Faithful to Buddha, Faithful to You - Chapter 48: : Break up at the most beautiful time

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Only one day later, he was summoned by Lu Guang. As soon as he left, a maiden sent a change of clothes to come in and told me that these clothes were up-to-date, and patted the clothes again, his eyes and movements were full of hints. I opened it in disbelief and found a silk veil in it.

The letters of the spitting hurrah came in a hurry, and the strokes were scribbled. “Yesterday, Big Brother and Lu Guang disputed fiercely. Lu Guang threatened you. Big Brother touched the column in anger on the temple, attempting to kill himself, but was fortunately blocked. But Lu Guang had given up to persuade Big Brother, and now he might be interested in doing harm to him. When you go to Luli Temple with Lu, your eldest brother will be taken. No matter what Lu Guang asks, you must persuade your brother to temporarily agree. Now, only you can persuade him. Remember.”

Touching the column indignantly, touching the column indignantly… That shocking red and swollen bag turned out to be like this… The veil fell like a dead leaf, and fluttered softly against the ground. The sky outside the window is still blue, the hot wind blowing in the summer afternoon comes in, the back is sweaty, and the clothes stick to the sticky, very uncomfortable.

“Lu Guang takes you as a threat”, is this what you are most worried about? Everything became hazy in front of me, sour into the nose. Such a thin body is supporting me for a day without rain. Ai Qing Ai Qing, you are from the 21st century, don’t worry about history anymore, use all your strength to save the one you love.

He returned shortly after, his face still pale, but his eyes were still tenacious. “Ai Qing, he has promised to let you go, and you can leave tomorrow.” A soothing expression appeared on his sullen face, and he reached out to touch my face, which was the most common action when he was with me. “Go to Vrsati after you go out. When I am free, I will come to you.”

“Rosh, did you promise him anything to let him let me go?”

“He will go to Queli Temple to greet the Buddha in three days, and I will go with him.”

I turned my head, swallowed the tears that were about to roll back, took a breath, and looked back at him. “Rosh, you hit the column for me in front of him. Doesn’t he know that I can be used to threaten you? How could it be easy to let me go by your plea?”

With a sigh, although he is smart, he always thinks that people have a good heart and does not know the power of conspiracy. “I’m afraid that as soon as I leave this courtyard tomorrow, I won’t be able to get to Vrsati’s house.”

His face was paler, he bit his lower lip and closed his eyes in pain: “I thought I could at least do something for you. Rosh didn’t think about it, but, I couldn’t think of any other way to let you go . I can only believe Lu Guang once…” Opening clear eyes looked at me sadly, “I’m sorry, Roche is incompetent, can’t protect you…”

“Rosh, don’t worry about me. I have the ability to get out.” I leaned into his arms and got close to his heartbeat. “Just, I’m thinking about how we can leave together.”

We snuggled and sat on the carpet, the sky was completely dark. The maid came in to light the lamp, and Rosh told them to step back. It’s September. The summer heat is over. The coolness of the night is like a winter in minus Celsius. In a huge palace, we can only find heat in each other.

“Rosh, we may have a way to escape.” Considering the details, it may fail, but there is some hope. “I have a weapon that doesn’t kill people, it only makes people sleepy all day. I still have tools to go over the wall. As long as I can escape outside the palace, we will go to Vrsati. No, I can’t give him Get in trouble. Still don’t go to him. We can steal horses, no, if there is a horse, we can’t escape the city gate. Let’s use my tool to climb the city wall, and talk about it outside the city. We can escape to other countries. Western Region, Tianzhu, Leibin, or go to Zhongyuan, any place you want to go.”

“Ai Qing, you have such a way, you run away.” Look at me open his mouth, he gently shook his head, “Rosh can’t run away. Anyone who runs away will be recognized, but it will also affect you, even Vrsati. After leaving the temple, Roche will not…

“You are so smart, you can learn everything quickly. As long as you are willing to abandon this mage identity, we can be incognito.” Holding his hand tightly, he looked at him anxiously and said, “We can go to someone who does not know you Place. I still have some gold and silver, and I have more than a thousand years of wisdom than the people here, I can invent something in advance in this era, I can definitely sell a lot of money. I have a lot of information before I come, So I know who is the hero and who is the wicked, and I know where there will be war and where can be temporarily safe. Anyway, we will not starve to death, nor will we encounter war in troubled times. Believe me, we can also live well if we leave the temple of.”

