Doomed Destiny - C105

He saw a handsome young man in a white suit with a grin on his face. Although he was smiling widely, his deep eyes were filled with melancholy. Beside him was a beautiful young girl wearing a white wedding dress. However, she was frowning slightly as if she was dissatisfied. She wore a black and red plaid jacket that seemed very unnecessary.

However, it was not hard to see that the wedding photo was not taken with a camera, but with a pen. Very good. It was obvious that it came from the hands of an extraordinary painter.

“Jin Shi, what did you see?” A middle-aged man with parted hair asked.

“This is a hand-drawn design!” I said softly, one eye still on the wedding photo, as if I were obsessed with it.

“Jin Shi, what does this mean?”

“It shows that the men and women in the painting have never, in reality, taken wedding pictures together!” “No,” I said.

“Do you know the girl up there?”

“I do!”

“What’s her name?”

“Zhao Xinxin!”

“What do you think of her?”

“She’s my crush!”

“So, what’s her character like?” The middle-aged man with parted hair asked again.

I shook my head. “Actually, I don’t know her! She was the target of everyone’s pursuit. As for me, I would hide in the corner and watch her silently. I would have a crush on her! I could say that all I saw of her was her beauty. I am infatuated with her beauty! ”

“How is she in your Spiritual World?”

“Married to me. His personality is unrestrained, sarcastic, and he betrayed me! ” “No,” I said.

“What does that mean?”

“At the very least, it shows that I am seriously lacking in confidence. I don’t think women will love me! ” “No,” I said.

“Sigh!” Jin Shi, you should believe that there is true love in this world! The world is full of sad and beautiful love stories, such as Liang Shan Bo and Zhu Yingtai, Cowherd Weaver, White Snake, and so on. Although the story is exaggerated. But it shows people’s yearning for true love! As long as there are two people who look up to each other who yearn for true love in their hearts, true love will happen! ” A middle-aged man with parted hair said.

“Hm!” True love is so precious! If I ever meet you again, I will definitely cherish you well! ” “No,” I said.

“Then do you know this man up there?” The middle-aged man with parted hair pointed at the young man in a white suit on the wedding photo.

“I don’t know him!”

“Then is he in your Spiritual World?”

“Yes!”

“Since you don’t know him, why is he in your Spiritual World?”

“Because I long to have his face like this!” “No,” I said.

“But he is not perfect! He is a low Hunchback, just that he has a pretty face! ” A middle-aged man with parted hair said.

“Yes!”

“What does it mean?”

“This proves that I was unable to escape the shadow cast on me by the hump on my back and my short stature. It was these two traits that opened my life to an obscure and bitter journey. My inferiority and pain began with these two characteristics! They are the source of my pain! ” “No,” I said.

“Your left shoulder is missing. However, the hump on your back didn’t lose a piece. It’s still complete! It was too strong. And as you get older, it gets harder and harder. Now it was hard as iron.

Currently, there is no reasonable science that can explain this change in your hump! But I believe that your hump will be opened sooner or later! It’s relying on the laser cutting techniques that humans are becoming more and more familiar with! ” A middle-aged man with parted hair said.

I didn’t say anything.

“Jin Shi, tell me this one thing. Your mind is split, how many people are there in total? ” the man asked.

“Not myself. At least two of them have been split apart! ” “No,” I replied.

“Which two?”

“One was me in a white suit on my wedding photo. “The other one is me, wearing an earthenware jar!” “No,” I said.

“Oh, go on!”

“I can walk off the wedding photo in a white suit. Possessing the Soaring Sky Qing Gong. The stomach had an inexhaustible capacity and could devour the stars in the sky. He was very powerful. It fits the image of invincibility in my heart. But one thing was, he wasn’t smart enough. He was fooled! I don’t know if it’s a good or bad thing that he was tricked! ” “No,” I said.

“What did he fall for?” The middle-aged man with parted hair asked.

