Doomed Destiny - C71

Some people dream like they’re playing a series. It may be a few days off in the middle. But it will go on with the dream. Once a person lies down and dreams. The contents of that dream couldn’t be blamed on him. It was like entering another life where fate was not up to you to decide.

How lonely could a person be?

He was so lonely that he didn’t even want to open his eyes to see the world. Waking up was a form of endurance. It was a kind of suffering. The paleness of reality. It was as colorful as the dream. Even if there was a war in his dreams, at least he wouldn’t be so lonely.

A man could be lonely to the point where he would rather the world erupt in war, at least be able to run away with the crowd, listen to the gunfire, and be excited to fight. It was too cold, and his heart was cold.

A lonely life seemed meaningless.

In fact, how could life be considered meaningful? Are you happy? But is happiness eternal? What do you have left after being happy?

Thus, life was completely meaningless.

I was always crying. I don’t know why I cried. But the tears continued to flow.

Death is not terrible to me. Let it all be over. I don’t miss it.

In this life, I have nothing to linger for.

A creaking sound was heard. The small window above the metal door opened. The man who brought the food looked at me. I was watching him, too.

His face was unfamiliar, but his eyes were so familiar and passionate.

After a long time, he said, “There’s food to eat, but you don’t! If I give you another hot one this time, will you eat it or not? ”

“Why are you eating?” I asked.

“Because people want to live!”

“Why are you alive?” I asked again.

“Because they have friends, family, work, hobbies, goals, and enjoyment. Actually, there are many reasons why we should live on! ” the man who brought the food said.

“But I have nothing!”

“You don’t have anyone else!”

“What?”

“Immortal Body!” You can live forever. Even if the time was so long that the sky collapsed, it wouldn’t be able to cut off your time! You have the power to control the life and death of all human beings! ” the man who brought the food said.

“An immortal body?” I couldn’t help but grin at myself mockingly. “But a few days ago, I nearly starved to death. There are also signs of kidney failure! ”

The person who brought the food said, “That’s because… Part of you left. What left was essence, and what remained was dregs. This useless body of yours is currently unable to resist and follows the correct Heavenly Dao in this world. If you don’t eat, of course you will be hungry and have problems! ”

“I left part of it? Where did you go? ”

“Have the life you want. Unfortunately, even with the quintessence of you, you are unable to control your own destiny! He had become a puppet who was plagued by emotions, forced to do things for others, and was unwilling to do things for others! It can also be said that you, who are part of the essence, is doing something that would destroy your integrity! ” the man who brought the food said.

“A part of my essence left. When did it leave? Why can’t I feel it at all? ”

After a moment of silence, the man who delivered the food said, “Actually, I suspect that I was mistaken! With regards to your matter, I’m getting more and more afraid to jump to a conclusion! ”

“What do you suspect?”

“I suspect that the part you left was the trash, and the part you left was the quintessence!” said the man who brought the food, and doubt began to appear in his bright eyes.

“Why are you so suspicious now?” I asked again.

“Because the moment I got close to you, the fear in my heart suddenly multiplied! You’re trapped in a prison. No, you shouldn’t be sleepy, except that the world can hold you. And no place in the world can hold you. It depends on whether you want to move.

It should be said that your body that was willing to stay in the prison is obviously stronger than before! ” the man who brought the food said.

I grinned again, full of unspeakable self-mockery, and said, “I don’t like your praise. A few days ago, I did nearly starve to death. I starved to the point that my kidneys started to fail! That was the truth. It was an unforgettable fact. No matter how fierce you make me sound, I am still unable to resist the hunger test, so how can I be considered to be any different from an ordinary person! ”

The person who brought the food became silent again. His pair of eyes gradually lost their bright glow and became shrouded in a layer of bewilderment.

I said, “Yang Dabao, I think too highly of you! Or perhaps, being overly vigilant has made you think too highly of me! They think I’m invincible. Actually, this was not the case. A mountain was higher than a mountain, and a strong opponent would naturally have a strong hand. If it’s possible, no one would be willing to follow you with their tail between their legs! ”

Another few minutes passed in silence.

