Evil Awe-Inspiring - v3 Chapter 128

Chapter III [Peak] Chapter 128 [Doctor Mu] The first story I heard about wood was that he didn’t like talking, and he didn’t like to talk about himself.

In fact, it seems that our four big wolves and four are really a strange combination. Each of us seems to have a special experience of his own. These special experiences have made us four weird people together. However, although we have a strong relationship, we rarely ask each other’s past … We are not people who like gossip. And everyone knows that if you respect your friend, then respect his secret!

Sometimes, I also thought that the character such as wood was developed from an early age?

“I graduated from XX Medical University.” A simple sentence interrupted my imagination: “Since I was young, I hoped that I would become a good doctor. Speak out, maybe you do n’t believe it, when I was young There are a lot of idols worshipped by people of the same age. Some like Chow Yun Fat and some like Michael Jackson. Oh, guess who was my idol at that time? “

“Who?”

“Bethune.”

This answer is too outrageous. I had already found a cigarette out of the cigarette case. When I heard the words, I couldn’t help but shake it. The cigarette fell to the ground and my eyes were rounded and I looked at the wood: “What ?!”

“It’s true.” Wood’s expression remained unchanged.

Wood continues to tell:

Later, he studied hard, and was admitted to the medical university a few years later, but because of his hard work in middle school, he became a nerd in the eyes of his peers, a freak who didn’t like talking. But the wood doesn’t care.

After entering the medical university, his talent and intelligence made him stand out quickly and become a top student. In the first year, he made many professors stand out with excellent grades.

“I was convinced at the time that I would be the best young surgeon.” Mumu said lightly: “And I seem to have been born in this profession. For the first time in the autopsy class, my thirty classmates All the vomiting bile came out, but I didn’t change my face and helped the professor clean up the operating table. At that time, I couldn’t help but feel that I was cold-blooded. “

“Uh …” I remembered that in Canada, Wood used human anatomy to intimidate two captives and forced a confession, and smiled: “You are really cold-blooded.”

Wooden smiled: “Later, the second academic year passed, because my grades were excellent, and several old professors appreciated me. Three old professors have directly told me so that I can take his postgraduate exams. All of my My classmates see me as a genius … Although they also see me as a monster. “

“In the past, I saw doctors as the most noble profession in the world … Doctors eliminate diseases in this world, relieve people’s pain, save patients ‘illness, and reshape patients’ health … This is the most noble profession in my mind, But … “Mu sighed and said lightly:” I was wrong. After the second academic year, I was recommended by several professors because of my outstanding grades. One academic year in advance, with the arrival of several graduating students in the school, Trainee in a large hospital in this city. The professors value me because of my outstanding grades. They allow me to feel the real atmosphere in the hospital two years in advance. They think this is good for my growth. As a result … I did grow Now I realize how naive and ridiculous I was before. “

Wood looked into my eyes, with a trace of sadness in his eyes, slowly said: “Doctor, is indeed a noble profession … but in China, doctor is one of the most despicable and hypocritical profession!”

“During my apprenticeship, I was assigned to the outpatient clinic of that hospital. I had two other classmates who followed the doctor to the patient outpatient clinic. As a result … I really learned a lot …” Mu said here, looking at me Laughing: “Chen Yang, what do you think is the most snob-eye job in the world?”

“Do you mean … Doctor?” I couldn’t help asking.

“It’s a doctor, yes.” Mu Dan said, “It’s a doctor. You may not know it, but I can tell you that at least in China, doctors in many large hospitals have the best skills … that is, when patients come to the clinic At that time, they can tell from the patient’s dress and manners whether the patient is rich! The income level is high or low! And … this is very important. “

“When we followed the doctor’s clinic on the first day, a few of our students were just fighting and helping to hand over some diagnostic tools, or copying medical records or medicine lists. But I was surprised that the doctor … he was giving each one After the outpatient visits the doctor, he seems to ask “what do you do?” Intentionally or unintentionally. It seems that this is just a casual chat or a casual sentence … But in this sentence, he asks almost every patient Just a moment. I was surprised at the time. Later I knew: only by knowing the occupation of the patient can it be easier to determine whether the patient is rich and the financial conditions are good or bad. Then … “

