From Body to Love - Chapter 111

“No, I went to see her ten minutes ago. I know she’s gone. She’s going. Now, you just need to tell me where Xiaoyi is. ”

“OK, I’ll take you to him.”

On the way back, the snow had accumulated a thin layer. Guze didn’t know why Meng Fu didn’t ask Ye Yan about those things. Meng Fu wanted to know. Ye Yan sat in the back of the car. However, Meng Fu didn’t say a word and leaned back on the seat as if he was very sleepy.

When Meng Fu brought the pot of roses to Ye Yan, and when Meng Fu retreated and looked at Ye Yan’s grief peacefully, Gu Ze already understood. There was really no need to ask more. Ye Yan liked Xiao Yi.

It’s not Meng Yi’s seduction of Ye Yan in Meng Yu’s mouth, but he likes it.

Because he likes it, Meng Yucai has more resentment.

“He really likes Xiao Yi.” Meng Fu said.

“Yes.”

He leaned against the balcony, and some snowflakes floated in and fell in his hair. Before Gu Ze reached out to brush away, the snowflakes had melted.

Meng Fu’s face was still pale. “I always thought I would be wrong. It turned out that Xiaoyi’s love was’ like ‘.” The love between lovers is not the love between relatives.

“Is there any smoke?” He leaned against the wall and asked.

“Don’t smoke. It’s not good to smoke.”

“Haven’t you smoked for so many years? I think it’s good. ” He retorted faintly.

“You’re by my side. I’m learning to quit smoking slowly.”

He always recalled the sadness of the cigarette. Meng Fu leaned against the tree and wept big tears while smoking. The cigarette became a metaphorical symbol of sadness.

He is by his side.

You don’t need cigarettes.

One hand rushed into his pocket. Meng Fu held a packet of unpacked cigarettes in his hand. He said, “I’ll know when I go out.”

When he went out, he wrapped his hand and put it in his pocket, but he forgot that there was a pack of cigarettes in his pocket.

After unpacking, I began to quit smoking. I still couldn’t control smoking.

Virtually, it’s like telling a little lie.

But he was surprised by Meng Fu’s small move. He was no longer so distant from him. Gu Ze said with a taste of doting, “let you see through, then smoke one.”

He lit a cigarette for him. Seeing the light smoke rising, he said, “I said to quit smoking. I didn’t lie to you. I just smoked for many years. I can’t quit for a while.”

“Yes.”

“Let’s go tonight.”

“OK.” Slowly spit out eye circles from his mouth. He looked up, looked at the flying snow, and said in a babble, “Guze, it’s strange, isn’t it? Everyone is good, but you. ”

Everybody’s good, nobody’s good,

But no one,

But you,

You are by my side.

His fingers were blue and white in the wind and snow, and his side face was also stained with the coolness of snow. Gu Ze looked sideways.

Turned around and hugged him.

“Meng Fu, actually…” hesitated, wondering whether to ask, “in fact, you don’t hate me so much.” Finally, he turned his mouth again.

For two seconds, the ethereal sound of wind and snow was clear and audible.

“… well.”

Guze smiled, “maybe…”

“Maybe.”

He didn’t ask.

He has answered.

He knows what he wants to ask. Maybe he likes it a little?

He couldn’t tell whether he liked it or not. It didn’t seem so important. He just thought that he was the only one around him.

……

Ye Yan’s fingers gently stroked the petals, loving and careful. Touch the soil again.

“Xiao Yi, why don’t you call brother Ye Yan?”

His tears fell on the petals.

He murmured that the things they had experienced, trivial and fragment like, were connected frame by frame and became the film shown in his mind.

However, the protagonist of the film is no longer.

It’s the end.

It can’t go on.

After a long time, Meng Fu and Gu Ze came out of the balcony.

Meng Fu stood in front of Ye Yan, “brother Ye Yan, at least, you are the only person in the Ye family who is good to Xiao Yi. Thank you. You go. ”

“Can I take Xiaoyi away?”

Ye Yan holds the pot of flowers.

“No, that’s my Xiaoyi. If, at that time, you could protect him, maybe Xiaoyi… “He paused and continued,” I don’t want to hate you, brother Ye Yan. ”

“Meng Fu, I’m sorry. It was me. My mother locked me in the house at that time. I had no choice. I thought Xiao Yi came to you. I thought… After all… ”

“It’s late, it’s all late.”

Meng Fu looked at the red rose. It was late. There were only flowers. All he could expect and miss was flowers.

“Meng Fu, I want to take Xiaoyi away. He likes me too. I think he would like to be with me. ”

“Brother Ye Yan, you failed to protect him. It’s too late.” He sighed deeply, “in fact, no wonder you, brother Ye Yan, how can you blame you? It’s my fault that I failed to protect my brother.”