Depicting the prospect, I became more and more excited. I never thought about using these skills, but now it seems that if used properly, we can indeed survive the chaos.

“Ai Qing, you are very human. Rosh believes you…” He hugged me and sighed softly in my ear. “It’s just that you have leaked the heavens again.”

There was a sigh in my heart. When I spoke just now, I had leaked my modern identity. It’s time to tell him, otherwise he can’t believe that a weak woman has the ability to break through layers of defense and run away without knowing it. Take a deep breath and seriously meet his eyes: “Rosh, this is not a heaven, and I am not a fairy around Buddha. You will be the only one in this era who knows my true origin, no matter how incredible you think it is, Please believe me.”

Seeing him nodding solemnly, I slowly said, “I am from the future. You are not ten years older than me, but more than 1,650 years old.”

He trembled all over and looked at me in disbelief.

Facing his doubtful eyes, he explained little by little: “Do you believe that the era will progress a little bit? The era you are in now is, in every respect, more advanced and more productive than the Buddha era a thousand years ago. Rich, people have a higher standard of living, and more knowledge. People in the Buddha era, if they can reach your time, he will certainly be surprised and even afraid of many things. Because people’s thoughts are always limited by the times they live in. ”

After a little thought, he nodded affirmatively. I will continue to say, “In the era when I came, technology has reached a point where you can’t imagine it. People can fly in the sky with the help of tools. A small line allows people thousands of miles away to talk to each other and even see each other. Anything happening in any corner can be known to people all over the world within one hour. The weapon of war is even more cruel. One ammunition can destroy a city of millions of people. Too many, you think it is impossible but you can What I will do in the future, this time and space traversal, is one of them. I was sent by a very high-end machine to an era that has passed to me for 1,650 years. I came for scientific research, Verification of history. However, I accidentally met you, a Buddhist translator who has contributed greatly to the spread of Buddhism in Central Plains-Kumorosh.”

“When you were young and young, I could know some things about you because I came from the future and I read your biography.”

Pause and think about how to explain more clearly: “For example, you can imagine that if you suddenly have a divine power, you will be sent to the Buddha one thousand years earlier than you. When you met him, he had not yet Enlightenment, but you know that he is a Buddha, you admire him to follow him, and observe his words and deeds personally. For the Buddha, you already know what will happen in the future. However, all your understanding of him comes from In written records. Those records, in thousands of years through the mouth of too many people, can’t tell the difference between true and false. And that word or phrase, you can’t understand all of a person. But you are better than those of that era. People have thousands of years of wisdom, you know the common sense they don’t know, you know how they will develop in the future, so you can show the characteristics that people in that era don’t have.”

Standing up, walking towards the cabinet where I put my backpack, I said, “I know the Kizil Thousand Buddha Caves because it still exists after 1,650 years. I know that the Mashe Temple is because there is a later than you The two hundred and fifty-year-old Central Plains Han monks went to Tianzhu to take sutras after many hardships. His book records many customs and customs of the Tianzhu and the Western Regions. I know that the Dharma terminology of Mahayana and Theravada Nirvana Vilamaki is because in the past five hundred years there will be Many senior monks translate Buddhist scriptures, and you are among them. My appearance has not changed because time has only passed me two years. That machine allows me to reach any age.”

I dragged the backpack out, put out a piece of stuff and put it in front of him: “Everything here is made after 1,650 years, which is impossible in this era. This is a Swiss army knife, there is There are dozens of functions. This is an anesthesia gun, you can sleep for a whole day when you hit people. This is my anti-radiation clothes, I must wear this clothes here, otherwise it will ulcerate and die if exposed to strong light This is a crossing watch, you must have seen me wear it. The moving pointer is our timing unit, and I have to rely on the power in this watch if I want to go back. These ropes and hooks are for climbing walls. You can use this crossbow machine Launch the hook to a very high place. There are also pencils, sketchbooks, simple archaeological tools you have seen, etc.”

I rolled up my right hand sleeve to reveal the place where the operation was performed. “You know this injury. In your time, such a serious injury, you can only save your arm by amputation, and you may not be able to survive. However, back to my time, but with the most advanced medical equipment And medicines, so you see, even scars are too light to see. This is not done by divine power. The future medical development can cure many diseases that you think are terminally ill.”

He sat on the carpet in shock, not turning back for a long time. I reached into my arms and took out one of the most precious things I brought to ancient times and handed it to him.

