Don’t Turn from Summer - Chapter 63
He said, “Cold summer, come back to me.”
Mu Hanxia’s eyes slowly shed tears. Her body was close in the dark, but her voice was calm: “Lin Mochen, do you know, how uncomfortable I was that day?”
He was silent.
Then he pulled her body over and pressed it against the wall. He looked down at her, and the faces of the two were very close.
This approach made Mu Hanxia feel at a loss. She avoided her side and said softly, “But I was uncomfortable, and then I thought, I can’t blame you. Feng Chen is going to fall, and none of us can return to heaven. Bankruptcy, imprisonment … You bear these alone, never tell me . That money, your mother is also the responsible person, and she has to go to jail if she can’t do it well. In the past two days, I also asked myself, if I change to me, how do I choose? Do you wait for yourself and mom to go to jail … ” Speaking of which, she suddenly felt sad and couldn’t go on.
Lin Mochen kept staring at her. In the dimness, she saw the dim light in his eyes. But I don’t know if it was a little tear in his eyes, or just his eyes.
“I’m sorry,” he said.
Mu Hanxia’s eyes filled with tears instantly.
His face fell.
Very gentle light kiss. Lips are next to each other, sucking a little, licking a little. His hand also rubbed her long hair lightly. At this moment, Mu Hanxia was almost lost. The dark and cold room, with his arms and hands so warm, made her no longer lonely and helpless. Just like before, just like he never left.
An idea entered Mu Hanxia’s mind: If this man was willing, he could really be gentler than any man in this world.
Gentle on bone.
Thinking of this, Mu Hanxia’s heart was sad and painful, and she almost woke up from this gentle mire almost immediately. With all her strength, she shoved him away. He took two steps back and stood still.
“Lin Mochen, let’s forget it.”
He was silent.
This impassive silence made Mu Hanxia slightly uneasy. But she still said, “Your career has been smooth. I wish you great success in the future. I will go elsewhere. Let us be … never started.” After saying this, her throat was like Blocked by something.
“What’s the matter?” He said. “What’s the matter?”
There was a pain in Mu Hanxia’s chest. I just felt that the room could not stay for a second, and turned and left. Who knew that he reached out and grabbed her, pulled it into his arms and hugged it again. She couldn’t get away with whatever she earned, and finally didn’t move.
He said, “I won’t let you leave me.”
Mu Hanxia’s tears fell down suddenly, tearing at his chest shirt and yelling, “Lin Mochen, who are you? If you want it, don’t don’t? If you want to turn around, turn back? You don’t want I leave, I ca n’t leave? Who are you? Boyfriend? Or ex-boyfriend? But I would rather never be better with you! You let me see that, you let me see that! I have n’t I thought that this would happen. How else are we together? Lin Mochen I think we have nothing to do, you go, don’t look back, go! “
These words also penetrated into Lin Mochen’s heart like frost. But he held her tighter, almost pressing her into his body. He is so strong and so determined. Mu Hanxia was okay, and finally cried in his arms and said, “Lin Mochen, I hate you, I hate you.”
He didn’t move, Mu Hanxia couldn’t guess what he thought. But after her emotions slowly calmed down, he grabbed her by the hand and said, “Hate me, love me. Slowly forgive me. I will show you everything later, but you Can’t leave. “
Mu Hanxia was shocked. He said that everything would be shown to her in the future?
She looked up, looking for his eyes in the dim light. But at this moment of will-shaking, he seemed to be aware of it, his face was close, and he was close to her.
“I love you,” he said softly.
Mu Hanxia burst into tears.
He lowered his head and kissed heavily.
Never before had such a painful, fiery, tangled kiss. His hand was the strongest yoke, trapping her in his arms. Mu Hanxia really didn’t have the strength to push him away, she resisted, but was sinking again. This man, his breath, everything about him is like a sweet poison, which makes her feel drunk and makes her muddy.
Perhaps it was too depressing and strong emotions, which gradually made the atmosphere of both people chaotic. Mu Hanxia was still confused, but Lin Mochen’s desire was very clear. He’s never been so eager to get a woman in this life. Eager to approach her, possess her, and control her in the most intimate and primitive way, so that she can no longer escape.
Mu Hanxia was put on his bed.
“No … don’t!” She said hoarsely. But in a blink of an eye, his mouth was closed by him. She was too weak, and in his arms she was really too weak. He clasped her hands and kissed all the way down his face. He unbuttoned her blouse first and took it out. His lips lit every hidden fire, tormenting her madly and silently.
Her whole mind was confused. But deep in the body, it seemed as if there was another strong, wanton impulse. She also wanted him, and wanted to put aside everything to hang with him to death. She wanted to vent severely, for this irresistible life that made her unable to surrender.
She stretched her hands and hugged him. Lin Mochen’s eyes were dark and difficult to distinguish. He reached out to take off her pants, and his suit jacket had been taken off, leaving only a messy shirt. He walked along her waist and began to kiss down wantonly. Mu Hanxia shuddered slightly, wanting and escaping, his hands were fisted.
Until, his head was completely tilted to that place, and he had never had a fierce pleasure ~ he immediately hit Mu Hanxia. The excitement of this scene was so great that she never thought she would be treated with such shame and intimacy as much as he did. She was agitated and suddenly woke up.
What is she doing?
Now that he has decided to leave, why should we accompany him to weave this net of love ~ sinking?
Mu Hanxia, you are so stupid.
Are you still … reluctant to him?
A sadness slowly came out of her heart, and her body seemed to cool down. Looking at the entangled bodies of the two, it seemed as though they saw the future of their destiny to separate.
