Falling In Love With A Broken Hearted Man - Chapter 204
“Are you sure you wanted to do this? You know, you can’t force yourself if can’t baby..” His eyes were kind of worried and he’s like he’s going to pull me down if I ever refused to go.
“I won’t do this if I can’t, Noah. Just trust me.” I’m just keeping myself calm as much as possible. I can’t let my fear defeat me.
And besides, this will make Noah happy. The cable in front of me might be scary, but It’s much scarier to know that he didn’t enjoyed the moment. He’s my boyfriend and I wanted to make him happy at least..
“You sure?” He repeats.
“Oh my god. Of course, baby! I won’t back out now, I’m already here..”
“But you can still change your mind and go down, baby… I can’t stand seeing you struggling,”
“I’m not okay? I’m just a bit anxious. Was the cable sturdy, sir?” I asked the tour guide on the front part.
“It’s secured, ma’am. Our harness would keep you safe, and besides the locks were not a joke. It’s safe..”
I just nodded and bit my lower lip. Okay. We’re already here.. There’s no back down. It’s for Noah and for myself anyway.
“Can you please double check everything that was put on her before you let her go?” His pleading eyes made my heart flutter. No matter how I felt so nervous right now, I won’t deny that he actually made my heart pound with those words.
He’s overprotective and I think, he’ll spoil me too much. But that’s fine since I know how much he loves me. He won’t do this if he’s not.
“Come here, baby.” He guided me through the front part and I won’t deny that my hands are already sweating while my legs are shaking!
Oh, damn.
They helped me put all those safety equipment around my body, while I’m just watching them. And almost cried as my eyes darted on the ground! Oh my god. It’s freakin’ high! I would die one at a time like this, shit. I can’t believed I’m already facing my death.
“Relax, baby..” I felt his hand on my waist, but no matter how he make me feel weak on my knees, I’m not gonna ignore this freakin’ deadly thing!
“I’m scared, Noah..” I almost cried when I said that. I can also feel like I’m going to pass out in fear right now. No, I won’t do that.
“Then, let’s unplugged your harness now–”
“No, no! I’ll do it. I’m not going to give this up.” If this would make me conquer my fear, then beat it.
“But, you said you’re scared baby.. What am I supposed to do then? You want me to be worried about you while you’re riding that fucking thing?” There’s a frustration in his voice. He’s not gonna let me but I’ll make sure to ride this.
I wanted to show him how I wanted to do this to conquer my fear and to join him with his journey. I didn’t want to left him out of this world of us. We should be facing this together..
“Just sit and watch. Just kiss me when I arrived safe.” I winked at him and asked the tourist guides to settle it with me.
I bit my lower lip as fear covers my body again. The shiver sent down to my spine and my whole body was about sweating now!
“Sit, ma’am..”
“What?”
They gestured me to sit but I don’t see any chairs! Oh god, are they kidding me?!
“They meant, you had to sit only with that thick rope holding you baby..” Noah points at the only one rope in front of me that’s supporting my front part. “Release your body on the air and let yourself sit on the air with those harness on..”
Noah held my hands and placed it on the rope. I was slowly getting and I’m really anxious for this! Damn, It’s not safe! I can’t feel anything, shit.
But before I could speak, I felt a hand pushes me through the cable! Oh my god, oh my god!
“Fuck! I can’t! Shit! I can’t!”
My body shakes as my weight slides on the cable. Oh my god! I can see all those trees that was coming on my way but I don’t care! I’m going to kill that bastard who pushed me without even saying anything!
Damn it!
The ride wasn’t that fast as I expected. But it’s still scary, especially that I accidentally turned my eyes at the ground! I can’t see anyone though! They all looked like a freakin’ ants! I wonder how Noah saw me earlier!
I just thank God as I arrived at the waiting point. Everyone’s waiting for me and I think my heart would jumped out if my chest as I reached the end! I even held my chest while catching my breath. Damn, it feels like I have an asthma.
It was great but.. It’s really breathtaking! I’m sure, I can’t do that again.
And I felt relieved as Noah came next to me. He immediately took off the locks on his harness like an expert and walked towards me after that.
“How was it? Did you have fun?” His voice softened.
How can I resist that sweetness, huh? And the fact that we’re doing a public display affection right now was kind of embarrassing.
“It was scary but fun..” I pouted.
“It’s okay. It’s natural to feel anxious at first..”
“Have you experienced this too?” I curiously asked. I haven’t seen him doing this kind of activity and I was actually surprised to witnessed his bravery on this.
“How many times baby…” He chuckled. He kissed my temples before he let me go again.
Damn, I hope this is the last now.
“Wait for me there and we’ll have our dinner later..” Noah whispered as they settled the locks on my harness.
And as usual, they asked me to sit again. In fairness, they’re not that sensitive to this. I heard there are some tourist guides who gets angry with their customers as they started to rub the fire.
Okay, here we go again…
I screamed as I they pushed me again! There, I noticed that the cable was higher than the first one earlier. And it’s slowing down like a freakin’ ball!
“Are you okay?” Noah chuckled as we finally get through those thick ropes.
Although, I felt bit dizzy for that. I didn’t know why people loves riding that thing but for me, after riding I realized that I won’t try to do this ever again. I was risking my life with this near death experience. I lost myself in the middle!
“Drink this,” I didn’t know where did he get the water but he helped me drinking it instead. “I didn’t know that you’re really going to do that baby..”
“Hmm?” I wiped my mouth and looked around. There are a lot of people occupying the space. “I did it to make you happy..”
“Really?” His smiles went wide. “Am I that special to you?”
“I love you that’s why.. I can’t let you go alone,”
I immediately turned my back at him and walk away. I blushed when I suddenly confessed to him. I know there’s nothing wrong with making him happy, but damn.. I’m not like this before, dude. I am more bitchy before that I’ll really make him do whatever I want but…
“Let’s have our dinner..” He pulled my arms and dragged me out of there.
We went to his car first and get out things, so we can change and fixed ourselves first. I told Noah that I’ll change on the women’s bathroom and he also did that. And when I arrived inside, I immediately changed my shirt into a white cropped top off-shoulder blouse. I also fixed the ribbon on my head and sprayed some facial mist. I wanted to be fresh as much as possible, so I also sprayed some mouth wash. I wanted to have the fresher breath as we started the conversation later..
I even clapped my hands as I saw how sexy I am right now. I almost didn’t recognized myself as I stared at my face and body! I retouched my make up and lipstick earlier and I was more like a fresh bitch right now. My tummy was also exposed as I wore my cropped top blouse. I didn’t know that I can fit these kinds of cloth.
“Ready?” Noah asked as I exit the bathroom. He’s waiting for me outside while wearing his black button down shirt and his khaki shorts.
He also looked hot as he fixed his hair up, exposing his glass skin on his forehead! He’s so hot and handsome, oh my god.
“You looked extra gorgeous baby..” He smiles sweetly and guided me inside the luxury restaurant in this forest. I won’t how much they earned from this.
“You really know how to flatter my heart, Noah.”
We sat on the reserved seat that he prepared. He’s so good at this oh my god.
“Did you have fun?” He asked in the middle of our meal. We ordered some food and I was so happy for that. I suddenly felt hungry as the food was already served in front of me earlier.
“I enjoyed it, thanks to you..” I chewed the pork that he chopped for me. It’s really tender.
“Then, I’m the happiest because you complete one of my wishes baby…”
I stopped eating and realized what he means… He dreams of doing this with me?
To be continued….