Fanservice Paradox - Chapter 78

Hearing the fans telling them across the street that there are fireworks to watch, Ling Yi suddenly got interested, “Is it? Is it pretty?”

“Especially beautiful!”

In order to watch the fireworks, the six big boys hurried to the riverside, but there were more people here than they had imagined, rubbing their shoulders, and one stop there was a group of people besieging.

“It’s not us watching fireworks after staying here for a while.” Lu Yuan held a lollipop in his mouth. “Maybe everyone is watching us.”

“Isn’t there a place where there is a little less?” He Ziyan turned his head to look.

Jiang Miao twitched with both hands, “I think it’s a little dangling. We’d better withdraw as soon as possible, otherwise it won’t be good if a fan is attracted to cause a crowding.”

Ling Yi hugged the captain’s arm on the side. Pei Tingsong looked at the river in the distance, hit Fang Juexia’s shoulder with his shoulder, and asked in a low voice, “Want to see the fireworks?”

The tightly wrapped Fang Juexia raised her head, only showing a pair of beautiful eyes, only blinked twice, and Pei Tingsong immediately understood.

“OK.” Pei listened to his shoulders and loosened his shoulders again. “Waiting here for me.”

Several other people were wondering, who knew that it would n’t be long before Pei Tingsong returned.

“Go, watch the fireworks.” He pulled up the sleeves of Juexia’s sweater.

Ling Yi wondered, “Where are you going?”

Finally, they were taken to a large cruise ship.

Lu Yuan whistled, walked inside, and asked, “How many people are there?”

“No one, I’ve packed it.” Pei Tingsong pulled Fang Juexia’s sleeve, “Don’t you want to see the fireworks?”

He Ziyan, an old cadre, put his hands on his back and shook his head again and again, “Look at this extravagant wind.”

Ling Yi asked, “Is it just the one hundred thousand pack?”

“Hahahahahaha!”

The night by the river was beautiful, but for Fang Juexia, his vision was still very blurred. Pei Tingsong led him step by step silently and walked forward, walking carefully and considerately. They boarded the deck of the night cruise, less than three minutes before the fireworks burst. Six people leaned side by side on the railing and looked up.

“Are you about to start?”

“Yes, this angle is so close.”

“Yeah, we should be right under the light.”

Pei Tingsong leaned on Fang Juexia. The hands of the two men rubbed their backs, and their skins were close to each other, and they were separated by a little distance. They were hidden by their teammates in the dark, and they were about to stick to each other’s hearts.

They heard the countdown from another ship full of tourists not far away.

Fang Juexia subconsciously accompanied them in their hearts to count, three, two, one.

The night sky was originally silent and dark, until a flame lifted into the air, and suddenly, in the blurred vision, the sky and the fire suddenly appeared, the cold white, short and gorgeous, like a meting star. Suddenly he discovered that the fireworks would lose their vitality across the distance or the screen. Only when they were actually immersed in the scene could they feel the blooming bloom.

Every piece of shattered sparkling white fire hung down in the air, as if it would flow to their viewers, igniting them together in this carnival, but not, the sparks disappeared in half.

The fireworks in the sky were swallowed by the night, and the fireworks on the river surface were engulfed by ripples.

The new is replaced before the old disappears. The echo of fireworks penetrated the body, the sound wave oscillated, overlapped with the heartbeat, and thumped into the chest cavity.

That was the last sound when they ended their lives.

“Wow! Look!” Ling Yi pointed at the sky. “Look at that, doesn’t it look like the shape of a wheat ear?”

“No, I want to make a wish, make a wish soon.”

“Are you a little girl? Make a wish.”

Ling Yi ignored, “I want to, bless my parents are healthy, I will not get fat any way.”

Jiang Miao also smiled and said, “Then bless us Caledo to be smoother in the future.”

“Yes!” Ling Yi said again, “Bless, bless you, earn a lot of money this year and go to the Maldives for a holiday!”

Pei Tingsong said nothing to him, “You are so persistent, so, Master Ben took you there.”

He Ziyan and Lu Yuan started to coax, but Ling Yi was quite sturdy, “I don’t, I will ask the company to pay me to go!”

“it’s up to you.”

Ling Yi again showed a look of appreciation, “Although, you can take me to Dubai.”

“Oh, think beautifully.”

“Jue Xia,” Ling Yi shouted his name in the fireworks, “Don’t you wish?”

