Faithful to Buddha, Faithful to You - Chapter 49: : Vshatipah and history

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Vishati and his wife wore coats and looked at me in black with surprise. At the moment, my costume is the same as the nighter woman on TV, except that the NORTHFACE bag behind me is a bit ruining this chivalrous spirit. In the middle of the night, all around me was silent. When I knocked on the gate of the Guoshi Mansion, I knew that I had to inquire. If it weren’t for Vishati, I didn’t want to cause trouble for his peaceful life.

Briefly talked about her escape experience, and then asked anxiously: “Vishati, will you go to Queli Temple with Wang the day after tomorrow?”

He nodded, his eyes a little complicated. I stood up and pleaded: “No matter what method you use, take me.”

“Ai Qing!” He jumped up, his tone severe, “Since you escaped, Lu Guang may search everywhere. At this time, you are hiding well, and you have to go into danger, which is too irrational.”

“Vishati, just because I fled, Lu Guang absolutely did not expect me to dare to go to the Queli Temple. So, the most dangerous place is the safest. Besides, in Lu Guang’s eyes, I’m just making Rosh break the ring. The woman is not an important role. He may doubt what method I used to escape, but he definitely can’t make a move to find an unknown soldier.”

“Lu Guangke doesn’t necessarily think you are an unknown pawn.” He stomped his head and shook his head. “He gave so many beautiful women to his elder brother, but for so many days, no one touched him except you. Lu Guangyi said that it was against you, Big Brother is about to hit himself immediately. Lu Guang is not stupid. Of course he can guess how important you are to Big Brother. He discovered that you are self-sufficient. Do you want Big Brother to be in a dilemma?”

“Vishati, since I have the ability to escape, naturally there is a way to protect myself, Lu Guang can’t catch me. Instead, let me stay here waiting for the slim future, I will go crazy. Please, take me Go. As long as I can watch him secretly, I will. I will never lose my mind and cause you trouble.” My eyes rushed, I quickly refrained, and swear to myself, never useless tears.

“Ai Qing, I’m not afraid of trouble. Even if you take you there, what can you do?” His tone softened, his hand reached me, and he halfway back again.

“I don’t know what I can do for him, but I can’t rest assured of him. I just want to follow along quietly, hoping to be at least psychologically comforting to him.” I looked at Vrsati, eyes full of expectation and hardship. Pleading, “If Xiao Xuan and the children are in trouble, what would you do? I hope you can understand my mood.”

His eyes were a little erratic, and he seemed to recall a certain past, and there was a trace of sadness on his face, looking at me in silence. After a while, I sighed faintly: “Ai Qing, why are you still the same as eleven years ago…”

“Girl Ai Qing has such courage, which is really admirable, and the concubine also begged Xiang Gong to help girl Ai Qing.” His wife, who had been silent by the side, suddenly spoke out and spoke to us in Chinese.

“Xiao Xuan…” Vishati looked at her with a wry smile and spoke in Chinese instead.

“The concubine has also tasted love without suffering. She deeply feels the girl’s true feelings, and her father-in-law will fulfill the bitter life of her and the uncle.”

“It’s not that I refused. But how to take it? Lu Guang and his nephews have seen her, what should I do if they show signs?”

“The concubine heard that the buddha was in this ceremony, and the king brought his concubine, so it wouldn’t be surprising if Xianggong brought his family. Let Ai Qing be a concubine.”

She pondered a little, looked at me carefully, and then turned to face her husband: “The concubine self-married and Xianggong, rarely showing his head, but outsiders know that Xianggong’s wife’s room is a Han. Xianggong can tell people that the concubine is always After her husband added Ding, she always wanted to go to the temple to burn incense. Just lied that the concubine was infected with wind and cold, and she was wearing a veil. The girl’s eyes were very similar to the concubine’s body, and her shape was similar. It’s appropriate. Xianggong is a national teacher, but who has the courage to lift the veil and find out?”

good idea! It’s really a know-how! Holding her hand happily, sincerely grateful: “Great, thank you!”

“Miss Ai Qing has such a deep relationship with our family that it seems rusty to call my wife again. It is not as good as our sisters. The concubine should be a sister, call sister Ai Qing, do you know if the girl minds?” Her soft voice was sincere , I have always liked her very much, seeing her help me like this, I like her more.

“Of course I don’t mind. Ai Qing is so honored to have such a splendid lady as a sister. Ai Qing is so honored. It’s just that we may not call her sister.” I said honestly, “I am twenty-five years old. ”

“Xiao Xuan, in terms of age, you really want to call her sister. She is one year older than you.” Vishati laughed.

“This, but my sister looks only 18 or 9 years old, so people can’t think of it.” She raised my hand, looked up and down, and amazed.

