Empress Of Business World - Chapter 204

Next day…

The whole SYS Holdings employees are shivering from head to toe. As they looked at their Boss.

Who knows which ant provided this lion. She is huffing and puffing for the whole day. If somebody has submitted their reports they either ended up thrown out or beaten on the face and the worst thing is some are fired.

Poor employees are trembling from fear. No one wants to get fired by this devil queen.

In this fear and anxiety, the half-day passed its lunchtime. Mu Sheng arrived with takeaway boxes. While Go Jichen took this as chance and joined Mo Lingli for lunch. He also ordered a takeaway. They are enjoying their meal.

While Mu Sheng is getting frustrated from the silence.  He wondered what happened to her. In the morning. She is fine. But now who knows what possessed her. Finally, he couldn’t take it and ask “What happened Yan Shu?” He asked.

She maintained her silence.

“Yan Shu, what exactly happened?”

“Did someone or something made my little puppy sad or annoyed?” He asked.

Still no response.

“Yan Shu, What happened?” He asked as he held her face gently.

Still, she didn’t answer anything and kept eating.

He continued asking for nearly half an hour.

“Do you know Yan Shu, why I was so insecure?” He asked as he walked in front of her table. His words made her stop in her movements for a brief second. But only for a second, she continued eating her food.

“Yan Shu, you know you are just too good to me. Whether in your childhood or now. You are just too good. I used to feel maybe I’m not good enough to you. So, just to prove myself and to the world, I’m good enough for you. I worked very hard. I used to feel insecure when I saw someone around you. I used to compare myself with that person and used to check whether he is better than me or not. If he is better than me I would make myself better. I loved you for a long time in the shadows. I was scared to the point I may be left in those shadows. I used to think about getting you, staying together with you, seeing you daily when I woke up, giving you a good morning kiss before starting the day and ending it with cuddling you to the sleep are enough for me to spend this lifetime. I don’t wish for anything except for your companionship. And when I’m with you I always used to think that I should be the only person who should be responsible for making you cry or laugh. And also I wanted you to open up to me and share everything with me. ” he gave a mocking laugh whether no one knows to whom who gave wither it is to himself or her.

“But look silly me. I really thought I’m someone who is worthy of your life to share things. But see I don’t even know a single thing. If I want to know about you I need to ask someone else. Your parents asked me to wait. Your brother said the same. Everyone is asking me to wait. We have reunited eight years ago, Yan Shu. It’s been f.u.c.k.i.n.g right years, Yan Shu!! What I have to do to make you trust you!? Huh? ” he roared.

His shout made her stop her from her actions. Unknown to her, her chopsticks dropped on the ground making katcha sound. Only then did he noticed that she is in a frozen state. His gaze turned gentler as he looked at her. But the traces of sadness didn’t leave. He went towards her side.

“Yan Shu, when I heard you are slapped in your face I ran towards you with meds in my hands while suffering from jaundice. But when I saw your brother Lu Xing Yan taking care of you I left. And many times I came for you many times you were taken away by your brother. I used to think to look at you from afar is enough for me. But suddenly when I can’t even see you from afar I went berserk and slaughtered many people. But again I found you but as a different persona. You know Yan Shu, I was scared to meet you when I met you the first time. I waited for you in most of life. I waited waited waited waited….. But the thing which is more humourous is still waiting for you to show me the complete side of Yan Shu. It’s been years, I don’t know why but I felt maybe it’s not necessary knowing your past. But now every person from your past is coming and knocking your door. Do you still want to stay silent and don’t say anything? Huh? ” he said. Yan Shu’s eyes widened in surprise.

How did he know? She asked the question to herself.

Before she could think more she heard him continuing”I know Yan Shu. I know everything. I know who is coming to your office and who is calling you and who wants to meet you! I know Mo Lingli informs me of everything. Your mother is calling you every day. But you are not picking up. That guy the friend of your loving brother, Gu Xing Chen is requesting a meeting with you. And do you know the secret boyfriend of Xia Heru is Ning Baihe? He is the one who planned to ruin you. And one day you woke up in the middle of the night saying ‘Ning Qiang, I will kill you’. That day I saw how cautious you are. You checked your surroundings and patted yourself saying that ‘I’m safe I’m safe’ for endless times. Yan Shu do you want to continue like this. How long do you want to continue this? I want to make you feel secured. I feel like I’m not a man whenever I remember the scene of patting yourself and telling yourself that you are safe. Do you it stabs me cruelly. I beg you please open up to me. Please show your scars to me. ” he begged her.

But still, she didn’t say a thing. She sat like a statue there without moving. ” I feel I’m very useless. I only wish to stay behind you forever and give you a comfortable life. I thought I can do that if I become successful in my career and love you enough. But you still proved me wrong showing that even if years passed I won’t be able to match you. Thanks a lot, Yan Shu, Thanks for showing I’m a useless person. Since I’m not worthy of being with you. I should take my leave.  ” he said in a heavy and hurtful tone.

He took a breath and stood rooted in his position for a few minutes and calmed down. He buttoned his suit and said “Ms. San, even though we don’t share good relationsh.i.p.s. I hope we can still cooperate in business. ” he said in a professional tone.

With the left closing the door with a loud bang. He dragged Go Jichen with him and left hastily. He is angry, sad, and hurt. He is feeling complex feelings inside him. Sensing his dark aura Go Jichen shut his mouth tactfully.

He is also tired of waiting. How long does she want him to wait? He is waiting for her many years. She knew everything he did for her. Yet is it right for her not to say a thing?

No!

But why is she doing like this?

That answer only she has. But he is her husband her better half she should let her better half know about her everything. But is she allowing him into her life?

Yes!

She allowed but did she do it completely.

No! It’s an obvious no!

The actual question is why is she doing this?

Meanwhile…

Yan Shu slumped backward in her chair. She rested her head in the back on her headrest. She closed her eyes. She felt like crying. She doesn’t know that Mu Sheng is facing this much turmoil inside of him.  She felt her c.h.e.s.t tightening. An immense pain surged in her c.h.e.s.t. She felt suffocated. She doesn’t know why but it’s suffocating.

Yes, it’s suffocating!

When she felt everything is fine it’s going to break. It’s not even a month after they both got married. Yet see here they are fighting now. Who is at fault?

If someone asks me personally I say both. But logically Mu Sheng is right.

When the person from your past is come knocking your door and asking your presence may be demanding your presence is good to say it. And your loved ones knew that the people from your past who made you like an emotional mess and broke you emotionally mentally. And suddenly appeared in your life and asking you to recognize them. It will make your loved ones anxious. And she made anxious by not telling.

She is scared of losing people. Now is she going to lose him?