Dressed As a Cannon Fodder Substitute For a Beautiful President - Chapter 76
Since they said hello, the atmosphere suddenly became awkward, and the distance was also widened when Shen Zhibing couldn’t figure out the situation when he woke up. Now there is a small gap between the two. Although it wasn’t cold in the room, it was really uncomfortable for the two people who were covered with the same quilt.
The breath of Yu Huan was still alive last night, and the evidence scattered at the end of the bed all reminded that their relationship was no longer the same.
Qi Zheng moved the hand beside him, and Shen Zhibing immediately looked at her, but did not speak.
There are dots on her chest, like the beautiful scenery outside the window last night. Qi Zheng blushes when she thinks of her tireless planting and watering.
“Mr. Shen, we…”
Shen Zhibing suppressed the chaotic heartbeat, exercised restraint, and calmly said: “We just let the flow take its course, you don’t need to have any psychological burden.”
Qi Zheng’s beautiful brows wrinkled: “I have no psychological burden, I will be responsible.”
She spoke candidly and earnestly, like a promise or an oath, and there was a glint in her eyes.
Shen Zhibing’s thoughts moved, but she smiled: “Don’t be in a hurry to say irresponsible words, I don’t think we are the kind of weak people who have to rely on each other just because of one night.”
Qi Zheng felt that this sounded a bit strange, and before he could analyze it carefully, he saw Shen Zhibing lift the quilt and prepare to get out of bed.
“I’m going to take a bath, you can go back to your side if you want.”
Of course, Qi Zheng wouldn’t ask to take a bath with Shen Zhibing in the morning when she was awake. Last night was so crazy that she couldn’t even believe it.
Shen Zhibing’s legs trembled a little when she first landed, so soft that she subconsciously supported the head of the bed. The cool touch brought by the railing suddenly activated her memory of raising her hand and clenching the pole to support her last night.
The picture is real and coherent, making her legs softer.
She lowered her eyes and walked quickly into the bathroom, closing the door without hesitation, for fear that Qi Zheng would discover her change just now. Just holding on to the railing, she seemed to hear the whisper that echoed in the room last night, a tone that even she felt unfamiliar with.
When she took off her clothes and stepped into the bathtub, she had a little doubt. She clearly remembered that when she went out of the bathroom last night, all these were gone. Later, she fell asleep directly and didn’t have time to put it on, so this is…
Shen Zhibing bit her lip, she didn’t need to think anymore to know who helped her wear it.
The hot water was surging around, and the bathtub with massage function did not match the high price. Shen Zhibing obviously felt that this was far from the comfort Qi Zheng brought her.
When she got out of the shower, there was no one in the room. The previously messy room had also been visibly tidied up, the fallen cushions were placed on the sofa, and the fine dress was wrinkled, but had been moved from the floor to the end of the bed.
Shen Zhibing walked over, and the bed seemed to have been tidied up, and there was no sign of lingering death, except for the little red mark covered by the quilt.
She didn’t ask Aunt Xin to change the bedding, but did it herself and changed new sheets. The pain from last night slowly faded away, and what remained was the deep throbbing and thoughts, but Shen Zhibing had no idea how to respond to Qi Zheng’s words.
Be responsible for? Qi Zheng was originally guided by himself. If he really wants to be responsible, maybe his responsibility is even greater. The traces on the sheets represent some important transformation, but Shen Zhibing is not a conservative person, she doesn’t care about the pros and cons of letting things take their course.
Besides, she lost something and gained more. Pain is only once, but happiness can be many times.
Even so, she still earned it.
**
Qi Zheng, who had completely calmed down after taking a bath, finally had the opportunity to take a good look at what happened last night. She did not resist the temptation, obeyed her heart, and broke through Mr. Shen.
She didn’t think too much about it, she just felt that she would just let it go and move on at that point. It wasn’t until she heard the whisper in her ear and Shen Zhibing’s forbearance most of the time that she knew that it really hurt her.
Even if she didn’t see any marks on the bed, she couldn’t ignore the color of her fingertips before she went to bathe again last night. Qi Zheng didn’t expect Shen Zhibing to be so calm this morning, it seemed like a different person from last night.
If they hadn’t slept hugging each other, and she woke up earlier than the other, Qi Zheng would really suspect that she had sneaked in later.
After she dawdled downstairs for a while, she found that Shen Zhibing was not in the restaurant.
Qi Zheng asked Aunt Xin, “Is Mr. Shen still down?”
“Mr. Shen has already left.”
Qi Zheng was surprised: “Go?”
