Dressed As a Cannon Fodder Substitute For a Beautiful President - Chapter 70
Shen Zhibing’s kiss came quickly and urgently, but it was more skillful and calmer than the last time. Qi Zheng was stunned by her surprise attack, but did not respond to her like she did in Hong Kong.
It’s just that she didn’t push Shen Zhibing away coldly as she did in the past. Qi Zheng pursed her lips tightly, letting her run wildly between her lips but did not give her any chance to enter. After a while, Shen Zhibing became impatient, as if dissatisfied with Qi Zheng’s reaction.
Qi Zheng raised her hand and wrapped her around her, then staggered her face and took the initiative to end the kiss.
Shen Zhibing was a little annoyed, but he couldn’t say anything to blame, so he could only look at her angrily. But if you look closely at this look, you will find that there is a shallow grievance in his eyes.
Qi Zheng hugged her and put her face on his shoulder, soothing Shen Zhibing’s emotions.
“Everything will pass, you have to believe in yourself.”
Shen Zhibing was still aggressive a second ago, taking absolute dominance, but at this moment he was paralyzed by Qi Zheng’s soft words and lost his strength.
She relaxed her body and leaned completely on Qi Zheng’s body, rubbing her cheek against her shoulder. In addition to the professional suit, Qi Zheng also wore a half-length windbreaker from the B family, and the fabric on the shoulders was a bit rough.
How could Shen Zhibing’s white and tender face stand up to this kind of friction, and after rubbing it a few times, he felt very uncomfortable. Following her instinct, she adjusted her posture and buried her face in Qi Zheng’s neck.
Qi Zheng gasped because of the sudden skin contact, which made her even more throbbing than when she kissed her just now, but Shen Zhibing didn’t notice it at all. She softened into this gentle embrace, and simply let herself rest in peace.
Qi Zheng didn’t speak anymore, just patted her behind her rhythmically. After a while, Shen Zhibing suddenly said, “Actually, you already knew that, didn’t you?”
“what do you know?”
“I know who the person I wanted to stimulate was when I asked you to cooperate.”
Shen Zhibing raised her head from the socket of her neck, and he sat up straight, slowly pulling away from her. Qi Zheng let go of the situation, and hugged her behind her vainly, and there was no contact.
Qi Zheng didn’t answer, but her eyes were enough to explain everything. How could someone as smart as Shen Zhibing not understand. She smiled at herself, shook her head and said, “Perhaps you have already seen it clearly, only I stubbornly keep this secret, thinking that the whole world doesn’t know.”
After speaking, she sighed again: “I’ve been deceiving myself all these years.”
Such a fragile but real Shen Zhibing made Qi Zheng feel both familiar and pity. As someone who has come here, she knows Shen Zhibing’s mood too well at this time, and she also knows her feelings too well.
“It’s normal to meet the wrong person in a relationship. Who can guarantee success in the first relationship.”
Shen Zhibing was not nostalgic about He Lian Ao’s past, but she was annoyed by herself indulging in that false feeling at that time.
“It’s my fault that I wasn’t mature enough at the time.”
In fact, Lian Ao has said this before. When they are in an awkward or cold war, Lian Ao will say with a sigh and helpless tone: “Xiaobing, you should mature as soon as possible, this will be good for us.”
Qi Zheng seemed to be touched: “The wrong people will make you mature, and the right people will wait for you to grow up.”
Shen Zhibing chewed this sentence over and over again in his heart, then relieved and smiled: “No wonder you came out before me, and now I want to catch up with you as soon as possible.”
Seeing that her mood improved, Qi Zheng was also happy. She wanted to tell her if she could not kiss her casually in the future, but she couldn’t find a suitable opportunity.
Shen Zhibing drove the car out of the parking lot and didn’t mention the kiss just now, but calmly mentioned the wealthy wedding at the end of the year. I was a little surprised to hear Qi Zheng say that he saw the news on the news.
“You didn’t receive the wedding invitation?”
Qi Zheng shook her head, she did not receive it.
Shen Zhibing pondered for a moment, then said firmly, “Lin Muyun will definitely send it to you.”
**
Shen Zhibing has been busy with the preparations for the acquisition after returning from Hong Kong, and it took about a week before she had time to go to the psychological clinic. This time, it has been a long time since the last treatment, and the situation is much richer than before.
