic, but couldn’t help but look into Lin Xiu’s eyes.
Worried that he would see through what he was thinking, she began to let herself be cranky.
Although he is lustful, he is really handsome and worthy of his name.
is also very knowledgeable, and she doesn’t know many things he said.
Looking at him like this, his eyes are very deep, his nose is very straight, and his lips are also beautiful. I don’t know what it feels like to kiss her. Will it be different from the feeling of secretly kissing her when Lingyin was a child…
Lin Xiu looked at her and asked, “Would you like to try it?”
Zhao Lingjun was startled, and immediately said: “No!”
Lin Xiu looked into her eyes, smiled slightly, lowered her head and kissed her lips, Lingjun’s mind was blank, she looked at him in a daze, worried that he would see through her mind, she closed her eyes immediately, but forgot that she could resist.
Long time, lips divided.
Her eyes opened, and the numb feeling made her a little nostalgic. She just had this idea in her heart, and a soft touch came from her lips…
After an unknown amount of time, she pushed Lin Xiu away, leaned against the head of the bed, her chest heaved slightly, and said, “I, I’m in a mess right now, let me be alone…”
Lin Xiu asked, “Then I’m leaving?”
Zhao Lingjun nodded, looked at Lin Xiu subconsciously, and quickly covered his eyes.
But for a moment, Lin Xiu still saw her inner thoughts.
After a while, on her bed, among the quilts, the two of them slept with their clothes and pillows on the same pillow. Lin Xiu held her hand, and she did not resist.
Lin Xiu looked at her and said, “Go to sleep.”
Lingjun gave a soft “um”, and then slowly closed her eyes.
They’ve been married for three years, but in a sense, this is the first time they’ve shared a bed.
The next morning, when Lin Xiu opened his eyes, he turned his head and glanced at him, and Lingjun also turned to look at him.
At this moment, a figure pushed in the door from the outside and said, “What time is it, still…”
Zhao Lingyin looked at the two people sitting on the bed, stunned for a moment, then restrained her smile and said, “There is someone from the palace, the meeting of the nations will be held soon, Your Majesty invites you to come over…”
(end of this chapter)