Eaglewood Crumbs - Chapter 63
Ying Yuan stood shoulder to shoulder with her, without saying a word. He frowned slightly, the bright brilliance on his face gradually fading, looking unwarrantedly gloomy. Yan Dan lowered her head and stood for a while, unable to bear the silence, and said briefly: “Emperor Seat, I will go first.” She turned her side, and Yu Guang caught a glimpse of Ying Yuan suddenly stretching out her hand, as if thinking. With a blocking posture, he stepped involuntarily and looked back at him.
Ying Yuan swiftly retracted his hand, nodding slightly: “You go.”
Yan Dan turned around, raised his hand and touched his cheek, his hands full of tears. She had never cried before going to the torture platform. She wiped her sleeve casually and walked away quickly. There will be three or five days in the Yaochi event. She can’t stay there anymore, so she has to make up a decent reason to say goodbye to Master.
When Yan Dan walked out for a while, it suddenly occurred to him that Ying Yuan would leave Yaochi, probably to find Zhixi, so where would Zhixi go? She is different from herself, but she will not sneak away because the Taoism and Zen principles discussed by the fairy monarch are too boring. She was thinking about this, and suddenly felt that her sleeve was being pulled from the side.
Yan Dan turned his head and saw that the fairy standing in front of him was quite familiar. He seemed to have seen it there, but he couldn’t name it for a while. The fairy looked around and whispered, “I’ve been waiting for a long time. I have something to say to you in private.”
Yan Dan suddenly recalled that this fairy should be the fairy palm lamp under the seat of Emperor Ying Yuan. Although he met a few times, he didn’t say a word, and there would be no “speaking privately” friendship. She sighed lightly. This fairy palm lamp probably recognized her as Zhixi too. Why can’t we distinguish them one by one?
She wasn’t in the mood to explain that she was not Zhi Xi, so she was dragged away by Fairy Palm Lantern without a word.
Fairy Palm Lantern didn’t know what it was, he picked a secluded road and turned around, and finally stood by a pool of smoke.
Yan Dan recognized that the pool in front of him was the Tao of the Seventh Reincarnation. All the fairies who violated the heaviest heavenly rule were thrown down here, and then suffered the suffering of the seventh reincarnation in the mortal world. Even standing on the side of the road of reincarnation, I feel the gloomy and evil spirit underneath is extremely heavy.
Fairy Palm Lantern looked at her for a while, and unceremoniously accused: “Zhi Xi, you have deceived the emperor and tried to confuse the mortal love, this is against the heavens.”
Yan Dan was unmoved, but slightly impatient in his heart. Zhi Xi confuses the emperor? That has to be confusing. If the other party is not deceived, is it useless? It is really nonsense to have mundane feelings even if it is against the way of heaven.
Fairy Palm Lantern didn’t want her to let her go, and she was speechless for a while.
On the contrary, Yan Dan was in a bad mood and spoke quietly: “You say this, but it is because you are also worried about the throne, and the throne has not paid attention to you, that’s all.”
Fairy Palm Lantern trembled with anger, her face was dim, and she was speechless.
Yan Dan struggled with her for a long time, losing his patience, turned to leave, suddenly his wrists tightened, and the other party tightly grasped, Palm Lantern Fairy dragged her back a few steps, and stepped into the road of reincarnation. Yan Dan was agitated, remembering the various things he had heard about the reincarnation of the seventh world, and subconsciously pulled his hand out.
The other party is impatient and wants to jump inside, but she won’t be too long.
She withdrew her hand, the other’s fingernails made a few shallow red marks on her wrist, and the palm lantern smiled at her face without panic. Yan Dan was stunned for a moment, and suddenly felt a breeze blowing by his side, and a figure jumped straight down the road of reincarnation, and he held up the fallen Fairy Lantern.
Ying Yuan lowered his body, put down his palm lamp, and looked at her lightly: “What’s the matter?”
Yan Dan’s heart is clear, she is back to the black pot that forced the fairy to reincarnation of the seventh world. No matter how you look at the scene of Shicai, it looks like she deliberately pushed the lamp down. In the midst of crisis, she grasped her wrist desperately in order to protect herself, and then she just pulled her hand back with evil intentions. Emperor Hao Yingyuan passed by and pulled people back.
The Fairy Palm Lantern stayed on the ground, shivering, and whispered: “Emperor, she didn’t push me on purpose, it was all my carelessness… She really didn’t mean it…”
Yan Dan suffered from a headache. She couldn’t find a reason for such inferior drama. Ying Yuanjun didn’t look at the palm lantern, but just stared at her lightly, with that kind of eyes and no emotions. Yan Dan has a clear mind and is calm. She has cried and cried just now. She will never cry again in her life, let alone show weakness in front of him.
After a moment, Ying Yuan whispered: “Yan Dan.”
Fairy Palm Lantern opened his eyes wide, as if he couldn’t believe it.
Yan Dan even thought boredly, it’s no wonder that she looks like this. This drama started so vigorously, but in the end found that the wrong person was found. How surprised and regretful this was.
“Yan Dan, do you know… is it a violation of the rule of heaven to push people off the Tao of the Seventh Reincarnation?”
After a while, Yan Dan raised his head and looked at him. Those eyes that were so clear and beautiful were blurred, not the ones she was thinking about: “I didn’t push her.”
