Don’t Turn from Summer - Chapter 90

Mu Hanxia turned her head to look at him. Then soon, the sunlight in front of her was blocked.

His face leaned over, found her lips, and kissed gently. His lips were a bit dry, and Mu Hanxia thought it might be because of staying up late. Carrying the light, she could not see his face. At first, he just rubbed her with his lips and touching. Then kissed slowly. His hand slowly held her back, and the other hand held her hand.

The faces of the two were also quietly pressed together. So quiet, so tender a kiss. However, under the dazzling sunlight, Mu Hanxia clearly felt that when his tongue was entangled, the electric shock exploded from his tongue and hit her into the heart of her lungs. He kissed so lightly, his fingers were silently inserted into her black hair, apparently not seen for many years, but he seemed to have kissed her so many times. And so is she.

That’s how the soul is touched. she knows. Countless people passed by her, but only he could touch her in this way.

That’s the taste of the resurgence of dead love. she knows.

Actually it never really died. It sinks, sinks, until she can’t reach the valley of silence.

She knew everything.

Why did he kiss her like this, like the only beloved?

Mu Hanxia’s tears slowly fell, he noticed it, and raised his hand to wipe it away. Then she hugged her closer and said softly, “Summer, sorry.”

Mu Hanxia said, “No sorry, it’s all over.”

He kept his arms around her, gentle, strong and intimate.

“So … is Ken looking back at me?” He asked.

Mu Hanxia took a deep breath and pushed him away a little, saying, “Lin Mochen, I ca n’t turn back, I ca n’t turn back. I think it is a retry. I already know what you want. But I do n’t I ’m not sure if I can give it to you. I do n’t know if we are really suitable to be together again now. We are familiar with each other, but we are all strangers. In the past years, I really Put you down completely. Now, even if we really try, we may not succeed. So, are you sure you want to do this? Are you really willing? “

Lin Mochen was silent for a while, and smiled: “You ask a drowning man if you want the last straw. Do you say he wants to? He dreams in the middle of the night, and he is afraid to wake up with a smile.”

Mu Hanxia’s heart hurt. After a moment of silence, she raised her head, and on his side, a dragonfly kissed with water.

With four eyes staring, he smiled slowly. There was a deep smile between those deep and clear eyebrows. He turned his head and stopped looking at her. But she took one of her hands and pressed it against her left chest across the sweater.

Mu Hanxia didn’t understand at first, but there was warmth from the palm of her hand, and there was not a steady heartbeat.

It was his heartbeat that accelerated at this instant.

“What do you want me to touch?” Mu Hanxiazhuang said silly, “I can’t feel it.”

After a while, she smiled down.

——

Back to He Jing’s house, Mu Hanxia simply packed his luggage. He Jing stood by the window, watching the cars and people downstairs, and hesitantly asked, “Is that Lin Mochen, you …”

Mu Hanxia smiled and replied, “A Jing, something happened these days. We … are not officially together, but we plan to try to start again.”

He Jing was very surprised, but she was quiet for a while, holding Mu Hanxia’s hand, and smiled: “Axia, I don’t say much else. For so many years, you are actually one of him. What do you think, Actually, I know everything. Then grasp the person in front of you, and live well. I am happy for you. “

Mu Hanxia replied: “Thank you Ah Jing. Actually, you said last night that you are not what you were then. Why should I? You said that you have a lot of complaints in your heart, in fact, I have … Many times, when you are unhappy, when you are uncomfortable, and when you ca n’t survive, I always think, blame him, blame him all.

If he didn’t provoke me at the beginning, if he would stop at a good friend. If I had never seen a man like him before, and if I had not been loved by him, I might already be happy now. No matter I have money or no money, I will meet people who are still suitable later, and then I will live a happy life for myself.

But that’s not the case. I met him. After meeting many people, I can’t fall in love with others. I think so. It doesn’t matter if you live your whole life. But these years, no matter how smooth my studies and careers, no matter how stable and mature I feel, I always feel that there is nothing missing in my life. No, it’s a lot less. “

He Jingan listened quietly. Mu Hanxia continued: “You said yesterday that I envy me once I died and lived alive. But in fact, many times, I can’t do that. In love, be safe and not hurt, Still taking the risk of seeking the only perfection, these years, I have been asking myself to choose the former. I am stupid? But I really do, dare not. “She held He Jing’s hand and said for a while,” I hope This time, he will never let me down again. It turns out that we are really … all stuck in what happened seven years ago. But I think … now he should not let me down again. “

——

He Jing sent Mu Hanxia downstairs. Lin Mochen stepped up and took the luggage. He Jing said, “Hey, Lin Mochen, take your chance, otherwise don’t want to be her boyfriend.”

Lin Mochen laughed and answered, “Of course. It must.”

He Jing laughed, and Mu Hanxia said to her, “I’ll go back first. You can arrange it here and come over as soon as possible.” He Jing said, “Okay.” The two hugged again before they separated.

Mu Hanxia took Lin Mochen’s car and went straight to the airport. She asked, “You go back with me, what about the car?”

Lin Mochen replied, “Let the people in the branch return it.”

After boarding the plane, Mu Hanxia discovered that his seat had been upgraded to first class and was with him.

She drank in the end last night, and she didn’t sleep long after she sat down. She just wanted to take out her blindfold and put it on, but her hand was held by him. She glanced at him side by side, his face calm and calm.

Mu Hanxia pulled his hand back: “Lin Mochen, I’m not your girlfriend yet. Just try to get along.”

Lin Mochen looked at her. At last being able to stare so close and so quietly, she felt that she was fairer and more beautiful than six years ago. There was only a light, confident expression between the dark and frowning eyes. She said these words calmly, with a little pride that she had never before, but it was like a provocation that mature men and women wanted to refuse.

Lin Mochen’s heart moved so suddenly, but his face slowly smiled, and said indifferently: “It doesn’t matter, the dealer is willing to open my limit board. I slowly rise and chase slowly.”

Mu Hanxia put on a blindfold and smiled.

I don’t know how long, she woke up and lifted the blindfold slightly. The first thing she saw was the hand on the arm of the chair. I didn’t know when it would be held firmly by the man beside her. She didn’t move, looking up at him. After all, he had slept all night last night. At this moment, he slept heavily, breathing evenly and his eyes stretched.

Mu Hanxia looked at him quietly, looking at his wide flat forehead, straight nose bridge, and slightly thinned cheekbones. It was what she remembered, but it seemed to change a lot. For a moment, she felt unable to look away.

It took a while before she turned her head and looked at the winding clouds stacked outside the cabin.

She has been to many places these years. I’ve been to South America, Egypt, and Northern Europe.

Been to Columbia University. The man named Lin Mochen has visited all the places in the United States where she has lived since childhood.

Every flight is a person.

But when people are in loneliness, they don’t really feel lonely.

Only at this moment, he finally accompanied the journey.

She realized that Mu Hanxia, ​​who was traveling alone, was looking for something.