Entering a Split Personality - Chapter 59
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family?
Xiao He took the steps he took back and stood there without making a sound for a long time.
He has no family, or it should be said that he doesn’t remember his family at all. His memory has been broken since he was seven years old.
Before the age of seven, I can’t remember anything, but what happened after the age of seven is vivid.
It stands to reason that a person should remember things when they are two or three years old. At the age of seven, if something big happens, he will never forget it, but Xiao He can’t remember it.
There is no impression at all, not even a trace of it.
Xiao He said nothing, but did not leave either.
Luo Fei looked at him and said: “Have you never thought about it? Your family…”
“I don’t remember.” Xiao He didn’t know why Luo Fei asked this, but he had nothing to hide.
“I have forgotten everything before the age of seven, and I have no impression at all.”
Luo Fei didn’t have the slightest surprise in his eyes. He just stared at him and asked softly: “Why did you forget?”
Xiao He was a little irritable, only frowned and said, “I don’t know.”
As soon as he said this, Xiao He felt that his tone was not very good, so he added: “It’s okay to forget. Since they have abandoned me, they don’t want me. I don’t remember that they are also saving trouble.”
This is what Xiao He said in his heart. It is impossible to say that Xiao He has never thought about his parents.
Xiao He himself is not willing to remember how hard it is for a seven or eight-year-old child to be at the bottom of Hua Yunzong alone.
Those nights when they were too hungry to fall asleep, those days when they kept shrinking from the cold, those years when the bullied body was wounded, between midnight dreams, Xiao He would think of them.
If he has parents, doesn’t he need to be so lonely?
If he had relatives, would he not be so bullied?
If he has even one to rely on, doesn’t he need to live humblely all day to live.
But these fragile thoughts can’t save him. They are of no use except to make him more pitiful.
And pity is the most useless thing.
So slowly, Xiao He stopped thinking about it, and slowly he instilled a thought into himself.
Since they have abandoned him, since they have left him, it also means that even if he has them, he will not get the care and warmth he wants.
In this way, he lost his memory, which is not a bad thing.
Forget it… at least not to be sad.
All left, at least he can live on his own.
Xiao He kept telling himself that, but today Luo Fei gave him another possibility.
“Xiao He, have you ever thought about… they had to leave you behind?”
Xiao He pursed his mouth suddenly, his eyes flashed sharply: “Luo Fei, what do you want to tell me?”
At this point, if Xiao He still doesn’t understand, he is a fool. Luo Fei obviously knows something, but he refuses to say it, and has been implicitly suggesting him.
Xiao He looked at Luo Fei and asked in a cold voice: “If you know something, please tell me directly. If you are not sure about something, then please don’t come and guide me to guess.”
Luo Fei was taken aback for a moment, then the corners of his mouth raised slightly, and a smile appeared.
This smile was very light and slow, Xiao He watched, but a vigilant heart rose in his heart.
He has not seen him in six years, and Luo Fei has also changed.
The teenager of six years ago would laugh brightly, openly, and warmly, but he would never laugh so empty as he is now.
“You have always been smart.” Luo Fei said.
Xiao He looked at him without blinking.
Luo Fei sighed and continued: “If this is the case, then I will not hide it. I have been out for the past six years, and I have heard and seen a lot of things. And there is one thing that keeps me concerned, that is The case of Zongyang Xiao’s extermination fifteen years ago.”
Hearing Xiao, Xiao He’s pupils shrank sharply.
Luo Fei continued: “The Xiao family of Zongyang is a great family of cultivation. There are many capable people in the past generations. They have strong family wealth and extremely stable roots. But fifteen years ago, I don’t know who provokes the sacred, and they were washed into the sky overnight. Thousands of people, young and old, did not stay. Even the centuries-old mansion of the Xiao family was burnt to nothing.”
Xiao He lives on Qingluan Mountain all year round. He doesn’t know much about the outside world, and he is limited to what others say.
But because he listens less, it doesn’t mean that his mind won’t change. He said in a cold voice: “How many people have the surname Xiao in the world, is it possible that all the people surnamed Xiao are from the Congyang Xiao family?”
“That’s not true.” Luo Fei affirmed his words, but soon he changed his words again, “But there is only one person in this world who lost his memory on the night of the Xiao Clan’s extermination in Zongyang and survived.”
Xiao He’s heart jumped suddenly.
Luo Fei looked at him and whispered softly: “A lot of things, no matter how much others say, you don’t want to believe it, it is useless.”