How can you blame others? It’s your own bad. Guilt and self blame are entrenched in your heart for a long time.

Guze silently hugged his shoulder.

Ye Yan held his forehead and silently bit his fingers. He bit very hard and bled. “Meng Fu, I only took part of Xiaoyi’s… Ashes… Okay?”

Xiaoyi’s ashes have been mixed with the soil.

He begged for the last breath of Xiaoyi.

He choked and said, “my only regret is that I didn’t tell Xiaoyi. I like him too. He used to say he liked me. I just thought I was a child. I don’t think he knows anything about feelings. ” He smiled, smiled and cried again, “it was never him that I didn’t understand the feelings, it was me.”

“… OK.”

Meng Fuying.

I can’t bear it.

Ye Yan staggered to his feet. He held the small box of ashes like a treasure. When he was going out, he said, “I pulled out my mother’s oxygen tube.”

The door closed.

Meng Fu stood stunned.

It’s Ye Yan. It’s Ye Yan who sent Meng Yu on the last trip.

He never thought that Ye Yan appeared in the hospital for

He could not say excited or sad, but felt desolate, which brought the coolness of the world and spread in large areas.

From small to large, Ye Yan was rebellious and finally listened to Meng Yu’s words.

Meng Yu is Ye Yan’s mother.

But

Guze took him in his arms, “Meng Fu, Meng Yu has got retribution.”

……

The town is so quiet.

In the twinkling of an eye, another month passed, page by page, his fingertips turned page by page, looked up carefully, the snow was heavier, the dusk was heavy, and he was the only one left in the library.

Such days are too cold. Sure enough, people don’t want to come out.

Secretary Wang gathered his umbrella, stamped at the door, shook off the snow, went in and said, “Meng Fu, why don’t you turn on the air conditioner?”

The library is very old. There was no air conditioner in it. After returning to the town, Guze asked someone to install an air conditioner, but Meng Fu never opened it in his absence.

“Fortunately, I don’t feel cold.”

“You, if you want Gu to know, you must be distressed to death. It’s time to scold me for not looking at you well. ” Secretary Wang rubbed his hands as he said.

I complained that the snow didn’t stop. It just cleared up for two days, and it began to rain again. It doesn’t matter to him, but Meng Fu is always frozen.

“Let’s go. The restaurant has a good business today. President Gu is talking about business with another restaurant owner in the town. He can’t come, so he asked me to come. Sorry for being late. ”

Meng Fu looked up at the hanging clock hanging on the opposite wall. It sounded eerily, reminding him that it was already 5:30 p.m. It’s winter. I usually leave at five.

Half an hour late, I didn’t realize it.

The man always picked him up on time and walked back together about half an hour. Unconsciously, he was waiting for him.

“Well, let’s go.”

Locked the door and looked back, Secretary Wang had helped him hold up his umbrella, “thank you.”

“Meng Fu, you really don’t have to be so polite.” Secretary Wang was embarrassed to say that Meng Fu was always so polite and polite. Coupled with his exquisite appearance, he always felt that he had been compared to a rough man.

Meng Fu smiled faintly and stepped on the soft snow.

He walked very slowly. He may be used to walking home slowly with Guze.

It’s strange that it can be regarded as a habit after more than a month.

Secretary Wang walked next to him and said, “Mr. Gu, I should be home late tonight. He sent you a text message. I guess you didn’t pay attention. No wonder he called me to the library in a panic. You are still there. ”

He has never had the habit of looking at his mobile phone.

Although there is a mobile phone, it is more just a decoration.

“Please, Secretary Wang. Next time I go home by myself, you don’t have to come.”

“This won’t work.” Secretary Wang said bluntly, “if you are cold and hungry, it is president Gu who is sad. I’ve been with President Gu for more than ten years. I know his temper. If he gets angry, I’ll deduct my salary. ”

Meng Fu was amused and chuckled, “he doesn’t look like such a stingy person.”

“He is generous to you, but not to employees. He is a businessman, not a philanthropist, that is, he is not generous to you, and he doesn’t want his career.”

Career, no, what does that mean?

Suddenly stopped.

He said, “I don’t understand.”

“This…” Secretary Wang Fangzhi leaked his mouth. Guze explained that these things can’t be said with Meng Fu. He said with a smile, “I mean it’s good for him to open a restaurant here.”

Meng Fu frowned and said nothing.

Gu Ze came back very late, with a cold and wine smell. He opened the door gently and felt relieved when he saw Meng leaning against the head of the bed to read. He said, “why haven’t you slept yet?”

He raised his hand to touch his cheek, hung it in the air without touching it, and put it down again. His hand was a little cold, afraid to spread the cold to the man’s face.

He reached a cooperation agreement with the owner of the largest restaurant in the town. Guze was in a good mood and his tone of voice became particularly relaxed. “Don’t sleep yet, are you waiting for me?”