For the Rest of My Life, I Belong With You - Chapter 1132
He didn’t know how old he was. He only remembered that when he had memories, he was in the small room. There was nothing else in the room except a small window with four walls. That small window was his favorite place in his childhood, because he could see the outside through it.
He didn’t know where it was, so bright Make him want to go there.
But he couldn’t get out through things. At that time, he didn’t know it was called a window. He didn’t know that the glass was blocking him.
He doesn’t know, he doesn’t know anything, he just lives at a loss.
Just feel thirsty, hungry
But even these two feelings, he didn’t know what they were called. He just felt very uncomfortable. His physiological instinct made him want to cry, but he didn’t dare to cry when he thought of crying, being beaten and painful.
He had to wait, not to cry, not to make noise, and wait like that. He didn’t know when someone would send him something to eat. When he was lucky, he could eat enough. When he was unfortunate, he waited for a long time, and he couldn’t even drink a mouthful of water.
In fact, that time was not very painful, because what he felt most was hunger, no other emotions, and he didn’t know what was fear and despair.
It’s just a long wait.
Later, he was brought out to see this completely strange world. His feeling, now I think, should be called fear. In addition to his curiosity about the world when he first came out, he soon wanted to go back to the small room.
Afraid of this strange world, want to return to the familiar only four walls of the small black house.
“You’re not dumb, are you?” The first sentence he remembered was this.
He didn’t know what dumb was and what he meant, but he remembered his words deeply.
Later he forced him to make a sound.
“You’re not dumb.”
Later, he taught him to speak and read, which made him know a lot. At the beginning, he was so dependent on him, just like a chick, trusting the first person he opened his eyes to. From the beginning, he wanted to go back to the small dark room, to the end, he didn’t want to see there.
He let him know what is good, dignity, how bad his life was before.
But it also gave him that kind of pain and suffering, and made him feel despair and fear for countless times
When he didn’t go back to his parents, he wanted them to be his parents so much that he expected the good things to be his, but he was so desperate that he didn’t dare to look forward to them again that later, he knew they were his parents.
In the future, he will never have to live like that again, but he can’t believe that every day is like a dream, uneasy, deeply uneasy, for fear that one day he will suddenly lose all this, he is just dreaming, waking up, he still lives in that life.
So he studies harder, reads books, wants to make himself strong, wants to control everything, doesn’t like accidents, for what he wants, he doesn’t care about anyone’s feelings, as long as he gets what he wants as soon as possible, he wants to build a strong Empire, wants to let himself stand at the top, no one can destroy his life, wants to firmly grasp Live in this beautiful
Even if later he became very powerful, he could control everything, but he was still uneasy, it was like an endless black hole, no matter what he did, he was dissatisfied with everything.
Until he met her again, until he held her and lay in her arms like this, the uneasiness disappeared, he felt the peace and stability he had never had before
Here, this article is officially over, thank you all pro all the way to support peach up to now, finally Zixiao fanwai because a few days out, peach despite the best efforts, may still be some unsatisfactory, pro or support peach to the end, peach is really grateful, very grateful! Thank you very much!
Since June, because I went back to my hometown and went to Lijiang to attend the annual meeting, my child got sick and all kinds of things gathered together, which led to the slow update. Peach has always been in debt. Peach can only say the next book, peach will work harder! Try to update, try to write better!
It’s a bit hard to write here. After writing for such a long time, life has been integrated into this article. Suddenly, it’s going to be completely over. It’s like that when a child grows up, he has to leave his side, which has a great loss.
Peach doesn’t know what else to say, but there is still hope. I hope my relatives can support peach’s new article. If there is no accident, the new article will open in October. I hope I can see my relatives in Xinwen at that time. Goodbye!
I don’t know how I can’t see it on my mobile phone. It’s written in the author’s words, love you Love you