Ex-husband, Please Stay - C187
Lu Anqi had been laughing the entire time, laughing until tears flowed out. She looked at Ji Weiyang, her unfocused gaze held many complex emotions, “Anyway, I’ve already lived enough, so pulling Wei Zhanyan along with the evil beings in her stomach to die together, I won’t be lonely on the road to the Yellow Springs. Do you agree, Vuyo? ”
Ji Weiyang did not reply. Clenching his fists tightly, he stared at her with a sinister and deep gaze, wishing that he could crush her. Lu Anqi, if you wanted her life, you would have already done so. You don’t need to wait until now, tell me your conditions, no matter what you want, I will agree to anything, as long as you let Zhan Yan go. ”
Lu Anqi smiled calmly and looked Ji Weiyang in the eye, then said gently, “I want your life, Weiyang, and use your life to exchange for her life, do you dare?”
“Alright.” Ji Weiyang answered with a resolute and decisive answer, and then began to walk in the direction of Lu Anqi.
“Stop!” Lu Anqi suddenly roared out, “Retreat, you are not allowed to come over here.” Her scalpel remained on Zhan Yan’s neck as she used her strength to pull off Zhan Yan’s hair. Zhan Yan groaned in pain as tears fell down her pale face.
Her tearful eyes continued to look at Ji Weiyang, with a hint of hope and pleading, as if telling him that she didn’t want to die at all. She didn’t want to die at the happiest moment, and besides, she had children in her womb.
Zhan Yan’s tears made Ji Weiyang’s heart fiercely throb for a moment. Under this helplessness, he could only retreat a few steps back, returning to her original position.
Lu Anqi crazily grabbed onto Zhan Yan’s hair with all her might, the blade on her white neck swinging back and forth as she threatened wantonly, “Ji Weiyang, do you love her that much? Love enough to rather die for her? ”
“Yes.” Ji Weiyang’s answer was still simple and powerful.
Zhan Yan was so moved that she cried, but it only served to stimulate Lu Anqi even more, “Ji Weiyang, I’ll tell you this, I don’t want anything, I only want her life. I have been waiting for you here so that you can see with your own eyes how she will die in front of you! ”
“Lu Anqi!” Ji Weiyang’s eyes were bloodshot as he roared.
“Calm down, Mr. Ji.” The psychologist stopped him and whispered in his ear, “I think she’s not in her right mind.”
“Impossible, she isn’t sick at all. I think she’s faked illness for too long. The more she fakes, the more she looks like her. ” Ji Weiyang said in disgust.
Lu Anqi had played the fool and lied to him for four whole years, how could he be willing to believe this kind of nonsense.
“Mr. Ji, please believe my professional judgement. Lu Anqi definitely has a mental illness and her reaction, eyes and words are extremely abnormal. You can’t anger her now. The hostages will be dangerous. ” The expert in her heart warned.
“Vuyo, we need to trust the experts. You can bear with it for now.” Wei Jingnian also opened his mouth. At this moment, his expression wasn’t good, and his voice was slightly hoarse.
Ji Weiyang listened to his advice, and did not speak anymore. Instead, he stared at Zhan Yan, his eyes filled with worry.
After Ji Weiyang remained silent, the expert in his heart started to communicate with Lu Anqi.
“Miss, you are still very young. You only have one life, don’t do anything stupid.” The expert in his heart was an old man in his early fifties. When he spoke, he sounded like a benevolent elder.
His gentle voice made Lu Anqi gradually quieten down, but her gaze became more unfocused, and her expression started to fall into a trance, muttering non-stop, “I’ve had enough, I don’t want to live anymore, that place is not a place for humans, the people there are all lunatics, and beasts, even white-gowned beasts, give me injections during the day, and crawl into my bed at night … I’m so scared, I’m so scared! ”
The expert in his heart did not speak, but instead subconsciously looked towards Ji Weiyang. He saw that Ji Weiyang’s face was cold, and his head was slightly lowered.
“Miss, don’t worry. You won’t go back to that place. Let her go first. I can arrange a place for you.”
