Female Alpha She is Super Sweet - Chapter 51
Gu Qing and Yu Le chatted one after another, and after a while, Qu Jian also went downstairs.
Seeing Qu Yan’s footsteps drifting a little, Gu Qing couldn’t help but smile, and walked over to lead him.
Qu Yan avoided Gu Qing’s hand.
His complexion was reddish.
“Why don’t you let Gu Qing hold it?” Yu Le opened his mouth playfully, “What’s wrong with her hand?”
Qu Jian’s complexion became even more red.
Yu Le didn’t ask, “I’m done, go find Brother Xiao~” He smiled playfully at Gu Qing and Qu, and got up to flash.
After Yu Le left, Gu Qing approached Qu Yan’s side, lowered his voice and smirked, “Is my technique pretty good?”
Qu Jian pursed his lips, ignoring Qing Qing and eating by himself.
Gu Qing secretly smiled in her heart.
During this period of time, Qu Zhi frequently tempted her, acting as if she could do whatever she wanted, but when she really talked about these things, or went into battle with a real sword, she would always be shy.
Her family’s Qushen, in this regard, is always stern.
“Okay,” Gu Qing didn’t mind, and nodded to herself: “Then I’ll practice more.” As he said, he stretched out his hand to Qu Yan.
Qu Jian heard Gu Qing’s words and noticed Gu Qing’s movements. He couldn’t help but numb his scalp and quickly avoided her. He sat on the sofa with food and whispered, “You are enough.” This is the lobby.
Gu Qing jokingly smiled, “tsk tsk” twice, and withdrew his hand.
After a while, Gu Qing thought that Qu Yu’s anger was almost gone, and then he used a fruit machine to cut a plate of fruit and carried it over.
Qu Jian glanced at Gu Qing.
Gu Qing smiled and sat next to Qu Yun, stopped him from letting go, stuffed a cherry on Qu Yun’s lips, and then bit on the cherry before Qu Yun could eat it. With a mouthful, he smiled and said, “Don’t you want to talk?”
Qu Jianqing glared at Gu Qing and nodded.
With Qu Jian’s permission, Gu Qing fell silent. She was a little entangled, should she tell her all.
Gu Qing didn’t want to lie or hurt Qu Jian.
Gu Qing was silent for a moment, but Qu Jian said first: “Yu Le just sent a message to me about your concerns.”
Gu Qing looked at Xiang Qu Yan, a little surprised at his frankness. She thought that Qu Yan must listen to her first.
Gu Qing asked, “Then what do you think?”
“You don’t need to worry about this,” Qu Yu smiled and shook his head: “I can also take it.”
“I am not afraid of the future, nor do I have many things to pursue.”
“So,” Qu Yan lowered his eyes, his voice was very soft: “You don’t need to restrain.”
Gu Qing’s heart beat fast, and she made a decision instantly.
“It’s not just because of restraint.” Gu Qing looked at Qu Yu with a complicated expression, and shook his head.
Qu Yu was puzzled: “What’s the reason for that?”
Gu Qing was silent for a while.
“Do you know,” Gu lightly smiled, “I like it very much, enjoy it very much, and appreciate the way you seduce me.”
After hearing this, Qu immediately raised his eyes, he put down the dragon fruit on his hand and looked at Gu Qing.
Gu Qing curled his lips and smiled.
Everyone has bad roots, and she is no exception.
Sometimes, Gu Qing wanted to see the appearance of Qu Yan falling into desire, wanted to see his tormented by love, wanted to see his tears of being bullied and crying, wanted to see his expression of begging for mercy.
All, Gao Leng’s mastery of divine comedy, in front of outsiders, did not show up, Gu Qing wanted to see it.
It’s not just because of restraint.
Gu Qing is not selfless at all.
She also wanted something.
“I just like to watch it,” Gu Qing’s eyes darkened, looking back at Qu Yan, and said in a low voice, “You are emotionally fluctuating because of me.”
Qu Jian put aside his eyes at the moment Gu Qing looked at him, his brows frowned, and he was obviously very surprised that Gu Qing would say this.
Qu Jian was a little unsure: “You…” he said a word, but paused.
Gu Qing raised her eyebrows, her voice still pressed very softly, but her tone was a little cold: “What am I?”
The surrounding air froze all of a sudden.
Qu Jian’s breathing was a bit short, he adjusted for a moment, and said: “Did you deliberately?”
“Yes.” Gu Qing laughed at herself.
Qu Jian’s complexion sank with his heart.
He put the fruit plate back on the table, clasped his hands together, and covered the shaking of his fingertips with his sleeves.
Qu Yu said coldly: “Why?”
Gu Qing pursed her lips, Qu Yan’s cold expression made her heart tingle. Gu Qing almost couldn’t hold on to change her words, denying this reason, and only said what Qu Yan wanted to hear.
But Gu Qing couldn’t, she didn’t want to lie to him.
Fortunately, the hardest part is said, and the other things are much easier to say.