“Me?” Fang Jue Xia Ben was fascinated by the question. He was hesitant to ask him.

desire……

Thinking of this word, his first reaction was actually Pei Tingsong.

It was incredible that he wanted to make wishes related to him.

Fang Juexia smiled, “I hope everyone’s wishes come true.”

“Look, what kind of angel is this?”

The teammates were all gags, but Fang Juexia’s hand stretched out from the half-length sleeve and groped along the shape of the railing to find Pei Tingsong’s hand.

Everyone was fascinated by the bright fireworks, but he quietly took Pei Tingsong’s hand.

Pei Tingsong, who was still fighting with Ling Yi, was suddenly stunned. He saw Fang Juexia’s eyes on his side. He still raised his head, his eyes full of fireworks.

He took Fang Juexia’s hand back and held it tightly.

Except for fireworks, no one knows this secret love.

More and more fireworks climbed into the sky, lighting up the whole night. Fang Juexia looked up, feeling like a child, excited. Perhaps he had never seen fireworks so close.

Or maybe he had never seen such a bright darkness.

A firework is composed of countless fleeting superimposed, but even if it is superimposed again, it is also short-lived. The night returned to calm again, as if those magnificent blooms had never happened.

At the end, everyone was a little flustered and didn’t want to leave, so everyone followed the cruise and chatted together to watch the night view.

It’s been a long time since there was no such opportunity. They had to go through different schedules every day, exhausting their energy, waking up and repeating their lives, and it was very difficult to chat.

Jiang Miao told the story of the script he watched, and Lu Yuan talked about the melon of the street dance program he participated in. Fang Jue Xia listened silently, occasionally inserting a sentence or two.

Jiang Nian returned to calm once again, which made him inexplicably familiar. When he was in Guangzhou, he had taken several cruises. He lay on the railing, closed his eyes and felt the wet wind, as if returning to his homeland.

“Sleepy?”

Suddenly hearing Pei Tingsong’s voice, Fang Juexia opened his eyes and shook his head. “I’m just … a little homesick.”

This is also the first time Pei Tingsong heard Fang Juexia say homesick, he put his hands on the railing, “Because of the boat?”

Fang Juexia nodded, “There are also night markets, roadside stalls, and various snacks. It’s strange that when I was in Beijing, I didn’t think about it. When I came to another city with such a heavy life, I started to feel homesick.” Come back and lean against the railing, “Guangzhou’s food is delicious. I was hungry before school. I went to the road to buy a fried rice noodle and winter melon tea. It’s an old shop, and the lady boss took it in plastic bags. , Insert a straw to drink. “

He made a gesture while talking, and looked at Pei Ting-song from time to time, as if afraid of his unbelief, and emphasized again, “That’s delicious.”

“Is it?” Pei Tingsong made an effort to imagine, and said to him, “But I can’t imagine any taste.”

Fang Juexia was a little discouraged, and felt that his ability to express was not enough.

Who knew Pei Tingsong said again, “You have to take me to drink personally, and I know whether it’s good to drink.” After he finished, he began to break his fingers and count, “And your school, the food stall you like to eat, you I always want to go the path that I often take. “

Fang Jue Xia Dong glanced at Ling Yi who was not far away looking up at the sky, and said to him again, “I didn’t say I would take you back.”

“You will.” Pei listened to the tone firmly, as if it must happen.

Fang Juexia couldn’t help but laugh, “You are confident every time you talk, as if you think your judgment will never be wrong.”

“No, I was confident when I was born, but I also know that I often make mistakes,” said Pei Tingsong. “For example, I am wrong again and again.”

Fang Juexia took off her mask, “such as unspoken rules?”

Pei Tingsong smiled frankly, “I’m actually very skeptical of that rumor, and I honestly don’t care much about it.”

“Then you were so focused on me at that time,” Fang Juexia leaned closer to him, and his posture to inquire of him, “Always kept me unspoken with rules.”

Pei Tingsong raised his hand and surrendered, “I have no intention to justify myself.” He shrugged. “You might not believe it, I was a little bit indignant at first. There are rumors in the company, sometimes even when In front of you, you say, why are you too lazy to explain? It seems to be cut off from this world, indifferent to anything. “

Fang Juexia suddenly understood.

Sure enough, what Pei Tingsong really cares about is not the rumor itself, but his attitude towards the rumor. This is very in line with Pei Tingsong’s personality, because he is a person who is born to rebel. If there is any injustice, anything that does not conform to his point of view, he will overthrow it with no scruples. A person full of blood is naturally not accustomed to a cold-blooded person.