Lu Anqi’s eyes suddenly widened, her emotions spiralling out of control, the knife in her hand moved from Zhan Yan’s neck to her protruding stomach, she roared: “You’re lying, I won’t believe you, you’re all in the same group, Wei Yang, Ji Weiyang, he said that he loved me, he wants to marry me, but he married this woman, they still have children!”
Lu Anqi pressed the sharp blade against Zhan Yan’s stomach, causing her face to turn pale white, as he was no longer as calm as before. She began to tremble weakly, her arms held tightly on to her stomach as she sobbed, “Lu Anqi, don’t hurt my child, he’s innocent.”
“Your child is innocent?” Lu Anqi laughed unbridled, “This vile spawn should not even exist.”
was completely enraged, “Lu Anqi, let me tell you, if you dare to even touch my son once, I can guarantee that I will definitely rip you into ten thousand pieces.”
Lu Anqi looked at him, stopped laughing, and started crying instead, “Do you really care about Wei Zhanyan’s children that much? Viyan, did you forget that we had a child too? But he died, and he died before he could even be born. You didn’t protect him properly, so he died … ”
Ji Weiyang pursed his lips, his face ashen. The thing that Ji Weiyang regretted the most in his life, was meeting this madman, Lu Anqi, and having children with her. Thinking about it now, it made him feel extremely disgusted. He thought that he was an innocent girl, but he was a scheming and sinister madman.
With a twist of her wrist, a sharp scalpel pierced through Zhan Yan’s stomach. In her panic, Zhan Yan blocked the blade with the back of her hand, the blade slashing through’s flesh, blood dripping onto the ground along her pale white fingertips.
Zhan Yan frowned in pain, there were tears in her eyes, but she did not dare make a sound. They were afraid that Lu Anqi would continue to go crazy and hurt the baby in her stomach again.
Fortunately, Lu Anqi didn’t attack too viciously. The wound on the back of Zhan Yan’s hand wasn’t deep, and even though she had lost a lot of blood, her life wasn’t in danger.
Only, when Zhan Yan was injured, Ji Weiyang’s emotions went out of control as well. She was his heart, his life, which was usually pampered and protected, was held in the palm of his hand because he was afraid to touch it. He was afraid to melt it with his mouth, but now that he had suffered such heavy injuries and lost so much blood, how could he still endure it?
He grabbed the captain’s collar, his voice low and oppressive, his deep eyes cold as ice. “Didn’t we ambush the snipers? Why aren’t you shooting? She’s hurt, don’t you see? ”
In City S, it could be said that he could cover the entire sky with one hand, who wasn’t afraid of three points? But in the end, this was human life, they could not be careless, otherwise, not to mention Wu Sha who was above them, they might even go to jail with him.
“Director Ji, calm down. The criminal is currently not a threat to the life of the hostage. We can’t open fire.”
“You don’t shoot, do you? “Okay, give me the gun, give me the gun!” Ji Weiyang’s eyes were bloodshot, as though he had lost control of a ferocious beast.
However, as a police officer, he understood his own accusations. Even so, he didn’t hand over the robbery.
“Mr. Ji, your excitement won’t solve the problem. The matter hasn’t reached an unmanageable stage.” The expert in his heart said.
“Get lost, what do you know! My wife has a heart attack, and she won’t be able to hold on for long. Let me tell you, if anything happens to my wife and children, I’ll let you all die with her. ”
Ji Weiyang was naturally strong and tyrannical, since the matter had developed to this point, he did not have any hesitation. If there really was a mistake between Zhan Yan and the child, he would drag these people to hell.
At this time, Ji Weiyang had almost lost all rationality, and was on the verge of collapse.
After such a huge incident, the General Ji had naturally received the news as well. Only after hurrying over did he manage to suppress his impulsive Ji Weiyang.
Lu Anqi was holding onto her face as she stood by the fence. However, she did not take any further steps. Both parties were just wasting time. An afternoon’s worth of time passed in the blink of an eye. “She stood on the rooftop barefooted in her thin hospital gown for nearly five hours, her face turning from pale to pale. In the end, there was no trace of blood.
At first, there were still tears in her clean eyes, but now, even her tears had dried up.