“This is a photo of me and my parents. They only have me as a child.” Thinking of my parents, I couldn’t help laughing. “In my time, I was a student. The major was history. It was my dream to be a historian. My parents didn’t know about this experiment. I only told them that I was taking part in a very strictly confidential investigation project, and I couldn’t even make a phone call. They were afraid that they wouldn’t guess that I was now in 1650. before.”

“This is called a photo, and a tool can be used to freeze people’s moments and print them on offset paper. The clothes I wear on the photo are called jeans and T-shirts, which is the common dress for girls of that era.” I pointed to the back one At a certain point on a row of tall buildings, “This is my home. I have good material and medical conditions in my era, and people have a long life expectancy. Therefore, there are too many people. The more the buildings are, the higher the buildings are. Go, there is a machine that can instantly bring people to any level.”

Hold his hand and look at him hopefully: “Rosh, do you now believe that I really come from the future?”

The expression on his face was still shocking, staring at me moment after moment, thinking for a long time, and nodding very seriously.

“Then you believe that I can save you out, I have the ability to let us both live?”

He looked at me carefully and nodded slowly again.

He smiled happily and took his hand: “Then we will go tonight, when people are asleep in the middle of the night.”

Instead of answering or leaving, he meditated for a moment and asked calmly, “”Although you said, Roche has too many questions. What machines, science, photos, and telephones are all so strange words. But Roche believes that you, your tools, can only be explained by using the future. “He pondered for a while, and the eyes like water looked at me brightly, “Since you come from the future, then, you already know how Roche lived, right? ”

My heart jumped inexplicably for a while, and the answer was feeble: “I know some… but only in your biography, just a thousand words, it summarizes your life.”

“Ai Qing, you told me eleven years ago that I will have great achievements in the future, and I will spread the Dharma to the Central Plains and the Han Dynasty, and carry forward the Dharma in the Central Plains. You also warned me that you should never return to the secular. You read the account of Roche, do you know?”

I nodded. I was a professional in history, and my professionalism forced me to tell him: “Your biography is short, even a lot of rumours. However, the Scriptures you translated have survived for 1,650 years. ”

After a moment of meditation, he looked up at me, the clear sparkling flow: “No wonder you call me Kumarajiva, you told me to go to the Central Plains, and let me translate the scriptures, this is the mission of Rosh. “Tilt your head to one side, still a calm tone, “So, you came when Roche was thirty-five, also because you learned from the record that Roche would have this disaster?”

“Yes.” Fearing he misunderstood, he quickly explained, “But it was indeed accidental to meet you two times before. This time and space travel is only in the experimental stage, and no one can predict which era I will be in. So, Rosh, the first two It’s my destiny to meet you this time. And this time, I chose it deliberately. Because I fell in love with you, I chose this time to hope to accompany you through the most difficult time in life. ”

There was a long silence again, and he looked up and sighed long, “In that case, how is Rosh fleeing and not fleeing? The ending is the same.” He smiled sadly and smiled so beautifully, “This ending will be Yes: Roche did not hide in the forest with you, but stayed and stayed in the Buddha Gate, right?”

I opened my mouth but was speechless. What am I doing now? Why should I tell him this? Why should he have such a high IQ? Not only did I accept my origin at such a rapid rate, I was smart enough to infer this conclusion immediately. I said so much to make him believe in my future identity and let him know that I have the ability to protect him. However, I did not expect his thinking to go in the opposite direction. My heart was numb, and my brain seemed to be drained, blank. Care is chaos, care is chaos…

“You also said that Roche has a mission. Propagating the Dharma and translating the Buddhist scriptures. This mission is more important than life. Ai Qing, if I escape, these missions cannot be completed. Isn’t it?”

I opened my mouth again and still couldn’t say anything. Tears did not listen to the call, and spewed out. His unusual calm at the moment made me tremble with fear.

“So, Roche can’t go. Only stay, accept any humiliation, hone the body and mind. Complete the Buddha’s test of me, complete the mission of translating the scriptures and spreading the Dharma, this is the life, the life given to Rosh by God…” The neck with beautiful lines looks up to the sky, and the chest undulates deeply. With his eyes closed, two lines of tears ran down the clear cheeks and gathered on the slightly blue sharpened chin. With a slight swing of his head, tears dripped on the moon-white silk thin shirt.