“However, after I learned more about you, I learned the truth from Liang Ruo from that year. I realized that you wanted to help him hide this matter.”

Pei Tingsong shook his head and sighed a long time, “You treat outsiders more tenderly than you treat yourself, almost because he has broken his future, and he wants to protect his reputation.”

Fang Juexia said, “I didn’t protect him, I was protecting myself.”

This statement puzzled Pei Tingsong, “Protect yourself?”

Fang Juexia bowed his head and smiled, “This circle is too complicated. From the trainee period, I know that strength often does not determine anything. I have seen various upper-level methods and various transactions. Many aspects are all People who are not enough as singing and dancing artists can make a successful debut. As long as they are willing to change, they are willing to exchange part of themselves. In that chaotic environment, the hardest thing is not to fight for a good future, or to become an artist, and How not to be affected. “

“I can’t shake Liang Ruo’s things out and clarify them for my own future, because I know he is also a victim, and I can’t do such things. So, the only thing I can explain is that I haven’t done those things thing.”

Suddenly, Pei Tingsong had the feeling of seeing Fang Juexia for the first time. He was like a straight dry branch, stubborn and tough, and would rather be broken cleanly and not changed.

Perhaps it was when I was young that I saw my father’s good looks. A dancer who has a prosperous career and loves his wife and children loves life. He also witnessed him crazy because of his failure, completely transformed into another person, and lost himself. Therefore, Fang Juexia will form such a law of life.

“From small to large, we have received various kinds of education. Many people are teaching us what we should fight for, what we should get, and what we should strive for, but few people will tell us what you should keep. But I think I just kept my own essence. “

Fang Juexia looked at him, “I used to think this was an easy thing, but as I grew up, I found it to be more complicated and difficult than I thought. Human beings are such complex polyhedrons, each face even points , Seems to be able to be carried out to represent this person. This is an external evaluation, one-sided, unidimensional. “Fang Juexia shook his head slightly, denying this approach,” but I know that the part of me that I want to preserve is the only one that can What really represents me. “

He knew that he had said a lot of strange things in the eyes of others, these were just buried deep in his heart, never said to anyone, seeing Pei Tingsong looked at him with a complicated eye, Fang Juexia wrinkled Frowning, it’s a bit strange, “What are you looking at me for doing so? Am I wrong?”

Pei Tingsong laughed, paving the foreword, “I know that everyone’s knowledge system is different, so the next person I want to talk about, you probably don’t know it. He is a philosopher living in the 16th century , The name is Spinoza. “

“Spinoza …” Fang Jue Xia Mo said the name again, indicating that he was indeed unfamiliar.

“One of his greatest achievements was to reconcile the opposite ethics of the three classifications.” At this point, Pei Tingsong saw Fang Juexia’s puzzled expression, “Far away, simply put, he used to be In his book “Ethics”, he wrote such a sentence, “Every thing, as far as it is concerned, strives to preserve the existence of the self, and the self that the thing strives to preserve is precisely the true essence of that thing.” “

Hearing this, Fang Juexia was slightly startled in the night.

“Isn’t it wonderful?” Pei Tingsong looked at him and raised his eyebrows slightly, “So, when I just heard you say that, suddenly there was a kind of … across time and space, look It ’s very mysterious to see the wonderful scene that Spinoza ’s philosophical pursuit reappears in you, but it really is. ”

This is one of his favorite philosophers. He calmly and self-defeated against the tragic fate of his life. He never conceded a moment.

“Just just now, I was very touched. You have never read his book or learned his theoretical system, but you naturally lived like this. At that time, I was thinking that the original thought is really okay. In a realm of emptiness and mystery, get rid of flesh and time and achieve some kind of collision and resonance. “

Fang Juexia is actually a rebel. Unlike Pei Tingsong, he subconsciously resisted to protect himself.

Fang Jue Xia has an indescribable feeling about Pei Tingsong’s argument. On the one hand, he feels wonderful, and he thinks that Pei Tingsong may only prefer him to say such things. He was an ordinary person who was not at all philosophical, but was also curious about Pei Tingsong’s description, “So … what kind of person is Spinoza?”

“What should I say?” Pei Tingsong seriously thought about it, “He is a mathematician, so he is still studying philosophy in a mathematical way, with extreme restraint and advocating rationality. You don’t know how he lives. He I spent most of my time in the room doing research, and I did n’t see anyone for days. “

Fang Juexia asked again, “Does he have income?”

