Full Of My Love To You - Chapter 4

Two days ago, I talked to my girlfriend about each other’s feelings. She was “fast food love”. She said that she looked at each other correctly and didn’t feel sick when she went to bed. I said that I can’t do it. I need to understand each other, knowing that the other party’s heart is sincere, and let the other party know that I care about him. Considering the possibility and rationality of being together, considering each other’s family, and thinking about how my marriage with him in the future will require two people to manage for a long time.

After listening, my friend shook his head and said, “You are real.”

Yes, I am realistic, so my romantic boyfriend often said that I was a cold woman, a cruel woman, a ruthless woman, and then said how his young boy’s heart was broken and then broken.

I … think about it, too.

I can’t remember the first impression Xu Weiyu gave me. I only knew it when I knew it. I can’t even figure out which grade one is in the same class with him and which grade one is separated from the primary school.

When I was in high school, I chose liberal arts. He asked me to go out and took me to the back of the teaching building. He was spinning around and he was annoyed for a long time.

He is good in liberal arts, and I am good in science.

He accommodated me to choose the reason, I chose the article unbelief, it is really wrong.

I said, “Light rain, I went up.”

He became more annoyed, staring at me, and said to me coldly for the first time: “Gu Qingxi, do you want to be so indifferent ?!”

I watched him turn around and walk away. I didn’t know how to handle this kind of thing. I just felt very sorry.

Naturally, I did n’t know that such a small romance paragraph did n’t see him interesting to me, but we were all young at that time, where so many deep feelings, even a little impulse, little ignorance, are immature. It ’s okay to try young love or miss it. In the future, I only remember it with a light smile, maybe gentle, maybe light.

A large-scale spring tour during the second year of high school was a rare benefit for the high school students who were in deep water. The organization went to Wuyuan, Jiangxi. I do n’t remember how long I took the bus. When I came down, I was a bit motion sick. Xi, you have a bad complexion, do you want to drink some water? ”

I said it would be good to just walk around and blow the hair.

I was a quiet girl at the same table, a bit like me in character, so I talked to her very well. We followed at the end of the big army and walked on the country road. We felt that it was rare to relax. The group of boys in front of us was already making a lot of noise. After walking for a while, someone patted me on the shoulder. I turned around and saw Xu Weiyu. I forgot that the science class also came together. The liberal arts class was in front. After the second batch of them, he handed out the water bottle without expression. Drink some water. ”

I was stunned for a while, and responded: I am not thirsty. In fact, I can’t drink, and my chest has always been a little disgusting.

He frowned and said, “Your face is as white as a ghost!”

I……

At the same table, I felt the atmosphere was wrong, and asked me in a low voice with anxiety: “Qingxi, shall we go faster and keep up with the front?”

I was hesitating, the boys in the science class had already run up, twitter, “light rain, no wonder running so fast, it turned out to be a girlfriend!”

“Student, Xu Shao really misses you, he looks at his watch along the way, ha ha, ha ha!”

“Brother Yu, the performance is too obvious! The old class is coming up, take it easy!”

Xu Weiyu looked at my expression coldly and stopped his friend, “OK, you guys!”

A group of boys no longer make trouble, and ran forward happily.

Xu Weiyu looked at me and said hesitantly, “Let’s go together?”

I saw it at the same table, and at this time, I didn’t mean to tell me “I’m looking for XX”, and then trot away.

Xu Weiyu came over and held my arm. I said no, I can go.

He gritted his teeth, “Just die!”

Hey, I ’m uncomfortable, but it ’s even more uncomfortable for him to make such a fuss. Looking at the many boys and girls in the science class coming up, I said: “Let ’s go.”

We feel very uncomfortable when we walk in the middle. Xu Weiyu once said to me: I love face more than I like him. In fact, I just don’t like to be the focus of others, and I don’t like to attract others’ attention. This is how I grew up in personality, and the habit of accumulating over the years is not something that you can easily change by saying “change it”. That day, when I followed my classmates and wanted to say goodbye to him, he grabbed me and said, “Qingxi, I’m leaving next year.”

Xu Weiyu’s feelings are much more than I have paid, and it has always been. And he understood many things earlier than me. The most common sentence he said was: You made me wait so long, I almost thought that you would wait until you get gray hair and you can understand! Then I will never meet you again in my next life!