The wood shook his head: “Then, patients with good occupations and high incomes prescribe more valuable medicines. Patients with poor occupations and low incomes prescribe cheap medicines. Of course … you must never think that this is the one The doctor is kind and considerate to the patient. But … whether the income is high or low, the medicine he prescribes will be stuck at the critical point of your financial conditions. I clearly remember that it was my first day of apprenticeship. At the beginning I also asked a very stupid question. Because the same two patients with viral influenza, in my opinion, there is no difference in pathology. But the first patient, the doctor prescribed him more than seven hundred dollars, the first For the two patients, the doctor asked him to spend more than 400 yuan. “Mu said, and he took a deep breath of cigarettes:” Chen Yang, do you know? In fact, in my opinion, that kind of cold costs a hundred dollars. It’s already a lot of money. But … hum, hospitals need benefits, doctors need rebates … Naturally, the more medicines prescribed, the better. “

“The next day … the earliest I went, the first patient I received was a woman with ordinary bronchitis. The woman was well dressed and seemed quite rich. The doctor said nothing and asked her to go Make a film, more than a hundred pieces, and then make a CT, more than three hundred pieces … You may not know that every list that is issued has a doctor ’s signature on it, which records which doctor wrote it. Then … of course, the money is divided according to the benefits. Finally, the seemingly rich woman, a bronchitis, took more than a thousand to look good … In fact, in my opinion, she only needs to take a little medicine , Then pay attention to keep warm. It is a very simple illness. “

“The third day, the fourth day … Every day after that, every day is subverting my previous ideas, my beliefs, and even … my beliefs! Those doctors in the big hospitals, any chief doctor, at home They all have a house and a car, but if they earn their salary, they can’t afford those things even after 30 years! Why is this? Doctors … are one of the highest paid industries at the moment. After one month of internship , I went back to school, and since then I have become dumb. “

“In my fourth year of university, I went to the hospital again for apprenticeship. Instead of being sent to the outpatient department, I followed the surgeon’s back … and then …” Mu Dan said, “You must also know that the current patient, in Before the operation, you have to secretly plug the attending doctor with a red envelope, which is almost a public secret. But the names of these red envelopes are many. For example, after the hospital, you have to give it, before the operation, you have to give it! Before going to the operating table … or before the doctor prepares, hurry to his office and send another one! This is called ‘Sanguan’. If a patient has not done the Sanguan, then … “wood” Hey ” Laughed twice: “I have seen too much. Almost every patient in the hospital is a doctor’s vault. If you don’t need oxygen, give him oxygen! Oxygen will not harm people, anyway. Suck, it is a large bill. As for what medicine you take during your hospital stay, what medicine you inject, all these are the decisions of the attending doctor … The patient does n’t understand, the family members do n’t understand, even if they understand, what can they do? Referral? Each hospital mostly true. Even for a hospital, it is still the case. What you complain? Complaints useful? “

Suddenly, Timber’s emotions agitated, and he clenched his fists: “Do you know? This is the profession I have been struggling for for many years and hope to do!”

“Later, when I was trainee in the hospital, I met a patient … a little girl.” Mu Tigh sighed: “Thirteen years old, I just went to middle school, probably … just like that age. That girl looked straight She was very clean and beautiful. She was unfortunate. She had a car accident, spleen rupture, internal bleeding, and was observed and treated in the hospital after the operation. Her family seemed to have little money, no father, and only one mother. For such a patient with little money, the doctor would not Too much attention, just a regular inspection every day, will not put too much energy on such patients. Knowing that she does not have much oil and water at home, it is impossible to give too many red envelopes, and ca n’t afford expensive medicine . At that time I was assigned to watch the bed at night, and I saw the girl lying alone. I asked her how she felt, but she respected me. She said, “Thank you doctor, thank you for curing me.”, Her body Very weak, but very optimistic. Just told me that there was some stomachache. I thought it was a normal phenomenon after the operation. I looked at her and found nothing. I told her attending That guy said nothing. The next few days, when I was going to bed, I would stay with her and talk for a while … This girl is very simple, she is full of respect for the white coat that I wear. Yes Yes … I can see that it is a simple respect. She thinks the doctor has cured her and she is grateful. “

“What happened later?” I sighed.

