Entering a Split Personality - Chapter 62
Yun Qing’s words completely plunged Xiao He into the bottomless abyss.
He looked at the man in front of him pale and felt that his heart was completely empty, to an unimaginable level.
Xiao He was so obsessed with finding the truth, in fact what he wanted most was to find the truth that could clarify Yun Qing.
But now… everything is useless.
He admitted.
Yun Qing admitted it herself.
He killed his family, he killed his whole family.
But at this moment, he said, he loves him.
Who can afford such love?
Xiao He stood dazedly, his thoughts like a network cable being pulled apart, unable to find the end or where to return.
Aimless, hesitant and helpless.
He wouldn’t be so helpless when the world collapsed, but now… he felt that the world in front of him was nothing.
“Why do you want to do this?” Xiao He’s voice was light and fluttering, like a riverbed with all water sources lost, dry and dull, “Is it just because of a catastrophe? Is it just because you want me to die?”
Yun Qing looked at him blankly.
Xiao He suddenly increased the volume: “You can kill hundreds of people just for your own selfish desires? Just to break through, are you so mad?”
“On the avenue, there is no emotion and no desire.” Yun Qing’s voice was calm and indifferent.
But Xiao He laughed wildly like he was touched by a switch: “Dadao? Heavenly road? Ruthless and desireless? Yes! You have no emotion, no desire! Not even heart! You did such a thing, why Can you still be with me? You ruined my life, how can you still say those things?!”
“Yunqing, you are not worthy! You are not worthy at all!” Not worthy to talk about love, not worthy of having happiness, let alone…
“Yes.” Yun Qing squeezed his chin forcefully, forced him to look up, and stared at him. The dark eyes were deep and gloomy, like the abyss of hell, without a trace of light, “I am not good enough for you, I have never been good enough. Yes, but you are still by my side, and I got **** by me, begging me in a low voice, saying that you love me…”
“I don’t love you!” Xiao He’s eyes widened, full of deep hatred, “Yun Qing, I was just blind and lost. Now I wake up, I have never loved you! ”
When he said such cruel words, Yun Qing’s expression remained indifferent and alienated. Only his light-colored lips were pressed tightly. Only his deep eyes were hidden behind the turbulent waves: “Finally, have you said what you are in the heart?”
“Yes!” Xiao He didn’t dodge or bow his head, staring at him, wishing to use the cruelest words to pull him from hell.
“I lied to you before, Yun Qing. I like Luo Fei. I always like Luo Fei. I don’t know when I don’t see it. Only when I see me, I understand what I want. Yun Qing, I tell you, I love Luo Fei. Luo Fei, I love my brother Luo Fei!”
The last three words completely touched the thorn in Yun Qing’s heart, causing him to tremble, and a violent wind violently threw up everything around him. At this moment, the gorgeous palace became a place. ruins.
But Xiao He couldn’t see anything, his heart was crushed, and his empty body was only filled with revenge and hatred, and the pain and despair of being betrayed.
“You must not know it, my first time was with Luo Fei. We were together all night, I never forgot…”
“Shut up!” Yun Qing shouted sharply.
Xiao He laughed lightly, as if recalling some beautiful memory, completely indulged in it.
But Yun Qing could only experience the pain of scraping the bones and gouging his heart, so painful that it would make people want to ruin all of this.
Reason lingers on the fringe of madness, as long as one step forward, everything is lost.
Yun Qing knew that Xiao He was speaking outrageously.
Yunqing knew that he had to calm down
But every word punishes his heart, every word breaks his soul, so that his mind is constantly shaking.
He really doesn’t love him.
He really likes others.
He…really can’t belong to him.
In this case……
At this moment, footsteps hurried over.
Luo Fei saw the scene in front of him and knew that the matter had been revealed, he said anxiously: “Don’t hurt Xiao He.”
And Xiao He just rightly shouted: “Brother Luo Fei!”
Just three short words, like the last straw that overwhelms the camel, Yun Qing can’t hold it down.
He raised his left hand, the gust of wind rose, Luo Fei’s throat easily fell into his fingers.
Yun Qing kept his black eyes, and whispered in a dead voice: “Do you love him?”
Xiao He nodded without hesitation.
“Okay…” Yun Qing curled his lips, smiling as bright as the scorching sun, “He is dead, you can’t love it.”
Xiao He’s pupils shrank sharply, but he didn’t back down a bit: “Kill, kill him, I love him too, love him forever, I will only love him in this life!”
Yun Qing’s fingers pressed hard, and the blood was already like exploding fireworks, blatantly coming, dyeing the hall, the white clothes, and the beautiful face like a god.
Xiao He watched quietly, and then laughed. The more he laughed, the louder his voice, the more he laughed, the more open he was, the more he laughed, the more… crazy.
“Look… Yun Qing, this is what you really are. You are like this. You killed my parents, killed my brother, killed all my family members, and now… kill my love again.”
Xiao He laughed happily, but there was only despair and madness in his eyes.