Ji Weiyang was being suppressed by Ji Bocheng’s men at the side. He watched his suffering helplessly, and even though he roared and struggled, he was unable to save her.
Ji Bocheng was equally anxious. After all, Zhan Yan was pregnant with the grandson of Ji Family. In such a public situation, with so many pairs of eyes staring at him, in order to protect his wife and kill her, she would be easily taken advantage of by someone. After all, the Ji Family was too conspicuous in S city, and one had to be extra careful in every move.
The sky gradually darkened, causing everyone to become anxious. The visibility was low at night, and the view of the snipers would definitely be affected, making Zhan Yan even more dangerous.
The expert in her heart was in constant discussion with Lu Anqi, but she seemed surprisingly calm. The blade was on Zhan Yan’s neck, but she did not move a single step, as though she was planning to endure through the negotiations. No matter what the expert said, she would remain silent. It was as if she was also waiting for something.
The sun was setting in the west as the last rays of sunlight fell upon the west.
Zhan Yan, who was originally quiet, suddenly started crying. Her hands were tightly clutching her stomach, her little face was twisted, as she screamed out in pain, “Weiyang, Weiyang, my stomach is hurting, hurry up and save our baby … “Viyan …”
When she shouted, Ji Weiyang panicked. He struggled with all his might, his eyes bloodshot as he stared unwaveringly in Zhan Yan’s direction.
He saw her body collapse and struggle to stay on the ground in fear. Her bloody palm reached out to him, and her eyes begged, “Weiyang, save … save me …”
Zhan Yan weakly shouted, her voice weakening bit by bit.
“Yan Yan Yan!” Ji Weiyang’s last bit of rationality crumbled. He waved his fist and fiercely fought with the person who was holding him down. He was like an uncontrollable beast as he fiercely pounced towards the Chief of the Criminal Police. He took the gun from Lu Anqi’s waist and aimed it at him.
With a bang, Lu Anqi was hit in the head. Before she could even think, he fell to the ground. The scalpel in her hand fell to the ground with a thud.
It was just that this shot did not come from Ji Weiyang, but rather came from the sniper hiding in the shadows. Because at the same time that Zhan Yan was struggling, she had already escaped Lu Anqi’s control. In a flurry of anger, Lu Anqi struck out with the blade in her hand, aimed straight at Zhan Yan’s back, she had already threatened Zhan Yan’s life, the sniper had ample reason to shoot.
After Lu Anqi fell, Ji Weiyang threw down his handgun, rushed to Zhan Yan’s side and picked her up from the ground regardless of anything. And at this moment, the space between Zhan Yan’s legs was covered with a thick liquid, and fresh red blood mixed with thick water continuously dripped onto the ground.
Her breath was weak. Her teary eyes looked at him, and her hand powerlessly grabbed onto the clothes on his chest. The last thing she said was, “Don’t worry about me, protect the child.”
Then, he told the doctors beside him, “The amniotic fluid is broken. Luckily the child still has a fetal heart, we’ll be able to prepare for surgery immediately, so we can at least keep one more.”
She could still save one more! When these few words entered Ji Weiyang’s ears, it was like a bomb, causing his heart to be blown into pieces. He stood there stiffly, watching as the doctors and nurses carried Zhan Yan away on a stretcher, and he held her hands tightly, forced to separate.
“Vuyo, don’t worry. It’ll be fine.” Ji Bocheng walked up and pressed his hand tightly on her shoulder.
His gaze was sluggish and lifeless as it fell upon his body, but it was bone-chilling cold. He pushed Ji Bocheng’s arm away stiffly and ran crazily towards the obstetrics and gynecology department.
At that time, Zhan Yan had already been pushed into the operation room.
He saw blood all over the snow-white marble floor of the long corridor. It was shocking to see. He staggered out of the operation room. The red light above his head made his eyes hurt.
He held his chest tightly. It was as if there was an invisible hand holding his heart tightly. It was as if he could hear the clear sound of his heart breaking.
Mr. Ji, your wife is in a very bad condition right now. She is bleeding profusely and has fallen into a coma, so it is impossible for her to give birth normally. We need to prepare for the caesarean section at once, otherwise both the mother and the fetus will be in danger of dying.
