Doomed Destiny - C99
A man cannot live for himself. Even if you don’t live as great, at least when you’re an adult you have to think for your children, right?
How many parents in the world would be willing to trade their lives for a child’s? Most of it, I believe.
What did personality count for? Can personality eat? Is it important to have a child’s life and happiness?
It’s just a Female Dog, what’s the big deal. He gritted his teeth and killed it.
It’s not like I was forced to ingest some gut piercing poison!
So I started to get the bags from home.
There was a picture of Weng Mei-ling on the package. There was a portrait of Deng Lijun. There was also a portrait of Zhao Yazi.
I chose and chose a foreign actress. Because she’s sexier.
When I covered the mottled dog’s head with the package, Jin Huiling, who just happened to enter the courtyard, saw me. She asked me, “Dad, what are you doing putting a paper hat on a dog?”
I said, “Do you think it’s nice to make a hat for our dog?”
Jin Huiling said, “If you put it on like this, covering its eyes, it won’t be able to see anything!”
I said, “You’d better not see anything. Go out and play! “After a period of time, you’ll be able to eat apples, candy, and buns and vegetables like a normal child!”
“Really? Really, Dad? ”
“Really! I promise you, I will do it! Be good and go out and play! ” I coaxed.
Jin Huiling was extremely excited and happy, she called out for her good father a few times, then skipped out of the courtyard.
I owe the children too much. What can’t I do for my children!
In order to be able to be tough at any time. I hold back. It had been more than a month. It’s very sensitive. With a casual touch of its hand, it quickly stiffened.
A procedure is omitted here.
When I finished sowing the seed, the thing was still stuck in the dog’s ass. Suddenly the front door of my house burst open. A dozen or so people barged in and quickly surrounded me. Shouting. Others carried ropes and sticks.
“What are you doing?”
“Beast!”
“You are worse than a beast!”
“Tie him up and bring him away!”
It turned out to be someone from the town planning office who came to arrest me. Coincidentally, they had run into such an unbearable scene.
I panicked and my mind went blank. He quickly took off the wrapping around the dog’s head and put it on his head. He was truly too ashamed to meet anyone!
He was too embarrassed to meet anyone!
I burst into tears.
“Why are you still wearing this!?” Do you even have any face left!? ” They tied me up and tore the bag off my head. Someone else pulled up my pants. The mottled dog was still barking, and did not dare to move after being hit by the stick.
Many villagers followed to watch.
He listened to their discussion.
“Seems like the adulterers. The sheep are no longer a person, but a fellow Daoist! ”
“II. The sheep had met an opponent. He compared himself to an adulterer. The sheep were still powerful! I’m playing with dogs! ”
“Scoundrel. “Dog!”
“Dead Transformation.” “State!”
I didn’t even dare look up. He was pushed forward. Just as I walked out of my house, my daughter Jin Huiling ran over and grabbed me. Her face was filled with tears and there were tears in her eyes. How could you do such a thing? ”
“Ai!” I sighed, not knowing what to say.
In the end, I was taken to the birth control office. Forced a ligature on me.
It was dark. I was walking home in a daze. The pain in my crotch didn’t irritate my numbed heart.
He walked to the village entrance. Some villagers saw me and ran far away. I used to know how to say hello to me.
One of them, a bachelor, stopped me and said, “Bro, let’s do it. Does the Female Dog feel good? ”
I didn’t answer him. I walked around him and headed home.
Back home. Her daughter Jin Huiling was crying. She was gasping for breath. It was as if she had suffered a great grievance.
“What’s wrong with the spirit soul?” I walked over and habitually stroked her small head.
“Get lost! Don’t touch me! “Dirty!” She jumped up as if she had been bitten by a venomous snake, hiding far away from me. Clenching her fists, she roared furiously, and her large eyes were filled with tears.
My hand froze in the air, as if I’d forgotten to put it down.
He’s not even playing with me anymore!” That my father was a dead man. State! “He even said that I’m a rotten seed!” “” “Jin Huiling cried.
I sat down on a stool and lit a cigarette without a filter. I exhaled a cloud of smoke and said, “Spirit, don’t worry about them. As a person, just live well.”
Jin Huiling looked at me as if she understood something, but her eyes were still filled with tears.
I was upset that I shouldn’t have told my daughter such a great truth. She was too young to understand.
Humans were most afraid of being isolated. She was isolated at such a young age, and her father had a bad reputation. It would definitely have a terrible impact on her life in the future.
It was the same as destroying her!
“What should we do?” I felt helpless.
His daughter was tired and fell asleep crying on the bed.
It was late at night.
Under the dim light of the incandescent lamp. I sat at a low, small, square table. On the table lay the book. It was also known as the Heavenly Book.
The Heavenly Tome Monoliths began to move without wind. He turned the page and stopped moving. Lines of words appeared on the page: “That’s right! Jin Shile, you did well! ”
I smiled miserably and asked Tianshu, “How can I restore my reputation?”
“It will be difficult to recover!”
“Good heavens. Other than Jin Shi, don’t you have control over the lives of others?! What did you do? While I was doing that dirty thing, a group of people broke in and caught me red-handed! What do you want me to do in the future? Do you know that the master’s bad reputation will have a terrible impact on the lives of the children below us?! ” I flew into a rage.
“Haha!” This is my punishment for you! Jin Shile, I don’t need you now! You are of no use to me! Don’t complain to me anymore, it’s useless! ”
I couldn’t help but be stunned.