Shen Zhibing concealed the details, but still told the psychiatrist about the intimate contact with Qi Zheng.
“I don’t deny that it felt good and made me feel comfortable. But after calming down, I still find it difficult to understand.”
The psychiatrist was quite calm about this, as if he had expected such a development.
She asked calmly, “What is it that you find difficult to understand?”
Shen Zhibing hesitated for a moment, although he didn’t say his name, he was calm and no longer vague about gender.
“Why do I have this urge to women? I have seen some reports that some women empathize with the same **** because they are hurt by men or because they are disappointed in their relationship.”
The psychiatrist smiled and listened: “Miss Shen, do you think you belong to this situation?”
Shen Zhibing shook his head: “I am indeed disappointed with my previous relationship, but I am not so painful that it goes against basic human nature.”
“Actually, you already have the answer in your heart, but you just don’t want to face it, is that so?”
Shen Zhibing raised her eyebrows. She often did this when making major business decisions. Now, she obviously encountered problems that were more difficult to judge than business decisions.
“Am I…” Shen Zhibing took the lead in denying himself before he finished speaking.
“It’s impossible. In the past two decades, I have never felt attracted to anyone of the same sex, and I have not felt unusual in contact with the same sex.”
Shen Zhibing felt that he couldn’t be straighter, and there was no sign of turning.
The psychiatrist didn’t speak, and Shen Zhibing eagerly turned to look at her, hoping to get affirmation from her to support what she just said.
“Ms. Shen doesn’t have to be too rigid in traditional views, and the emotional world is not black and white. There are indeed relevant studies that support what you just said, but there is also another study result, that is, you cannot control what you encounter. What gender is the next person.”
Shen Zhibing has also heard of this, and Yu Xinyan also emphasized that the reason why she likes Yun Fei so firmly is just because she is Yun Fei.
Could it be that Qi Zheng is such a special person to her?
Shen Zhibing suppressed the turmoil in her heart, this was not the relief she wanted. She just got out of a tired relationship, how could she get into a more complicated entanglement so quickly.
However, she wants to kiss, hug, and touch her real skin, which is also real.
It was okay to say it only in a dream before, but when she was in Hong Kong, Qi Zheng gave her comfort with her lips and teeth, and the response from her body could not be faked.
She loved it, enjoyed it, and wanted to do it again.
Shen Zhibing did not hide her true thoughts. She was frank with the psychiatrist. She hoped to see clearly the mystery she was in through the eyes of professionals.
“What should I do next? Should I let my thoughts go or should I keep my distance?”
“Then it depends on your heart, Miss Shen, whether you plan to take responsibility for it.”
“If this kind of thing is yours, why should it be bound by responsibility. I’m just not sure if I’m really suitable for such a relationship.”
Shen Zhibing even thought about accepting Yu Xinyan’s suggestion to buy some self-soothing tools and come back to be happy. But the warmth and delicate touch she longed for, tools could not provide.
She doesn’t want cold, ruthlessly indifferent tools, she wants gentle interactions.
When I just came back from Hong Kong, there were still a few red marks left on my chest. Although it was already extremely pale, Shen Zhibing still couldn’t help thinking of that night after seeing it in the mirror.
But now, in addition to remembering that night, she also remembered the tenderness of being held by Qi Zheng in the car, which she liked too.
I like it very much, want to repeat it again and again.
“Miss Shen can try to have an open and honest talk with the other party. Maybe you have the same idea in your heart.” The psychiatrist still maintained a professional smile and encouraged, “Don’t set too many restrictions on yourself.”
Before the end of the consultation, the psychiatrist gave Shen Zhibing another business card and recommended to her: “This is an expert on sexuality, relationship and relationship, with rich research results and a lot of clinical experience. Miss Shen can contact her if necessary.”
Shen Zhibing thought to herself, the longer the treatment, the more problems she seems to have.
When she came out of the psychological clinic, she accidentally met Lin Muyun outside the building.
She was with Lian Ao and looked like she was going to enter the building.
There are many clinics or studios opened by experts in this building. The environment is private, and most of the clients are people with status and status.
Shen Zhibing thought for a while and guessed that they were here for pre-marital counseling.
Encountered head-on, Shen Zhibing didn’t even think about avoiding it, just nodded lightly, and was about to pass by. Lian Ao kept looking at her, Shen Zhibing only looked at him at first, but didn’t have any special reaction.
