From Body to Love - Chapter 120
That’s it. I became a fool.
He insisted on letting him understand, but in the end, he didn’t understand.
Those who should understand understand understand.
Those who think they understand don’t understand.
Meng Fu looked at Gu Ze puzzled, “why? Don’t you want it? ”
“I……” Guze laughed at himself. “Meng Fu, I don’t want this.”
“Guze, you always ask me, what about you? How much do you understand?” He knew Guze’s mind, and Guze was suspicious.
Guze’s doubt, like his hesitation, is full of timidity, like a shell that will crack at any time, leak out at any time, and fear leak out at any time.
Like a balloon full of air, Guze’s mood at the moment is like this. It is almost exploding. Joy is repressed, shock is repressed, and all kinds of emotions that can be inflated are repressed.
One eye burned and gathered on Meng Fu like a fire.
Meng Fu lowered his head. “The ginger soup is cooler. Drink some.”
“OK.”
He took a bowl and drank two mouthfuls. He never looked away from Meng Fu.
After taking a bath, I went to cool myself.
Guze opened the quilt and sat next to Meng Fu. He was about to lie down with the man. Meng Fu hooked his arm and his fingers trembled to untie his robe.
Only untied / opened his clothes belt, Guze grabbed his hand and stopped it. “Meng Fu, don’t do it today. Have a rest. I haven’t had a good rest these two days.”
Meng Fu ignored and stubbornly took off his clothes.
“Well, Meng Fu, I know, I understand.” He hugged him to stop his movements, pressed him down on the bed, covered his eyes with his hand, and gently ordered, “sleep.”
Meng Fu’s eyes blinked, and the butterfly like eyelashes fanned Gu Ze’s palm.
“I’m not sleepy, and you?”
“You have to sleep if you’re not sleepy.”
Meng Fu’s hand still gently dragged Guze’s clothes. Guze pulled his hand open, stuffed it into the quilt, and hooked his hand to turn off the light.
Hold Meng back to sleep as before.
The person who has always been quiet is tempted today. He carefully puts his face close to his chest, and his fingers gradually go up, holding his breath.
Tiny particles in the air began to pause.
The wind stopped, the night was quiet, a floating leaf floating in the sea stopped on the beach with the wave, and his hand gently touched Guze’s neck.
Perhaps it was the night that emboldened him. He put his lips on Guze’s lips.
The world is quiet, leaving only a heartbeat.
He said, “Guze, listen to my heartbeat. You can verify it.”
He lay flat on the bed.
Waiting.
Guze pulled Meng Fu’s clothes up and put his ear on his chest. He heard the powerful heartbeat like a drum beating Guze’s heart again and again.
The cracks were sewn up quickly without any trace.
The wounds of broken glass in the heart healed like needles.
Meng Fu’s finger inserted into Guze’s hair, “Guze, do you know?”
“I see.”
A low smile.
I don’t know who it is, or his, or his, or theirs.
Joy filled the air
He began Wen the red dot on his chest. He had love / desire, or he had love / desire since he hugged him. At the moment, he seduced him so much that he could no longer control it.
He stroked his skin, like touching a piece of good jade, which was slightly cool. He was obsessed with this coolness, and he was determined to warm him.
Wen inch by inch,
Love inch by inch,
He covered him, licked his neck, bit his chin, explored his lips and tongues, and Meng Fu responded, astringently.
Meng Fu thought that after everything was taken away, his life was mostly as dark as the night in front of him and as cold as the winter.
This Wen made his body very hot, which made him dizzy and hot.
Guze’s hand slipped under him, took off his pants and began to get hotter and hotter.
Shortness of breath.
Big beads and small beads jingle and fall on the jade plate.
Meng Fu stretched out his arm, hooked his hand and turned on the light at the head of the bed.
The light was very dazzling. Gu Ze stifled and stopped his action to close his clothes.
But he can’t hide from Meng Fu’s eyes.
“Guze, what’s the matter with your injury?” Meng Fu asked, pretending to be surprised.
“It’s all right. A little injury. ”
Where is a minor injury? I don’t know how those employees spread their anger on Guze. His chest is a red mark thrown by something. It looks terrible.
Meng Fu sat up and went to pull Guze’s clothes.
“Let me see.”
“Meng Fu, don’t look.” He smiled and said, “now is not the time to look at the wound.” he smiled vaguely and had a strong feeling / desire in his eyes. “If you annoy me, you have to put out the fire.”
He said, reaching out to turn off the light.
But Meng Fu stopped him.
“Guze.” He sighed helplessly.
He took off Guze’s bathrobe. He broke Guze’s body to see Guze’s back. It was indeed a staggered trace. He only thought it was beaten by the employees, but he didn’t know that there was also the injury he suffered when fighting with Jin Yufeng.
Gu Ze knew that Meng Fu was determined to see his wound. He couldn’t hide it, so he let it go.
“What’s going on?”
