From Body to Love - Chapter 57

But Gu Ze, who is immersed in lust, can’t hear Meng Fu’s weak plea for mercy. The power of rejection is nothing to Gu Ze.

It’s like exploring a new world.

It turned out that kissing Meng Fu was so beautiful.

His hand slipped behind Meng Fu unconsciously and stretched out his fingers to stir skillfully in it, because he didn’t have time to expand it in advance.

With only one finger, Meng Fu frowned.

It was not the first time that he could bear the pain, but he couldn’t stand Guze’s kiss. In his opinion, it was a metaphorical torture.

“Mr. Gu, please…” the more hopeless he begged for mercy, so that his weak wrist rested on Gu Ze’s shoulder.

“You hate it?”

Gu Ze faced the tip of his nose, and his thick black eyes reflected in Meng Fu’s wet eyes.

Meng Fu tilted his head. “Mr. Gu, just do it.”

He said “do it directly” again and again. His disgust was directly revealed. His anger was dense. Gu Ze’s face sank for a few minutes and suddenly sneered, “Meng Fu, you hate it. If you hate it, I will be more happy.”

“Won’t Mr. Gu feel sick?”

“… yes.” The one who bit his teeth answered the irony, with a bitter smile and a sarcastic snake on his face, and his expression became more and more distorted, “what should I do? You feel sick, too. That’s what I’m going to do. ”

His hand inserted another finger. It was more and more difficult to get in. Gu Ze took out his fingers and spit for lubrication. He didn’t know when his pants faded. When he felt almost the same, his hard things slowly inserted into Meng Fu’s body.

Meng Fu bit his teeth and endured the pain secretly.

Guze quickly took off his coat. In the past, he always wore intact clothes and refused to have more physical contact with Meng Fu.

When the skin was close to each other, he noticed that Meng Fu’s skin was slightly cool and seemed to be wrapped in a layer of cold water. He continued to kiss Meng Fu’s skin one after another, and his fingers pinched Meng Fu’s chin.

He began to twitch slowly under his body. The palm of one hand supported Meng Fu’s side. He looked down at Meng Fu and observed Meng Fu’s reaction. Meng Fu, what’s your expression when making love?

Meng Fu tilted his head and looked out of the window. The night was very deep and quiet. No winged birds flew by, and there was no free soul.

I don’t want to die, I don’t want to die, but I don’t want to live like this. What’s the meaning? He thought.

Withered leaves, floating fate.

“Meng Fu.”

He called his name, and the movement under his body became more and more intense. Disappointment flashed. Meng Fu only frowned and endured, swallowing the pain into his stomach.

Even refused to look at him.

Countless emotions entangled in Guze’s heart, anger, disappointment, depression, dark hatred… Meng Fu, why are you?

He stretched out his hand and straightened Meng Fu’s face. He said in a deep voice, “Meng Fu, look at me.”

Meng Fu raised his drooping eyes slowly and looked at Gu Ze’s eyes. It was clear that his eyes were empty. Looking at him, he didn’t look at him. He thought, Gu Ze, do you want me to reflect my sadness through your eyes?

Being pressed by men, he shrugged endlessly, unable to resist, unable to repay human lives.

He has no pleasure, only pain and shame.

“Meng Fu, does it hurt?”

“It hurts.”

“What else but pain?”

Meng Fu shook his head.

Gu Ze’s face became darker and darker, and his movements became more and more violent. Meng Fu couldn’t bite the pillow, so he stretched out his fingers to bite.

Guzela passed Meng Fu’s fingers and leaned over his lips. He kissed him. He was numb and didn’t respond. He kissed more and more fiercely.

He couldn’t stand pushing with his hand and used the injured hand. It seemed that the pain on his wrist could not be felt at this time.

Guze grabbed his hands, and his flexible tongue swam wantonly in his mouth. His desire was expressed, but there was no sense of pleasure in his heart.

He knows very well that he is torturing Meng Fu. Now, he is torturing himself.

This is a dead end, he, there is no other way.

He and he can’t become lovers, so they can only maintain with hatred.

……

Finally it was over. Meng Fu lay flat on the bed with no God in his eyes. Guze should have left without looking back, but the man stayed and lay naked next to Meng Fu.

“Meng Fu, when making love, it turns out that your expression is like this.”

Such pain, such patience.

“Mr. Gu, what is the end?”

“… no, no end.” Guze’s heart seems to be buried in the ice cellar, cool and thorough, “Meng Fu, hatred has no end.”

It’s like being sentenced to death.

He thought he had made atonement. He thought he still had a chance to be forgiven… He thought that as long as he was patient and obedient, Guze would always forgive him

Originally, there is no end.

“What about dead? If you die, can you reach the end? ”

He suddenly locked the hand around Meng Fu. He said, “Meng Fu, don’t die. Don’t you want to die? Then don’t die. ” Don’t die, Meng Fu. I don’t want you to die.

“What else can I do to atone?”

Mr. Gu, how long will it take for such physical punishment and long torture? Can I only live like a walking corpse?

The cold wind outside the window is wrapped with countless cold particles, which madly sweep through the cold day and the dry and yellow land, and turn into plain white frost in the morning.

“Meng Fu, do you want to make atonement? Well, stay with me. This is your only way to atone. ”

Meng Fu suddenly smiled, a colder smile than Lengyue, “OK.”

This is the way of atonement… This is… The end of the end… There is no end.

Two human lives are rivers thousands of meters deep across the heart. Quicksand and stones are not filled and cannot be stacked.

It was like squatting in another cage in Guze’s home. It was seven years at that time. Maybe now it will be longer, longer and longer than seven years.

Anyway, I’m used to this loneliness, aren’t I? However, Xiaoyi, his brother Xiaoyi, what should we do

Gu Ze’s hand touched Meng Fu’s cheek, “Meng Fu, don’t laugh like this.”

“OK.”

Then he stopped laughing. His dead soul looked at the dark outside the window.

——

Meng Yi likes this way of kissing and greeting. When Ye Yan is working, he suddenly runs over and kisses Ye Yan on his lips.

Ye Yan was startled, “Xiao Yi!”

Meng Yi blinked a pair of ignorant eyes, “brother Ye Yan, are you angry?”

“Xiaoyi, you can’t do this in the future.”

“I’m greeting brother Ye Yan.” The smile is sweet.

Ye Yan was a little helpless and didn’t know what to explain. After thinking for a long time, he said, “this is a foreign etiquette. We can’t say hello in China.”

“Then why did the elder brother kiss Meng Meng? The elder brother kissed you like this before? Why do you say hello like this? ”

“This…” for a moment, he was asked by a child’s mental person. After thinking for a long time, Ye Yan explained, “this is an accident. Next time, I won’t explain it like this next time. Xiao Yi is obedient. After listening to brother Ye Yan’s words, brother Ye Yan will take you to have ice cream after work, okay?”

“Ice cream?” Meng Yi’s eyes lit up, “OK.”

Meng Yi runs to play by himself again, but Ye Yan frowns irritably. Meng Yu is still busy with Ye Ting’s marriage, and there is no way to take out the money. He used to spend a lot, and he doesn’t have much savings, so he can give Meng Fu’s two brothers even less. It’s a little unexpected. Gu Ze took Meng Fu to his home for better torture?

However, he can’t take out his house and money now. How can he find Guze dignitaries?

There was Meng Yi’s laughter in his ear. He glanced at Meng Yi laughing with a comic book on the sofa. Fortunately, Meng Yi was a child and didn’t understand anything.

I don’t understand anything, so I save the simplest happiness.