The mist in Yang Dabao’s eyes gradually dissipated, revealing more and more fear.

Finally, his voice quavered. “Are you being held down in this narrow, dark cell?”

I nodded. “You’re finally enlightened. In the future, he would leave some leeway for his own thoughts. Don’t always be self-righteous. It is true that you are confident, but if a person is too confident, it will inevitably affect their judgement! ”

Who is it? Who exactly is suppressing you?! ”

“I don’t know who he is! I’m the same as you, I can’t feel his presence at all! If it wasn’t for the change in my body, which made me unable to resist the hunger, I wouldn’t have realized that someone was suppressing me! This time, something really went wrong with my body due to hunger. It really did happen outside of my control, and I didn’t intentionally feign weakness! ” “No,” I said.

After thinking for a while, Yang Dabao said, “Eating food for a long time will cause hunger problems in your body. This is following a normal heaven’s law. Could it be that the person who suppressed you was the one who controlled the heavens? ”

I didn’t say anything.

“Then this is not surprising! The master of the Heavenly Dao has always been suppressing you! However, this time he was ruthless! Because you’ve gone too far! In one night, nearly ten thousand people died. Other than a world war, what could be more vicious? But the world war was a sin committed by countless people. And the recent deaths of ten thousand people were all caused by you! ” Yang Dabao said.

I still didn’t say anything.

Yang Dabao said again: “Could it be that this time, you won’t be able to avoid being shot to death?”

“So what if we can’t dodge, so what if we can’t dodge! If I die, I die. I have nothing to linger for! ” “No,” I said.

“Ai!” Yang Dabao sighed, and said: “Better to live on with your life than to die a good death, living an extra day! Eat, I’ll change it to something hot for you! ” As he spoke, he gave me a change of dishes.

“Are you going to ask for a helper?” I asked instead.

“Yes sir!”

“It’s him?”

“Yes sir!”

“There seems to be nothing that he can’t solve, and nothing that he doesn’t know about!”

“Yes!”

I stopped talking.

Yang Dabao left.

The food was hot and it smelled good, but it tasted like chewing wax in my mouth. He hadn’t brushed his teeth for too long. A thick layer of filth had grown on his teeth. Of course, it affected his taste.

The human mind is changing. I don’t think I have to. To be able to eat one’s fill, it was better to be able to eat one’s fill.

When he was full, he lay down on the bed and felt safe.

I seem to have nothing to do but sleep.

Once he slept, he would inevitably dream.

I woke up. The golden sunlight shone through the window. It hit me in the face. It filled my eyes with light. I was alone on the bed. Er Nengdan had already filled a basin of water and was putting it on the chair to wash. There was a snow-white towel draped over his shoulder.

Xiao Jun was sitting beside reading a children’s book.

The water in the basin was steaming. Er Nengdan washed his face, wiped his face with a towel, and said: “Brother, I’ve boiled enough water, put it in the barrel. Don’t forget to use this soap when you wash your face! “This soap is good stuff. It will turn pinkish white after washing your face, and it will even smell good!”

“En, alright!”

“Wake up, I’ll take you to town to buy some clothes and cut your hair. You’re going to have a blind date this afternoon! Hurry up and get up, it’s already half past ten! ” Er Nengdan put on his watch and looked at his wrist, and urged them on.

On the way out, I heard the crying coming from the neighbors across the street. I felt even more guilty, and I didn’t even dare raise my head. When I got into the jeep, I saw that the interior was old-fashioned, nothing like the cars my parents used to drive when I lived on a high-rise. But Er Nengdan showed it off to me happily: “Look, the items inside are not of high quality! “Listen to me!” He reached over and turned on the radio.

He honked his horn. Ye Zichen called a few people over. He also got into the jeep. It was San Geda who brought his eldest son and daughter-in-law along.

