Dressed As a Cannon Fodder Substitute For a Beautiful President - Chapter 92

Today, I took the initiative to see Qi Zheng. She deliberated the words in her heart many times on the way, and then said the apology and explanation just now. Not being stingy with words, she’s just not good at them.

I thought it would be hard to tell, but after seeing Qi Zheng, especially her indifferent estrangement and sadness that was similar to that night, but weakened a lot, it hit Shen Zhibing’s heart at once.

But she didn’t expect that Qi Zheng didn’t seem to be moved, as if everything was too late.

Qi Zheng took the initiative to press the elevator for her and followed her, not far or near. Shen Zhibing wanted to look back at her very much, but suddenly lost the courage at this time.

“Okay, then I won’t disturb your class.” Shen Zhibing suppressed the loss and embarrassment in her heart, turned around and reminded with a smile, “But you can’t always make do with it, you have to… be kind to yourself.”

They just looked at each other quietly, trying to see more meaning in each other’s eyes. Qi Zheng saw her concern and apology from President Shen’s eyes, but unfortunately, what she wanted was love.

She lowered her eyes slightly, hummed softly, and said, “I know.”

When the elevator arrived, Qi Zheng decided to take her downstairs. There were not many people during this time, and the car had been waiting downstairs. However, Qi Zheng suddenly remembered many clips of American dramas he had watched, and always felt that some unimaginable danger would inadvertently appear from all around.

She secretly laughed that she was unfounded, probably because she had just arrived in an unfamiliar environment, and she had always been prepared. Here, it is indeed not as practical as in the suburban villa.

It’s a pity that it is not her home after all.

Seeing her following, Shen Zhibing wanted her to go back: “My car is downstairs, you can go back and rest, I’m fine.”

Her loss has not subsided, her embarrassment has been restrained, and she wants to escape. But Qi Zheng’s breath was close to her side, which made her feel familiar and heartache.

This was the first time that she had other feelings other than physical reactions. She ignored all the instincts and only felt heartache.

“It’s only a few minutes. You come to see me from such a distance, and I won’t even take you downstairs. There’s no reason to treat guests like this.”

While welcoming the guests, Shen Zhibing took two steps back, making room for Qi Zheng. She recited these two words in her heart, and another pain in her heart: it’s just a guest.

Qi Zheng sent Shen Zhibing away and returned to the apartment, everything seemed to be the same as before. If she hadn’t stayed, and the scent of her still remained in the room, Qi Zheng would have felt that she was dreaming.

Studying in the library for hours was not as exhausting as the brief time spent together. Qi Zheng waited for the apology she deserved, and she also knew Shen Zhibing’s concerns and considerations, but she understood the gap between them more clearly.

They are not the same kind of people at all, no matter their family background, growth experience, or even the way they treat their feelings, they are completely different. But Qi Zheng knew clearly that her heart would beat faster because of her appearance and approach, and she subconsciously hoped that she would care more about herself.

What she hopes most is that she can become Shen Zhibing’s first choice, not the one that will be abandoned.

Qi Zheng also knew that he had an extravagant hope. Would someone like Shen Zhibing still lack suitors? As long as she agrees, it can be replaced with a new one every day. Although she knew that she was not a philanderer, but after so many years of relationship with Lian Ao, she still let go of the blood dripping from her heart.

Those little expectations that were born in her heart were crushed by her own arguments, as if to remind her: Qizheng, stop daydreaming, you will never be her only one.

Her heart was suddenly very painful, Qi Zheng’s eyes were hot and uncomfortable, but she refused to obey and cry. She can’t be the only one for Shen Zhibing, but until now, Mr. Shen is still her only one.

**

The car left Qizheng’s apartment downstairs, but Shen Zhibing did not return to the hotel immediately. She asked the driver to drive the car to the back door of the Business School of University B.

The relatively secluded road was still similar to when she was studying, with two more street lamps, but it was still not bright enough.

