Doting On Wife Like It’s His Life, The President Is Determined Not To Divorce - Chapter 181

Zhang Yan left early after eating this meal. After all, a family of three is here, and he, an outsider, is also embarrassed.

Jiang Jingzhi took the lead in holding Nianbao and walked in front. Mu Xincheng really didn’t want to go with him, but if she wanted to be with the child, she had to follow him, and she felt very tangled.

She doesn’t know yet, this scene has been recorded by reporters.

However, Jiang Jingzhi knew that his whereabouts had always been followed by reporters. Otherwise, he and Huang Fei would not have been photographed before, and the scandal would not spread so badly.

This time he knew it, but he didn’t say anything, and he wanted to be photographed.

After all, he wants to get back together.

He stood in front of his car, opened the door, put Nianbao on it, and then looked at her.

He didn’t say anything, just looked at her so quietly.

Mu Xincheng glanced at him, pursed his lips, and finally sat down.

Jiang Jingzhi raised the corners of his mouth, smiled, and closed the door for her. After that, he got in the car and walked away.

When the car was halfway there, Mu Xincheng had enough fun with Nianbao. She raised her eyes to look at his back and asked, “Where to go?”

Jiang Jingzhi glanced at her in the rearview mirror and said in a deep voice, “Go home first.”

“Who’s going back to?” Mu Xincheng asked.

He said, “Our family.”

This answer made Mu Xincheng frown. He is really shameless, where is her house?

Because Nianbao was there, she couldn’t argue with him, and she felt very depressed.

Nianbao was of course very happy when he heard Jiang Jingzhi’s words. He looked at Mu Xincheng with a smile and said, “Mom, let’s go home together!”

Just because the child said this, Mu Xincheng couldn’t say anything anymore, and could only smile at him.

Back home, Nianbao yawned and was also sleepy.

Mu Xincheng originally wanted to carry him up, but was stopped by Jiang Jingzhi, and he carried the child up personally.

After all, she was pregnant, Jiang Jingzhi didn’t want to let her do anything at all. If he could, of course he wanted to spoil her, and let him do everything about her.

But the premise is that she is willing.

Mu Xincheng also followed, she was by Nianbao’s side, coaxing him to sleep.

She hasn’t done this for a long time, and now she can be with her child again. She is also very emotional and feels more guilty for the child in her heart.

But the child is very happy, not unhappy at all, as long as Mu Xincheng is by his side, he will always be the happiest Nianbao.

After the child fell asleep, she came out of the room. She came downstairs, where Jiang Jingzhi had been waiting for her.

Mu Xincheng stood there looking at him, she knew that Jiang Jingzhi had something to tell her.

But she didn’t know if she had anything to tell him.

“Nianbao is asleep?”

Jiang Jingzhi put down the file in his hand, stood up, and looked at her.

Mu Xincheng nodded, still standing still.

Jiang Jingzhi walked over, took her hand, and pulled her over to sit on the sofa, “Sit down first!”

The moment Mu Xincheng was touched by him, she wanted to withdraw her hand, but couldn’t twitch, Jiang Jingzhi refused.

As long as it was something he didn’t allow, no matter how hard she tried, there was no way to get rid of it.

So, in the end, she gave up.

She was sitting on the sofa, and Jiang Jingzhi was sitting beside her, his eyes never leaving her.

He stared at her for a long time without speaking.

Mu Xincheng let him watch. After watching him for a while, he still didn’t speak. She couldn’t help but frown, “If you have something to say, if you don’t have anything, I’m leaving!”

With that, she was about to stand up and leave.

Jiang Jingzhi immediately grabbed her hand, pulled her back, and held her tightly, “Don’t go! Orange, don’t leave us anymore, okay?”

Hearing this, Mu Xincheng frowned.

Jiang Jingzhi sighed slightly, and gently rubbed her hand, “Cheng’er, your father’s death has nothing to do with me. If I explain, will you believe it?”

Mu Xincheng suddenly raised her eyes and looked at him with tears in her eyes.

She couldn’t forget this matter in a lifetime.

He wants to explain, how to explain? Wasn’t he the one who saw her father last?

Soon, her father committed suicide. Didn’t he say something to him?

Jiang Jingzhi felt uncomfortable when she looked at it with such eyes.