However, Lin Muyun stopped her: “Mr. Shen, it’s such a coincidence that we met here. Are you here for consultation too?”
Shen Zhibing stopped, stood there, smiled and said, “It is inconvenient to answer personal questions.”
Lin Muyun didn’t ask any further. Originally, he was just side by side with Lian Ao, but now he suddenly leaned over to hold his hand and said happily, “We are going to get married at the end of the year. , After marriage, I don’t know how to understand each other and live a good life.”
Lian Ao couldn’t help frowning when he heard the words, he was a little nervous and had to pretend to look at Shen Zhibing calmly, but the other party never gave him a look.
Shen Zhibing’s gaze stopped for a short while where Lin Muyun held Lian Ao, and said indifferently, “It seems that your parents don’t have enough confidence in this marriage. After marriage, you really have to work harder.”
A wealthy marriage is not easy, especially this kind of marriage with the purpose of benefit. Lin Muyun’s face was a little red from being scolded, but he couldn’t say anything, and he had to smile and pretend to accept Shen Zhibing’s suggestion.
“Mr. Shen is about my age, and I’m about to face such a problem. If you need it in the future, I can recommend a marriage counselor to you.”
“I won’t go into marriage with someone who needs to be deliberately managed, but I still bless you.”
Shen Zhibing was about to turn around and leave, and then heard Lin Muyun say, “On the wedding day, President Shen will come earlier.”
“must.”
Seeing Shen Zhibing get into the special car, Lian Ao’s face was full of displeasure. Just as he was about to throw Lin Muyun’s hand away, the other party had already taken the initiative to let go.
“What were you babbling about just now?”
Lin Muyun sneered: “We are about to get married. After registration, we are legally tied to a boat.” As she said, she looked at Lian Ao coldly, “How long are you going to hide this old relationship?”
Lian Ao found that Lin Muyun was not at all as carefree as she was when she first returned to China. These days, they have more contacts because of the preparation of the wedding, and he feels that Lin Muyun’s mind is not simple.
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Shen Zhibing longed for Qi Zheng, with a stubborn face: I am very straight, until the end
Qi Zheng: …
Author: Qi Bao don’t panic, your fingers are also very straight (cover your face, I didn’t say anything
Chapter 71 “I want Qizheng, but now Shen Zhibing is in the middle, which is annoying.”
The so-called pre-marital counseling was naturally helpful to prospective couples who wanted to manage their marriage well, but it was a waste of time for people like Lian Ao and Lin Muyun, who were tied together only for their own interests.
In order to cope with the parents of both parties, and in order to make a good appearance so as not to be suspected by the outside world, the two were still patient, completing questionnaires, inquiries and a series of self-statements, behaving like other couples who are about to enter a marriage.
“Both of you have performed very well, congratulations on the new journey of your life, and I wish you a happy wedding.”
Having achieved the purpose of this trip, Lian Ao and Lin Muyun didn’t stop there and left quickly. Sitting in the car, Lin Muyun suddenly smiled and said: “Thanks for some professional consultation, like us, it is obvious that we are acting, and he even said that we have a tacit understanding.”
Lian Ao’s face was serious, and he was still dissatisfied with Lin Muyun’s unauthorized provocation of Shen Zhibing before. However, he also agreed with what Lin Muyun said just now, even if they pretended to be alike, they couldn’t compare to a real lover.
“That’s because I sent someone to take care of it in advance, and now the consultation report has been sent to the two.” Lian Ao started the car and drove out slowly, his tone was calm as if he had just completed an unusual transaction, ” It can give parents peace of mind that the last obstacles before the wedding should have been eliminated, and you can stop adding trouble.”
Lin Muyun was not very happy: “Am I causing trouble? I’m helping you, don’t waste my good intentions.”
Lian Ao sneered at the corner of his mouth, with a bit of irony: “Are you doing my best?”
Lin Muyun bit her lip and restrained the surging temper. After looking around, she suggested, “Don’t rush back, find a place to eat.”
Lian Ao didn’t understand what she was going to do, but Lin Muyun insisted, and it happened to be close to dinner time, so he complied with her wishes.
Lian Ao had no intention to understand Lin Muyun’s tastes and preferences, but he was still a gentleman, and followed her to the restaurant chosen by her.
Halfway through the meal, Lin Muyun put down his knife and fork: “I know you still mind today’s affairs, but I really want to help you.”