“Rosh, I shouldn’t tell you… why am I so confused, why am I telling you…” I cried aloud and regretted it. He admits his fate so much, I forget, he is an absolute idealist, he will accept this ending, as long as he is told that this is fate. But I am not willing, I am not…

“Ai Qing, this is a destiny, you can’t change it without saying it.” The lonely desolation in his tone made me cold. Sure enough, he admitted…

“Rosh, can you stop for Buddhists for me?” I was trembling with expectation. I couldn’t think of it, I finally said it. I always wanted to find the balance between ideal and love for him. I had told myself rationally that I should not let him do this multiple choice question. However, the current situation is too late for me to slowly find a balance. If I don’t leave, it will become his burden, and Lu Guang will use me to threaten him. But I’m gone, what should he do? Is it really necessary to watch him suffer humiliation? Therefore, I want to fight with Buddha, I want to fight against fate, no matter how hopeless…

“Ai Qing, you go, go back to your parents, don’t worry about Roche…”

“I don’t…” screamed almost frantically, his throat seemed hoarse at this moment, “If you want to go, go together, otherwise, I will never go…”

He stood up without speaking for a long time. The dim light pulled out a long figure and cast it lonely on the blue brick. I looked up at him, tears wet my face but I had no time to wipe it. As he stayed silent for longer, his body became colder. I don’t want to lose, I don’t admit defeat! However, I know I lost. In front of love, my IQ dropped from 120 to 60 in an instant. What should I do next? I can’t think of it, who can tell me…

“Ai Qing, you are smart, bright, cheerful and kind, and there are so many incredible things, how can there be a woman like you in the world. Roche has been thinking that you are a fairy since she was 13 years old. When Roche was forced to break the ring, Rosh even believed that you were sent by the Buddha to help me through the robbery. So I was lingering with you every day, although the color ring was broken, but my heart was still relieved. As you were sent by the Buddha, Rosh put down No worries, no worries.”

He was still facing away from me, his thin shoulders were shaking slightly, and he paused for a long time before continuing to say: “But you told me that you are not a fairy. All the mysteries are because you are from the future. You turned out to be an ordinary The woman is not a disciple of the Buddha. Then, when Roche broke the ring for the first time, it can be said to be helpless. In the future, breaking the ring again and again, but destroying the practice again and again. Such sins, the Buddha will certainly blame, Rosh succumbs to lust, regretting it.”

As if being stung, the whole body was instantly numb. Can’t believe he would say that, staring staring at his slender back, forgetting to cry. “Rosh, do you regret having the closest relationship with me? You hug me every night because you think I am a fairy under the Buddha seat, so do you feel at ease? Now I told you that I am an ordinary woman , Don’t you love me anymore?”

He raised his head, and his solitary voice drifted across the empty palace: “Rosh was dedicated to the Buddha, without desire or desire. But he was blindfolded by the magic barrier, and he had a physical reality with you. This moment of joy, how can I let Roche gave up Buddha? Roche will not be left by desire again, and in the rest of his life, he will devote himself to the Buddha and will not be confused by beauty. This sin of breaking the commandments will never end. Repent for the rest of your life. So, go, Roche won’t leave with you…”

Struggling to get up, stumbling forward in front of him, pulling his sleeve to watch his dodge eyes. “I don’t believe it! You said these things just to let me go, right?”

“Ai Qing, thank you for telling me the future, and Rosh’s mission.” He closed his eyes and muttered, “The cause of all suffering is greed-based; if the greed is extinguished, there is no dependence . For the sake of extinction, practice in the Tao; to get rid of the bitter bonds, the name is free. Ai Qing, you have to leave the bitter sea too. Since it is destiny, why not needlessly struggle.”

“Rosh, I just want to hear you say: Do you love me?”

He opened his eyes and covered his entire face with endless sorrow. He slowly said: “Someone was offended before and ran away. Wang heard the news and sent drunk elephants to pursue. This man encountered a dry well and dropped into the well. Fortunately, I grabbed a hay that grew out of the well and hung it over the wall of the well. There were evil dragons at the bottom of the well and spit poison at him. There were five poisonous snakes next to him that wanted to harm him. There were also black and white mice each Biting the life-saving grass, I saw that the grass was about to fall off. The fugitive wanted to go out of the well, fearing that the elephant would step on and fall to the bottom of the well, and be afraid of the poisonous dragon. Opportunity. It happened that there was a big tree on the well, a nest of bees, and a drop of honey fell when it was collecting honey, just fell into its mouth. At this time, the prisoner only felt sweet honey, and forgot the elephant, the dragon, the five poisonous snake and the mouse Waiting for fear.”