He sighed before speaking, “I know it’s difficult to make you believe me, but what I want to say is, I did meet him up there, but I didn’t say anything bad, you want to know me Did you tell him anything?”

Mu Xincheng trembling lips, did not say a word.

Jiang Jingzhi continued, “He knew what happened to Bai Yuhan and I knew why I approached him. His company failed. I didn’t do anything. I just didn’t help him. On the rooftop that day, he and I Apology, he said that he had never thought of hurting anyone. The thing with Bai Yuhan was that he was drunk for a while, and he didn’t do that kind of thing on purpose.”

“He said that all is his fault, let me not push the wrong to you, you don’t know anything, you shouldn’t be implicated! He hopes that you can be happy, saying that you are his favorite little princess He said that if he comes back again, he will still be my year-long acquaintance, and he is still willing to introduce you to me and let me help him take care of you!”

“I didn’t think about it carefully. I didn’t know he would jump off later. I just thought his words were ridiculous. At this time, he still wanted me to help you take care of you. I didn’t know what he was thinking. Isn’t he afraid that I will hurt you?”

“But I promise, I never thought of retaliating against you for his mistakes. I was true to you from the beginning. After all, I was not very good to you at the beginning!”

Speaking of this, Jiang Jingzhi smiled bitterly.

When Mu Zhenhai asked him to help take care of his daughter, he didn’t think much about it, so he was very strict with her from the beginning. He always kept his face cold and rarely smiled.

At that time, she also hated him, she must also hate him, who would like a person who always looks cold to herself and is always so fierce.

But later, he himself didn’t know when she actually entered his heart.

Perhaps, being so lively in front of him, she is the only one who doesn’t care about it.

“He asked me not to hurt you and asked me to help take care of you. I didn’t agree. I just thought why I should help my enemy take care of his daughter. I also said that I would not forgive him for hurting Bai Yuhan. He said he would pay it back. Give it to me, I don’t know if he paid it back this way!”

“He jumped off. Not long after I finished talking with him. To be honest, although I hate him, I never thought of killing him. I just wanted to see him ruined. You asked me why I was in him. I didn’t help him when he went bankrupt, because this was what I wanted to see, so I didn’t help.”

He sighed and saw that Mu Xincheng in front of him was already in tears. He knew that his words, no matter how they were modified, would hurt her.

But this fact, he wanted to let her know, wanted her to understand the truth.

“I didn’t expect him to do such an extreme thing. At that time, I understood why he asked me to take care of you! At first I didn’t want to do what he said. After all, what is my relationship with him and why should I do this? What do you do? But, I saw you, I saw you crying, and saw helpless you. I didn’t know what I was thinking in my heart at the time. I thought I should take care of you.”

“Later, you also know that Bai Yuhan’s child was terminally ill and needed a bone marrow change. There was a high chance of success if he had a blood relationship, but you didn’t match. I wanted to marry you at that time, but simply wanted to take care of you. And so desperately wanting to have a baby is indeed to save Bai Yuhan’s child. After all, you are still young, and I originally planned to wait until you graduate from college before thinking about the child.”

“At the time, I didn’t think too much, I just thought about taking care of you, thinking about saving that child, and I didn’t worry about your feelings, I’m sorry. Maybe what I say now is meaningless to you, what I did All the things that hurt you deeply, this is something I never thought about, but I can’t control myself!”

“Orange, do you know why? Because I love you! If it weren’t for loving you, I could let you go when you knew those things, but what is the reason why I didn’t do it like this and couldn’t do it? because I love you!”

“I love you, so I don’t want you to leave! Your leaving is like killing me! I don’t even accept other men around you. No one can occupy my position!”

At the end, Jiang Jingzhi sighed deeply.

Although all those things have passed, it seems that they have just passed and are vividly visible.

He was going crazy at the beginning, otherwise neither of them would be like that.

Had it not been for loving her, he would never have become a lunatic!

Everyone said he was crazy, and he thought he was crazy, but even if he was crazy, he couldn’t let her go.

“Orange, you can hate me. It doesn’t matter if you hate me for the rest of your life, because I really did something wrong, but what I didn’t do, I absolutely don’t admit it. Your father’s death really has nothing to do with me. But I didn’t help him, it was my fault, so you can hate me.”

He reached out to help her wipe away the tears, he didn’t want him to cry.

But he knew that when he said these things and mentioned her father, she couldn’t help but cry.

