Entering a Split Personality - Chapter 56
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This is not a master, it must not be…
But… Is Hong Qinghui black hair? Will Hong Qing have such an indifferent and alienated air?
Is it necessary for Hong Qing to become a master again to confuse him?
It cannot be Hongqing.
So… this is Master.
This sentence kept flashing in Xiao He’s mind like a spell, almost making him on the verge of collapse.
He didn’t know how long he could conceal this matter, but he was still eager to conceal it for a while, because it was something he couldn’t explain.
Betrayal is betrayal, no matter what the reason is, there is nothing worthy of tolerance.
But… he really didn’t want to, really didn’t want to lose him.
If today is destined, why should he get it?
If you don’t get it, it won’t be so painful, will it?
Xiao He stood there, only feeling like he was naked. Standing under the crowd, there was no way to hide, there was no way to hide, he could only hold a heart full of despair, waiting for his fullness. It is the sight of contempt and contempt.
I don’t know how long the stalemate has been. Xiao He thought it was a century long, and thought it was blinking fast.
In short, his brain can’t think, so he can’t tell the passage of time.
Yun Qing walked over and stared at him.
Xiao He’s body trembled slightly and shrank.
Yun Qing raised his hand, brushed his white fingers across his rosy lips, then walked across his neck, and finally his white body.
Those red spots, those bruises, those fingerprints, he touched one by one, gently stroked, and finally even touched there.
Xiao He’s heart jumped, and he said anxiously: “Master… Master.”
Yun Qing didn’t make a sound, but just moved his fingers apart.
Xiao He was startled and felt embarrassingly what was flowing down his legs.
That was… something he didn’t have time to clean up, it belonged to Hongqing.
Xiao He didn’t dare to think about what Master Master was in now.
In the next instant, Yun Qing hugged him up and walked into the bathroom without any explanation.
He didn’t speak from beginning to end, and Xiao He was even more afraid to speak.
He patiently cleaned him as usual, and carefully applied medicine to him, except that his expression was completely cold, he could not see anything unusual.
But the more this happened, the more scared Xiao He, the more panicked, and the more at a loss what to do.
After cleaning, Yun Qing came in without any preconditions, and then the rhythm was so fast that the heart would be knocked out.
Xiao He was silent, but passively took it.
After it was over, Yun Qing hugged him over, turned him around, saw his pale face, bit his bloodshot lips, and couldn’t stop the tears.
A trace of pain spread from his heart, Yun Qing sighed, dropped a soft kiss on his forehead, and whispered: “Come on, tell me what’s going on.”
Xiao He looked up at him, unable to say a word.
He didn’t know what to say, saying that he didn’t love Hongqing, but because of the threat of Hongqing, did he have a relationship with him?
Will the master believe it?
What if I believe it?
Does Master want to kill Hong Qing?
When Hongqing is angry…
This is a dead end at all, a dead end in which Xiao He can’t see hope anyway.
He couldn’t solve it, so he just wanted to escape, but now… there is no escape.
“Master…” Xiao He said, but he could only call out his name.
Yun Qing looked at him calmly: “Don’t you want to say?”
Xiao He frowned and bit his lip, his whole body tense to the extreme.
Yun Qing’s eyes were dark, and he changed the question: “Then tell me, who did it?”
Xiao He remained motionless.
Yun Qing continued to ask, “Hong Qing?”
With a simple name and two simple words, Xiao He suddenly opened his eyes, his eyes filled with astonishment and panic.
“Sure enough, it is him.” Yun Qing affirmed.
He knows it all, Master already knew…
There was a loud sound in Xiao He’s head, and a mess of emotions surged up, and he couldn’t understand it.
“Xiao He, don’t be afraid.” Yun Qing’s voice was very soft, as if he was afraid to startle him, “Tell me, why do you do these things with him?”
Yun Qing grabbed his eyebrows: “Is it because you like him?”
“No! No!” Xiao He said quickly, his voice trembling, “I like Master, I only like Master.”
“Like me…” Yun Qing looked at him calmly, “But can you stay with him night and night?”
Xiao He was speechless again.
“Xiao He.” Yun Qing leaned in his ear and asked in a low voice, “Is it because I couldn’t satisfy you?”
“No, Master…” Xiao He couldn’t help but grabbed his clothes and said anxiously, “No, really not.”
“I am afraid of hurting you every time, and I endure it every time, always worrying that you are too tired and that you can’t bear it, but in fact…you can’t be satisfied at all, right?” Yun Qing’s voice is still low and slow. , But there is a dark color deep in the clear sound beam as dense as night.
Xiao He shook his head desperately and kept denying it.
Yun Qing kissed him and said softly: “If you want, you can tell me, I can give it to you as many times as you want.”
“Master…Master…” Xiao He felt the strangeness under him, and he couldn’t help but exhale, his voice was rapid, like a fish lacking water, hovering on the edge of death.