Ji Weiyang received the confirmation letter, and the hand holding the ballpoint pen trembled uncontrollably as he drew his name on the paper with much difficulty.
The doctor took the confirmation, and turned around to walk into the ward. He didn’t even ask Ji Weiyang if he wanted to protect the elder, but since he said he wanted to protect the child, that meant both the adult and the child were in danger. The only thing the doctor could do now was to protect the child.
With the operation room shut, Ji Weiyang’s straight back slowly slid down along the wall and finally collapsed onto the ground. He covered his face with his hands, and a single ice-cold tear slowly flowed out between his fingers.
A few hours ago, Zhan Yan was still acting coquettishly in his arms, pitifully begging him to come back as soon as possible to accompany her and the child. He had promised her, but when he came back, she was lying in the cold operating room.
“Yan Yan Yan, don’t let anything happen to me. Don’t let anything happen to me. You can’t leave me alone, you can’t …” Ji Weiyang muttered in pain, his huge body shrivelled up in the corner and trembled slightly.
and Ji Ting hurried to the exit of the operation room. Ji Ting squatted in front of Ji Weiyang and asked while choking on her sobs, “How is Zhan Yan?”
Ji Weiyang had been silent the entire time, his ink-black eyes were hollow and unfocused, as if he did not hear her words.
Ji Bocheng fell down onto a bench at the side. He did not need to ask, just by looking at Ji Weiyang’s current state, he knew that the situation was extremely bad. The only thing they could do now was to wait.
As for the Wei Family, when Lu Ruping saw that Zhan Yan had fainted, and fainted along with him. At the moment, he was in the midst of treatment for her wife and daughter, who had collapsed at the same time.
As time passed, the light at the top of the operation room continued to shine without any trace of it going out. As time passed, Ji Weiyang’s mental state was also on the verge of collapse, and every minute and second became especially difficult to bear.
After a long wait, the door of the operation room finally opened. Only a doctor came out and said to the family members with a dark expression, “The child has been born.”
“What’s the situation like?” Ji Bocheng stood up from the chair and asked urgently.
The doctor shook his head helplessly, “The child’s breathing isn’t good after birth, so it can only be transferred to the neonatal intensive care unit. As for the specific situation, we will only know after the results of the examination are out.”
“Is there any danger?” Ji Ting asked with a trembling voice.
“Right now, it seems that it is still very dangerous.” The doctor answered truthfully.
“What about the lord?” Ji Bocheng asked again.
The doctor sighed and shook his head. “After the operation is over, the attending doctor will personally explain it to you. Please wait patiently for a while longer.”
The doctor turned and walked back into the operating room. Although her words were very tactful, the few of them had roughly understood what she meant.
Ji Weiyang sat paralyzed on the ground, his eyes were tightly shut, and tears were slowly flowing down his face. His fists were clenched tightly, he was extremely patient, and also extremely desperate.
Ji Ting didn’t know how to comfort him at all. She squatted beside him, and her tears dripped down onto Ji Weiyang’s pale white arm. At this time, you cannot let yourself fall. If you fall, Zhan Yan and the child wouldn’t even have a chance. ”
Her words finally had some effect. He used his palm to support her forehead, then used his palm to support the wall as she struggled to stand up. What Ji Ting said was right, he could not fall down, and even more so, she could not despair.
It was still a long and torturous wait. In the originally calm operation room, medical personnel suddenly came in and out non-stop, making everyone even more flustered. Ji Ting grabbed a nurse and only after asking did she know that Zhan Yan had heart failure.
Fortunately, after the electric shock, Zhan Yan recovered her weak heartbeat, but remained unconscious. The situation was not looking good. In the face of such a situation, the Prof. Johnson was similarly helpless. If Zhan Yan had given birth to a baby normally enough, he still had some confidence that he could guarantee their safety. But now that an accident had occurred, he could do nothing but pray for God’s help.