Even Aozheng didn’t look at her, and his tone was alienated: “Help me offend others? Although Shiqun and Shen shi have not cooperated, but they can’t see each other in the shopping mall, why do they need to make the relationship stiff.”
Lin Muyun sneered and said meaninglessly: “It’s all this time, so don’t cover it up in front of me. I want to help you test Shen Zhibing’s mind, otherwise how would you know if you still have a chance?”
At this moment, Lian Ao slowly raised his head and looked at her deeply. Lin Muyun’s smile was like a flower. She was supposed to be a bright and beautiful woman, but she revealed a chilling feeling in her heart.
“I know that you went to the United States a while ago and came back soon, probably because of a bad nose. But it doesn’t matter, women always like to be coaxed. If you still want to save it, I can help you.”
Lian Ao frowned, wondering how his whereabouts were known, and the matter of going to the United States was obviously kept secret.
But what Lin Muyun said made him even more concerned was that she seemed to already know that secret past, and she didn’t care.
“What exactly do you want?”
Lin Muyun smiled meaningfully: “I want Qizheng, but now Shen Zhibing is in the middle, which is annoying.”
Lian Ao doesn’t understand why there are so many complicated relationships between women, he doesn’t care about Lin Muyun’s true orientation and preferences, but he still reminds her: “If your interest in Qizheng spreads out, we will face it in the future. , I’m afraid it’s not just as simple as marriage counseling.”
“Don’t worry, I’ll take care of it. When I get her, I’ll hide her in a place where no one can see her. She belongs to me alone.”
Lian Ao silently took a few sips of water and considered Lin Muyun’s suggestion.
“Don’t hesitate, you also want to get Shen Zhibing, don’t you, I can help you.”
Does Lian Ao really want to get her? In the past few years, it’s not that he didn’t have such an opportunity, but he didn’t dare and didn’t want to pay the price, and he didn’t want to give up the inheritance of the world. It was not until now that he was about to lose her completely, did he realize that he longed for her in his heart, and that Shen Zhibing’s beauty was unparalleled by others.
Having met her, it seemed that other people would no longer be able to see her. Lian Ao just didn’t expect that someone who was so committed to him would turn around and walk away so resolutely. Now that he has reacted, he is indeed considering whether to pursue it or not. After all, they have an emotional foundation.
“I still say that, no matter what method it is, it cannot affect the marriage.”
Lin Muyun knew that he was relieved. As a big man, you always have to take care of your own dignity. How can you admit that you need the help of others to get back your ex?
But she is different. She wants Qizheng, and she will do anything to get it.
Lian Ao saw her smug face, a little worried, and said, “I see that Qi Zheng doesn’t seem to have much interest in you, so don’t make it a big deal.”
These words were tantamount to stabbing her heart. The last time I was pushed away by Qi Zheng at the bar, I watched her wipe the lip prints she left on her face to pieces, and Lin Muyun’s dignity was also trampled under her feet.
“Even if I can’t get it, I will destroy it, and I won’t let others pick it up.”
In the past, she didn’t care, so if she lost it, she lost it. If Shen Zhibing really wanted to pick it up, she might even laugh at her and say it was second-hand. But now she likes Qi Zheng, and really likes it, so she can’t be cheap with the surname Shen.
Why is she better than others in everything, even luck is so much better than others!
**
Ai Li quickly inquired about the whereabouts of Boss Zhuang who went to Macau some time ago, and Shen Zhibing did not give him a new task after listening on the phone. Aili didn’t hang up, she knew that she had something to say.
“Allie, just say what you want to say.”
“It seems that someone is looking into your past.”
“The past?”
After pondering the words, Eli said cautiously: “It’s about the emotional aspect.”
Shen Zhibing’s heart sank, her past is simple in fact, her studies are excellent, her life is smooth, and even her relationship is terribly monotonous.
But it was also a single and lasting feeling that was a secret she could never tell.
“Do you know who is checking?”
Ai Li felt a little guilty: “I don’t know yet, I need more time. The other party should be very professional. To be on the safe side, you should get rid of some things as soon as possible.”
Investigating her past for no reason is definitely not a good thing for Shen Zhibing. Even Ai Li couldn’t find out the details of the other party immediately, which made her feel the pressure.
After finishing the call, she called Yun Fei to the office.
“Yunfei, help me sort out everything related to Lian Ao.”