“Later …” Mu Duan said, “I can’t help her too much. I’m just a trainee. I’m not even a formal doctor, I can only take care of her as much as possible. I will go with her for a while after work. I bought her something to eat. Little kid, like to read comics … “Mumu smiled:” Do you know why I like comics so much now? She brought me this habit. She said she likes it I read a comic book, but a comic book is very expensive. She ca n’t afford it. She usually lent it to her classmates. So when I went to the bookstore one day, I bought a lot when I was impulsive, and I showed it to her every day. . “

“Again … what happened later?” I had a hint of awkwardness in my heart, but I could only ask that.

“Later …” Mu closed his eyes and thought: “Oh … her mother, I’ve seen it twice. A pretty woman, very simple to wear, in her thirties, she’s a little shy. This woman I do n’t know I am just a trainee. When I saw that I was wearing a white coat, I took my hand and begged me to take good care of her daughter. I really couldn’t say a word at that time … until … “

Having said that, the wood stubbed out the cigarette fiercely, then lit a cigarette again, took a few sips violently, and almost drank a cigarette in half. He did not go down, but asked me instead: Well, you know, XX Square in that city? “

“… I know.” My heart sank!

Of course, the square that Mu said, I know, and … it’s quite famous, and it’s famous in a special way.

On the edge of that square, there are often some “warbler” activities in the evening, also known as “standing women”. These are the lowest-level prostitutes. They are all old and aging. There are no fixed nightclubs that want such old and aging women. They can only live on the street.

The wood shook his head and whispered: “One night, I got off work late and passed the square and saw the little girl’s mother. She talked with a man on the side of the road, sneaking, and then they left. That’s it, “he said, looking up at me.” Understand? “

“I see.” I felt bitter in my mouth.

“Well, I didn’t sleep well that night.” Taki sighed. “I don’t know what I think, I can’t even remember what I thought about, but when I went to the hospital the next day …”

“What happened to that girl?” I sighed. I got it.

“Yes, something happened to her. She said that she had a stomachache before. I told the attending doctor, but he didn’t care. There was a problem, the girl had complications, and the test results needed reoperation … Do you know why? When the operation was resumed, a small piece of cotton yarn was found from the girl’s belly! This was the last time the **** quack doctor accidentally left in the girl’s belly! That bastard! “

“Later … later.”

“She died later.” This time Wood did not say anything carefully, but stood up and lost the cigarette butt. It was as simple and vague as: “Medical accident. The girl’s mother had a big fight in the hospital , But with no results. “

He lifted his foot and extinguished his cigarette butt, and then told me: “Later, I graduated and did not have the option to stay for graduate school. I refused the kind invitation of several old professors. I went to the hospital to be a doctor, but I was already discouraged. Cold. Desperate for this industry. Some of my classmates soon became filthy. Some of them earn their brains, and some of them are self-contained. As a result, they are allotted for distribution. I went to the street agency to work in the epidemic prevention station … Damn it, a high-level student of brain surgery, was sent to the street epidemic prevention station to do the boring work of preventing infectious diseases, checking health, and so on! And I was in the hospital for two years. “I was alone, and finally …” Wood said: “One day, I met the doctor who was the little girl’s doctor. The guy had already gotten into the rank of deputy chief doctor. I didn’t know what happened that day. Can’t help but beat him hard, knocked out a few of his front teeth, and as a result … I was kicked out of the hospital and ran to a small community clinic for the retired elderly Check the body …… Ha ha. “

I can’t speak … I don’t know what I can say or what I should say.

“I like it very much,” Mu said softly. “After taking her back to China, she treated her legs. I asked a few of my old classmates to help me. I knew I was a doctor, and she said to me,” Thank you doctor, thank you You. ‘Just this sentence, I just … “Wood shook his head suddenly, then turned his face and whispered:” Chen Yang, do me a favor and arrange for me to go to America. I want to take care of me. I I can study in the United States. Maybe I can get a medical license. I will come back to help you make this charity hall after studying abroad. “

I had swallowed it all at the moment. I didn’t hesitate anymore, just nodded: “Okay!”