Zhan Yan was directly transferred to the intensive care unit and the attending physician had already tried his best. However, Zhan Yan was still bleeding non-stop, and could only perform a further observation now, and if the bleeding did not stop, the doctor would first remove the uterus, but after removing the uterus, the doctor could not guarantee that he could save Zhan Yan’s life. After all, her heart failure was also fatal.
“Dad, what do we do now?” Ji Ting already had no other ideas, and looked at her father with blurry eyes.
Even international experts were helpless against it, so Ji Bocheng was even more powerless. At this moment, Ji Bocheng felt like there was a huge rock pressing on his heart, causing him to be unable to breathe.
Lu Anqi was carried to the surgical emergency room of the hospital for rescue, but she was already destined to be a dead man. Because Lu Anqi didn’t have any family members, the Criminal Police squad was the only one to take care of the corpses.
According to the established procedures, the Criminal Police Captain brought the staff members to make a statement. Zhan Yan was still lying in the ward, while Ji Weiyang guarded the ward with his life on the line. The people from the Wei Family were still brooding over the fact that the Criminal Police team didn’t want to save them in advance, thus Lu Ruping went crazy like a shrew and scolded them for thinking nothing of human life.
“General Ji, you were there yesterday as well. In that situation, we cannot shoot and kill the suspect directly, so please explain to Young Master Ji that we were forced to do so due to helplessness.”
Ji Bocheng nodded, but his attitude was neither cold nor hot, causing the Criminal Police Captain to be unable to understand his attitude, and became even more flustered.
After pondering for a long time, Ji Bocheng finally swept a glance over the people who were preparing the records at the side, and said in a hoarse and low voice, “Hurry up and record whatever you want to do, my Ji Family is in a mess right now, I’m tired too.”
The recording staff member nodded his head again and again. After recording everything down, he bid farewell to the Criminal Police captain. As they walked along the corridor, they whispered to each other, “Boss, do you think Ji Family will settle any debts?”
“It’s hard to say. I heard that the condition of the mother and child are both very dangerous. If the golden grandson of Ji Family really is gone, none of us can afford to pay him.” Under the watchful eyes of the crowd, if he were to forcefully open fire, the black gauze hat on his head would definitely not be able to hold on. However, if he did not do so, the hostages would have some problems, and the Ji Family people would not let him off either.
At least, he had a clear conscience.
When Lu Ruping woke up, knowing that Zhan Yan had already been sent to the Intensive Care Unit, she rushed over like a madman.
“It’s all because of you, it’s all because of you, since you can’t take care of her and protect her well, then why didn’t you let go back then and didn’t give him a way out. Ji Weiyang, you’re the murderer, you’re the one who killed him!”
In the face of Lu Ruping’s accusation, Ji Weiyang did not make a sound, and silently endured her punches. His body slumped against the wall, as if he was a puppet that had lost his soul. His eyes were empty.
His face was pressed tightly against the thick and heavy glass of the Guardian Office as he stared fixedly at Zhan Yan who was lying inside. Her body was filled with ice-cold instruments, and he could only rely on them to survive.
At that moment, he felt that his heart had turned cold and he was dead.
Before meeting Zhan Yan, Ji Weiyang thought that he was fearless, but after possessing her, he began to understand how to be afraid, afraid that one day she would close his eyes and leave him.
There was always such a person in this world. The more you cared about her, the harder it was for you to let go of her hand. He couldn’t bear the thought of her disappearing from this world forever.
If it were not for Zhan Yan, Ji Weiyang simply did not know how he would still be alive. He felt that even breathing was painful.
“Ru Ping, wake up. Wei Yang doesn’t want to do this. He is also very sad.” Wei Jingnian hugged her wife tightly, stopping her crazy actions.
Lu Ruping collapsed into her husband’s embrace and cried hysterically, “My daughter, my daughter!”
She had already endured the pain of losing Wei Shanshan, and she didn’t know if she would directly collapse after losing Zhan Yan. Had she done too many things wrong that the previous genius had punished her so severely that she didn’t even have a single person to take care of her?
After a long night of torture and waiting, when the weather was slightly cold, the doctor walked out of the intensive care unit and told his family a relatively good news, “The patient’s blood has stopped. It seems that there is no need for a hysterectomy.”