It’s only a few hours, and the company is on holiday again, and I haven’t heard Yun Fei mention that there is an important customer visiting and receiving today, so why did he leave suddenly.
Seeing her doubts, Aunt Xin didn’t look very good, so she took the initiative to explain: “Today is New Year’s Day, Mr. Shen has to go back to the mansion.”
Usually Shen Zhibing seldom mentioned the mansion to Qi Zheng, she only knew that it was where most of the Shen family lived, and she also knew that President Shen felt exhausted every time he went back.
“Miss Qi, do you have any plans for New Year’s Day?”
Qi Zheng thought about it, she really didn’t have any plans. Jiang Youyou probably stayed up late last night, and hasn’t woken up yet. Even if she woke up, she would be embarrassed to call them out on New Year’s Day, after all, others have homes.
Qi Youtian calmed down a lot after being discharged from the hospital, and did not bother Qi Zheng again. I heard the occasional news from my aunt that he doesn’t gamble much anymore, so he just plays cards with his co-workers and saves a little money.
It looks like it’s really getting better. However, Qi Zheng still didn’t want to get close to him. She transferred some money to the original owner’s aunt and grandmother, but she didn’t want to visit during the New Year.
In this way, on New Year’s Day, she could only stay in this luxurious but empty villa.
“I don’t go to work, I have three days off.”
Aunt Xin responded and didn’t ask anything else.
Qi Zheng drank a few mouthfuls of soy milk, took a bite of fried dough sticks, thought about what he had neglected, and asked, “Is something wrong?”
Aunt Xin hesitated and said, “That’s right, Lao Yu’s grandson came from his hometown last week, and he wanted to go to Disneyland on New Year’s Day. So he wondered if he could ask for a leave, if you’re not in a hurry.”
It turned out to be like this, Qi Zheng didn’t think there was any problem at all.
“I don’t need a car. You can let Uncle Yu rest assured that he can rest for three days.”
Aunt Xin also guessed that Qi Zheng would agree, but she didn’t expect that she was not at all unhappy, and looked very happy.
“Lao Yu said he would be back tomorrow afternoon at the latest.”
“Don’t be in a hurry, it’s rare to have family reunions, so don’t be in such a hurry.”
Qi Zheng was afraid that Uncle Yu would really only have one day off, so he went with Aunt Xin to tell him, and only then did he persuade him to take three days off.
“Don’t worry about President Shen, I will communicate with her, and it will never affect your work because of your vacation.”
Aunt Xin felt that Miss Qi was really a good person. She was worried that the person who was kept in the villa by President Shen would be a delicate and willful young girl who didn’t understand the world.
Now it seems that she was looking at Miss Low Qi at that time.
During the three days of New Year’s Day, Shen Zhibing never came to the villa. Occasionally they would make a phone call, but it was all work-related.
Taking advantage of the holiday, Shen Zhibing was finally able to stay in the psychological clinic for a longer period of time. She admitted that she really felt what she wanted after trying it.
“Congratulations, Miss Shen, for finding the right direction.”
Shen Zhibing was even more confused than when he came here before: “Is it correct? But why do I feel that I can’t see more clearly.”
“Why do you say that?”
On New Year’s Day, I rushed back to the mansion, not to escape Qi Zheng, but because the whole family was waiting for her, and she had to go back. But for the next two days, she did deliberately not go to the villa.
“I like the feeling of being close to her, and what she does to me, which makes me feel very comfortable and relaxed. However, I don’t know how to face her when I wake up, and I don’t think about what we should be in the future. what relationship.”
Shen Zhibing thought that she could openly and honestly with Qi Zheng freely and indifferently, explaining that she only wanted intimate contact and did not need her to take any responsibility. But when she saw Qi Zheng’s sincerity and said this with a little nervousness, she couldn’t say it.
So she escaped subconsciously, afraid to face such a moment again, afraid that Qi Zheng would chase after her for a response next time.
Shen Zhibing has thought about a lot in the past two days, but the only thing that has not been thought about is to establish a stable relationship with Qi Zheng. She exhausted her strength, and what she exchanged for her youth was a ridiculous wait.
She didn’t want to make the same mistake again. Loving someone is hard and exhausting.
“Doctor, am I being irresponsible? Have I become a bad person in her eyes?”
Shen Zhibing was bewildered or even at a loss, and she was very conflicted in her heart. She didn’t want to let go of Qi Zheng, especially after being intimate with her, she was even more reluctant to feel that way. But if she were to enter a relationship full of shackles again, she was afraid that she would suffocate.