The third year of high school is the most painful year. The deepest thing I remember is that I could n’t wake up every day, I could n’t finish the questions, I was dizzy, the ringtones for class and class were not clear, but such time passed quickly In the middle of the month, I discovered that my high school life had ended.

In the summer of that year, the younger brother went abroad with his father. I sent him with my mother. This was the first time I went abroad. I just felt strange and uncomfortable. At that time, the younger brother was only ten years old. Help, but he took my hand and smiled and said to me: “Sister, I’m going abroad, hehe, I will buy beautiful clothes for my sister and bring back!”

I said yes.

When I returned to China, my neighbor called me and said, “Qingxi, are you and your mother not at home this time?”

I said yes and went out.

He said: “There is a boy who came here for you two days a week before. I think he waited from early to late, saying that you might go out, not at home during the summer vacation. Hey, you are back now, or else Call him and know who he is? ”

I said yes.

Xu Weiyu also went abroad. In this era, going abroad seemed to be as convenient as eating a KFC meal.

In the university, I made a group of friends with good relationships. They were either cheerful, shameless, or polite. It is said that university is a sanctuary of love, so by the end of the second half of the semester, all the friends around me have quickly made a boyfriend, so I am often alone and despised. Until one day, the head of the room mysteriously handed me the landline and said, “Xixi, find you, man.”

I took it suspiciously, “hello”.

It took a long time to speak out: “It’s me.”

Later, it is said that I also have a boyfriend. Because when Xu Weiyu called for the second time, the head of the office asked, “Say, who are you from our family in Qingxi? Frankly, broad and resist strictness!”

He said, “Who she says is who.”

The head of the room laughed: “Ownership! Haha, okay, I know, the owner of Qingxi!”

He said, “Qingxi, when you are at university, can you fall in love?”

I am not an outstanding girl. I really want to talk about merits, that is, quietness, and goodness.

I do a lot of things, including feelings, so Xu Weiyu likes me and has suffered a lot. But at first, I really thought he was only on a whim. From an early age, he walked in front of me to play tricks, and it might fade after the freshness. And I am a slow person, a little cautious about feelings.

I asked Weiyu, what do you like about me?

He said: I don’t know, I can’t say it, anyway, you are right.

I said: Do you know how I feel about you?

He said: Yes, but you do n’t know.

I smiled, and thought they were the same fool.

Four years in college, a group of girls gave me a friendship that I will never forget. I learned to sleep lazily, I learned to play games occasionally, and I learned how to scream in the bedroom. The boy has pursued me, but compared to my friend’s mad bee, Langdie, I’m quite unpopular, and I also apologized to the two boys.

Xu Weiyu visited me a few times at the school and met for the first time after thousands of miles. I remember he was wearing a light-colored sweatshirt with a tall figure and short hair. It looked particularly clean in the sun.

He saw me, hehe laughed, my nose was somehow sour at the time.

He ran up, hesitated, his hand stretched out and then lowered.

What did I say?

He said that he wanted to hug you, but he was afraid of scolding you.

The first hug between the two of us was the one I held. When he let go of his hand, he found his eyes were red, what did I say?

He said moved.

We have always gathered together and separated from each other. I once thought about the relationship between the two, and I thought about it from the beginning and found that it was really a dull and long album.

Xu Weiyu said: “Remove the bland! I’m not too sad to live this day!” Then said, “It’s a bit lengthy, my youth has been consumed by you, you have to be responsible to me.”

I said, “What did you learn in this TV series?”

The year he came back, I was still in school, and he did n’t notify me, so when I saw him standing downstairs in our dormitory when I returned to the dormitory that day, I could n’t take another step.

He came to hug me and said, “Qingxi, I’m back.”

Six years ago, he pulled my sleeve on the Wuyuan trail and said, “Qingxi, I’m leaving next year.”

In six years, it is not short to be long, and it is not short to be short.

Although our feelings do not have big twists and turns, it cannot be said to be easy. For so many years at a long distance, I can walk down all the way, mostly because of his persistence, and I always wanted to say to him: Wei Yu, thank you for your persistence.