Entering a Split Personality - Chapter 78
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Xiao He didn’t know how to answer this question.
Yes, if you don’t love, make love. Why?
Xiao He was dumbfounded, but Fan Shen added softly to him: “Are you confessing your mistake and treating him as me?”
He gave him a reason!
Xiao He was startled suddenly.
Fan Shen continued: “Fan Chen used to wear masks. After he took off his mask, he looked very much like me. He deliberately pretended to be me. You can’t tell.”
When Fan Shen said this, he helped Xiao He find an excellent explanation, an explanation that Xiao He didn’t even think of…
However, there is always a strange feeling.
Xiao He didn’t say a word, Fan Shen maintained a standard smile, and after a while he said: “Maybe you are trying to confuse him?”
Xiao He’s heart jumped.
Fan Shen continued: “In order to let him relax his vigilance, so I made love with him, and then took the opportunity to kill him?”
Another reason!
At that moment, Xiao He almost had to choose one of the two.
Yes, if you really want to conceal it, easily, there are thousands of excuses, any one is fine.
Fortunately…Xiao He understands Fan Shen.
So he fell into this set.
This man, no matter what his personality, is extremely insecure and extremely unwilling to believe in people.
Xiao He could lie, but saying it meant pushing him far away completely.
Xiao He felt that Fan Shen’s current state was very wrong, very wrong.
He can no longer stimulate him, absolutely can’t.
After calming down, Xiao He understood.
For thousands of reasons, Fan Shen could help him figure it out, but what he wanted was actually a real answer.
Xiao He took a deep breath and said slowly: “Because I love him.”
This is the most true answer, because I love him, so I have a relationship with him.
Fan Shen listened quietly, the smile on the corner of his mouth was still blooming, but it was like a flower covered in ice and snow, with a beautiful appearance, but it was bitterly cold.
“Love.”
“Yes.” Xiao He swallowed, and said nervously, “I love you!”
When he said these four words, Fan Shen raised his head suddenly, his empty eyes tightened, and after focusing again, there was monstrous anger and bitter hatred inside: “Love, you guys? Can the word love contain three people? Xiao? He! Don’t mess with me anymore!”
He was so scary, it seemed like he would wipe out the person in front of him in the next moment.
But Xiao He was not afraid at all. Compared with the angry man now, he was more afraid of the empty and lifeless beautiful body before.
However, Xiao He was also afraid of death. He was really afraid, so he dared not delay, and said anxiously: “There can be three people in love, I know, but you are one person!”
“Enough! Xiao He, enough!” Fan Shen stood up suddenly, his whole body was fierce, like a sharp sword out of its sheath, sharp and frightening, “When are you going to trick me? What a fool to be!”
“I didn’t!” Xiao He didn’t have a loud voice. When he spoke so loudly, he was about to tear his throat, but he didn’t care about it and shouted loudly, “I never lied to you, I told you the truth. Fan Shen, you and him are the same, you are both Fan Shen, Fan Shen is my love, don’t torture yourself any more, don’t torture me any more, okay? I know you know, I know you will understand, I know you can remember!”
He roared like this, almost incoherent, but Fan Shen was startled suddenly.
“Wake up! Fan Shen, wake up! No one knows what I want for you better than yourself. Don’t reject me anymore, stop rejecting me, don’t want to drive me away, I have no bad intentions, I have no bad intentions, I just want to wake you up, I just want to hug you and kiss you in reality and make love with you!”
Every word is ridiculous, without logic, but it is so true.
Fan Shen looked at him as if he was looking at a completely stranger.
But Xiao He was still saying: “Don’t escape… if you have any pain, you can tell me…”
A simple sentence caused Fan Shen’s mind to explode, with countless memories.
His face instantly became as white as paper. Xiao He held his hand anxiously. Fan Shen was silent for a long time. Finally, when the entire space began to collapse, he raised his head and looked at the young man beside him: “Xiao He, let Qin Su stop, you also give up, don’t try to wake me up again, I…”
Xiao He felt tight and asked anxiously: “Why? Fan Shen, do you know it, you know it all, but why? Why don’t you want to wake up?”
Fan Shen shook his head laboriously, and stared at his eyebrows: “I am grateful to you, but I’m sorry…”
Xiao He always felt that he was about to touch something, but everything disappeared at this moment.
This world was over, Xiao He left from it and woke up in reality.
As lost as before, Xiao He couldn’t return to his senses for a long time.
Why…why?
When Fan Chen left, he clearly had the memory of the first few personality fragments. He even thanked him, but why did Fan Shen let him give up?
Xiao He couldn’t understand, couldn’t figure it out, and even felt a deep sense of frustration.
There is always a feeling that everything I have done has been denied.
Xiao He took a deep breath, and after returning to his senses, Qin Su handed him a glass of warm water as usual.
Xiao He took a sip, warmed up, and said quietly, “I saw Fan Shen.”
Qin Su was stunned, and a bright light flashed in his eyes: “Mr. Xiao, do you mean you saw the young master?”
“Yes…it should be him, he who has real memories…”
Qin Su couldn’t help asking: “So…you have…”
Xiao He can understand Qin Su’s mood, but he can only pour cold water on him: “He said, let you stop, let me give up, don’t try to wake him up.”
The voice fell, and the room was silent.
Qin Su didn’t say anything, and Xiao He didn’t look at him either. He turned to look at the sleeping man next to him, feeling very complicated.
You can never wake a person who is not asleep.
Because he didn’t not hear, but didn’t want to hear.
After a long silence, Xiao He looked at Qin Su and said, “I haven’t asked, but now I want to know why Fan Shen has become like this? What happened to him? Is it an irreversible stimulus? ?”
He asked, but Qin Su was silent.