“Then when can my wife wake up?” Ji Weiyang asked, his voice was extremely hoarse.
The doctor shook his head, “It’s still unclear, so I can only continue to observe.” Of course, there was the possibility that he would never wake up. However, the doctor didn’t say this because he really couldn’t bear to. Looking at Ji Weiyang’s current appearance, even if he had a heart of stone, he would not have the heart to offend.
When Ji Ting carried breakfast to the hospital, she was still standing outside the door of the Intensive Care Unit room. Her appearance was haggard and her eyes were bloodshot and bloodshot.
“Viyan, I’ve cooked some porridge. You can have a bite or two.” Ji Weiyang had not shed a single drop of water for an entire day and night. If this carried on, his body would not be able to take it anymore.
“Sis, I can’t eat.” Ji Weiyang shook his head. Zhan Yan’s life and death was uncertain, how could he have the mood to eat.
Ji Ting advised again, but Ji Weiyang did not listen to him. She could only put the food box to the side and comforted him, “Zhan Yan will be fine. She is so kind, she will definitely take revenge.”
Ji Weiyang remained silent. His gaze never left Zhan Yan’s body, as he was afraid that if he was not careful, Zhan Yan would suddenly disappear.
It was his fault that things had developed to this point. He should never have left her side. The moment they had separated, Zhan Yan had always been pestering him and was unwilling to part with him, but he had still abandoned her. If he had always been by her and the child’s side, then this incident wouldn’t have happened.
It was all his fault. He deserved to die.
During a visit in the morning, Ji Weiyang changed into sterile clothes and finally walked into the Intensive Care Unit. He sat down beside her and shook her cold little hand. How could her hand be so cold? It was as cold as the snow outside the window.
Yes, the snow outside the window, when the child was born last night, was the first snow since winter. The first snow was very beautiful, the snow crystal clear, just like his pure face.
“Yan Yan, look, it’s snowing outside. It’s very beautiful. Didn’t you say you wanted to watch the first snow since winter with me? Why don’t you wake up? I’ll just wake up for a moment and take a look. ”
The only response he got was silence, a suffocating silence.
Ji Weiyang’s eyes were filled with tears, but he continued to mutter under his breath, “Yan Yan Yan, we were still fine in the morning, and you said you wanted me to come back earlier and accompany you and the baby. Now that I’m back, you fell asleep.
No matter what he said, Zhan Yan didn’t react at all, and didn’t even move a finger. He lowered her head and kissed her ice-cold, soft little hand, and scalding tears slowly rolled down her handsome face. In the end, they dripped onto the back of her bloodless hand.
“Yan Yan, do you know that our Xiao Yang is already born? Don’t you want to see him? Can’t you wake up quickly? “Yan Yan Yan, I beg you to wake up quickly …”
Actually, he still had a lot of things he wanted to tell her. During the time she was in the hospital, he bought a lot of clothes and toys for Xiao Yang. In the garden of the villa at the top of the mountain, he let the workers add a lot of facilities. There was a swing, a rocking horse and a small slide, when it was summer, they could bring Xiao Yang to play in the garden.
However, he found that even though his voice was choked in his throat, he was still unable to make a sound.
Soon, it was time for the visit. He could only silently leave the ward and look forward to the next visit. No, he wanted her to get better quickly. Leaving this cold place, he wanted to bring her and the baby home instead of the two cold corpses.
The next visit was on the morning of the second day. Ji Weiyang sat outside of the Intensive Care Unit and waited all the way. He felt as if his soul had been sucked out of his body, and the only thought that remained in his mind was his face. He counted down every second in his heart, anticipating the next meeting with her.
During this time, Ji Bocheng came once, but he did not dare speak out. He knew Ji Weiyang’s temper, and based on the matter of him ordering people to stop him on the roof, Ji Weiyang could remember and hate him for the rest of his life. It was just that Zhan Yan was still lying in the Intensive Care Unit.
Ji Bocheng asked Ji Ting to persuade Wei Yang to rest. He was doing this all the time, holding onto the water, waiting patiently, and it wouldn’t be long before he would collapse. But Ji Weiyang did not listen to him, he just stood by the window.
