Doomed Destiny - C100

Jin Shi was holding two roasted sweet potatoes in his hand. He raised his head, his fair face was a bit flowery, and his eyes were like stars in the cold night sky. He asked me in a clear voice: “Uncle, where are the spirit souls?”

I was very happy and said, “You want to play with her! She’s at home, come in! ”

Jin Shi entered my courtyard. I brought him to the main room. My daughter, Jin Huiling, was shaving willow branches for me with her sickle. Seeing that Jin Shi had come, she was also very happy and took the initiative to let him sit on the small stool under her. Jin Shi said: “Little sister, let me send you a sweet potato. I roasted this myself, do you want to try it?”

I couldn’t help but feel a pang in my heart. The smile froze on his face.

The smile on her daughter Jin Huiling’s face disappeared, her expression was extremely depressed, and she said: “Big brother, I appreciate your good will. But I can’t eat sweet potatoes. I can only drink pig’s milk! ”

Jin Shi placed the sweet potato on the small square table and said, “I don’t care if you can eat it or not. If you don’t eat, I won’t eat either! ”

I advised: “Jin Shi, you should eat it yourself! “See how well this sweet potato is baked!” He couldn’t help but swallow his saliva. Honestly speaking, I’m really hungry for it. He really wanted to stuff these two sweet potatoes into his mouth.

Jin Huiling stared at the roasted sweet potato on the table, her eyes shining green. She really wanted to eat it too.

But it just couldn’t be eaten!

I once again paid my respects to Er Tao’s entire family and ancestors in my heart.

However, Jin Huiling and I are still very happy. At least someone cared.

Jin Shi said, “Little sister, I’ve been like this for a long time, why haven’t I seen you play outside?”

“I’m not going out. People always say I’m a pickle. He even said that my father is a beast! ” Jin Huiling’s eyes became red, she lowered her head, and tears started falling.

“Ai!” I sighed. He turned his face away, not daring to look at the two children.

Jin Shi clenched his fists and said angrily: “Whoever dares to speak ill of you again, I will hit him! Come on, sister, come out with me! With big brother protecting you, there’s no need to be afraid! ”

I peeked at my daughter Jin Huiling from the corner of my eyes. She revealed a timid look and said, “I think I’ll just leave. They have a lot of people, so can you defeat them alone?”

Jin Shi waved his fist, the expression on his face became sinister, and said: “What can’t beat them? Have you seen the elite force?! I am the Chen Zhen inside! One versus several! ” Saying that, he stood up, kicked and swung his fists. He spread his arms and legs in an exaggerated posture, using his thumb to wipe his nose. He even let out a strange cry. His eyes were sharp as he imitated Bruce Lee.

I couldn’t help but laugh. I gave him a thumbs-up and said, “Good job! A man! ”

Jin Shi retracted his posture, looked at me with a serious face and said: “Uncle, can you please leave for another day? He’s a dog! Aren’t you afraid that people will laugh at you!? “You’re not married!”

My face heated up and I quickly waved my hands, saying that it was not going to be a day anymore. It was not going to be a day, it was not going to be a day at all.

In the end, Jin Shi brought his daughter Jin Huiling out to play.

Today I was in a particularly good mood, making up dustpan while humming a little tune.

It was already evening. Her daughter, Jin Huiling, just returned from the outside. Her clothes were covered with dirt, and her face was scratched. I said I had a fight. She said that she had hit them, and I, Big Brother Shier, had stepped forward for me. I also helped him beat up other girls, and I sent five or six of them running away.

“Good job!” Are you crying? ” I asked again.

“I cried during the fight, but now I won’t cry! I, Brother Shier said that crying is useless! The world was created by punching! “If people don’t offend me, I won’t offend them. If people offend me, I’ll definitely offend them!” Her daughter Jin Huiling waved her small fists, her young and tender face was creased in a frown as she spoke with a resolute expression.