I understand the wood.

I really understand.

From the sorrow in his eyes, I knew the kind of pain in the heart of this mule, non-talking man.

It was a pain of broken faith. He was determined to be a doctor from an early age, but he was determined to enter this lofty industry, but he was smashed by reality and disheartened.

Wood is an idealist. unfortunately……

After letting others know about the decision of wood, everyone was a little surprised. Both Jojo and Azer retained the wood, but they did not change the decision. Wood did not tell his story to others.

As for me, I didn’t say anything.

Perhaps because of these things, there is one “Doctor Mu” missing in the world, but one “Wood”.

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[My word]

After writing this chapter today, I know there must be another argument.

The doctor’s profession is recognized as a high income, and high gray income.

Are there any good people in the doctor?

Of course, it is. So are there bad guys? Yes, and many more.

I don’t want to arouse the antipathy of the doctors in the readers … but I said a very simple word, I said this, and I will not take it back.

My evaluation is:

In this industry, if all the doctors stand in a row and all are sentenced, I believe that there must be good people who have been wronged. However, if you cut back by half, stay half, and sentence half … then there must be a fish missing!

Is this true?

Deeper, think for yourself.

If you want to say: only a few doctors are problematic, and most of them are good … then if you say that, ask your conscience first.

I speak very hard, but it is true.

At least, I have never met a good doctor, even one!

I used to live in Xiaguan District, Nanjing, and I was sick. I looked at the Second Affiliated Hospital of Nanjing Medical University … Oh, do n’t say, do n’t say any major surgery, cut a hemorrhoid, you guess how much I spent ?

Looking at a cold? Fever?

Now I live in the city center, Nanjing Drum Tower Hospital, Provincial Traditional Chinese Medicine Hospital, Workers Hospital … I have all seen it.

As for what I wrote in my book, a little bronchitis, but I lied to the patient to take a film, and then done CT, this is my personal experience, my wife.

Yes, yes, institutional problems are the root cause. But what about doctors’ conscience?

Is there a problem with the system, which is why doctors can make money by heart?

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Now that this chapter is down, the book review area is lively.

Make a concluding remark.

I didn’t want to dance over a boat with a single pole. I admit that there are good people in the doctor, but at least I haven’t met that kind of good doctor … It seems that many friends who have complained like me in the book review area have never met.

As for the few who defended the doctor, some claimed to be clean doctors, and some were family members of the doctors.

To my regret, it seems that no ordinary people would come forward to defend the doctor.

This phenomenon is enough to explain what.

I respect those clean doctors, and my grievances in this chapter are not directed at you.

As for the families of the doctors … I don’t want to say anything, really, I don’t know how to say. Your parents and relatives are doctors, they are good people, they are clean, so I also respect them.

As for some medical school students who came out to justify, I can only say that I hope you can be a good doctor when you take up the post of a doctor. Then I will express my most sincere respect. As for what I say now, it is useless .

Of course, maybe this chapter will offend a lot of stakeholders … I don’t have much to say about such people. You justified in my book review area, it’s useless. I blocked my mouth, and couldn’t block many of them. See how many people disdain this profession and express their indignation. This is not what I said by dancing alone, but by many, many people.

Some people will say that this is a system issue …

Yes, there is something wrong with the medical system.

But ~ www.mtlnovel.com ~ I still say that the system problem cannot be used as an excuse for some unscrupulous doctors to make unscrupulous money.

Because the system has problems, I want to make unlucky money … This logic doesn’t make sense. At least that’s what I think.

As for you saying that I listen to the wind is rain? Sorry, I really seldom read those related media reports.

At least, I have been in the pharmaceutical industry (I have classmates), I have been sick, and my family has been in hospital. Red envelopes are not red envelopes, you can say that they are cracking down.

However, it is almost a public secret for doctors to prescribe, prescribe medicines, and get rebates. Can you deny this?

I just explain the facts.

This post is an announcement. I don’t want to cause any controversy, and I didn’t want to expose any shame in writing this chapter. I write a novel, not a documentary literature. The reason for writing this paragraph was purely to improve the image of the character “wood”.

This post is pinned for a day, and to avoid argument, lock.