“Weiyang, just listen to what second sister has to say. Go and rest, even if it’s just water for a few hours or just a few sips, you’ll get sick if you go on like this.”
After Ji Ting chattered nonstop for a long time, Ji Weiyang finally had a slight reaction. He turned her head to look at Ji Ting, and forced out a smile as she replied indifferently, “Sis, I’m fine. You don’t have to worry.”
However, he was neither a human nor a ghost, how could anyone not worry about him?
Ji Bocheng was warm and angry at the side, but, he did not dare to use force against Ji Weiyang anymore. He could only allow him to do as he pleased, and watch him become more and more haggard and defeated because of Zhan Yan.
Finally, it was the time for his second day of visit. This time, Ji Weiyang brought all of the notes he had made during this period of time into the Intensive Care Unit, and opened up the notebook. On the title page was a colour photo of the child that was taken during the fourth month.
He flipped the notebook to the first page with his pale fingertips and read it in a low, husky voice.
When the doctor told me that I wanted to be a father, I was unable to describe how I felt. I really wanted to have this child that belongs to us, but I was really scared, afraid that his birth would accompany your death.
His voice was choked with sobs. Then, he gently swiped his fingertips across the paper and flipped to the second page. After a slight pause, he continued, “Time flies so quickly, the child has almost been two months in the blink of an eye. For the past two months, I have purposely distanced myself from you because I have never thought about where I should go from here. Sometimes, I even wish evilly that the child in your belly would disappear, so that no one could threaten your life. Yan Yan, even though you have deceived me, I have never blamed you. I merely hate myself. ”
The pages flipped and turned on his fingertips, emitting a slight sound. Ji Weiyang’s voice was hoarse, but it carried a kind of attractive magnetism.
“Watching you lose weight because of the vomiting reaction, I felt heartache even though I couldn’t eat anymore. However, I was still unable to do anything because I thought that it was all caused by the child in your stomach. Why can’t he just disappear? But when you fell down the stairs, when you woke up in a state of agony, I knew how important this child was to you, and to me, and to me. It was also at that moment that I realized that I did not want to lose him at all. ”
The next page was a short cartoon depicting a nursery, identical to the original layout of the apartment. He had painted it with his own hands and instructed the servants to arrange it accordingly.
“On the 54th day of pregnancy, Yan was always suspicious and always worried about the baby in her womb; on the 65th day of pregnancy, when she looked in the mirror and saw the bulging belly; on the 84th day of pregnancy, when she had a physical examination and had nine tubes of blood taken, her face was very pale and very painful; on the 122nd day of pregnancy, Cai Chao examined the baby in her womb. The baby was a boy, Yan Yan, and I never told you again. In fact, I wish he was a boy and I could protect you when I wasn’t with you. But when I saw your helplessness, I felt sad that boys and girls were no longer important. I’m sorry, I let her become my eternal regret. But, I swear, I will spend the rest of my life to protect you and our baby … “I love you all …”
As he read till here, Ji Weiyang’s voice faded as he quietly gazed at the woman on the sickbed. Her face was covered with a large oxygen mask, her face was as white as paper, and she was still lifeless. At this moment, the only sound in the room was the rhythmic beeping of medical equipment. The constantly changing screen displayed Zhan Yan’s blood pressure and heartbeat. This was the only proof that she was still alive.
The notebook had already flipped to the last page, and it was written down not long ago by Ji Weiyang. “Recently, Xiao Yang’s activities have been getting more and more intense, and his face is also becoming more and more bewitching, but to me, sticking on her stomach and listening to Xiao Yang’s heartbeat, is the happiest thing in the world. I really want to announce to the entire world: I want to be a father …”
Before Ji Weiyang could finish speaking, the Intensive Care unit’s door was suddenly pushed open by someone. No, to be exact, it could be said that it was knocked open by someone from outside. She was still crying, but he suppressed it with great difficulty. Then, Ji Weiyang saw her dry lips trembling, and after a long while, he choked with emotions and said, “Weiyang, quickly go and see the child. He, he might not be able to make it anymore.”