Doomed Destiny - C63
I was taken back to the jail, where a group of prisoners continued to stare at me with sinister smiles. The prison guard swept his gaze over them and sternly rebuked, “All of you, be honest! Whoever dares to cause trouble will not be let off lightly!” A few of the prisoners bowed and agreed.
After the guard had gone out, I sat down in a corner and stared into space.
Someone said, “Big brother, look at him, he looks like he has nothing to live for.”
“Yeah, he looks so sad. I’m infected, I want to cry! ”
“Ai, he must be feeling too desperate!”
After a long time, no one bothered me anymore. I just sat there quietly, not moving at all. The cell was silent. It was as if everyone was being affected by my sadness and no one wanted to cause any more trouble.
In the end, humanity did not completely disappear from their bodies.
Everyone had sadness hidden deep in their bones. Everyone has their own sorrow and despair.
There are too many things we can’t do anything about. However, no matter how bitter his heart was, he still had to live. Not everyone had the courage to face death.
It was better to die than to live!
“Ai!” I suddenly sighed. Two men came and sat down beside me. Tears hung on their faces. One of them said he really wanted to die. The other person said that he didn’t dare to die and could only live to suffer. I said: “Even though there is no freedom, but to be able to eat and drink every day, to have time to sleep and to be free of illness is already very good!”
“Are you comforting us? But why do you look so desperate? ” Someone said.
I didn’t answer because I didn’t know how.
“This person must not be an ordinary person!” Another man got down from the bed and approached.
I looked at him. He was looking at me, too.
His face was unfamiliar, but his eyes were not.
“Why is he an ordinary person?” someone asked.
“Let’s not talk about anything else. Just by being able to emit such a powerful aura of power from him, he has awakened your deeply hidden temperament, made you sympathize with others, quieted you who are mad as dogs every day, and made you weep with self-pity. You can tell that this person is not ordinary! ” That strange face said, a pair of eyes with a burning look in them that made me feel very familiar.
The prisoners in the cell burst into tears.
I said, “Crying is also a form of catharsis. “It’s the most primitive, harmless way to vent your anger!
“That’s right!” Crying was also a form of energy release. The longer you cry, the more exhausted you will be. “Indeed, this is much better than killing them to deplete your stamina!”
“Who are you?” I asked.
“Who do you think I am?”
“Yang Dabao!”
The other laughed. The smile was full of unspeakable cynicism.
“What crime have you committed?” I asked again.
“He also killed someone, a death sentence just like yours!”
“Who did you kill?”
“Cripple Zhao Liang!”
“Why did you kill him?” I asked.
“Because I saw him teasing a six-year-old girl with a radish!” Yang Dabao said.
Oh, Zhao Liang truly deserves to die! You are doing this for the sake of the common people! ”
“In this day and age, getting rid of harm for the people is a crime!”
The atmosphere became silent and no one spoke. It was as if he had finished speaking.
There was only weeping in the cell.
An unknown amount of time passed. The prisoners were tired from crying and fell asleep on their beds.
Yang Dabao was currently looking at me. I was watching him, too.
Nothing is eternal, not even human silence.
In the end, it was Yang Dabao who spoke first: “Jin Shi, are you still not going to stop?”
“What hand?”
“Ten thousand people have already died in your hands! The most outstanding university students in this city have all died! ” Yang Dabao said.
I didn’t say anything.
Yang Dabao said, “Jin Shi, didn’t you never go to university before? You’re actually so jealous of them! The university where your students died was the university you had admired since your student days. You did not manage to get it yourself, so you were mentally unbalanced. Therefore, you allowed it to become a hell for accumulating vengeful spirits! ”
I still didn’t say anything.
Yang Dabao said: “This extraordinary murder case has shocked the entire world. Interpol is on the move and is focusing on this case! ”
“Can they find out?” I asked.
“I don’t know! But it was enough to show that you had done too much! If you were to choose the worst evil person in the world, it would be you! ” Yang Dabao said.
I said, “Even if you kill someone, your body will change. It was as easy as flipping his hand to get rid of his guilt. But you still went to the jail. Are you waiting for me here? ”
“Right, I’m waiting for you!” Yang Dabao nodded in acknowledgement.
“What’s the purpose?” I asked.
“To tell you something!”
“What is it?”
“I have already seen the fifth Silk Bag!” Yang Dabao said.
“What’s inside?”
“All humans in the world have died, lost their lives to Jin Shi!”
“When?” I asked again.
“I don’t know, there’s no date on it!”
I stopped talking.
Yang Dabao also did not speak anymore.
It was as if he had finished speaking.
Time passed slowly in the silence.
Several people came in from outside. One of them was a prison guard. He knocked on the gate with his stick and shouted that he was going to sleep. Get up, it will be dinner soon. He took out his key, turned the lock, opened the door, and led me out of the cell. So they were going to change my cell.