I still remember that the eldest son of the San Geda is called Da Laozhu. His daughter-in-law is called Chao Xixi. Looking at the newlyweds, it was really awkward. Because the man was too shabby looking, his mouth was wide open in shock. The thick lips underneath seemed to be unable to contain the saliva in his mouth, and were always wet. There was a patch of wetness on his chest. Her lips were red as if she had just eaten a dead child. In any case, as long as one wasn’t blind, it was obvious that this person wasn’t adept.

The woman’s face was delicate and pretty, her skin fair and clean, making people feel comfortable just looking at her. I also saw how tall she was in the ’80s, when she was only 1.65 meters tall. In short, this woman was so good-looking that it would be a loss if she didn’t marry into the city.

The jeep moved along the uneven dirt road, which was very bumpy and hard. The few people inside also swayed along, wishing they could put a layer of strong glue on the seat and make their buttocks firm. It made Da Laozhu fart a few times. The cold windows were closed and there was a stink in the car.

This angered San Geda to the point he bared his teeth and scolded: “Dirty seed! You eat too much sweet potato, fart so much! Even if he couldn’t hold back his saliva, he couldn’t hold back his fart! “Why did your mother give birth to you!”

Da Laozhu was not convinced at all, and bellowed: “What’s wrong! He wouldn’t even let them fart! Then why are you still venting your anger!? Try to cover your mouth and nose! See if it’s bad! ”

“What the f * * k!” Take your dad’s nose and mouth, and compare it to your butt! Are you sure? ”

“Even if it’s not enough, it’s still your seed! What are you doing with my mother! She can get pregnant if you don’t fuck her. If she wasn’t pregnant, she wouldn’t have given birth to me! Why don’t you just bite off more than you can chew! A litter of piglets can be sold for money! ”

“Pah!” Pow! Pow! “Pah!” San Geda straightened his body and fiercely slapped Da Laozhu on the head a few times. His old face flushed red from anger, and he gasped for breath.

Er Nengdan scolded them while he was driving: “Old Pig, stop it! God gave you a mouth for a meal! If you don’t say anything, everyone will just treat you as a person! ”

“Who’s not human!” I’m going to marry a wife! I’m forced to do it every day. “Damn, what can you do!”

Chao Xixi blushed and said: “If it wasn’t for the fact that you have a wall and a door, I wouldn’t have married over!”

The San Geda said, “That wall, that door, I was the one who built it! If it wasn’t for me, you could have just married a whatever wife you want! ”

“Marry a fella so that you can wash up everyday!”

With regards to a scoundrel like Da Laozhu, no one could do anything about him. I can’t just kick him out of the car! His strong physique made him look as if he had gone berserk. If he were to start a fight, it would be hard to say who would kick who out. Everyone could only remain silent. He kept farting non-stop. He was getting more and more excited.

That fart, he seemed to be able to release as much of it as he wanted. He could do whatever he wanted with it. This was very mysterious. If it were any other person, they would have to fart. Otherwise, they might not even be able to squeeze out a fart. Everyone could only bear with it, not daring to breathe too loudly. Er Nengdan opened the car window in anger. A strong gust of cold wind blew in, causing everyone to shiver.

Stop, stop, stop! “Aiya, it’s frozen to death!” The San Geda complained.

“I’m cold!” Xiao Jun also shouted.

Er Nengdan could only close the window again.

Chao Xixi frowned, her expression extremely ugly, as though she was trying her best to endure pain and said: “Da Laozhu, stop bullshitting. It gives me a headache! Just when the cold wind blew, it’s so painful that my head is cramping! ” I opened my mouth and spat a puddle of filth onto the back of the seat behind me, which stank worse.

I put my hand to my nose and mouth. There was no way to vent his anger in this car. This is a car ride. Either he was trying his best to fart or she was sick. You can’t open a window in the middle of winter. I wanted to open the door and jump out.

San Geda said: “Er Xiao, don’t mind me.