“Because,” Gu Qing looked at Qu Yu, her expression a little obsessed: “That feeling is too good, it makes me feel…I am being…”
Qu Jian looked over.
Gu Qing turned away from her eyes, her voice softened: “What you need, what you want, even…”
Gu Qing did not continue.
Be loved.
Gu Qing’s extremely weak physique in her previous life used to make her feel guilty when she was young: thinking that she owed her to the people around her, and felt that she was cumbersome, and plainly added a lot of trouble to her parents, relatives and friends.
So that in order to meet her people’s expectations, she constantly suppressed her true self. Because of fear of causing trouble to parents and friends, constantly making compromises.
Well-behaved, sensible and obedient.
Although she cannot attend classes frequently because of physical reasons, she is definitely a “good student” in the hearts of teachers and parents.
Even because of this idea, when talking about his ex-boyfriend, I felt that I was climbing high, and it took a long time before I made up my mind to break up.
Gu Qing didn’t realize that she owed no one until she became independent. Whether it was the parents who chose to give birth to her or the friends she had friendship with, they were all rational people with the ability to think independently, and they could choose on their own. What to do, what not to do, who you like, and who you hate.
What Gu Qing should think and do is not guilt, not cautiously trying to please, but should stand up, work hard, walk your own way, and use to make yourself stronger, better, and more attractive. In the future, I can help relatives and friends, let relatives and friends like to appreciate more, share life with relatives and friends, and expand the other side of life in their eyes.
Ten years of depression made Gu Qing tired of living in need of others.
Gu Qing wants to be someone who is needed by others.
She has been working hard in this direction, but it was only in this life that Gu Qing received this kind of response from Qu Jian for the first time.
In this completely unfamiliar world, Gu Qing has the responsibility and direction, and the attachment and the sense of belonging because of the knowledge of Qu.
Qu Jian’s identification with her, that attachment, the desire and expectation in his eyes, the tempting idea of surrendering the whole body and mind to her…makes Gu Qing intoxicated.
In order to get her, he was so firm, determined, desperate, and without a bottom line.
“It’s like making people suffer from drug addiction, creating an illusion…”
Gu Qing stared into Qu Yu’s eyes, her eyes were a little dangerous, a little crazy.
Gu Qing said every word: “Even if I can’t accomplish anything, you still have to be me.”
Qu Jing fixedly looked at Gu Qing’s eyes.
The strong desire and possessiveness in Gu Qing’s eyes almost burned him, but Qu Jian was reluctant to look away.
Suddenly, my heart was mixed with all kinds of flavors.
“Gu Qing,” Qu Yu couldn’t control his emotions, his voice was dry, and his lips trembled a little: “You’re too much.”
“It’s too much.” Qu Yan murmured again, putting his arms around his knees and lowering his head.
Gu Qing heard the words and closed his eyes.
The strong smile on her mouth froze, Gu Qing opened her mouth, and it took a long time to make a sound. She admitted, “It’s really too much.”
“Very bad,” Gu Qing’s voice was slightly hoarse: “I know you will be sad because of my refusal, or you will deliberately ignore you again and again.” She sneered, “Even self-righteous. Only pay attention to the good side, touch yourself with love as an excuse for restraint, claiming that everything is for your own good, without selfishness…”
Halfway through the conversation, Gu Qing stopped. Her throat was so dry that she had to pour herself a glass of water to drink.
After drinking the water, Gu Qing looked solemn and spoke again.
“But, Qu Yu…” Her voice became very soft, and she brought a touch of sadness that she had never heard of from her mouth, like a silky love thread, wrapped around Qu Yu’s heart, and it was scratched. It’s stinging.
“Know that…” No one is perfect. So, can you indulge me a bit?
I will try my best to keep my edges and corners away, even if I return to the initial cautiousness, I will fight for it so that it won’t hurt your heart again.
“However,” Qu Yan’s voice suddenly interrupted Gu Qing’s words: “I don’t mind.”
Gu Qing felt that at that moment, time in her world had stopped.
“Also,” Qu Yan raised his head and leaned his back on the sofa. He didn’t look at Gu Qing, but looked at the distant scenery far away, with a very warm smile on his lips: “I like it very much. “
Qu Jian certainly doesn’t mind.
In other words, his mind, following Gu Qing’s words, was swallowed by another, stronger emotion.
Qu Jian has been lonely.
Except for his father and sister who left him, Qu has little experience in maintaining an intimate relationship, let alone a love experience.
In the process of getting along with a strong and gentle Alpha like Gu Qing, Qu Jian always couldn’t stand it up. After being molested by Gu Qing for a few times, he was defeated.
Like Gu Qing, Qu Yan was not used to it, feeling out of reason and control. What’s more, while he was addicted to it, the other party was still able to take it easy, calm, and sensible to get away.
Therefore, Qu Jian will be worried, hesitate, and feel that he is treating her, but that’s all; he cannot affect the other’s emotions, nor can he shake the other’s reason.
At this moment, Gu Qing told him that she needed what he needed for her, and she longed for his desire for her.