“It’s even more magical when it comes to this,” Pei Tingsong grabbed his hand and said while playing, “He was originally a teacher, and later changed his lens grinding, his craft is good, but he is not really doing business. He calculates accurately every year How many lenses do I need to wear to just meet my basic living and research costs, and I will recalculate the accounts every quarter, so I have a very precise life. “

After talking, Pei Ting Song laughed, “You really look like him.”

Fang Juexia thought about it and found it very interesting. Although Pei Tingsong was teasing, he always took the great philosopher to tease him, completely exalting, “You shut up, I can’t bear it.”

But Pei Tingsong said from the bottom of his heart, “You can afford everything.” He was very happy because he knew more about Fang Juexia, as if he was a little closer to his soul, and faced with such a closed self. Ice cubes, this is a huge leap forward.

Ling Yi ran back to show the dialect he had learned, “Like Mo Xia, do I learn like?”

Fang Juexia was about to nod, and Pei Tingsong went back first. “Where it looks like, you learn everything like Chengdu dialect.”

“You! What’s wrong with the Chengdu dialect? You can’t even learn melons, meh.”

After finishing speaking, Ling ran away. Pei Tingsong looked stunned and looked at Fang Juexia. “He just scolded me? Is he scolding me?”

Fang Jue Xia was silly, “Is it? I don’t know.”

“It must be, Bunny.” Pei Tingsong will go away when he rolls up his sleeves and is stopped by Fang Juexia. “Who made you say that people learn dialects differently.”

“Originally.” The grumpy little bully breathed a long sigh of relief. “Yes, I don’t know him like a single dog without love.”

Hearing this, Fang Juexia immediately kicked him, “Hush.”

Pei Tingsong begged for mercy, and soon remembered something, “By the way, you haven’t spoken your dialect with me yet. I want to hear you speak Cantonese.”

“Don’t you sing last time?” Fang Juexia pulled his sweater hat twice.

“That wouldn’t count, wouldn’t you tell me something?”

Fang Juexia excuses not knowing what to say and keeps saying that Pei Tingsong has been making trouble, pretending to jump over the railing and threatening him with this.

“You jump, I can always hear the sound of water when I can’t see it.” Fang Juexia smiled at him.

“Too cruel.”

Enough to play, the cruise ships also docked, and they went down one by one and returned to the ground from the river.

Pei Tingsong, like a big brother, left and right, “Have you fun, brother?”

“Happy, thank you Tuanba!”

“Then you go back and take turns washing my clothes!”

“What are you saying? The wind is so strong that you can’t hear it.”

Fang Juexia, who walked at the end, smiled and stepped on their shadows. He waited until Pei Tingsong, who was about to catch up, waited until they scattered after the joke. “You wait.”

“What’s wrong?” Pei Tingsong obediently stopped.

Fang Juexia put his hands in his pockets and leaned into his ear. Unfamiliar language, the voice is softer than the night.

“Bb, I like you so much.”

The author has something to say: translate, “Baby, I like you so much.”

bb has a feeling of coaxing a child to coax a partner, a very intimate name. You can search for the kind that Guangdong boys read, it ’s very su

Talk more about Spinoza, if you are interested, you can listen to the story. Why did Pei Tingsong say that he rebelled with his bleak life, because Spinoza is a Jew, he was born in a merchant family, and was considered a child of a wealthy family. He studied religion and history, and he was gifted with talents. Because of his religious background, he considered many issues related to religious philosophy, and also questioned some religious studies at the time.

When he was 23 years old, he was summoned by the Jewish church. He was rumored to spread heresy, and he was unwilling to pretend to cater to them, so he was expelled from the church and accepted for expulsion. His father also drove him away, and his sister wanted to deceive his little inherited property. He was almost assassinated by a devout theological student with a dagger when he was walking on the road because he violated the doctrine. Later he rented a loft outside the city of Armstrong, and he became lonely from worrying about food and clothing.

However, many people admired him, and some even wanted to give him all his inheritance, Spinoza refused.

Spinoza’s research was very dangerous at that time, how dangerous was it? He must quietly complete the writing of the book, and cannot publish it, otherwise he will be in danger of life. He gave the landlord a key and asked them to help publish these books after his death.

His life is also very legendary, everyone who is interested can go to search for it ~