“She has so many unexpected places.”

I winked at Vrsati, and he smiled softly and said to his wife, “It’s too late. Take Ai Qing to rest. We will prepare for the day and leave tomorrow.”

That night I slept in my room. Unsurprisingly, everything is as it is, even the copybooks on the bedside Vishati. It’s just that after a long time, the copybook has long been yellowed, and the crooked handwriting has also become blurred. I was looking at these copybooks with emotion, and suddenly heard Xiao Xuan humming from behind. The familiar melody, although a little out of tune, is indeed the song “Kiss My Baby”. With a sigh of heart, she looked back at her.

“Xiang Gong likes to sing this song to coax two children to sleep.” She smiled, her bright eyes looked at me without hesitation, and seemed to be exploring my reaction.

“Xiang Gong once asked the concubine whether there was this children’s song, but the concubine was ignorant and never heard of it.”

It turned out there was such a knot in her heart. “Xiao Xuan, I really sang this song, and both of them have heard it.”

Knowing what she meant, it was better to admit it honestly: “After many years, those are just a little bit worried, the key is what is most important now.”

“You and two children are his loved ones. He wants to protect the most.” I gently held her hand and said sincerely, “I also have the person I want to protect the most. I lost my chance ten years ago. , Now, I will never let go.”

Looking up at the dark night outside, sad and sad: “Unless, there really is no need for me to exist in his life…”

Xiao Xuan left with a smile on his face. Should she be happy? After sitting on the bed for a long time, the memory of this room came to my mind bit by bit. The past is like smoke, blinking, it has been more than ten years. The reckless guy who squatted in front of my bed every morning that year has now wrinkled and climbed to his forehead, acting calmly.

I couldn’t help thinking of what their father said to me. Vishati was responsible for her work and was open-minded. When she was young, she was a bit cynical, and it will naturally wear off in the future. And Roche, too clever, has never suffered from childhood. I thought too much in my heart, but never spoke out. Such a temperament will be unfortunate for a lifetime.

A wry smile. Ten years have passed, and the words of Jumoroyan really confirmed his worries. Rosh, how many of you are bored without saying something? What are you doing right now? Are you sitting in the sky looking at the starry night sky until dawn like me?

I don’t look at you deliberately when I go, I’m afraid I won’t go. Those heavy words, I am willing to understand that you said it just to drive me away. Although you have never said a love word to me, I know that you have fallen in love with me since you picked up the pen to draw me. Not because I am a fairy, not because the Buddha sent it, just because I am the first and the only woman who walked into your heart.

Sighing heavily, expressing suffocation in his chest. In fact, now I can only find reasons to make myself believe. Otherwise, what excuse do I have to follow him invisible?

The carriage of Guoshifu parked in the main square in front of the palace, where we waited for King Qiuz and Lu Guang to wait. It was early September, and the desert oasis had a cool morning. Bai Zhen and a group of concubines came out first, and they were all set up properly, but Lu Guang was still missing. Lu Guang slowly walked out of the palace gate when the three poles of the day went up, holding a group of beautiful beauty of Guizi.

I have been peeping in the carriage, searching around Lu Guang. He soon saw him, not only because of his tall, tall and handsome temperament, but also because of his attire. He wore a large brown robes with exposed right shoulders, and was especially unique among the bright Lu Guang and the generals in gold and silver. During house arrest, he was only given secular clothing, but now he is asked to change into a monk’s robe, lest Lu Guang deliberately did it.

Lu Guang and his entourage were also prepared. Someone dragged the horse to Roche. The horse had a strong temper at first glance and kept screaming. Unable to hear what they were saying, I saw Roche’s face calmly leading the horse, intending to ride it.

Close your eyes and dare not read on. The heart is bleeding, the person is dizzy. What happens should always happen, no matter how hard I try to avoid it.

Laughing bursts out of the crowd. Those foolish people who regard religion as a witchcraft and power art only know how to humiliate and degrade, and try to suppress the divine power. In fact, history proves that Lu Guang is only a clown, and Roche is a generation of masters that people admire. Not wanting to witness his embarrassment at this moment, he should not want to be seen by me. Holding the Adelaide he gave me tightly in his hand, meditating: Rosh, hold on, hold on firmly!

There was some commotion in the crowd, and a familiar voice shouted angrily. Lifting the curtain of the car to see, it was Vishati, who stood in front of the fierce horse with one hand, dusted with half of his body, and stroked his knee with a slightly pained expression.

Lu Guang said a few words to his men. The horse was taken away and a bullock cart was brought to Roche again. Everyone is riding or riding a horse-drawn carriage. The bullock cart is only used by the poor. This worst treatment is not the focus of Lu Guang. This cow will never have any good temperament, it is estimated to be the “evil bull” recorded in the history books.