There are many students and it is quite lively. But at night, it was inevitable to hear the howls of drunks coming from unknown places.

She saw that the familiar burger shop was still open, and many students were queuing up. Such a scene suddenly brought her back to many years ago, when she had also queued up with Yun Fei and Yu Xinyan.

She waited in the car until the peak of the queue passed, and went in to buy two sets of packages.

The environment here has not changed much, and the surrounding area is considered safe. Even if Qi Zheng goes home late, it will not be dangerous to come here to buy food.

She took the hamburger back to the hotel, and Yun Fei was a little surprised when she saw the familiar packaging: “I’ve been thinking about it, but I didn’t expect you to actually buy it.”

“It’s rare to come here, we must cherish the opportunity.”

Shen Zhibing’s mood was not high, and Yun Fei knew from the look of her that meeting Qi Zheng was probably not very pleasant, or it didn’t meet her expectations.

The two were eating hamburgers silently, and occasionally chatting about things from the past school days, Shen Zhibing suddenly said, “Meet Anna tomorrow and have a meal together.”

“Tomorrow? Mr. Shen, you are not tomorrow…”

Yun Fei remembered that before leaving the hotel, Shen Zhibing told her not to arrange anything tomorrow.

Shen Zhibing lowered her eyes and said inadvertently, “Qi Zheng has a class tomorrow.”

But she didn’t say, she was rejected by Qi Zheng.

I haven’t seen Anna for a few years, but keep in touch by email or the occasional phone call. When Qi Zheng decided to apply for B University, Shen Zhibing personally consulted Anna.

“Bing, long time no see, you are still so beautiful.”

“Yunfei, you are the same, you are so beautiful that I am jealous.”

After hugging, the three took their seats.

Anna works in the liberal arts college of University B, and her relationship with the business school is not very close, but she was still surprised when she heard Shen Zhibing’s words.

“Bing, now that you are the boss, you have become more enthusiastic.”

In the past at school, Shen Zhibing seldom cared about anyone, not to mention taking the initiative to ask others to take care of someone.

Now I am so concerned about a company employee, from application to admission, I personally ask her, and this time I even asked her for help in person.

“Her situation is rather special, and she has no friends abroad, and she has a short preparation time before going abroad, which is a bit rushed, and there will be pressure in adapting.”

Shen Zhibing didn’t openly say that Qi Zheng’s spoken language was not proficient. The last time she took her to the United States on a business trip, she secretly paid attention to Qi Zheng’s performance. Spoken language should be able to cope with academics, but it takes hard work to achieve excellence.

But it’s not her fault, Qi Zheng is different from those who went abroad to study very early.

“You have spoken in person, how can I refuse. But as you all know, the professors in the business school are strict, and they don’t say anything. I really can’t help you in terms of grades. In life, don’t worry, I will try my best. .”

Hearing what Anna said, Shen Zhibing also felt relieved. Then the three of them talked about their memories of studying. Shen Zhibing felt happier in the United States than in the Shen family.

Shen Zhibing didn’t tell Qi Zheng when she left City F. She only sent her a message before getting on the plane in New York, and she didn’t say anything too intimate. She just asked her to pay attention to the combination of work and rest, and don’t put too much pressure on herself. In terms of language Just go step by step.

Qi Zheng looked at the screen and didn’t know what to say, but in the end she only replied with a word of respect.

The professor is playing a video clip on the stage, which is cut out from a movie, talking about the different market feedback brought about by marketing differentiation. The film is a few years old, but it can be seen that the United States has indeed matured in this regard, and Qi Zheng turned his attention to the screen.

Sitting next to her is a classmate from China, Li Yunshan.

“Qi Zheng, are you alright?”

Qi Zheng has always been focused in class, and Li Yunshan rarely sees her like that.

“It’s okay, a friend is going home today.”

