Ex-wife,Stay away from Me - Chapter 482
I was really scared. I didn’t expect that it was the first round. The arrow pointed to my brother. I prayed silently that there should be no bullets in the pistol, but everyone couldn’t see me. The game should continue.
My brother picked up the pistol and raised it to his temple. Time was still. I held my breath. When my brother pulled the trigger, I screamed out because there was a bullet in the gun.
Hot blood shot all over my face, and a strong smell of blood came to my nose. It was my brother’s blood. Then I fainted in the dark.
When I woke up, I was lying in Moxuan’s home.
“Aleksey” the first thing I wake up is to find him. I always subconsciously call his name when he was in Moscow, but he doesn’t like it, so I try to adapt to his name of Moxuan.
“You wake up at last.” He looked at me with grief in his eyes.
“Is it true?” I still can’t believe it. I saw his suit turned black and white. Even his tie was black. There was a white flower on his chest.
“Sorry, I didn’t protect your brother. If I stopped him from playing that game at the beginning…” Mo Xuan’s voice was trembling, and he didn’t seem to be able to accept the fact.
“I’m sorry, I shouldn’t even go to that game. I should get up and leave when those people find me the first time, so the next thing won’t happen.”
“Katyusha, I’m sorry. I’m really sorry. Some things I didn’t know until later. Did you know that game was actually organized by my brother Chen Xi, whose goal was me. I just didn’t expect that when playing the game, your brother joined in and changed a position with me, so at last he… ”
“I’m really, really sorry. If I can react earlier, I’m sorry. I’m the damned one…”
“Alexei, stop talking. I beg you to stop talking.” Mo Xuan every time he said sorry, I feel my heart was pricked, because the source of this thing is me. Mo Xuan can’t forgive himself, and I can’t forgive myself just like him. The difference is that his guilt can be said openly, but I’m not the same. My guilt can only be hidden in the dark. As soon as I say it, it will deteriorate, and many things will become different from before.
I’m not sure if Moxuan can accept me after I tell all the facts.
Time goes by little, but the sadness in my heart doesn’t decrease. Even the sadness in my heart changes in my body. At the beginning, I can accept Mo Xuan’s kindness to me. But after my brother left, I couldn’t do it, because I was the only one who knew the true truth of the matter. Mo Xuan had been blaming himself all the time. His brother had passed away. No matter how guilty he was, no matter how upset he was.
I feel that he wants to make himself at ease, because he is better to me than before. She wants to use his kindness to me to make up for the mistakes she thinks she has made, but in fact, he doesn’t know that it’s not his fault. So the better he is to me, the more uneasy my heart will be.
It seems that we both got on the balance ladder. If he was kind to me, I would feel uneasy. But if he was kind to me, he would feel uneasy and guilty. In a word, no matter how we lose the balance, we are always one high and one low.
And every time he looked at me with gentle eyes, and bought me all kinds of famous brand bags and diamond rings, I felt that he was guilty about my brother. All these things remind me of the fact that I am the murderer of my brother. This fact is a little too hard to accept, so I finally left Jiangshi on a foggy morning without saying hello to anyone.
When I left, I knew that I would never return to this place in my life. I want to go to a completely strange city. I can’t love Moxuan any more, because when I think of him, I will think of my brother and my mistakes. So selfish I deserve to enjoy psychological torture all my life.
I got on the bus to the airport, but the fog on the road was getting bigger and bigger. It was so big that I couldn’t see the traffic lights clearly, the green belts and vehicles on both sides. I didn’t know how long it would take for this bus to get to the airport. The driver turned on the radio, and there was a ghost story playing in it. When it came to the climax of the accident, I couldn’t help but feel nervous.
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Katyusha is sitting in front of the bed panting. That ghost story is really scary. It shouldn’t be that her whole dream is frightening. The feeling in the dream is real and terrible. Fortunately, the dream is false and the reality is opposite.
“Girl, you wake up. Why did you sleep so long? You sleep directly from the evening to now, at noon the next day. I wanted to wake you up and have something to eat, but the nurse stopped me. By the way, I also cooked chicken soup for you this morning. If you are hungry, drink some chicken soup first, and then I’ll go to get the nutrition meal from the hospital with you. ” The elder sister has been staying in front of Katyusha’s hospital bed for a long time. She looks very painful when she is talking in her sleep and wants to wake her up.
“I’m not hungry, but I want to ask you something, sister.” Katyusha looked out of the window at the fine weather. Although what she had just had was a dream, it seemed that the things in the dream showed her a clear way. She knew what to do to get rid of it.”You say, if I can do it, I’ll do it for you.”
“I know you have the contact information of that person, you tell him I want to see him. I want to tell him something clearly, and then disappear into his life, and never show up to disturb him again. ” Katyusha looked at the elder sister, her eyes with light, is no longer a gray before.
“I have his contact information I’ll try. ” Looking after the elder sister is also a real person, although I don’t know what the foreign girl has to do with the president? But now that the contradiction between the two is about to be solved, I might as well make a bridge between them. If the two people’s affairs are solved earlier, I may be able to go home for a good new year.
“Thank you. After you call him and make sure he’s coming, you can go back. My body will soon recover. I think it’s time for you to spend the new year in China. Go home and reunite with your relatives, too! ”
“Really, I should be the one to say thank you.”