Empress Of Business World - Chapter 237
“I got his permission to court you, ” he said.
Mo Lingli choked on her food. And started coughing violently. Go Jichen immediately patted her back and rubbed it in an attempt to soothe her. When she became stable, he gave her a glass of water to drink.
“You did that?” She asked, still with uncertainty.
He nodded. She is wide-eyed. She didn’t know how to respond to this. She lowered her head and bit her lower lip. She held her chopsticks in a tight grip. She is happy with this, but how can she show it.
“He also said that he would cancel the blind date if you ask him to cancel it. If not, he will not,” he said.
Go Jichen is nervous as he said every word. He didn’t know what to do. He observed her every expression. Unlike others, Mo Lingli is not expressive. She is a shy type when coming to relationsh.i.p.s. That’s because she gives a lot of importance to them. She will not take them lightly. So, he is scared of her response. Taking a deep breath, he calmed himself and started saying things whatever came into his mind.
“Lingli, I love you. I love you so much. I started loving you from the time you entered the SYS Holdings. But I never showed or expressed my feelings to you. I watched you from afar. I thought Mu Sheng is stupid for waiting for Yan Shu. But when I saw you, I realized I’m wrong.
I got to know more about you after our bosses got married. Seeing them daily, I only thought of you.
I used to wonder daily how I will behave if I get into a relationship with you. And how I will act if I get married to you. And also, I used to think of you daily in every small thing I do and used to wonder if Lingli is there how it will be. And I used to think about how it is like to experience to have someone to care about me and wait for me at home.
I never thought of having a family with anyone. But after seeing I felt having one with you would be beautiful.
Lingli, I wanted to hold your hand until my skin loosened, and my black hair turned gray.
I never had a family before. I don’t know how a mother’s love and father’s love would be. But I want to know them. People say that wife becomes a mother when you are hungry or sick. And also, she becomes a strict father when her husband is spending too much or did something wrong. I want to see them in you.
But these things will only happen if you are my wife. I want you to be my woman.
I promise I will stay beside you in every moment of your life. I will make you smile all the time I’m with you. Even if you cry that tears will be your happy tears.
I will not hinder you from meeting your family. I will not ask you to resign the job and give up your career. But I will only ask you to be my woman.
Everyone wants someone to share their life. Someone will pick the one selected by their family, while someone picks them basing them on their wealth and status. But I am picking you because only you can brighten my dull life.
Everyone says that marriage is a sacred thing. I never believed it. But now, after meeting you, I accept it. I want that holy thing to happen in my life too. I want to show to the world that you belong to me while I belong to you.
Lingli, when I saw you drunk at that time when we went shopping along with Yan Shu and Song Yun, I felt that you are adorable. But I felt angry at the same time, because what if someone saw this piece of cuteness. And what if they want this cuteness for themselves. The way you sulked the way you w.h.i.n.ed everything made me fall in love with you again and again.
Some people say that they regret falling in love with the wrong person.
But do you know what I regret?
I regret not making you mine earlier.
I regret not spending time with you more.
I regret not being with you.
I regret not able to share meals with you.
I regret not able to see your smiles every day.
I regret not able to share small chats with you daily.
I regret not able to hug you to sleep.
I regret for not able to be the first person that you see when you woke up.
Lingli, I have wasted a lot of time, by merely observing you from far. But now I don’t want to consume any more time. I want to cherish each and every second with you.
Will you be my woman?” He asked with a lot of sincerity.
Go Jichen, he wondered from where these words came. But whatever he said are all spontaneous and are from his heart. He is scared that he might have messed up things with his words. He clenched his fist tightly, hoping he would get accepted by her.
“I know I might have messed the things, but if you stay with me, I will give you a happy life instead of a contented life, ” he said, as he started hoping that his last words would fix up the previous one.
Mo Lingli is stunned by his sudden confession. She doesn’t know how to respond, but she heard every word said by him without getting distracted. She felt tears going to fall from her eyes. But she didn’t allow them to flow as he bit her lip harshly and blinked away her tears. Her heart is pounding against her ribcage with a heavy dub dub dub dub. Since things came to this point, she doesn’t want to elongate them. She found all her courage and hugged him tightly as if her dear life depended on his hug.
Go Jichen is confused at her actions for a few seconds. But he is sure that she accepted him. After all, she said, she liked him to Yan Shu. He broke the hug and looked into her eyes and said, “I will kiss you, if you love me. Don’t stop, and I will take that as yes if you don’t want to push me. Do a small thing that shows your dissatisfaction I will stop and will take that as a no, ” he said.