“There’s a deep hole in the ground in my yard. The deep hole led to the groundwater layer. There are fish in the groundwater layer. Moreover, it was a strange shaped fish. Wearing a white suit, I used my fishing gear to fish in the deep hole in my spare time. He could catch two kinds of weird fish.

One of them was someone who could spit out red pills from his mouth. The other is that you can’t spit out red pills from your mouth.

Dressed in a white suit, I ate the red pills the fish spat out and put them in the mouths of the other fish that could spit out red pills. As for the strange fish that couldn’t spit out the red pills, he didn’t let any of them go. Instead, he cooked them in a pot and ate them!

It was his foolish and ignorant actions that led to my current fate! ” “No,” I said.

“What do you mean?”

I said, “Because those weird fish, they were actually made of plastic. It was fake. It’s a toy. The red pills spat out from the plastic fish’s mouth were actually pills to treat mental illness. The plastic fish that can’t spit out red pills actually has a Chinese medicine hidden in its stomach, which is also used to treat mental illness. When I put it in the pot to stew, I can actually make a pot of strange Chinese medicine soup with the smell of burning plastic skin.

I’m wearing a white suit on my wedding photo. Actually, it was when my mind was in an abnormal state. I put on a white suit. Imagine walking off a wedding dress. Because it was beyond common sense to walk down from a wedding photo. That is to say, I turned on the transcendental mode. Therefore, it possessed a power that exceeded common sense. It could fly, it could consume stars, and it could do anything. “Of course, this is an impossibility, a serious delusion.

The so called white suit I flew to the universe to swallow the stars, actually is to drill into a room to eat the candy with the golden silk rope.

As I continued to eat the red pills that came out of the plastic fish’s mouth and drank the Chinese medicine soup with the smell of burning plastic skin, my spirit slowly began to return to normal.

In the early stages of my mental recovery, I began to notice something was amiss. It was called: there was a golden thread attached to the back of the discovery planet, and it seemed that all the planets were suspended in gold.

As he ate more and more red pills and drank Chinese medicine soup. My mind was returning to normal.

At the end. When my mental state is in the role of ‘Wearing a white suit on my wedding photo’. I’m basically a normal person. He knew that his spirit had been severely divided. Most of the time, my mind is divided.

But the character of ‘I in a white suit on my wedding photo’ is not my main body. He is only a character that my subject has split apart. His face was smooth and handsome. My main face was badly disfigured, with only one eye remaining.

My main body will be Jin Shi himself! ”

I stopped here. Because he didn’t know how to continue.

The middle-aged man with parted hair added, “Jin Shi’s mind has been severely split. It also created illusions! So he could see ‘me in a white suit on my wedding photo’ and another split character, ‘the man with the tin on his head’.

The person wearing the jar on his head was Jin Shi in a different mental state.

After Jin Shi’s face was disfigured, he was very afraid that others would see his face. A severely disfigured face gave him a huge amount of mental pressure. Slowly, it caused his Spiritual World to have the character of ‘man with a jar on his head’.

When Jin Shi’s attention shifted to the character of “man wearing a clay pot”. In fact, he would have actually done it himself by covering his head with a crock. Don’t let anyone see his face.

In his Spiritual World s, a person with a clay pot on his head was also a very powerful character. In order to completely conceal himself, so that others wouldn’t be able to tell from his short stature and the hump on his back that he was Jin Shi, his figure would change. Anyone who saw his face had to die.

Because in reality, before Jin Shi’s normal mental state collapsed, he would always like to wear a fully sealed helmet on his head, which would be used to cover his ugly, severely scalded face. Even in the hot summer, when the heavy helmet made his face sweat, he would insist.

But one time, Jin Shi’s grandfather had died, and during the funeral, a lot of people came to the scene. Jin Shi’s Second Uncle took off the helmet on Jin Shi’s head forcibly in front of everyone, exposing his ugly appearance to the public. This caused many people to cover their eyes or turn their heads, not daring to look. One after another, they said that it was terrifying, and that it was as sinister as a demon’s. It had severely hurt Jin Shi’s self-esteem.

