For The Rest Of My Life, I Only Want You - Chapter 221
“How does it taste?” Jiang Zhihan looked at me expectantly.
I nodded. “Try it yourself!”
Jiang Zhihan tasted the dishes one by one with chopsticks and kept nodding. He also made a voice of “uh huh” recognition from time to time, which directly amused me. I didn’t expect that Jiang Zhihan, who was so cold, would have such a childish side.
“It’s really delicious!”
I instantly inflated, “that’s what I instructed. How can it not be delicious!”
Jiang Zhihan hurried to the kitchen for dinner. “Well, it’s getting late. Hurry to eat. You must be hungry!”
The fruit I just ate was almost digested. Now my stomach is completely empty.
Jiang Zhihan sat opposite me and ate very delicious. He also brought me vegetables from time to time and took care of me considerately.
I instantly recalled my life when I married Jiang Zhihan. In this way, there were not many scenes for us to eat face-to-face. Most of them were me eating alone, or there were only Lin and me on the table. Every time I ate with my head down, I felt a sense of fear for Lin from my heart, for fear of being scolded by her for what I did badly.
Thinking about it, I had no appetite. I put down the dishes and chopsticks.
Jiang Zhihan looked up at me, “what’s the matter? Don’t you eat?”
I nodded. “I can’t eat any more!”
Jiang Zhihan took a order in my bowl again, “eat more. You have two children in your stomach now. How can your body bear it if you don’t eat!”
Instead of moving my chopsticks, I looked at Jiang Zhihan and asked seriously, “do you feel that the taste of the dish is very familiar?”
Jiang Zhihan was stunned. He didn’t expect me to ask this question, but he thought about it carefully and shook his head.
I smiled sadly.
In fact, these dishes are completely made according to my habits, and the taste will be a little sweeter.
“In fact, after I married Jiang family, although there were servants in the family, I did a lot of things myself. Because I know that a girl can’t be too lazy. I was already a sparrow into a phoenix when I married you Jiang family. Of course, I have to work harder to avoid being despised by your mother, so I always cooked the meals of Jiang family! But you rarely come back for dinner, So you have eaten the dishes I made very few times, and you can probably count them clearly.
Even if you let me down again and again, but every time I wake up and prepare, I know clearly what you like to eat and what you don’t like to eat. But many times, the final result is that these vegetables go into the trash can, or I force them to eat.
At that time, I didn’t expect much. It wasn’t a gift you gave me, or a card for me. Just brush it. What I want is very simple. I just want you to spend more time with me and have a meal. Only the two of us can sit down and eat quietly.
But I didn’t expect that after the divorce, we got along better than when we got married. ”
I smiled sarcastically at myself.
Jiang Zhihan listened to Su qinran’s flat tone and said these words, but he felt his heart clenched. From these simple sentences, he could feel how painful Su qinran’s life in the Jiang family was. Loneliness and loneliness can only be pressed at the bottom of his heart, and no one can share it at all. In the Jiang family, she has always kept her posture low, because she knows that no one will protect her, so she has always lived on thin ice, probably every day is very painful.
Thinking of this, Jiang Zhihan felt even worse. He wanted to beat himself up. He didn’t understand how he had done such an excessive thing.
Jiang Zhihan kept his head down. I couldn’t see his expression clearly, but he pressed his voice, He said in a heavy tone, “I’m sorry, qinran. It seems that how many words I’m sorry can’t make up for the damage you suffered at that time. At that time, I was really out of my mind and would do that to you! So I want to make up for my mistakes in the past. You see, we live together like this and are very happy!”
I stared down at the food in the bowl and didn’t speak.
In fact, happiness has never been clearly defined, but you can feel it with your heart. In fact, just now I watched Jiang Zhihan cook for me and eat happily. This is the life I look forward to.
Jiang Zhihan sighed silently when he saw that I didn’t speak.
In fact, he has already thought clearly. As long as he can accompany Su qinran and see his child born safely, it doesn’t matter if Su qinran doesn’t forgive him. After all, he did so many bastard things at the beginning. Now he just wants Su qinran to be happy and doesn’t want to force her to be with him anymore.
Jiang Zhihan scooped some soup into the bowl, “you’d better eat some more! Otherwise your stomach will be uncomfortable at that time!”
Finally, I picked up chopsticks and thought, I still want to eat for my children.
Later, during the meal, Jiang Zhihan’s expression was heavy. The two people said nothing to each other, and the atmosphere was particularly silent.
After dinner, Jiang Zhihan is responsible for cleaning the table and washing dishes.
I ate a little too much unconsciously. I just stood behind Jiang Zhihan and looked at his busy back with emotion.
When Jiang Zhihan finished washing the bowl and turned around, he saw Su qinran leaning against the door frame, touching his stomach and looking at him gently.
At that moment, Jiang Zhihan felt his heart beating fast. Obviously, Su qinran doesn’t apply powder, because she is still fat during pregnancy, and she is wearing loose maternity clothes, but it seems that this has touched his heart and couldn’t help walking towards Su qinran.
My eyes are also looking at Jiang Zhihan. I don’t know why. I always feel like crying. I probably think that I have experienced too many things today. How difficult it is to get all this.
I reacted, quickly lowered my head to cover up the moisture in my eyes, and turned and walked towards the living room.
Jiang Zhihan looked at Su qinran’s back and sighed.
He found some fruit in the fridge, cut it and brought it to the living room. Su qinran was leaning against the sofa watching TV.
After Congjiang Zhihan came out of the kitchen, although my eyes were on the TV, Yu Guang always paid attention to him. I always felt that there was a subtle feeling in the air today.
Looking at Jiang Zhihan sitting down beside me, looking at his hand slowly extending towards my face, I was frozen there for a moment.
Jiang Zhihan actually saw that there was a mark left by Su qinran’s mouth, so he wanted to reach out and wipe it for her.
I looked at the hand extended by Jiang Zhihan, getting closer and closer to me, and finally directly touched my cheek.
Jiang Zhihan’s fingertip was the temperature I hadn’t encountered for a long time. His strength gently rubbed the corner of my mouth.