Qu Jian took a deep breath of the scent of lilac, and finally he looked back at Gu Qing.
Qu Jian felt that it was only today that he began to truly see Gu Qing’s heart.
The heart of a flesh and blood person.
Not everything is beautiful, but it is the true heart of Qu Jian eager to touch.
Qu Jian’s eyes were firm. He wanted to keep watching.
Gu Qing and Qu Yan’s eyes met each other.
In the two pairs of pure black eyes, an undercurrent surged.
After a long silence, Gu Qing walked towards Qu Jian.
Qu knowingly swallowed his throat, reflexively trying to hide, but he stopped alive.
Gu Qing knelt on the side of the sofa with her left leg, and pressed her right hand on the back of the sofa behind her, wrapping him in an extremely intimate position.
Seeing Qu Yan bowing her head, Gu Qing stretched out her other hand, she raised Qu Yan’s chin without any doubt, forcing him to look at herself.
Qu Jian blinked, and he felt that Gu Qing was about to kiss him in the next second, and he couldn’t help but moisturize his lips.
But Gu Qing didn’t.
Gu Qing stared at Qu Yan for a moment, and suddenly lost his strength and fell on Qu Yan’s body.
Gu Qing’s head rested on Qu Yan’s shoulder, and she chuckled in a low voice.
Qu Yu: “…”
Gu Qing’s laughter did not stop for a long time.
As Qu Jian listened to Gu Qing’s laughter, his emotions gradually changed from the excitement and a little shyness to gentleness and joy, and then to helplessness and amusement.
He pushed Gu Qing: “Have you smiled enough?”
Gu Qing stopped laughing when she heard Qu Yan’s words. She turned her head and looked at Qu Yan. There was a moment of silence, and then she couldn’t help but laugh.
Qu Yu: “…”
He shook his head helplessly, and then laughed.
…
The rental period of the villa expired when everyone had eaten dinner. It happened to be off campus, and no one planned to return to the dormitory.
Gu Qing took advantage of the situation and forced Qu Jian to go to his house again and again.
In the unmanned intelligent driving car, Gu Qing did not speak. She looked at Qu Jian with a smile, and was happy.
Qu Jian was staring at him tightly by Gu Qing, his face looked very hot, and he couldn’t help but start thinking about the topic to break the silence. He suddenly thought of something and asked Gu Qing: “By the way, what do you want to do from now on?”
Gu Qing retracted her gaze, and she bluntly said: “Actually, I haven’t fully figured it out yet. It should be related to Mecha Action…”
Whether it is out of curiosity and yearning for future technology, or due to the frail and sickly compensatory psychology of the previous life, XOR due to rebirth, Gu Qing gained a lot of confidence in the direction of fighting, which is where she is good at… Gu Qing hopes that when she After graduating from the Seven-pointed Star Academy, he can continue to be in contact with driving mech combat.
As for Gu Qing’s previous career… Gu Qing plans to take up the business of drawing comics in his spare time and treat it as a hobby.
After all, the reason why Gu Qing likes the career of hot-blooded animation action painter is because of her yearning for physical fitness at the time. Compared with mecha action, it is more heartily to fight in person.
“It’s related to mecha operations…” Qu Wei said in deep thought: “There are not many professions to choose from.”
In this peaceful era, on land and in peaceful areas, the opportunities to display mechas are relatively limited, and there are few related occupations.
This kind of occupation is mostly distributed in interstellar, starship and chaotic planets.
Gu Qing nodded: “That’s it.” She thought about it, and then said: “However, I’m still thinking about whether to take a look at all types and try more.”
With the advancement of technology, many new professions have emerged, many of which sound interesting. If you really like it, you don’t necessarily have to be in contact with mechas.
However, because Gu Qing did not have the experience of living in this world for several years, accordingly, it is difficult for her to have a strong tendency towards any occupation in this life.
And the conversation with Qu Yan dispelled Gu Qing’s previous worries.
Gu Qing is not a person who pays attention to fame, wealth and power. If Qu Yan doesn’t care about this, she just wants her, she might as well put aside the first utilitarianism and find her own interests.
Gu Qing was confident enough to find points of interest, and worked hard to make progress by herself. She and Qu knew that there shouldn’t be a problem with the worry-free food and clothing in this life.
Gu Qing looked towards Qu Yan and smiled.
After all, only a happy self can bring more joy to the sweetheart.
“Qu Jian,” Gu Qing held her chin in her hand, her eyes were bright and she looked forward to the future, she smiled and looked at Qu Yun: “What about you? What career direction do you plan to choose?”
“I think…” Qu Yan looked at Gu Qing’s bright smile, and suddenly felt that he could understand the choice of Teacher Wu and Su Ran.
Qu Jiao swallowed back, and he was about to blurt out the embryonic form since he was a child. In the process of growing up, he kept firming himself up in the profession he wanted to pursue. He changed four words: “He With you.”
Qu Yan lowered his eyes, concealed his dark eyes, and smiled lightly: “I don’t have any special thoughts.”
It’s not an illusion, he just wants this person, she has to be.
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