At the beginning, when she knew that Mu Zhenhai was dead, how desperate and sad she was, the people who accompanied her in this way knew very well.

It is because he is very clear that he pity her even more.

He was also by her side at the beginning, a little bit, let her slowly walk out of the haze.

How much effort he has spent, he himself knows best!

“I have always kept this promise. Even if I didn’t promise it at the time, I will still keep the promise. I will take care of you for the rest of my life and love you for the rest of my life!”

“I have done something wrong, I admit, I have never denied it, you can hit me, you can scold me, I will stand here and let you hit until you are satisfied, okay?”

“But Orange, can you stop leaving me? I thought I could let go and give you something you believe in, but later I found out that I couldn’t do it at all. Otherwise, I wouldn’t want to force it. Let you come back to me!”

“I don’t want to use strong means to bring you back like before. I don’t want you to look at me with hateful eyes like before. I want our family to be together, and I want us to be together forever!”

“Nianbao miss you very much, and I miss you very much. These days when you are not by my side, I don’t know how I came here. I keep myself very busy and busy every day. When I get busy, I don’t have time to miss you. , But every night when my side is empty, I still think of you, and it hurts to think about you.”

“I’m very worried about you, I don’t know if you are doing well, although I am forcing you, but I am worried that you are not doing well! Now, I have tried, I know I really can’t let you go Orange. Give me another chance to atone for my sins and another chance to love you, okay?”

His big palm fell on her belly, and her belly was already bulging, “When you were thinking about Nianbao, I didn’t take good care of you. It’s my fault. So, this time, give me Is the opportunity okay? Give me a chance to take good care of you!”

He said a lot. She has been sitting here quietly and listening, tears rolling in her eyes, and the tears fell in the blink of an eye. At this moment, she had already burst into tears because she missed her father. .

No matter how her father died, the truth is that he will never come back again. She misses him very much.

She is also very tired. When she is alone, her heart is always empty and uncomfortable.

She didn’t know how she had come over these days, and now listening to his words, she was surprised that she still had a nostalgia for him in her heart, even if she didn’t want to admit it, it was a fact.

She is always at ease when he is there.

So she doesn’t know if she is right or wrong. She has such a deep attachment to him, is it a good thing or a bad thing?

Can they really start all over again?

Can the things of the past really pass?

She didn’t know, her heart was upset, she only felt sad now, and missed her father in heaven very much.

If her father hadn’t left her, what would it be like now?

However, this can only be an illusion, because he has already left.

Jiang Jingzhi sighed and gently hugged her into his arms.

The way she was crying made his heart very painful.

Every drop of her tears burned holes in his heart.

When she was in pain, he was also in pain.

“Orange, give me another chance to love you well, okay? Orange, please.”

He whispered urgently in her ear, telling his own feelings.

Mu Xincheng didn’t say anything, just leaned in his arms and wet his chest.

He didn’t force her. She didn’t think clearly. If she thinks carefully, he will give her time to think carefully and think slowly. It’s just that he won’t let go anymore.

Even if she said no after thinking about it the last time, he wouldn’t give up.

He will always try to impress her and will never give up in this life.

Mu Xincheng didn’t know that she cried, let alone fell asleep.

Maybe it is really tired, especially now that I am pregnant, my body is always tired easily.

When she woke up, she found herself lying on the big familiar bed, where there was the smell of her familiarity and nostalgia.

Even if she didn’t admit it, the truth is that she slept very peacefully while lying on this big bed, because it gave her a sense of security.

She sat up from the bed and looked out the window, only to realize that it was already dark.

God, how long has she been asleep?

She herself didn’t know when she fell asleep, but she remembered what Jiang Jingzhi said in her heart and did not forget.

It turned out that this is how things really wanted to be.

In fact, she believed what he said, because at this time, he didn’t need to lie to her.

Why didn’t he explain before? Why did he acquiesce when she asked him to explain?

But if he explained it then, would she believe it?

She didn’t know that she was not so calm at the time, but now she is different.

She didn’t want to worry about those things anymore. After all, it was all over. Her father killed himself. No matter what he said to him or not, the matter of him killing himself will not change.

No one forced him, it was the result of his own choice.

She resented in her heart, but the person who resented more was her father!

Even if the company goes bankrupt, even if he did something wrong, but death is not the only way out!