Deep light gray eyes flowed out through all the insights: “Ai Qing, this sinner is us, the elephant is like impermanence, the white mouse is more than the day, the black mouse is more than the night, this grass is our life, the dragon under the well is The evil way, the five poisonous snakes are like our five aggregates, and the honey on the tree is the pleasure of the five desires. Because of our greed, impermanence, life, five aggregates, all day and night are blinded by desire, and even forget everything.”

He sat cross-legged on the ground, closed his eyes and no longer looked at me: “What Roche will do in the years to come is to eat for joy, full of joy for law, and meditation far exceeds the joy of five desires in the world.”

“Don’t say…I’m going…”

I stood up without any heat in my body: “Since you won’t go with me anyway, then staying here will only increase your burden. If I go, if you go, you can devote yourself to the practice of Buddhism. , I’m gone, you’re no longer indifferent, no longer feel guilty, then let me go.”

I carried my bag and put on the black night clothes brought from modern times, and stood at the door watching him dimly still meditating. It was midnight, and all the lights were out, and only the moonlight through the skylight illuminated his lonely back. He kept chanting, his lips closed, and although his voice was soft, he added a lot of sorrow in such a silent night. He refused to go to sleep, refused to open his eyes, and refused to say a word to me.

When I changed clothes, I had made up my mind, what to do out of this palace wall. Rosh, you admit your fate because you know that fate cannot be violated, but I am different. I came from the 21st century, and I will never give up my feelings easily. If you don’t let me stay by your side, then I will follow you secretly, not let you know. If you are in trouble, I can still help. When you really don’t need me, I will go.

“Rosh, I’m gone. You have to remember to eat on time. If you want to continue to translate Buddhist scriptures in the sky,” I wanted to tell him more, but I found my nose sore again. Stop to calm down and swallow the tears back. I can’t cry so much, crying won’t solve any problems.

He still closed his eyes, and the sound of the corner of his mouth no longer sounded like a scripture. He looked up, and the moonlight was on his sculpted face, so lonely, so sad.

“Ai Qing…” He finally willingly spoke, his voice far away as if separated by thousands of gullies, “Go back to your own time and forget everything here. To you, Roche is just a dead ancient. ”

I bit my lip, and I must never shed tears. I will never cry without meaningless tears.

“Everything works, like a dream bubble, like a dew, like electricity, should be regarded as such.” Knowing that he closed his eyes, he still showed the smile that he made the most of my fun, “Rosh, this is from the “Vajra Sutra” you translated. Laughter, my favorite sentence in your translation. This month of our guarding is like a dream bubble, such as morning fog and lightning passing by. The Buddha said that all promising things are the result of harmony , This is what I am with you. But anyway, these days, I am very happy, thank you.”

Before he answered what he turned, he left, afraid that he would not be able to make up his mind when he heard his voice. Walked into the courtyard, bathed in the desolate night, heard the whisper of murmur behind him as if the night breeze blowing-

“Everything works like a dream bubble, like dew, like electricity, and should be treated as such.”

————-annotation————–

“The causes of all sufferings are based on greed; if the greed is eliminated, there is no dependence. For the purpose of extermination, practice is in the way; from all the constraints, the name is free.” The language is also translated by Kumarajiva.

Kumorosh wrote a fable when he annotated the “Vajra Sutra”: “Qiujing, Qiuxu dry well also. Some people were guilty of the king, and their frightened sins fled, and the king made drunk like chasing him, his Horrible, throwing dry wells in half, got a rot grass in hand, with the hand held, there are evil dragons, spit poison to it, there are five poisonous snakes, compound desires to harm, two rats biting grass, the grass will be cut off, the elephant is coming On it, the compound desires to take it, its people are in distress, terrible, there is a tree on it, there are honey drops on the tree, falling in its mouth, to taste the old, and forget the fear. Qiu Jing, life and death, drunk elephant , Impermanence, Duron, Evil Dao, Five Venomous Snakes, Wuyin, Rotten Grass, Life Root, Black and White Two Rats, Day and Black Moon, Honey Drops, Wu Yule, also honey drops and forget the fear, Yu sentient beings have five drops of honey, not afraid of suffering.”