But Jin Shi’s Second Uncle openly said that he wanted to help Jin Shi face reality. To take off his helmet in front of everyone wasn’t to harm him, but to help him.

Just like this, Jin Shi was incomparably furious towards his own Second Uncle. He was a hypocrite. So, in Jin Shi’s Spiritual World, although his Second Uncle looked like an honest and honest man on the surface, he was actually just a shameless and dirty ‘adulterer’. Sheep. As a result, he was killed by someone wearing an earthenware jar!

However, in Jin Shi’s Spiritual World, the person with a clay pot on his head was not only good to, he was also in the same group as her, would protect her, and even took a bath with her. Why was that?

In reality, Hu Shizhen was indeed a blind old lady. Moreover, her mind was abnormal, and she always talked in a mysterious manner. She said that she was a messenger sent by the heavens. Although she couldn’t see her own eyes, she had an eyeball hidden in her stomach, and she could see the soul of a person. Because her face was also burned and disfigured. This made Jin Shi feel that she was in the same boat as him.

The Hu Shizhen in reality was indeed very miserable. She was raped when she was young. Her eyes were welded shut with a red-hot iron by her crazy and inhuman husband, ruining her originally pretty face. I can’t see. It caused her to break down and become a lunatic. However, her illness was relatively mild, and she was in a better mental state when she was in a bad state.

Because she had reached out her hand and touched Jin Shi’s severely scalded face before, and she knew that was just like her, a pitiful, disfigured person. Out of sympathy for each other, she was especially good to Jin Shi, treating him like her own child.

Communication between mental patients is mutual trust. They could even communicate ‘normally’. This was very strange to normal people, but they had to admit it.

Hu Shizhen said that she had an eyeball hidden in her stomach. Jin Shi believed it. He was dying to see what the eyes in her navel looked like. However, due to the fact that men and women weren’t close with each other, as the old lady was old and he respected her, he didn’t dare to take the initiative to take off her clothes and look at her.

The old lady had also been deliberately protecting her navel so that no one else could see.

So Jin Shi brought this thought into his own Spiritual World. He was wearing a tile on his head as he took a bath with Hu Shizhen, peeking at her stomach to see if he really had an eyeball. He felt that after he put on the jar, his figure changed again. Hu Shizhen did not know who she was.

Actually, the old lady only had a black button tucked into her navel! She also boasted to others that she had two heads, and that after one was cut off, another would grow.

The talkative her would always tell Jin Shi: The reason why you are so silly is because your original soul had perished. Your parents are not Short Hunchback, but you have grown up is because some unscrupulous thing got on your body and you have become Short Hunchback.

Then Jin Shi would ask, what was that rotten thing?

Hu Shizhen said that those unclean things are the souls of Short Hunchback s, that’s why Short Hunchback’s souls got on your body, and that’s why you grew up into a Short Hunchback.

Because Hu Shizhen had always bragged about being able to call back the lost soul. As a result, Jin Shi kept suspecting that he had been possessed by Short Hunchback Soul, that it was Hu Shizhen who had called him over.

Therefore, when Jin Shi’s mental state was no longer in the ‘person with a jar on his head’ role, he was unfriendly towards Hu Shizhen, full of suspicion, and even resented her.

Since Hu Shizhen kept on bragging that she was an emissary sent by the heavens, Jin Shi hated that the heavens had arranged such a fate for him. He believed that Hu Shizhen was in cahoots with the heavens. Therefore, Jin Shi was even more enraged at her!

So, in Jin Shi’s Spiritual World, even though Hu Shizhen’s head was chopped off, she was still alive. On the other hand, Jin Shi himself was filled with enmity towards her. The character who had split up and ‘wore a tiled jar’ was closer to Hu Shizhen. ”

At this point, the middle-aged man with the split hair stopped talking.

I didn’t say anything because I didn’t know what to say.