Facing You - Chapter 1

Lin Yi didnt want to think back, maybe she wouldnt talk to anyone for a lifetime. She sat on the bench and looked at the red sunset hanging on the distant sky. The cigarette in her hand was slowly burning, and the smoke was fleeing up, just like her thoughts.
Hey, you are here!
A woman with jet-black hair came beside her, groping her own white coat for something, and then looked at Lin Yi, crooking her finger with a smile: May I have one?
With no words, Lin Yi took a pack of cigarettes and a lighter out of her trouser pocket, throwing to the woman.
The woman took the cigarette, sat down next to Lin Yi, crossed her legs, and followed Lin Yis gaze to the distance. Wasnt it enough to look at this view repeatedly every day? She said: You can almost be discharged from the hospital!In fact, you dont get sick at all.
Lin Yi lowered her head without reply.
Lin Yi, you are very naive. Many people have been lost after graduation, but you take it this way Don’t you think it’s unworthy? The woman glanced at her, to be honest, being your primary care physician, I think you just act too far.
Lin Yi just smoked: You dont understand.
Lin Yi was the first patient asking for coming to a mental hospital in Shen BeiBeis memory. She didnt know it at first, but now Shen Beibei frowned, you think mental illness is a good title?
Shen BeiBei
Hearing the name, Shen BeiBei, feeling embarrassed, interrupted: Dont call me this name!
Lin Yi smiled: Doctor Shen, do you know?Here is my safe haven.
Shen BeiBei was mad with her cavalier smile and couldnt say anything. She just stood up, threw away the residual cigarette, showing her back to Lin Yi, and said Suit yourself, but I I am leaving tomorrow.
Oh.
Hmm? Shen BeiBei couldnt help trembling imperceptibly, and her eyes were full of loneliness: Ah! Right! I dont even say I love her before leaving. Why do I prefer this woman who just want to avoid trouble, rather than so many handsome guys?
Lin Yi did not seem to notice her strangeness, and also stood up and said: Together
However, she did not finished; Shen BeiBei quickly stopped her, I have to leave, did not let her continue to say, and run away.
Together go back Looking at the fleeing figure, Lin Yi actually wanted to say something, but she didnt know how to speak out. If facing something she couldnt face, she just fled away.
She returned to the ward where five people lived besides her one felt that she was a cat; an uncommunicative person; one who cut his wrist every day; one who thought monsters actually existed; a violent person who was subjected to electric shock treatment for 23 hours every day the ward was very noisy every day:
Mew~Mew~Mew~
There are monsters outside, have you seen it!
Mew~
Hey, blood~
Everyones topics were never on a line. Lin Yi didnt know what she was doing. At the age of 21, she just spent half a year in a mental hospital, not like living, but she knew this was an escape for her. Maybe like what a patient said: there were monsters outside.
At night, she was sleeping and suddenly felt a strange touch on her neck. The pain caused her to wake up. Then the door of the ward was opened, and the nurse was shocked and hurriedly shouted for help. After a moment of dizziness, some liquid was flowing out down the neck, and a warm feeling covered on her face gradually; she raised her hand with difficulty to cover her neck, finding it was blood no, she would see Shen
Three days later.
Lin Yi was finally awake, and the head nurse sighed with relief: Are you okay? Any part uncomfortable? Lin Yis voice was weak and hoarse. What happened?
The patient on the bed next to you The nurse knew that Lin Yi could communicate normally, not as seriously ill as other patients. The nurse felt too embarrassed to mention it, pointing at Lin Yis neck. After all, it was her responsibility for losing control of that patient.
Lin Yi was very calm. She didnt feel what kind of thrilling experience she had experienced. Neither did she care if she got another scar. She just asked: Where is Doctor Shen?
She left three days ago. We were supposed to have a farewell party tomorrow. I dont know why she left so early.
Oh, Lin Yi didnt say anything, and then every director of departments came to greet her. She was lying on the bed just like a specimen.
Lin Yi, according to our observations, we feel that you have no mental problems now. We have suggested your parents to take you back home, of course, after healing of your wounds.
Due to the words of the director, she had to pack her bags to go outside. Before leaving, she sat on a bench outside the hospital, lit a cigarette, continued to look at the sky, occasionally moved her neck and stared at the ground: going outugh
When she was back to the familiar home, the parents looked at her with some fear, for at that time she smashed a bunch of things at home. She sat on the floor, looking at the scars on her arm. She went to the mental hospital with great effort, even being tortured and electric shocked, but didnt expect to come out so fast.
When you got sick, you smashed a lot of things, because you never came back, your room was still not renovated. The mother’s obsequious, concerning-like voice was still disgusting.
Oh, Lin Yi was lying on the cold floor, feeling good while looking at the empty room.
Her mother noticed her action, took a step back, and tentatively asked: The doctor advised that you may do psychological counseling. Do you want to try it?
OK.
Then we will contact a doctor.
Yeah, after the mechanical answer, she closed her eyes.
Seeing that she didnt want to talk, her mother went out of the room and shut the door. Then a strange female voice came from another room: The doctor said that she has recovered, letting us agree to take her home, but it seems not like so!
Dammit, what the hell Lin Yi opened her eyes sharply. They still didnt know that the room was not soundproof; still full of curses; still so disgusting.