“Lin Mochen, stop.” She said, “At this point, I don’t need it anymore.”
Lin Mochen moved. He finally got angry, clasped her arm, and gave her her words coldly: “Stop and stop as you say? If you want to let go, do you want me to let go?”
Mu Hanxia had a block in her chest.
Lin Mochen was silent for a moment, bowed his head, and kissed her face gently. The kiss was so gentle that Mu Hanxia couldn’t move. And Lin Mochen at the moment was indeed suffering ~ he was suffering. He was a man. At this time, he didn’t want to stop at all. He was patient and reached out to touch her again. Slender fingers slowly pinched the path to insert. Want to sink her in again.
Mu Hanxia shuddered and yelled, “Don’t!”
She stretched out her hand to lift him, but at this moment Lin Mochen just stopped and looked up, her hand fan went over, and “snapped” a loud slapped fan on his face.
Lin Mochen didn’t move.
She froze.
The subconscious wanted to explain that he didn’t want to slap him, but his lips moved, but he didn’t speak after all.
He slowly straightened up, leaving his hands on the bed.
“I’m barely there,” he said.
Mu Hanxia was motionless. Actually felt that all the conversation between the two tonight was not as good as his calm words at this moment, which made her heart slowly pass across like a blunt knife.
He got out of bed, picked up his suit, turned away, and closed the door. Mu Hanxia raised his hand to cover his face, then pulled over the quilt and wrapped himself tightly.
In the dim silence, she reached out to open a lamp at the window, and then tears slowly dipped into the pillow.
Lin Mochen. She said in her heart, Lin Mochen, I love you.
I really love you especially.
…
I don’t know how long it has been. Maybe ten minutes, maybe only two minutes.
She heard the noise at the door and slowly turned back. I watched the door opened and the man who returned to the room.
He gazed at her in the soft light. The eyes were so cold that it was hard to tell.
Then he dropped his suit and approached her step by step again. Mu Hanxia looked at him handsomely and silently, and his heart suddenly felt as if he was insane.
In this life, she will never love a man like this again.
His talent, his ambition. His madness, his city. His incomparable, his untouchable.
There will never be anyone else.
This life, this life, so short and so long, he will occupy all her love and cannot tolerate any other person. She’s over.
In her life, after he gave up, she would never have the happiness of being in love with each other.
Her tears shed silently. I don’t know if she read it wrong, but there seemed to be a flash of water in his eyes. He went to bed and hugged her again. Mu Hanxia hugged him tightly. Since then she no longer resists, allowing him to slowly get closer and take possession step by step. He faded her shirt again and hugged her to kiss her tender shoulders, her rounded waist, under the lamp. The beauty of being never touched by a man. He kissed everywhere and kissed her all over her, making her willing to soften into a stream of water in his arms. It was raining outside the window, and Lili fell on the glass close to them, and the night streamers often passed by. In such a lonely rainy night, he slowly touched her most tender place, and finally entered her body inch by inch.
He was in the rain and heard her gasping. Her eyes were slightly closed, her cheeks flushed, and she seemed awake. He always stared deeply at her. Finally, there was a slight gasp in his voice, and his hands kept pinching her tender body, almost causing her pain. The sweat of the two people rolled down together, he was so strong and gentle, and after a while, she was completely out of control. And he did not withdraw her body until the last moment, until she lost her helmet and armor. Then he buried his face in her long hair, and the low wheezing of the two men entangled.
Mu Hanxia reached out and stroked his face and eyebrows inch by inch. He looked up at her and let her touch for a while. Then he smiled, his eyes stretched like that. He clasped her hands, and a little bit, he began to kiss her slender neck, her beautiful collarbone. His kiss was too light, and too picky-funny, making Mu Hanxia tremble again. He tried to push him away and stopped, but he bit her fingers, leaving her in awe. He was so sexy, lazy and extravagant that she kept him in control all night.
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When Mu Hanxia woke up, people were still lying on his body. He seemed to be sleeping heavily, but his hands were still around her waist. Mu Hanxia looked at him quietly for a while, remembering the wanton entanglement last night, but felt that it was roasting and mixed. She reached for her phone and watched the time, but saw a missed call. From the United States.
She stayed for a while and wanted to get up. Who would have awakened Lin Mochen, he opened her eyes and looked at her, and then held her in his arms: “What are you going to do?”
“… I go to the bathroom.”
He didn’t let go, looked at her, and smiled slowly. It’s the kind of really pleasant smile, the shallow smile, seeping through the deep eyes. Seeing Mu Hanxia’s heart hurt.
“Does it hurt?” He asked.
“……Ok.”
He bowed his head and kissed her, and whispered, “It won’t hurt anymore. It will be more pleasant.”
Such private words made Mu Hanxia’s heart tremble slightly. But … in the future?
He said later.
At this moment he let go of her, Mu Hanxia got dressed up and went to the bathroom to take a shower. When she gently pushed the door out, she saw a room full of lights. Lin Mochen was extremely tired these days and fell asleep again.
She put on her clothes and went down the corridor to look at the phone again. Just then, they called again.
“Hello, Mu Hanxia.” The other party said, “Congratulations, you passed New York University’s entrance exam and received a scholarship. An electronic admission notice has been sent to your mailbox. Paper documents will be sent today . I think, if you want, you can apply for a visa as soon as possible. “
Mu Hanxia: “Thank you.”
The other party asked, “So, can you tell me how many months you will come?”
Mu Hanxia was silent.
“Hello, Miss Mu? Are you still listening? Hello?”
…
Mu Hanxia looked up, the night was dark outside, and the pouring rain covered up all the voices in this world.