“Good!” Good! “Well said!” I couldn’t help but get excited as well. I raised my fist and gritted my teeth. I can’t be too useless! If others respect me, I respect others. If others were to offend me by even an inch, I will beat them until their heads bled profusely! ”

However, thinking about it, it seemed inappropriate to teach a child how to fight like this, so he was prepared to say something like “It’s best not to fight, just get along well with others”. But thinking about it, looking at her daughter Jin Huiling’s current condition and her living environment, she had to rely on her fists to regain her confidence, and she had to rely on her fists to win her dignity. Now was not the time for her to be amiable and negotiate with others even after being bullied by others. She had a weak and good temper!

As a child, he didn’t understand that you were being reasonable. Only by giving him a few punches, kicking him a few kicks, and knocking him down and making him afraid of you will he be obedient.

This night. Her daughter, Jin Huiling, was very active. She did not go to bed even though it was very late, and remained excited all the time. She kept punching and kicking at the air. From time to time, she would let out a strange cry.

In my heart, I silently praised and thanked Jin Shi, this child. He’s young, that’s good.

In the following days. Almost every day, Jin Shi would come to find Jin Huiling and take her out to play. Usually she didn’t come back until the evening. This caused Jin Huiling to become more and more lively, and more and more like laughing. She also became very mischievous, made faces, and even teased me. I don’t argue with her, I just laugh with her. Whatever she wants, I’ll try to get it for her. A man who has a poor son and a rich girl.

He could not let the girl, who had never seen anything before, be taken advantage of or taken away from him when he grew up.

Except for the food. I let my girl dress no worse than a man. It would only be better than theirs. She never broke a little ornament from her head, from the inside of her neck, and from her waist. Never erased her love of beauty. If she is happy, I am happy. Of course, I would also often buy some small toys for Jin Shi or give him pocket money. Jin Huiling was not one bit jealous about this. The two of them had a very good relationship.

It couldn’t be denied. I’ve been waiting every day for a message from heaven. Hopefully, he would be able to find the Earth Writing Brush soon. Write Er Tao to death. That way, he would be able to break Er Tao’s curse. My girl will be able to eat good food. As I watched her body grow more and more distant from her peers, I grew more and more panicked, so anxious that my hair grew white.

The girl was already yelling at me to put on her high-heeled shoes. Because she discovered that she wasn’t as tall as him. He began to feel a bit inferior.

She was only seven years old! His IQ actually far surpassed his peers. He was starting to go to primary school. The alphabet can be recited a few times. Add, subtract, multiply, divide, as soon as you give guidance. First place in the class. It was still the class monitor. Even teacher specifically came to my house and said, “Your Ling’er is a genius, take care of her and you’ll definitely have some potential in the future, so what? You’re her father, why are you so tall? Is her mother short?”

I said, “Her mother is not short either! “It’s 1.68 meters!”

The teacher said, “You have to make good use of the child’s nutrition! From a young age, this girl could tell that she was a beauty! His brain worked again! If we cultivate them properly, we will definitely have great prospects in the future! ”

“Yes, yes, yes!” I understand teacher, thank you! “Thanks for your hard work.” I repeatedly nodded my head. I didn’t dare to stand straight in front of the teacher and bent my waist. I was very touched that she could come to my house.

My heart was like an ant on a hot pan, and I could not eat well or sleep well every day. More white hair. Even his beard had turned white. Someone saw me and said I looked like I was in my fifties or sixties. In fact, if you counted carefully, I crossed over in 1984, when I said I was twenty-two. It was 1992. Eight years passed. I’m only thirty years old!

Winter of 1992. Jin Huiling was already past the age of seven. She was eight years old. She successfully passed the second grade.

Jin Shi had also learned very well. His personality was becoming quieter and quieter. He no longer fought and killed, but liked to hold it up and read it as a document. In the second grade, the two of them were not in the same class. However, the relationship was still very tough. Together at school.

But Jin Shi looked to be much more outstanding. His height was considered tall among his peers. He had fair skin, sharp eyebrows, a nose like a phlegm, and a red lips like white teeth. His whole body began to exude a unique aura. There were many young girls who were willing to be next to him.

As for my daughter Jin Huiling, due to severe malnutrition, although her face is still very pretty, her head is already below the average person’s. Her eyes and hair are yellow, her teeth are sparse, and her body is starting to bend. In the first row of the class, the first row of the running station. He was being taken care of as a small and weak object. However, he didn’t want to have anyone to take care of him. It was quite a blow to his self-esteem.