I was given a narrow, dark, windowless cell. Because I was afraid that I would get into trouble from those criminals, the cost of hospitalization was not small, and it was the responsibility of the Public Security Bureau.
This time, it was quiet. But he couldn’t be more lonely. I lie in bed every day in a daze. I seldom eat meals brought to me through the window in the door.
Gradually, the people who delivered the food were too lazy to change the food for me, because many times I switched the cold ones to hot ones. The hot ones got cold again, but I didn’t eat them. He would only come to my place two or three days later. He opened the window on the door and peeked inside. When he saw that the food was still here, he directly closed the window.
In this solitary cell, besides a bed, there was a small concrete pool. The prisoners drank water, washed their faces, and excreted their feces on the concrete pool.
I was like an exhausted soldier who had completely lost all will to fight. Once in three days. The number of times you shit is higher than the number of times you drink water. No paper to wipe the butt. And I haven’t washed my face a single time in all the days I’ve been here. Sometimes the face itch, can’t help scratching, scratching down a thick layer of greasy dirt. The itchy place was the head. There were lice in the hair. If you put your hand into the hair, you could squash a few lice with a scratch.
Fortunately, there was no testicles. Wan, I can’t grow a beard on my face, otherwise my image will be even more slovenly.
I’m guilty of this crime, and waiting for judgment here is no different from waiting for death. He could live for one more day.
He didn’t know why. A week passed. The man who brought the food did not come to see me again. I was so hungry that I had to get out of bed and eat up the mildewed, white-haired food, then drink water and drink it. He knocked on the door and shouted, “Where is he? Why didn’t you bring us food? ”
No one answered me.
I was getting hungrier and hungrier and had to drink water to fill my stomach. Every time I drank the water, I would slam the door and shout, “Where are you! Why aren’t you bringing me food?”
As the days went by … I can’t even pull shit out of it. Just frequent urination.
Finally one day I lay in bed, too hungry to get up. I touched my chest like a row of dry sticks. His belly was really close to his back. However, the hump on his back was still very full and sturdy. I opened my mouth to catch my breath. Just when I thought that I was going to starve to death, the hump suddenly started to hurt violently. Something inside started to drill out again.
Struggling on the brink of death, I no longer had the excess strength to resist the waves of heart-piercing pain. Baffled with pain, the thought became slower and slower, as if the slow flow of water had gradually stopped and frozen. A piece of ice suddenly exploded, sending pieces flying into the black hole.
Something inside the hump suddenly burst free from the encirclement, causing an excruciating pain to wash over my brain. My body convulsed and curled into shrimp. Unable to take it any longer, the clattering teeth suddenly loosened and he fainted.
I don’t know how much time passed before I slowly opened my eyes. Two tears fell from the corners of both eyes. I was overwhelmed by a great sadness.
What was the most painful thing in life? There was nothing more important than losing someone you loved.
Even now, I don’t want to believe that she’s really dead! But she was dead.
The vow that they would walk together until their hair turned white turned into a bubble.
How could this happen? A perfectly fine person, for no reason at all, how could his heart break free from his blood vessels! These days, I’ve looked up a lot of information and consulted a lot of specialists in blood vessels and heart. He still couldn’t find the cause of the deceased’s death.
Even more incomprehensible to me was that the best university in the city had killed nearly ten thousand students in a single night, with the exception of me.
The cause of everyone’s death was a heart that had completely left the blood vessels.
Why is it that when all the other students died, I was the only one who survived?!
Among the dead were my lover, Xu Xiaru.
She loves me dearly, and I love her dearly. Two young people who loved each other dearly, was there anything better in the world? If one of them died, was there anything more tragic in the world?
Hand holding a picture of her, I looked at, what a beautiful smile. My heart hurt almost unable to breathe, tears do not stop.
Ah!” How could it be like this! ” I cried out in agony, pounding my fist against the covers on the bed.
The door creaked open. A middle-aged woman with curly hair and a pair of gold-rimmed glasses came in with a bowl in her hands. She looked at me with a worried expression. How could his body continue to withstand this much longer? I’ve made you a bowl of fresh fish soup, drink it while it’s still hot! ”
“Mom!” I feel terrible! It’s really hard to bear! ” I cried.
“Le’er, who wouldn’t feel uncomfortable when such a thing happened? Many of the student’s parents could not bear it and committed suicide! There were plenty of people who were so angry that they fainted in the hospital.
However, since this tragedy had already occurred, there was no other way but to face it! Crying was useless! Le, believe me, time will dilute the pain in your heart! ” The middle-aged woman said.
“Mom, did you see the news on TV today? Is there any latest news regarding the bizarre deaths of special university students from Peking University? ” I asked.