“Xiao He, tell me okay…” Yun Qing’s movements were extremely fast, rude and rude to the opposite of his tone, “Tell me what happened between you.”
Xiao He clutched his back firmly, constantly experiencing the alternation of great pain and great happiness, and there were waves of dizziness in his head.
And Yun Qing’s voice, like a bewitcher in ancient times, tempted him to say everything in his heart without reservation.
Xiao He raised his head, and suddenly felt that everything was indifferent under the blank space in his mind.
Master already knows, what else does he need to hide?
If it is destined to be a dead end, he would rather die by his side and die in his arms.
It is also a kind of satisfaction.
“Master… Hong Qing and I have been together before you and me…”
Accompanied by Xiao He’s whispering voice, it was Yun Qing who kept asking and giving.
On this day when it is difficult to distinguish between day and night, on this day when he thought it was desperate and death, Xiao He said everything.
The first, what can be said, what can not be said, I thought it would be hidden in my heart for a lifetime, so I said it all.
Yun Qing lost the gentleness of the past, kept asking him, kept leading him, making Xiao He constantly ups and downs in the almost illusory world.
It feels very difficult to speak in words. If you get the supreme happiness, you can forget all the pain and sorrow.
Even if the next moment is the **** of the magic cave, he has also enjoyed the dreamy beauty of the fairyland.
It feels extremely satisfying. This may be a bit pathological, but I have to say that it is very relaxing and enjoyable, and I really don’t want to wake up.
After the lingering, chaotic day and night.
Xiao He fainted completely, removed all precautions, let go of all the knots, and leaned against Yun Qing’s arms like a well-behaved child, sleeping soundly and peacefully.
Yun Qing bowed his head to look at him, a trace of helplessness flashed through his eyes.
He can actually tell him at the very beginning that Hongqing is him and he is Hongqing.
But he couldn’t say it.
As long as he thinks of Xiao He embracing others behind his back, even if that person is him, he still has the urge to destroy everything.
He loves him to the bone, loves him to the apex of his heart, so he cannot tolerate the slightest infidelity.
Hong Qing was also him, but Xiao He didn’t know.
In Xiao He’s mind, they are two people.
Can he accommodate two people in his heart? How can it accommodate two people?
As long as he thinks that not all of his beautiful heart is him, Yun Qing can’t bear it with jealousy. The heart seems to be eaten by a beast, painful and unable to sustain himself, and wanting everyone to experience the pain.
His Xiao He said he loved him, so how could he lie to him?
His Xiao He can only belong to him, how can he pretend to be other people?
But fortunately… he heard what he wanted to hear.
Xiao He loves him, Xiao He belongs to him
Xiao He’s feelings for him are the same as his feelings for him.
Yun Qing gently hooked the corners of his mouth, and a beautiful smile bloomed on his lips. He bowed his head and kissed the juvenile rosy lips.
All the affection was no longer hidden, and there was a little bright red in those pale eyes.
It is not surprising that one heart and one soul will fall in love with the same person.
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Xiao He hoped that he would not wake up, so there was only happiness in his memories, but no pain.
But… when the sun pierced his eyes, he opened his eyes and returned to reality.
At that moment, his heart was cold, and he really had the urge to close his eyes forever.
But soon, he felt the blazing warmth behind him.
Xiao He turned his head and saw Master, his eyes were full of surprise and incredible: “Master…”
“Yeah.” Yun Qing hugged him, “woke up? Nothing is going on today, let’s go to sleep.”
Xiao He mumu, and honestly retracted back, leaning against Yun Qing’s arms, but he was beaten to death and couldn’t sleep.
Master is very calm…very calm…but…it was clear last night…
Feeling his body trembling slightly, Yun Qing asked, “Can’t sleep?”
Xiao He nodded dullly.
Yun Qing pulled him away from his arms, looked at his eyes and said, “So, have a talk?”
Xiao He didn’t know what he was going to say, but he was nervous to die.
“Xiao He, I was wrong last night, and I won’t do this again in the future.” Yun Qing kissed his forehead.
Master is apologizing? But… why!
Xiao He widened his eyes to look at him.
Then Yun Qing said a word that shocked Xiao He too much.
“Hongqing is me, and I am Hongqing, so you don’t have to worry so much.”
For a while… Xiao He couldn’t recover, he whispered: “Master, I don’t understand.”
“The mental method I practice needs to cut off passion before the ninth level, but as long as it is a human, how can it be completely ruthless and desireless, but this mental method requires this. I suffered some hardships, and finally let a soul split unexpectedly. For two thoughts, it became Yunqing and Hongqing.”
Xiao He listened blankly.
“Yunqing is me, and Hongqing is also me. It’s just that he carries most of the things that have been hidden and abandoned, and only appear by chance.”