She was becoming more and more unconfident and did not like to stand with others. Often complain to me always drink pig’s milk, can’t eat other food, cause oneself to look like this.

I say, Ku Nier, when you have money, I’ll change your father’s milk for you.

I’m getting less and less able to keep up with the times. He was young and strong, and no one wanted to make up a dustpan. All of them went out to work, to work on the construction site. I’m the only one left in the village who’s still working on the dustpan with some old people. I also do not want to make up dustpan, sitting down to pick up the willow branch will be upset. A dustpan that took several days to weave couldn’t really be sold for much. People who work on the construction site earn more a day than I do in a week.

So I bought some gifts. Go to a foreman in the village. Tell him I want you to work on the construction site, too.

He leered at me, his mouth crooked. He picked up a peanut with his chopsticks and put it in his mouth, chewing as he said, “Shi-Le, go work on the construction site. Do you think you can do it yourself?”

I said, “Why not? “My body is great!”

“Look at you, you’re so old, you’re only thirty years old, and yet you look like you’re fifty-six. Is there something wrong with you? Do you have any strength on you? ” The foreman took another sip of the white wine, gnashing his teeth as he clicked his tongue.

“There is!” How could it be boring! I just have more white hair and a white beard! White-headed! You ate too little salt! ” “No,” I said.

“This won’t do! He was feeding the dogs at the construction site! What if you beat the other person’s dog again? Dammit, can we afford to let them pay for it!? I have a Hidden Mastiff! ” The foreman sneered.

I rubbed my hands in embarrassment.

His wife reprimanded him with a stern expression, “Are you going to use him or not!? He didn’t even need to ask them to carry the gifts away! If you want to use it, just say so. Don’t make fun of me! ”

The foreman said, “ShiLe, go back and wait for me to believe you! “When I find a construction site, and there are no longer any dogs on the site, I’ll let you go there again!”

I frowned. “When will that happen?”

“If you can’t wait, you can look for someone else first! You are a traitor. “Dogs, how famous!” the foreman said.

I knew he wasn’t sure, so I turned to go. His wife called out to me and gave me the gift, saying with a downcast face, “I can’t take your things for nothing. Don’t come back to my house from now on! Go out and let people gossip! I’m a woman, and I don’t want to leave home during the day! “Not good!”

I pretended to be polite and said, “I’ve already sent the gift, how can I carry it back!?” You keep it! ”

“No, no, no! You carry it away! If you don’t take it away, I’ll throw it away! ” The woman raised her hand to throw the gift. I took the gift from her and hurried out of her house.

On the way, I was angry to the point of tears.

Another piece of news spread out that Xia Lu had remarried. Married to another village with two children. The middle-aged man was widowed. She was a construction worker with a tile knife.

My family is getting poorer and poorer. He became the poorest person in the village. He couldn’t even afford to buy firecrackers for the new year. No new clothes. This made Jin Huiling, who had always loved to be beautiful and was never willing to be behind others in terms of attire, even more angry at me. On New Year’s Eve, the father and son duo could only drink pig’s milk.

Early spring of 1993. I’m sick. His body continued to burn and he thought it was a cold. But he kept coughing. He coughed very hard. He coughed up blood on his hands. The pain in his lungs was excruciating. He didn’t dare to save any more money, so he went to the hospital for an examination. The result was lung cancer. Late stage.

As I held the diagnosis, my hands were trembling. “How long can I live?” I asked the doctor.

The doctor said, “Three months!”

I crouched down and covered my head with my hands and cried, saying how my daughter had done it.

The doctor told me to hurry up and not cry here. This is not a place to cry.

I cried all the way home.

Back home. It was already past noon. They entered the main hall. There was a bowl of leftover pig’s milk on the table. At this time, Jin Huiling had already gone to school.

I lay in bed, weeping.

Suddenly, there was a commotion in his arms. It was the book that took the initiative to flip open. I quickly pulled it out. A blank page displayed each word: I found the Earth Writing Brush!