“Xiao He, this is the information I have collected for a long time. You can look through it, but you must be careful…” Luo Fei suddenly approached him and whispered in his ear, “Don’t be discovered by your good master Up.”
Xiao He shuddered, a cold air rose from the bottom of his heart, and instantly spread all over his body, as if he wanted to coagulate all the blood in his body.
Luo Fei left.
Xiao He stood there, holding a jade slip in his hand.
The jade slips are shiny, white and translucent, and are good things for storing information.
This thing Xiao He is very commonly used, not only can store the secret magic of the heart, but also store sounds and images.
Very easy to use and convenient.
Xiao He has used a lot of jade slips in the past, but he has never been as nervous and nervous as he is today, as if this jade slip is not made of jade, but made of hot magma. If you touch it, you can experience it. It hurts.
But evasion is wrong.
If there is a cliff in front, closing your eyes will only fall all the way, but if you keep your eyes open, there is still a possibility of avoiding it!
After gritting his teeth, Xiao He tremblingly used this little jade slip.
For a moment, his face was pale, and even his lips were almost transparent.
If the words are not convincing, then these scattered fragments and trivial sounds can be quite sure.
He is the third son of the Xiao family in Zongyang.
Named Xiao Yang.
Because he is a young son, he has been loved since he was a child, his father is kind, his mother is gentle, his eldest and second brothers are very good, love him and pet him and wish he would give him the best things in the world.
This was a life that Xiao He couldn’t even think of. He thought they had abandoned him, but in fact… he had a happy family that was envied by everyone in the world.
But overnight, the Xiao clan was ruined, everyone died, and nothing was left.
Only Xiao He survived, only him… why is there only him!
Xiao He was in a daze, he returned to Qingluan Mountain before Tong Ruixin and the others could leave.
Back in the temple, I saw Master at a glance.
Then, as if the gate was opened, countless thoughts surged out like a raging river, almost making Xiao He unstable.
The Xiao Clan of Zongyang, a great family of cultivation, has a century-old foundation and is hard to shake.
But overnight, it turned to ashes.
Who in this world has such ability?
There is one person.
Only one person.
The whole clan is annihilated, regardless of age, there is only one person left.
This person was saved.
This person has amnesia.
This person… was saved by someone!
The ice cold in Xiao He’s heart constantly seeped out through the blood, making his whole body shiver slightly.
He always thought he was his savior.
But the possibility that appeared at this moment made him almost on the verge of collapse.
If this is true, if it is really his.
Then he… what is he…
How can I do……
Xiao He finally couldn’t bear it, and fell into a coma in the midst of the strong alcohol and the piercing pain.
Yun Qing hugged him, but his clothes were wet with cold sweat.
What’s wrong?
Yun Qing frowned, and whispered, “Xiaohe?”
Xiao He flinched, as if receiving a huge stimulus, he curled up.
Yun Qing furrowed his brows, and a dark trace flashed across his eyes.
Luo Fei, you shouldn’t come back.
Xiao He had a dream, a dream that was too real to look like a dream.
But he really would rather this be a dream, in which he was praying silently, it must be a dream.
It is impossible for Master to kill his family, and it is impossible for Master to do such a thing.
He saved him, gave him life, gave him love, he has taken everything in him.
Therefore, he must not be the one who destroyed the Xiao family.
But… who else besides him?
Luo Fei’s jade slip recorded a lot of information, so much that it took Xiao He a long time to digest slowly.
He is Yun Qing’s robbery, a robbery destined from the moment he was born.
After this catastrophe, Yun Qing was able to ascend and reach the upper realm.
But Yunqing told him that he would not cross the catastrophe, he would stay with him for life.
However, did Yun Qing think so at that time?
——Xiao He, do you know why he didn’t kill you?
——You are his robbery, he can kill the people of the world, but he can’t move you.
——But he must let you die. When you die, everything is broken.
——You have been spoiled and spoiled since childhood, and you have been spoiled since childhood. If your family is destroyed overnight, can only a seven-year-old child survive?
——Think about the tribulations you suffered when you were a kid; think about the pain you tasted when you were young; think about it, how many times did you hang on the edge of death in those days when you were bullied?
-These are all given to you by him, he wants you to die, wants you to disappear forever.
No, it’s not right, Xiao He panicked in his dream, he didn’t want me to die, he liked me, he…he…
——Yes, you grew up, he met you, he fell in love with you, so he changed his mind.
——But even so, he is also your genocide enemy!
Xiao He, are you sleeping next to him, aren’t you afraid that your dead relatives will find it hard to look down on!