Vshatipah’s face sank, and Rosh was not allowed to ride in the bullock cart. Lu Guang’s complexion became worse and worse, and he whispered something to Bai Zhen, so Bai Zhen came forward and pulled Vshatipah away.

Seeing that Bai Zhen personally twisted Vrsati towards our carriage, I quickly took the veil. The curtain was lifted, Bai Zhen nodded at me, embarrassed, and said in unskilled Chinese: “Mrs. Wang Haosheng dissuaded the teacher of the state, so he shouldn’t block the trip again.”

I stretched out my hand to hold Vladimir Vishati and lowered my voice to Bai Zhen, lowering my voice: “Concubine saves me, and there is King Lao.”

When Bai Zhen left, I whispered to Vshatipah: “Get in the car, don’t make Lu Guang angry again.”

He frowned angrily: “Ai Qing, how can you bear it? Don’t you love him?”

“Vishati, because I love him, so I have to endure. Lu Guang will insult him anyway, and it won’t help you to jump out and stop. I’m afraid it will cause more humiliation.”

I stared at him stupefiedly, sighing: “In this world of weak meat and strong food, there is no other way but to face it indifferently.”

Sitting opposite me resentfully, he muttered at the driver outside: “Go.”

The carriage moved slowly, and the laughter from the front could still be heard. Vesatip’s face was black and she lifted the curtain to look out. The bright early autumn sun shone on his face, and the mature man was full of charm. It was just the brows of the brows that added a bit of dullness.

I pulled the curtain and shook his head at him: “Don’t look.”

Quietly said to him: “He can face humiliation in front of so many people, but he still has self-esteem, he will not want to be seen by loved ones. So we do not go to see, it is respect for him.”

“Ai Qing…” He stared at me painfully, his eyes reddened. “Can you really be so calm? Then why is my face so pale and bloodless, and my eyes are so red and swollen.”

I froze, is it so serious? I have been insomnia these days, I know I can’t see where to go. But he announced to his wife that he had committed a cold, and I didn’t look like he was acting like that.

“Did I ask you to persuade him? Did he not listen, or did you not tell him?”

When I think of breaking up with him, I feel colic. Calm down, take a sniff and ask, “Do you know what Lu Guang wants him to do?”

“I didn’t know it at first, but now I guess something vaguely.”

“As far as you know, he would agree to open his eyes and talk nonsense for Lu Guangge’s merits?”

“Even if he doesn’t agree, he can use other methods to delay some time, or temporarily agree. In short, everything can be considered for a long time, why should he refuse, and cause such endless humiliation?”

“Vishati, he has his own beliefs, and this belief cannot be defeated by Lu Guang. Even if he is physically humiliated, it is better than mentally suffering because of submission. Since he made such a decision, no matter what happens, I will follow him Support him. Even…”

Pause, stabilize his shaking hands, and continue to say in a calm tone: “If he no longer needs, I can leave.”

He went to Liangzhou with Lu Guang in the future. For seventeen years, such a long period of time was almost blank in his biography, leaving only two or three rumors that are as credible as the so-called prophecy. Whether he succumbed to Lu Guang or not can be inferred from here. For seventeen years, he refused to succumb, let alone now?

He looked at me for a long time, and the heartache and sorrow flowed out of his eyes: “Ai Qing, you really are the person who knows him best. No wonder he is waiting for you ten years and ten years. Compared with him, how much I love you was not It’s worth mentioning. So it’s inevitable that you won’t be able to get you.”

With a grin, he remembered his youthful spirit and said with emotion: “You finally let go of your paranoia when you were young.”

His eyes flickered open, silent for a moment, and suddenly said: “He has fallen to this point now, I have.”

I looked at him inexplicably.

“Remember, when you left, you told me that in the future, Guizi will experience a great accident. If I were a soldier, I would have a life of anxiety. You also said that if you want me to deal with your uncle, he can be my backer. .”

I nodded, feeling a little nervous: “What did you do?”

“I deliberately angered Uncle Wang, and should have been called the former king, and he was kicked out of the forbidden army. I had a hatred against him, and he always looked at me disgustingly. Once his parents passed away, he would have no worries.”

“Leaving the imprisoned army, I went to business, sold silk, and made a lot of money. But the former king refused to give me the copper mine franchise, but instead gave the four princes who didn’t understand anything. The prince put the blame on me, saying that I let the Shanshan merchants resist buying Qizi copper. The former king confiscated several silk shops in my anger. During that time, I had a miserable life.”