After a while, I suppressed my anger and said, “I only did it once. Are you sure I got him pregnant? ”
“Of course! Otherwise, I would not have arranged for those birth control personnel to capture you and have you undergo sterilization! ”
“Do you believe that I’ll go and beat the Female Dog to death right now?” I shouted.
“Haha!” Go take a look at the yard, do the Female Dog still have more! Haha, I’m going to die from laughter! I can’t win against you, so what the hell do I have to do with you! ”
I hurried out into the yard and saw that the place where the dogs were tied was empty. There were no more spotted dogs.
Returning to the main hall, I sat down at the small square table again. Breathing heavily, I tried to calm myself down a bit. I can’t destroy the bridge after crossing the river! I did something for you, you can’t do this to me! I beg you! ”
Another line of words appeared on the Heavenly Book: “Jin Shile, then what do you want to do?”
I said, “God, I’m not asking for anything else. I only hope that you can restore my reputation! Let my children live a normal life! ”
“Sigh!” This was more difficult! He had to remove the memories of others from their minds! It was a bit more difficult. Unless you are erased from history. They will lose their memories of you! ”
I suddenly grabbed the book on the table with my hands and said, “It’s useless even if you only get the Earth Writing Brush. The Heavenly Book is in my hands! I shall tear it apart and see how you will change Jin Shi’s fate! ”
The words “Haha, fool!” appeared again in the Heavenly Book. Do you really think I’ll give you the Heavenly Book?! The book in your hand right now is only a small copy hidden in the Heavenly Book. The true Heavenly Book is in my hands! When the Female Dog gives birth to you and its child, I will ask the child where the Earth Writing Brush is hiding from its mouth. With the Earth Writing Brush, I can casually change Jin Shi’s fate on the Heavenly Book! “Haha!”
I gradually loosened my grip on the book, feeling weak. “I seem to have guessed something!”
“What did you guess?”
“The one with the camera on his neck and wearing a black Chinese tunic and a hair cut at the ears and a face as pale as paper is the one who told me that this book is called Book of Heaven! So he was lying to me. Is he you? ” “No,” I said.
After a while, another line appeared on the book: “Right!” You didn’t guess wrong! That’s me! the God who rules this world! ”
After a long silence, I asked, “What would happen to my children if they were to erase me from history?”
“Does that even need to be said! If there was no you in history, your own child would not exist! And nothing about you will happen. History will evolve anew. For example, the incident of you killing Xiao Jun and Shuang Shuang and Er Nengdan would not happen. Xia Lu would also not be pregnant with your child, so where did you get such a child?
Similarly, the incident where you fucked a Female Dog to get her pregnant wouldn’t happen.
What’s more, I want to erase you from history. He had to find the Earth Writing Brush. Because this kind of person was only born after Jin Shi had turned eight years old. It was closely related to Jin Shi’s fate. You have to change Jin Shi’s fate in order to erase you from history.
In short, it’s very complicated and troublesome! ”
After another long period of silence. I said, “Then don’t kill me out of history. I hope my children are real. Actually, it didn’t matter if his reputation was bad. I will take my child away from home and start a new life in a place where no one knows me! ”
“That’s right! It’s good that you can think it through! There are no difficulties that cannot be solved! ”
I said, “But God be merciful. If you can get the Earth Writing Brush. Could he kill Er Tao on the Heavenly Book? Once he is dead, the curse he laid on our family will be useless. This way, our family of three can have a normal meal! ”
The contents of the book were, “Of course you don’t have to worry about that! Even if you don’t beg me! I will also kill Er Tao! That fellow, he really can’t allow himself to cause trouble in my world! He appeared in my world like a rat in a pot of porridge. I am filled with loathing for him! ”
“Well then, god, I’m fine, but please let our family live on in peace! I beg for your blessings! ” “No,” I said.
The book on the table closed once again, even though there was no wind. The four large words on its cover struck me as very striking: Heaven’s Rescue.
The following days went on as usual.
I put up with the villagers’ supercilious looks and snub. Even my father-in-law and mother-in-law told me not to go to their royal village if I had nothing else to do. Because my name is all over the place. They are ashamed of me. Xia Lu also found out about me fucking the Female Dog, and wanted to wail and hang myself, but I didn’t want to live. I felt that it was shameful, that my life was worse than that of a Female Dog’s.
Jin Huiling hid at home all day. Except for squatting in the yard and scratching at the ground with a stone, she sat on a stool and stared blankly at the sky. I sometimes asked her what she was looking at. Watching birds fly, she said, and how free they were to fly wherever they wanted to.
“Ai!” Except for a sigh. There was nothing I could do.
After Xia Lu gave birth to her twin sons, she stayed in her wife’s home and waited patiently. Tsukiko has passed, and she has not come back.
She might not come back. I didn’t dare disturb her. He was even more afraid of disturbing the child. After all, I’m a father with a bad reputation.
It was just me and my daughter. We drink only pig’s milk every day.
Time passed day by day. Her daughter Jin Huiling became more and more silent, and did not like to smile anymore. Very rarely did she call me father. In her eyes, it was easy to see the melancholy and sensitivity that matched her age.
One day, the sky was overcast. The autumn wind was blowing through the fallen leaves. For once, the door to my house was knocked. Excited, I put down the willow branches and the half-finished dustpan, straightened my clothes, smoothed my hair with my hand, and ran to open the gate.
Now, who else would come to my house?
He saw a child, little Jin Shi, standing outside the door.