Ying Yuanjun looked at her indifferently, calmly and indifferently: “Then tell me, how could someone jump into the path of reincarnation by themselves?”
Yan Dan opened his mouth, but still couldn’t say a word.
She could endure the pain of splitting her heart in half, she could say nothing on the Tian Xingtai platform, and even entrust Zhi Xi to him with a smile – those were all her wishful thinking.
She just can’t stand these words.
He had never understood what kind of person she was.
After a long time, Yan faintly smiled, with a sharp eyebrow, and a clear face: “I pushed her down, so what?” Most people are willing to go through fire and water for people who don’t care about themselves, but they don’t want to go through fire and water for themselves. The people don’t care. Now, she didn’t want to care about him at all. Rather than begging for a man who can’t even see who she is, to cherish herself, it’s better to just stop Hui Jian from feeling love.
Ying Yuan frowned slightly, and no one in the heavenly court had ever spoken to him in this ridiculous tone: “Pushing people off the path of reincarnation in the seventh world is supposed to be the platform of heaven.”
Yan Dan walked forward slowly two steps, turned to look at Ying Yuan, the person she cares about, looked through a faint cloud and mist but was so unfamiliar: “Then ask the emperor to lead the way.” She is not missing. Passing Tianxuetai, the first time she was alive was luck, but this second time, she was not sure that she would survive.
Ying Yuan was silent for a while, turned around slowly, and said in a low voice: “Yan Dan, you don’t have to be afraid, actually…”
Yan Dan turned her head and whispered: “I’ve been to that kind of place once, so I can’t help you not be afraid.” She suddenly turned around, grabbed Fairy Palm Lantern, and dragged her into the Tao of Samsara. Palm Lantern turned pale with fright and screamed, but Yan Dan thought it was funny, and couldn’t help but chuckle: “You weren’t so scared when you jumped just now. Why are you so scared now?”
The sharp wind in the reincarnation road blew her face, and immediately cut several small openings. She could even hear the sharp roar of the ghost below. Her hairpin was cut into two pieces by the wind, and strands of hair were also cut off. Yan Dan even smiled and thought, Huijian broke the love silk, it turned out to be like this.
Suddenly, her falling momentum stopped. She raised her head and looked up. Ying Yuan stabilized her body in the harsh wind, holding the belt of the lamp in one hand, and reaching her with the other hand: “I will pull you up and give me my hand. ”
Yan Dan did not move.
His face was gloomy, with a tendency to wind and rain, and slowly repeated: “Give me your hand.”
Yan Dan thought with a smile, shouldn’t you tell him the half-hearted thing, and then jump down? Is this the biggest revenge? Even if she can’t get his love, she gets his pity, it will always be a thorn in his heart.
If her real body is not Si Ye Han, and if she can’t change his eyes with half of her heart, she will stand by his side and face the grayness without complaint. She is his eyes. If she becomes embarrassed one day, she would rather sink in the chaos of heaven and earth, just like the rocky rock that will sink forever when Pangu opened the sky.
But if no one can understand these “ifs”, they will always be just ifs.
He didn’t need her to be an eye, she didn’t need her company, she didn’t become embarrassed, she insisted on her stubbornness, but she still wanted to become a rock sinking in the ground. If this is a scene, she would have been chanting the white dance sleeves alone from beginning to end, and she was afraid it would be the end.
She shook her head slowly: “I will die again when I go to the Xingtai Platform again.”
“Yan Dan, you are not allowed to jump down, do you understand?” Ying Yuan’s face turned pale, “Tian Xingtai I will go on your behalf, you will be fine, please give me your hand quickly…”
“I let you go, so you let it go.” Yan Dan raised his head and showed a faint, pleasing smile, “I will give Zhi Xi to you. You must treat her well not to let others bully her.” She At that moment, I felt that Ying Yuan’s eyes seemed to be filled with overwhelming sadness.
She was actually reluctant to let go, but now she can’t let go.
The person she loved, the person closest to her, that’s good.
Yan Dan lowered his voice and said in Fairy Palm Deng’s ear: “If you dare to frame my sister Zhixi again, I want you to live better than to die.” Palm Deng’s eyes were panic, but he couldn’t say a word.
Yan Dan knew that his appearance must be like an evil spirit running out of the fire of ignorance, and he would be able to scare him. She stretched out her hand behind the palm lamp and squeezed it, and she followed the violent wind down. She heard someone talking behind her, but she couldn’t hear her completely when she blew it into her ears.
Facing the fierce wind, Yan Dan suddenly showed a sincere smile. She knew that from now on, no one could take up all of her thoughts, and no one could control her love and hatred. For this moment, what would it be to give everything? She is still herself.
She quickly recalled it again, and said firmly: “I am willing to give up the immortal book, and from now on not be bound by the rules of heaven. I am willing to compromise my practice, abolish the immortal law, and be free from the false dust of the seventh reincarnation…” Samsara was created by the fairy of Heavenly Court Xianjun Ying Tianjie. Once she is no longer bound by the immortal status, she will not fall into Samsara.
Yan Dan felt the immortal power on his body gradually disappear, and realized that it didn’t matter anymore.
At least, she is still alive.