He was very selfish, dead, and a hundred, what about the rest of her? Did he entrust her to Jiang Jingzhi? He knew that Jiang Jingzhi hated him, how could he know that Jiang Jingzhi would treat her kindly?

Doesn’t he worry about Jiang Jingzhi hurting her?

Perhaps, he just trusts Jiang Jingzhi.

At this time, the door to the room opened and Jiang Jingzhi walked in. After seeing her awake, he walked over to her immediately, “Cheng’er, are you awake, are you hungry? What do you want to eat, I will make it for you Okay?”

She has been away for so long, and he hasn’t opened fire for so long.

Without her by his side, he was not in the mood to cook at all. Now that she is back, he just wants to make her the best food in the world!

Her life is a complete life.

Mu Xincheng subconsciously wanted to say that she was not hungry, but she was a little awkward and didn’t want him to feel that she was leaning on him, but her stomach was grunting very honestly, which made her very embarrassed.

Jiang Jingzhi raised the corners of his mouth and said with a smile, “Then do your favorite food, okay? Nianbao has also woke up. I just thought you were still asleep, so I didn’t let him disturb you. You wash your face and go with him, okay?”

Mu Xincheng pouted and got up silently to wash her face.

Even though she didn’t say anything, Jiang Jingzhi’s face was full of smiles.

She did not refuse, for him, it was already the greatest improvement.

He knew that she still loved him, just like him, loving her.

When Mu Xincheng went downstairs, she saw Nianbao obediently sitting on the sofa and watching cartoons, while Jiang Jingzhi was cooking in the kitchen.

She had smelled the familiar fragrance and guessed what he was doing.

Sure enough, she likes it all.

She pursed her lips, and walked towards Nianbao.

“Mom!” Nianbao also saw her, patted her side very happily, and asked her to sit down and accompany him.

Mu Xincheng sat beside him with a smile, and she has never been stingy with her love to the child.

“Mom, will you accompany me to sleep today?” Nian Bao took her hand and looked at her hopefully.

He didn’t want her to leave, and hoped to fall asleep listening to her mother telling him stories every day.

How could Mu Xincheng say no to his son’s hopeful gaze?

With gentle eyes, she stretched out her hand to gently stroke her son’s face, smiled and nodded, “Nianbao wants her mother to be with her, and her mother will be with you.”

She doesn’t think about other things, she just thinks about everything in front of her. She just wants to be with the child all the time.

After experiencing the separation, she has already clearly understood that she does not want to do the thing of leaving the child again, no matter what the child chooses, or because of her, she does not want to do it like this.

“Mom, I love you so much!” Nian Bao hugged her tightly and didn’t want to let go.

“Mom loves you too!” Mu Xincheng also hugged him tightly.

When Jiang Jingzhi finished the meal, he saw this scene when he was about to ask the mother and son to come over for dinner.

He smiled knowingly, this was what he had always wanted to see, and also what he wanted to see for the rest of his life.

He has no desires in his life, he just hopes that he can take good care of them, including the children in Mu Xincheng’s belly.

He didn’t know what he said to her, whether she believed it or not, did she listen to it, but those were his words from the bottom of his heart, and he had already told her all his heartfelt thoughts without reservation, she could not accept it , It is not his control.

But the only thing he can control is himself, so he will love her forever, whether she loves him or not.

“The meal is ready, you can eat.” He walked over, picked up Nianbao, and took the opportunity to pull Mu Xincheng to stand.

Mu Xincheng’s steps were not steady, and he almost fell into his arms.

Jiang Jingzhi looked at her with a smile, “Be careful.”

Mu Xincheng curled his lips and said nothing. When he wanted to withdraw his hand, Jiang Jingzhi refused.

He squeezed tightly, and pulled her to the dining room.

Mu Xincheng didn’t struggle anymore, not only because he couldn’t get out at all, but also because the feeling of being wrapped in his big palms was great.

She didn’t want to admit it, she couldn’t forget the familiar sense of security.

In fact, she herself knows that even though so many things have happened between the two people, her heart has never changed. Even if she is indifferent to him, there is no way to keep her heart indifferent.

Her heart has always belonged to him and was occupied by him. In the past six years, it has not changed.

Therefore, when she wakes up and can’t remember anything, she will fall again. That’s also because that heart, no matter what, hasn’t changed.