Li Yunshan saw that there was indeed a hint of sadness between her brows, so she comforted: “It’s just returning to China, not to the moon, we will meet again soon.”

Qi Zheng smiled reluctantly, not knowing how to explain it. For her, President Shen was indeed similar to returning to the moon.

**

After Shen Zhibing returned, he accelerated the contact with the bank, and the financing was also green light all the way. The acquisition plan finally came to the eve of victory.

Yun Fei came in with a stack of documents: “Mr. Shen, these are all documents sent by the bank, and we are required to confirm them finally.”

“Leave it for now, I’ll see later.”

Shen Zhibing was not busy with anything else at this time, she sat there with her arms folded, occasionally looking out of the window absentmindedly, wondering what she was thinking.

Yun Fei always looked unhappy when she saw her coming back from F City, she wanted to ask several times, but she was afraid of appearing to be out of bounds.

“After get off work today, let’s have a drink together. I have something to tell you.”

This is the first time in many years that President Shen has taken the initiative to talk to her.

Yun Fei is a mature and gentle person. She knows many things but doesn’t take the initiative to say them. But when you need it, she will give you warmth and strength without hesitation.

Shen Zhibing doesn’t have many friends who can speak his heart. In the past relationship with Lian Ao, she almost suffocated herself to death without revealing a word at random, but this time, she felt too uncomfortable to say no.

Yun Fei listened quietly without expressing any opinion. She just didn’t expect that there has been so much development between President Shen and Qi Zheng.

Of course, Shen Zhibing wouldn’t tell her that they had slept several times between them.

“Since you have a good impression of Xiao Qi, Mr. Shen, why do you want her to study?”

In fact, there are many ways to avoid the limelight. You can also transfer to a branch, at least they are all in Haicheng.

“You can’t stop her from making progress because of this.”

Yun Fei knew that Shen Zhibing had always been interested in cultivating Qi Zheng, but thinking about their relationship, she was puzzled: “Mr. Shen, then you took care of Xiao Qi because of…?”

Shen Zhibing absolutely does not accept others’ doubts about her work, and she is not such a person who does not distinguish between public and private: “Qi Zheng has the ability, you and I have seen it, she deserves a better future and a bigger stage. As for me and her , personal feelings do not influence our decisions at work.”

“It’s my fault. I’ll keep in touch with Xiao Qi in the future to learn more about her situation.”

Shen Zhibing didn’t mention this request, but Yun Fei couldn’t hear it. Mr. Shen talked a lot, all of which showed that she cared about Qizheng.

Looking at Xiao Qi’s previous attitude, you can also know who wants to hide and who wants to chase.

After chatting with Yun Fei, Shen Zhibing felt that it was easier than expected, at least she took the first step. This is the advice she got after seeing a specialist. The psychiatrist gave her a business card of an expert on sex, sex, and relationship before, but she never took it seriously.

After returning from the United States, she seriously considered it, but she still didn’t want to give up. So she found the business card and wanted to try to learn how to properly handle intimacy.

Experts told her, first of all you have to face up to yourself, face up to this feeling.

You have to admit that it is a normal relationship, not just a connection that no one knows about but you.

The author says:

Reminders: 1. The female supporting roles have few roles, and they are always single arrows, but they are not very sad (the author is old and old-fashioned, and can’t write about the excitement of hugging from left to right, picking from left to right. Feelings can’t be like grocery shopping. , whoever is fresh and good-looking, choose who, only the favorite food can’t be chosen)

2. Based on the personalities and personalities of the two heroines: car accident, amnesia, cut wrists, drunk entering the wrong room, slapped with a robotic arm, crying and kneeling at the door in rainy nights, swallowing glass slag, smashing boulders in the chest, none of these (If you want to see these, please stop loss in time)

3. The latter two will raise pets together when they officially reconcile, and they will not play until they are well

ps, I’m a little sleepy today, and I don’t know if I can finish writing it. Come and refresh at 11 o’clock when you have time.