“I met two hooligans on the road. I couldn’t see them for a moment, so I taught them a lesson. As a result, I was plotted against.” Gu Ze’s tone was relaxed. “It’s just a small injury. It’s not in the way.”
Meng Fu didn’t expose his lies. He knew that Guze didn’t want him to worry.
“I’ll get you some ointment.”
He’s going to get up.
Gu Ze suddenly grabbed him and pressed him on the bed again. His eyes stared at Meng Fu, but his hand quickly turned off the light.
“Meng Fu, you sleep with me. You put out the fire for me. I’m fine. I don’t feel pain. I feel very happy. Today I am happier than ever. ”
“In the future, it will be very good, Guze, it will be very good in the future.” He said.
“Well, it will be good in the future.”
For two days, neither of them had much rest. In addition, they lingered all night at night. The next morning, Guze didn’t wake up.
Meng Fu opened his eyes, his mind was heavy, and there was a familiar pain from his lower body.
He still forced himself to get up, took the ointment prepared last night, whispered like a cat step and was as careful as a cat.
He opened the quilt and stared at the back of Guze’s hand. His fingers were stained with ointment and smeared it bit by bit. Guze occasionally moved, and he withdrew his hand like a frightened man.
Then, it was carefully applied.
In the early morning of winter, the sky was still gray and white, and some could not see clearly. Meng Fu looked down at the wounds, smeared them, and covered the quilt again. He lay on his side to see Guze’s face.
Sleeping Guze, the edges and corners are no longer so cold, and there are some bruises at the corners of his eyebrows. He stared at the bruise, Guze. He was hurt. It should hurt very much.
……
It’s like a winding road.
Many people will be disappointed. After walking through the desert, the other end of the desert is still a desert. It’s no different. The yellow sand is still all over the sky, and the solitary smoke is still straight.
Guze knows it’s different.
As long as you walk through another desert, it is the ocean.
He peeped at Meng Fu from the gap of the bookshelf. The man was as calm as usual. The sharp and pretty minibus didn’t enter the collar. His face was a little better than usual. He fainted slightly and stained his cheeks.
He turned the book, turned two pages, couldn’t read it, and looked at Meng Fu.
This eye was just opposite Meng Fu’s line of sight.
He knew that Meng Fu was indeed looking at the bookshelf here, but he didn’t know whether Meng Fu was looking at him.
The line of sight lasted about ten seconds.
Meng Fu buried his head in the book in his hand. Gu Ze saw a faint smile on Meng Fu’s mouth, which directly reached the bottom of Gu Ze’s heart.
He finally came out from behind the bookshelf and sat next to Meng Fu.
Meng Fu didn’t look at him. It seemed that all his mind was in the book, but he asked, “didn’t you say you were going to find someone to redecorate the restaurant?”
“Just leave this to Secretary Wang.”
“Did you pay Secretary Wang?” He continued, turning the page gently with his fingers.
Gu Ze’s face twitched slightly, “this secretary Wang is complaining again. He doesn’t just want to appear stingy. I just deducted his salary for a few months. ”
Meng Fu turned his head and looked at Gu Ze with a smile. “Secretary Wang didn’t tell me that you didn’t recruit yourself?”
“Hey,” Guze sighed deliberately, “who told me to become a fool in front of you.”
He chuckled.
He said a few words at leisure.
then,
Meng Fu put his face on the book and lay so prone. He looked at Guze and lowered his eyelids. “Guze, pay back the salary owed to Secretary Wang with the money from that bank card.”
“What I deducted from his salary is reasonable.”
Meng Fu smiled. “That’s reasonable. You won’t have any employees in the future.”
“You are not my employee.” He said, taking advantage of the situation.
“Yes,” it seems that Gu Ze is the owner of the library. “You are also my boss.”
Perhaps their conversation disturbed others. He heard two coughs. Meng Fu didn’t speak again. He pulled Guze’s clothes and motioned him to read behind the bookshelf.
Five o’clock.
The old bell rang.
Shut the door.
The wind outside suddenly became very strong, mixed with coolness.
A casual look up, a petal fell on Meng Fu’s face. He raised his hand and took it down. It was a light yellow wax plum blossom with a faint faint fragrance.
“In two days, let’s buy wintersweet trees.” Guze said.
“OK.”
Seems to think of something.
After he separated from Xie Zhenzhen, he went back to Gu’s house and there was no Chimonanthus chinensis tree.
He was a little abrupt, but he wanted to ask thousands of times,
“Guze, really, does she still have no news?”
“Sorry, Meng Fu, sorry.”
Sorry, I don’t have the money and ability to investigate for you, Xie Zhenzhen. Sorry, I’m selfish. I didn’t use all your money to find Xie Zhenzhen. Sorry, I really don’t want Xie Zhenzhen to be found.
Meng Fu shook his head and said clearly, “it’s not easy to find a person. The sea of people is vast. If a person hides, others will not find him.”
So, Guze thought, Meng Fu, I’m always so afraid of you running away.
Until now, my heart has settled down, but there is still fear at the bottom.