Looking back, he was angry: “This king of luxury and ignorance, instead of him, is a good thing for the people of Guizi. And I want to retaliate, so I incite the uncle to oppose him. The uncle is afraid of things, has no ambition, and all is behind I am planning. We have no strength and cannot control the army, so my uncle first went to Changan to pay tribute six years ago, and I went with him. At that time, I met Qin Guoguo Fu Jian, who prides himself on the hero, and talks between words. , I knew at a glance that he had the heart to conquer the Western Regions.”

“When I came back, I contacted Shan Shan, Che Shi, Yu Kian and other countries. They had long been dissatisfied with Uncle Wang’s **** of the Western Regions, so they hit it off. Three years ago, the kings of the Western Regions joined forces to go to Chang’an to tribute. Jianxi Expedition, and volunteer to be the guide of the Western Expedition.”

I looked at him dumbfounded. Unexpectedly, this history I am familiar with was actually planned by him.

“I have always admired Fu Jian as a person, and I just want to use his power to eradicate the former king. Fu Jian also promised to be autonomous like the Han Dynasty, as long as the surface is called Chen Nagong. I know that Big Brother thought of Han Di Xing You are also worried that he has too close a relationship with the former king and will be affected. So he praised Fu Jian for his clever and brilliant wisdom, and wanted Fu Jian to take him to Chang’an to teach the law. Fu Jian had heard about his brother’s name, so he told Lu Guang once Conquer Guizi and send his brother to Changan immediately.”

I was speechless. Why is this so…

“Ai Qing, I did not expect that Fu Jian would be defeated by the Jin Kingdom at this time. He was already the most powerful force in the Central Plains. I did not expect that Lu Guang intended to take advantage of this opportunity to stand on his own in the Western Regions, so he did not detain the elder brother. Fang. The reason why the big brother was humiliated is deeply rooted in me.” He was embarrassed and clenched his fists. “If I can, I’d rather be humiliated on his behalf. See him fall from the horse again and again, than fall in I still hurt myself.”

Outside the car window came a loud laughter, which was like an arrow, slashing at me from all directions. The whole person seemed to be falling from the seat, holding Fusati’s arm. “No, Mrs. Vishati, it’s not your business. It’s me. I was the one who leaked the future to you. So, if you want to pursue it, I hurt him…”

Why is this happening? Who am I? Am I a factor in this history? Why is there no record about me? What role did I play in this torrent? Is the giant wheel of history turning slowly, am I pushing it? Or will it end like this even without me? Who is it, playing our fate mercilessly?

Judging by fatalism, it was not accidental for me to meet him through. And he was right not to follow me. Because in any case, history will go in the established direction, he must be the famous monk in history. So, after all, I can’t change all this…

According to the history book, Lu Guang told Roche that “it’s a mortal play, a strong wife is a king,” and I have always ignored it by default. I told myself that there are too many untrue facts about his account, and this must also be a rumor. And since I replaced Azuye Emperor as the object of his breaking the ring, then history has been changed by me, and this record will become one of the mysteries that future generations can’t crack. However, Vishati’s words made my heart uneasy. If history will still follow the established pace, if this record is true, then no matter what I did, Emperor Azue will definitely become his wife.

“Ai Qing, what’s wrong with you?” A big hand held me up.

I stared at Vrsati, and the whole person was crumbling. No, I can’t faint, I can’t show weakness at this time. “Wife Yi Qizi Wang Nuzi”, “Wife Yi Guizi Wang Nuzi”, can’t think about it anymore, no matter what its way forward, I must keep my feet up and deal with it.

“I’m fine, but my head is a little dizzy, just sleep.”

I leaned back, and my consciousness soon blurred. Someone in my ear seems to be calling my name. I can’t promise, I’m really tired…

When Dang Yao woke up, she found herself falling in Vrsati’s arms. Awkwardly, I saw him staring at me with heartache.

“Why fainted?”

“It wasn’t fainting, but I didn’t fall asleep for several days, so tired.” I didn’t want to say more, and found the carriage stopped and asked him, “Why stop?”

“Lv Guang wants to rest.” It was still a heartache in his eyes, and he exhaled a little, feeling a little sullen.

“I’m going to see him.” The curtain opened, and strong light penetrated, and I couldn’t help squinting.

Shouting him for getting off, he turned his head back and shook his head slightly: “Relax, I won’t be impulsive anymore.”

“Help me hand this to him…”

The tall figure cut out by the light took over the Adelaide silk in my hand. Backlight, can’t see the expression on his face. After being silent for a while, he was nodded to me by the noon sunshine.

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Hui Jiao’s “The Monk’s Biography” records Lu Guang’s teasing of Kumarajiva: “It may make riding a cow and riding a bad horse to make it fall. He often bears humiliation and has no color.”