“Whether it’s good or bad depends on what the other party thinks. If you really don’t want to enter a new intimate relationship, Miss Shen, then I suggest you talk to the other party as soon as possible.”
“Will she take my word for it?”
Shen Zhibing has no idea in her heart, she has a rough idea of Qi Zheng’s character now, this person eats soft and not hard. If she bluntly said that the relationship should stop here, I am afraid Qi Zheng would not accept it.
Not only will he not accept it, he may turn around and leave.
Shen Zhibing didn’t want to see this result, so he was in a dilemma.
“Sooner or later, you need to face and solve it, don’t you. Miss Shen, you don’t have to put too much pressure on yourself. Since it has already happened, you might as well continue with the flow and don’t force yourself to enter a new role quickly.”
Shen Zhibing’s emotional problems could not be cured in a short time. She had just climbed out of a quagmire, whether it was with her own tenacious will or the unintentional help of Miss Q, it was a welcome progress.
“I feel like I’m at a stage where I can’t form a new relationship, will that be the case in the future?”
Shen Zhibing was a little frustrated, and his tone dropped.
The psychiatrist comforted and encouraged her: “This is a normal process of emotional ups and downs. You gradually lost yourself in the previous relationship, and now you need to reinvent yourself. Only by becoming completely independent is the best way to build a new relationship. opportunity.”
Shen Zhibing smiled awkwardly when she heard the words, to be honest, she didn’t know if she could wait until that day. Or, she felt that she didn’t want to invest in any new relationships.
Is it not enough to experience such a tiring and depressing experience?
Why did she put herself into that emotional vortex that was often desperate and painful.
“Thank you doctor.”
**
On the last day of the New Year’s holiday, Qi Zheng received a call from Jiang Youyou.
“Come out to play, don’t always be bored by yourself, combine work and rest.”
So, Qi Zheng was taken by Jiang Youyou to a place full of the fragrance of birds and flowers. To be precise, in spring, the birds are singing and the flowers are fragrant, and now it is a place where birds do not poop, only dead branches.
“Why did you bring me to the Grand View Garden?”
“Baiyueguang in childhood, Dream of Red Mansions is so classic, I used to come here often when I was young.”
Qi Zheng was speechless. In winter, there are a lot fewer tourists here, and many courtyards are closed for maintenance. There is a smell of paint and a sense of loneliness.
“I only see the broken look of the childhood filter.” Qi Zheng pointed around, and it was indeed bleak like the ending of A Dream of Red Mansions.
Jiang Youyou bought two corns and handed her one.
“What matters when you go out to play is your mood. There are few people here and the air is good. You don’t have to crowd when you buy corn, and you don’t have to wait to go to the toilet. There are flowers and water, pavilions and bridges, so don’t be too demanding.”
After Jiang Youyou finished speaking, she also took a few photos with her mobile phone and posted them on the Moments.
Qi Zheng wanted to discuss something with her today, but seeing that she was in high spirits, she kept silent. In the evening, they returned to the city to find a restaurant before they could get to the point.
“You want to borrow money from me?” Jiang Youyou was very surprised. Instead of rejecting it immediately, she was a little worried, “Did something happen to you?”
Qi Zheng’s salary is usually not low. He received a generous bonus during his internship before, and he also received the first year-end bonus on New Year’s Day. Logically, he should not be short of money.
Qi Zheng was a little embarrassed and continued to explain: “The friend I mentioned before decided to terminate the contract. But the liquidated damages are a little short, and there is still a gap after all my money is counted, so I think…”
Qi Zheng has always been conscious of saving money. A few days ago, the allowances for the US and Hong Kong have also been issued, and the account balance has increased a lot. But there is still a long way to go before the liquidated damages.
Originally according to the plan, by this time next year, she will definitely be able to pay off. But now, she wanted to resolve the termination of the contract in advance, and she didn’t want to have such an awkward contract with Shen Zhibing before the official start.
“You lent all the money to your friend?”
Qi Zheng assured: “If she can’t pay back the money you borrowed, I will pay it back for her. You can rest assured.”
“That’s not what I meant. As long as you don’t have anything to do, I’ll take out the money when the holiday is over and transfer it to you.”
The author says:
Psychiatrist: Congratulations, Miss Shen, for finding the right way to relieve
President Shen: I am full of joy, running on the wrong road
Author: Then… congratulations? (dog head
Cough, I haven’t asked for nutrient solution for a long time, if you have it, you can water it (actually, I think you have all been smashed by me hahahaha)