Evil Half Ghost Wife - Chapter 47 Dont Obstruct A Boyfriend From His Duty
“So, it was Lee Hyo Rin,” Seo Tae Il mutters to himself after listening to Nam Ji Won. “She always acted like she had no idea that you were Ju Jimin.”
“She is the person who sent me flowers on my birthday for the last five years.” Nam Ji Won runs her fingers through her hair. She wonders if her decision to tell him everything is right or not. He doesn’t want to leave. He won’t stop getting involved. She doesn’t want him to stop getting involved either. Call her selfish? She is selfish. She wants him to be with her. She wants to be with him. It’s simple like that.
“Why did not you wake me up that day?” Seo Tae Il glances at her. She has lost weight. Her skin is paler. Her gaze is unfocused. When she smiles, it doesn’t meet her eyes. For the last five years, she wandered like a ghost. He had no idea.
It’s too strange to believe, but he knows that it is the truth. How can anyone explain the change in his memories? Can three people start believing different stories in one night? And, Nam Ji Won. He will believe her. This story sounds crazy, but it’s the truth.
“If I had woke you and told you anything, she would have killed you. So, I left to see my father. I thought that he would know what to do. It wasn’t a bad decision.” She glances at him keenly and says, “It won’t work. With your personality, I know that you are barely holding yourself to keep yourself here.”
Seo Tae Il purses his lips. Can she read minds now? He wants to go to Lee Hyo Rin and asks her what is wrong with her. He wants to beat her up even if she is a woman. He wants to meet Nam Go Eun and tell her everything. Together with Nam Go Eun, he wants to throw Lee Hyo Rin in the prison.
Nam Ji Won can’t read minds. She has watched him for a long time. She can easily understand the meaning of his expressions. She has been watching for a long time. She can easily see through him.
Her love for him is selfish unlike his love for her. If she has not been selfish, she would have let him go. She would have never let him enter her dangerous world. He didn’t belong to her world. He should be with someone who is bright. She knows what lies in front of her. Yet, she doesn’t want to let him go.
“Why is that?” Seo Tae Il frowns at her. “Our country’s laws are not that weak. Your sister is good at her work despite the way she is in her personal life. She will do whatever it takes to get to Lee Hyo Rin.”
She is telling him everything. She wants to keep holding his hand selfishly. Perhaps, until she can. Until he can. Perhaps, until she is lost. How long is that?
‘Enjoy it while you can,’ The deep husky voice whispers inside her head. ‘The longer the wait, sweeter it will be.’
“With people with superpowers involved, I don’t think that she can go that far.” Nam Ji Won ignores the voices inside her head.
Seo Tae Il understands. If there is someone who can control someone’s mind and cause an accident, there are more dangerous people. How far do they go? Is there someone who can put a limit on them? How can he protect this girl? It looks like everything started with Lee Hyo Rin. How will it end? He has a bad feeling about everything.
He takes her hand. There is a lot that he doesn’t know. But, he knows that she is still blaming herself. Because of Lee Hyo Rin, Nam Ji Won’s body has been sleeping for the last five years and her soul has been wandering like a ghost. He had no idea. Not an inkling of what’s been going on with her. He can’t imagine what she must have gone through. If it has not been for Lee Hyo Rin, Nam Ji Won could have lived a normal life. She would have been the same carefree Nam Ji Won.
“Ji Won, I have said this before.” He squeezes her hand. “It was not your fault. You did what you thought was best. Lee Hyo Rin manipulated you. She used you. If you had known what she was going to do, you would have never done it. When you confessed to your father, you knew what he would do, right? It’s enough now. Don’t blame yourself.”
“If I had not told him…” Nam Ji Won looks like a lost soul. “He wouldn’t be dead. I wouldn’t be here. I should have ignored Lee Hyo Rin’s actions and lived like I had not seen anything.”
“Could you have lived like that?” Seo Tae Il asks her quietly.
“I don’t think so.” She smiles at him sadly. “As long as I am sane, I would never keep quiet after seeing something like that. But, I am changing. In the future, I might become like her. I might lose my sanity.”
“I don’t think that you were ever sane.” He chuckles, changing the tune of the topic. “If you were sane, you wouldn’t dress up as a boy and kiss girls.”
She makes a dark face. “She kissed me. I didn’t kiss her. Argh!” She wipes her lips in disgust. “That gross feeling…”
“Girlfriend, if you act like that, I will kiss you again.” He pulls her in his embrace. “Are you trying to seduce me? We have to wait for that. You are not physically well now.”
“What…who is seducing you!” She looks at him with disbelief. “Get out, Now!”
He lays himself down on the bed. He wraps his arms around her waist. “The best way to forget that gross feeling is to kiss again. Let me help you with that.”
“No! Enough skinship for the day.”
“Skinship.” He sits up and cocks his head with an amused smile. He looks at her with a dangerously seducing gaze. “There is never enough skinship between you and me.”
“….” Did he swap his soul with a pervert? She blushes. This guy is out of his mind. Is he always horny? Has he been always like that? Where is her sweet Tae Il? Where did he disappear to?
“Come now.” He can guess what she is thinking. He has been holding back before. At first, he didn’t know that he liked her. When he realized it, she had been unconscious. When she woke up, she had no memories. Now, she is here as Nam Ji Won with her complete memories.
Things are crazy. Her world is crazier. The time might not seem right, but he doesn’t care anymore. If he doesn’t hold on to her now, she might disappear. He will love her so much that she will forget all of her pain. He will make their moments right.
However, he has never been a saint.
“Don’t obstruct a boyfriend from his duty.”
“….” Pervert.