Faraway Survivor - Chapter 370
Farah’s POV
I am currently sitting knee while facing Sora. Even though Sora’s facial gesture remains the same as usual, I understand she must be angry at me.
-Farah… (Sora)
-Yes… (Farah)
-If you do something like this, it will make you a bad child, you know… (Sora)
I raise my face up and stare at Sora.
-But…we are worried about you guys. (Farah)
Sister Sora knit her brow at my statement.
-What are you talking about? I am still normal, right? (Sora)
-You are lying! (Farah)
-I am telling the truth… (Sora)
-Then…answer me! (Farah)
Sister Sora tilts her head and looks at me.
-Yes…? (Sora)
-Why do you have two black bags under your eyes? (Farah)
-Huh? (Sora)
Sister Sora reaches out and touches the place under her eyes.
-I… (Sora)
-When I took a peek at why you worked today, sometimes you stared into the nothingness. (Farah)
-No, It’s… (Sora)
Sora looks down and lets out a sigh.
-Hah, it’s useless to tell any lie now. Because you also heard what I have talked about so far, right? (Sora)
Yes!? Did she talk about something when I was sleeping? Umuuu…I didn’t remember anything at all.
-Yes! I have heard everything. (Farah)
A faint smile formed on her face as I said that statement.
-You are so bad at lying, Farah. Did you perhaps fall asleep inside the teddy bear? (Sora)
I startle at her correct guess.
-Ahaha! You must be wrong, sister Sora. (Farah)
-Fuuu, but you still have some salvia on your chin. (Sora)
-Ehhh! (Farah)
I use my hand and try to wipe out the salvia on my chin.
-Muhh… (Farah)
It’s no use…I must use another method.
-Hyaaaa! (Farah)
I jump at sister Sora and hug her body.
-Farah! (Sora)
-I won’t release you until you tell me what you are hiding.
-… (Sora)
I keep hugging sister Sora until she reaches out and pats my head.
-Muuu? (Farah)
-Fine, I will tell you. (Sora)
Hooray, my persuasion method seems to work. I turn my head up and glance at sister Sora.
-Really? (Farah)
Sister Sora answers in a tired voice.
-Really. (Sora)
I separate from sister Sora and take some distance from her.
-Hah…Even if I try to hide, you two will be stubborn and try to find out anyway. (Sora)
-Ehehehe… (Farah)
-Well…Our broke up would happen sooner or later. (Sora)
-Ehhh? (Farah)
-Well, let me tell you about our relationship first. (Sora)
I nod and sit neatly to what sister Sora will talk about.
-Our relationship is a bit weird. (Sora)
-Yes…? (Farah)
-We are more than friends but less than lovers. (Sora)
-What do you mean, sister Sora? I thought you two were a perfectly normal couple. (Farah)
-That was that girl declared. But I didn’t feel our relationship like that. (Sora)
-… (Farah)
-I always felt that girl was hiding something from me. She never told me about it, no matter what I tried to do. (Sora)
-We all have one or two secrets that we don’t want to tell others, sister Sora. (Farah)
-Well, I understand that. But also because of that, Yua always take a safe distance from me. As if she was scared of hurting me. (Sora)
-… (Farah)
-And that girl…She is an idiot. (Sora)
-Huh? (Farah)
-She still feels guilty about what she did in the last incident. (Sora)
-… (Farah)
-We all try to forgive her. But she ignores and doesn’t believe in us. (Sora)
Sora also points at herself.
-“Us” here also included me. (Sora)
-Sister Sora… (Farah)
-Even she said she believed me. But I feel like she never believes me at all. They are empty lies that she built up to make me believe in her. (Sora)
I can see some hint of sadness in sister Sora.
-I have tried my best to reach out to her. But in the end… (Sora)
Sister Sora grasps her hand tightly and looks down.
-It’s all useless. I fail in making Yua actually fall in love with me. (Sora)
The things sister Sora said next were void of emotion.
-At that time, I realised the truth about our relationship. We were not lovers, and we just used others for our convenience. I used her to fill what was empty inside me. While she used me to lessen guiltlessness. (Sora)
-Sister Sora! (Farah)
I try to stop her from talking. The current sister Sora thinks too negative.
-It’s the truth, Farah. It’s a fact that I have accepted by myself. (Sora)
-You are wrong, sister Sora! Do you remember how you spend your time carefreely with sister Yua? (Farah)
-They all are just fabricated by Yua. (Sora)
-Sister Sora! (Farah)
Sister Sora shouts out loud and ignores me. She can no longer keep her calm and starts crying.
-That’s the truth, Farah. I… (Sora)
I come close to sister Sora and hug her shaking body. I gently pat her back and appease her.
-Love is different from people, sister Sora. (Farah)
-I know… (Sora)
-Your love may be different from other people. But I think what I have witnessed so far, your love is real. (Farah)
It takes a while for me to calm sister Sora down.
-She is already sleeping. (Farah)
Sister Sora must be really tired to fall asleep like this. I place her down on the bed and lie next to her.
-… (Farah)
Look at how she reacted to this broken up, I think sister Sora must really love her. I remembered what I had seen in the book.
-Love makes people crazy and turns them into idiots. (Farah)
It might be the case for both sister Sora and sister Yua.
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