“It’s a pity that I can’t kill you, but…” Xiao He’s voice suddenly lowered, and there was a soft tone in his dumbness, “I can kill myself.”
When the words fell, Xiao He raised his hand, and without hesitation, he drew out the long sword and penetrated his chest.
All this only happened between the electric light and flint. Yun Qing stepped forward quickly, touching only the sticky blood. He stared blankly, his face was pale, his lips were transparent, only his voice was full of trembling and despair: “Xiao He…Xiao He…you…”
“Don’t touch me!” Xiao He felt the real pain of his heart being pierced, but he found helplessly, such real pain could not overwhelm the heart-wrenching pain Yun Qing brought him.
When the world has collapsed, when life is arrogant, when everything is empty, the pain on the * has become so worthless.
Xiao He didn’t look at Yun Qing, but turned his head and looked at Luo Fei’s death. The corners of his mouth raised slightly, revealing a light but cruel smile: “Brother Luo Fei, wait for me…”
At the end of his life, the name he called out was Luo Fei.
Yun Qing held him in a daze, watching him close his eyes, watching him lose his breath, watching him hang his head obediently.
Yun Qing watched without blinking. At the end, he suddenly bowed his head and kissed the **** place.
——Xiao He, you are mine.
-It can only be mine.
——Even if you die, it can only be mine.
——It’s great, it’s great.
Xiao He died in despair and woke up in infinite regret.
The moment he opened his eyes, tears had already flowed like a river, and could not stop.
Qin Su awakened him in time: “Xiao He? You have been asleep for a long time this time, can you tell me what happened?”
Xiao He suddenly woke up. He didn’t answer Qin Su’s question at all. He just said anxiously: “Let me go back, let me go back quickly!”
Qin Su frowned, “The mission has been completed, and the spiritual world has begun to collapse. You don’t have to go back.”
“No! Let me go back, please, let me go back, I can’t just end like this, no, absolutely not!”
Qin Su didn’t speak.
Xiao He’s eyes were dull, and he gritted his teeth and said: “If you don’t let me go back, then I will stop treatment from now on!”
This sentence was too threatening, and Qin Su had to let go.
“But that spiritual world is already unstable. You will be extremely dangerous in the past. If you can’t come out then…”
“If I can’t get out, I’ll recognize it too!” Xiao He stared at him firmly, “If I die, please tell my parents and say…that I was killed in a car accident.”
When all these words were said, Qin Su was shocked.
He also wanted to confirm what happened, but Xiao He couldn’t wait: “Don’t let me repeat it, let me go back immediately, hurry up!”
He was so anxious, Qin Su did not delay any longer, waited for him to lie down, reconnected the device, and after he adjusted it, he sent him over.
Xiao He really didn’t dare to recall, he thought about the last words he said, and regretfully wanted to kill himself.
How could he be so cruel, how could he treat him like this?
He loves him… loves him deeply, loves his three worlds.
But… how could he treat him so cruelly just because of his memory loss!
Thinking of everything, Xiao He couldn’t put himself in the position to experience the despair at that time.
But he no longer thought about Yun Qing’s mood all the time.
Hearing what he said, Yun Qing must be desperate to the end.
Seeing his last ‘sacrifice’, Yun Qing would definitely collapse completely.
Yun Qing is so good… so excellent, this is the most harmless character of Fan Shen he has seen so far.
But… he hurt him to this point.
Xiao He’s chagrin rose to the highest peak at the moment he returned to this world.
He remembered everything, not only real things, but also everything he encountered in this world.
The genocide disaster of the Xiao family in Zongyang was not done by Yunqing, and it was not done by Yunqing at all!
It’s Xiao He… Xiao He himself.
Those messy memories surged up, Xiao He saw the arrogant and ignorant seven-year-old kid, who could not help but temptation to practice spells because of the rare heavenly roots, and finally hit by mistake and opened the gate of the devil world, attracting The true demon will slaughter the whole family.
Yun Qing…Where did you kill the Xiao Clan of Zongyang, but saved the people of the world with your own strength!
It was he who killed the demons, it was he who stopped the war at a mansion, it was he… who saved him.
Even if he caused such a disaster, Yun Qing still put him in Hua Yunzong and accepted him.
Even in the end, he didn’t hesitate to bear all the guilt, but didn’t want Xiao He to bear everything.
But what did Xiao He do…
Xiao He was biting his internal organs with regret, and when he returned to his body, he felt a familiar breath.
Xiao He couldn’t open his eyes, but he could feel everything around him.
He saw Yun Qing, his hair flying like ink, and his white clothes light as snow. He stood in the darkness and brokenness, holding the young man in his arms carefully, and walking forward step by step.
At that moment, Xiao He seemed to see Al at the last moment.
The same world collapsed, the same ruins all over the ground, but Al was at least loved.
But Yunqing lost everything.
Lost this world, lost myself, lost the last hope.
Xiao He didn’t know how long he watched. When he was able to control his body, he spoke eagerly, even if his voice was hoarse, even if his throat hurts, but he didn’t care.
“I’m sorry! I’m sorry! Yunqing, I’m sorry!”