Yun Fei was startled, but did not respond to President Shen’s instructions.
Because over the years, Shen Zhibing has almost never mentioned Lian Ao’s name in a straightforward manner like today.
“Mr. Shen, what do you mean… organize Mr. Lian’s things?”
“Ali told me that someone was investigating my past, and I guess it was for this matter.”
Yun Fei felt that President Shen had really changed. In the past, she would not bring up this topic so neatly, especially when it was related to Lian Ao. She has always been cautious, for fear of revealing a secret by saying one more word.
“What do you do with it after finishing?”
Shen Zhibing’s hand subconsciously pressed against the drawer on the left, but did not open it.
She thought about it for a while and said, “Just put it away and keep it safe.”
Yun Fei originally thought that Shen would always be destroyed in a centralized manner, but she did not expect it to be centralized storage.
“Mr. Shen wants to take it back later?” Yun Fei has her own guesses, but the leader’s meaning must be clear, otherwise misoperations are prone to occur.
“Wait until the other party’s staring is not so tight, and then deal with it. I don’t know how many pairs of eyes are watching in the dark, and I can’t send them evidence by myself.”
Shen Zhibing spoke calmly, decisively, and logically, as if he no longer had any nostalgia for the evidence that represented the past. While Yun Fei was emotional, she was very pleased.
“I’ll do it right now.”
Just as Yun Fei turned around, she was stopped by Shen Zhibing: “Only you can touch this matter, and you must not let others know about it, especially Qi Zheng.”
Yun Fei naturally knew the benefits, but Shen Zhibing didn’t understand why she felt guilty in an instant, for fear that Qi Zheng would know.
In the car that day, Qi Zheng’s attitude was enough to show that she knew about her relationship with Lian Ao. As for how to know, Qi Zheng didn’t say, Shen Zhibing guessed that Lin Muyun probably told her.
That meant that Lian Ao had betrayed her, which made Shen Zhibing’s disgust even more.
**
Qi Zheng suddenly started to study the information of the gambling and gambling industry recently. After she was busy with the work at hand, she read the relevant information of the industry and kept reading. Xin Jia laughed at her: “Is Xiao Qi going to be the gambling king in 2022?”
The original owner’s home was destroyed by gambling, and Qi Zheng could feel the original owner’s hatred for this industry. Then, the property that Boss Zhuang packaged and sold had to include this. Her intuition was that the breakthrough was probably here. Although she was unfamiliar, she still tried her best to learn.
Seeing that she didn’t even eat lunch, Yun Fei just bought a sandwich and coffee from the vending machine, and brought her a fried rice from the cafeteria.
“Take a break and give yourself enough energy.”
Qi Zheng pointed to the one-third of the sandwich left at hand: “Thank you, Secretary Yun, I’ve eaten it.”
Yun Fei pushed the fried rice over, and the aroma became more attractive: “You need to eat more, what’s the use of a sandwich.”
Yun Fei is like a caring big sister, gentle and professional, and has given Qi Zheng a lot of help in her work. After getting along for a long time, Qi Zheng is also used to listening to her words.
“I feel hungry again when I smell the aroma.” Qi Zheng opened the lunch box, and the golden fried rice was really fragrant.
Yun Fei picked up the materials on her desk: “Is this just because I gave up my lunch break recently?”
“Yeah, I can’t say why. I always think of this intuitively, so I’ll just study it carefully.”
“Aren’t you afraid of researching in the wrong direction and wasting your time?”
Qi Zheng swallowed a mouthful of rice and was very optimistic: “Just learn more about an industry.”
Yun Fei put the information back: “Eat well.”
During the lunch break, before the others came back, Yun Fei and Qi Zheng were in the secretary room. After eating the fried rice, Qi Zheng ran to buy two cups of hot drinks, saying that he thanked Yun Fei for feeding him. The two chatted, and the topic diverged from work.
Holding the paper cup, Qi Zheng asked casually, “The day before yesterday, I found out that the decorations in Mr. Shen’s office have been changed. Does she plan to redecorate it?”
Yun Fei paused. Although the relationship has never been seen in the past few years, Shen Zhibing cherishes it very much, and many details have penetrated into her life and environment. Even Yun Fei didn’t know that there were so many things that needed to be completely removed.
“The administration purchased a new batch of accessories. President Shen thought it was good, so he replaced them.”
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