Entering a Split Personality - Chapter 88
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Alpha and omega in this state can be said to be completely irrational.
The task God has given them is to combine childbearing to reproduce excellent offspring.
Xiao He finally didn’t need to endure anymore, and Fan Shen no longer had any worries.
In the narrow aircraft, in the depressed space, it is even constantly shaking.
But none of them can wait, can’t wait to go home, can’t wait to go to bed, can’t wait for even a second.
No pre-drama is needed, the most ferocious impact is at the beginning.
Xiao He had never been so cool before, and he was so cool that he couldn’t even bear it physically and mentally.
He can only hold Fan Shen and tell all his feelings, those deep-seated love, those obsessive obsessions, and those feelings that cannot be let go.
He didn’t even meet him in reality, but they seemed to have gone through several lives.
Decades of company, from meeting each other to knowing each other and staying in love, every process can not be said to be smooth, or what to say is bumpy and difficult.
But they have all come over, come to the present, come to the front, come to the point where Xiao He can forget all the pain as long as he holds him, leaving only the sweetness.
He really loves him, to the point that he will never imagine in this life.
No… not just for a lifetime, Xiao He felt that he had met Fan Shen and had concentrated his feelings for several lifetimes on this person, this person.
Xiao He embraced him, and while continuing to endure the joy of extinction, he also had some unstoppable worries and disappointments… If Fan Shen was unwilling to wake up, they… still have a future?
If there is no future, what will he do…what else can he do?
Disappointment changed to despair, the tingling sensation made Xiao He reluctant to touch him, so he could only wrap his legs around him, sinking into the joyful ocean.
Xiao He didn’t know how long the two lasted.
But later, Xiao He knew that Fan Shen had woke up.
The real Fan Shen woke up.
This absurd world has stopped.
Xiao He was a little frightened. He was very afraid that Fan Shen would push him away, let him leave, and then let him’stop’ and let him’give up’.
Because of these worries, Xiao He refused to let go of Fan Shen, even if he had successfully marked, even if he had passed the difficult period, but he still kept pestering him.
Being able to enjoy a moment is a moment, Xiao He knew that he was running away, but he just didn’t want to face it.
It’s just because he really couldn’t understand, and couldn’t figure out clearly, what Fan Shen was worried about.
Fan Shen couldn’t refuse him anyway.
Neither the mental fragments nor the main will can push him away, or dissatisfy him.
Xiao He just grasped his heart, so he refused to stop.
But Fan Shen really loves him after all.
The main will remembers everything. He and Xiao He have gone through so many things together, and they only have more emotions than Xiao He, and definitely not less than him.
He knew what Xiao He was thinking, but he couldn’t give him what he wanted.
How easy it is to wake up, but after waking up, all that awaits him is constant loss.
So even if Fan Shen knew that Xiao He was escaping, he was still willing to escape with him.
It’s good to just enjoy the moment.
But no matter how beautiful things are, they will come to an end.
Fan Shen is fine, but he has to worry about Xiao He.
With Xiao He’s current mental strength, it is not enough to support such a high intensity of stimulation and excitement.
This is not harm to the body, but the exploitation and sharpening of willpower.
In the end, under Fan Shen’s deliberate guidance, Xiao He fell asleep.
But Xiao He, who was asleep, was not willing to let go of Fan Shen. He always had the illusion that when he closed his eyes, Fan Shen would leave him, and after he woke up, he would never be found again.
Such a sense of loss surrounds Xiao He, making him sleep extremely restless. He obviously rested for a long time, but when he opened his eyes, all his eyes were panic.
Fan Shen saw it in his eyes, and his heart felt astringent. He dropped a kiss on his forehead and comforted him with a muffled voice: “Don’t worry, I am here.”
Xiao He was startled. He knew this was Fan Shen, but he didn’t dare to say anything else.
After a short pause, Xiao He couldn’t help but raise his head and look into his eyes: “Fan Shen…”
“Hmm…” Fan Shen responded softly to him.
“I…” A bunch of words came to his mouth, and Xiao He almost opened his mouth to say it, but at the end he flinched. His eyelashes trembled slightly, and he said softly, “I… still want it.”
Rather than communicate and get hurt, it’s better to continue to enjoy it.
Fan Shen looked down at him, with a tolerant smile in his black eyes: “Aren’t you tired?”
“No!” Xiao He replied quickly, “Not tired!”
Fan Shen lightly touched his polished lips: “Hey, you have to rest.”
He was so gentle, but Xiao He only felt deeply disturbed.
It was like the calm before the storm, and it was like an adult who was about to coax a child to leave.
On the surface, it was gentle and gentle, but then the gust of wind counterattacked and left.
Unconcealed uneasiness flowed from his eyes, Fan Shen felt sorry for him, and couldn’t help but whispered: “Once again, you will have to rest after this.”
Xiao He fell to the ground in an empty heart, but he was unwilling to let go of him. He nodded vigorously and wrapped his neck, a little helpless and a little uneasy.
But soon, the happiness given by Fan Shen filled the heart.
It’s not right to think about this taste.
Knowing that there is a cliff of despair in front of me, I am crazy indulging at this moment.
Because knowing that soon is the real difference, it is lingering at the last moment.
The more I think about it, the more empty my heart becomes, the more I think about it, the more chaotic my heart becomes. In the end, Xiao He really couldn’t help it. The moment he was sent to the top, he said the words that pressed in his heart: “Fan Shen, don’t leave me behind. ,do not leave me……”
Fan Shen’s movements suddenly stopped, but he quickly accelerated, and when he finally released, he kissed his lips and gave him an affectionate kiss, but he did not respond to what he said.
On the one hand, Xiao He was extremely satisfied with his body, but on the other hand, his heart sank to the bottom.
With such a sharp contrast, he finally couldn’t hold it.
“Why… tell me why, please?”
Fan Shen looked at him, wiped his tears with his fingers, then hugged him into his arms, holding him with the force that seemed to pull him into the bone marrow, and then said in a deep voice: “If I can, I really want to Keep you here forever, sleep with me…but I can’t be so selfish.”
Xiao He’s body trembled slightly.
Fan Shen stroked his back, his voice softly like a faint wind.
“I don’t want to wake up, Xiao He, after waking up, I will definitely lose you.”
Xiao He was held by him, but he still felt cold, he couldn’t help but leaned closer to him, and whispered: “Why, you love me, I love you, but why after waking up… …”
“I’m fed up, Xiao He, I’m really fed up with it. It’s a thing that drives people crazy to hear other people’s voices.”