General, She Doesn’t Want to Marry You - Chapter 506
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“It’s fate for us to meet and take care of each other. I am very grateful to God, the first half of my life did not give me a good life, the second half of my life let me have everything. I’m very satisfied now. It seems that all the previous ups and downs don’t exist. I’m happy to watch the children every day. ”
Li Pei raised her eyes to see Chu Quanling. The corners of her mouth rose. She was really happy now. Her face was glossy“ It’s you, half my age younger than me. You don’t look as good as me. Since I saw you last time, you have been haggard a lot. You just have too much on your mind to let go of anything. In fact, I’ve long wanted to talk to you. You can’t let go of your mother’s affairs, and you can’t let go of Bai shuran. You are always forgiving others and making it difficult for yourself. I know that you have always been worried about the Young Marshal because of your mother’s affairs, but from another perspective, you can’t blame the Young Marshal for your mother’s affairs. You also know that sometimes people are really helpless. They have to do things they don’t want to do. If you can say that to others, why can’t you say it to yourself? ”
Listen to Li Pei’s words, Chu Quanling instantly red eyes, she frowned, the softest place in her heart was her merciless poke pain.
Sure enough, Li Pei knew her best and hit the hardest place for her to put down.
Chu Quanling really can’t put it down. Many things don’t mean that she doesn’t care and puts it down, but that she doesn’t dare to think about it and gradually turns life into an escape.
“Many people have told me about it. In recent years, I have heard all kinds of versions of it, and I have comforted myself, but the fact is always in my mind like a string, and I can’t forget it. I know Bai shuran had to kill my mother at that time because of the marshal. I know the situation was like that, but I can’t accept it. I can forgive Bai shuran, but I can’t forgive myself. Because I fell in love with the enemy, gave him a child and wanted to die for him. I… I feel contradictory. ” Chu Quanling held her head in both hands, and she collapsed when she thought about it.
“Up to now, I won’t hide it from you. Although the young commander told me not to tell the truth, I can’t bear to see that you are suffering now. I want to tell you the truth.” Li Pei goes to Chu Quanling, holds her in his arms, and gently helps her to follow the hair on her head, hoping to make her feel better and not so nervous.
“What facts? I should have known a lot about that year. Liu Ma, Xiang Zijian, Bai shuran, they all told me Chu Quanling looked up at Li Pei. There was doubt in her eyes.
“They said it to you, and it’s all true, but there’s one thing that only the young commander and I know. Even if others want to tell you, he can’t say it.” Li Pei thought of what happened in those years and sighed a little. Her eyes were looking out of the window all the time, and there was sadness in her eyes“ Your mother was framed by Meng Yujun. The young commander knew that. I worked with him, so I knew that. ”
“Then why didn’t he tell his father that my mother had been framed and kill her?” Chu Quanling was shocked to hear this fact, broke away from Li Pei and stood up from the chair.
Li Pei stood still and looked at Chu Quanling in front of him. He continued: “I don’t think anyone has told you that your mother actually wanted to die. She knelt down and begged the young commander to kill herself. ”
“It’s impossible. Who would want to die on their own?” Chu Quanling covered his ears and yelled.
“Your mother was a cold eye at the handsome office. She was watched from entering the house, and the days were not really good. The marshal wanted to kill her for a long time, but the eldest lady stopped her all the time. When that happened, the marshal was very angry and sad. He repeatedly sentenced your mother to death. In fact, the Young Marshal told the marshal that your mother was wronged. He really argued for it, but the marshal had the idea of killing your mother. No matter what the Young Marshal said, it was useless. Since she is dead in the end, your mother will ask the young commander to kill her and leave her a whole body so that she can die happily. ” Chu Quanling said and took out a piece of paper from her clothes. She gently put it in front of Chu Quanling and aimed the front at her. Chu Quanling looked down and saw that the paper was full of blood, on which were written three words – kill me.
“This is the letter I sent to see your mother. She asked me to bring it to the young commander. Because of this letter, the young commander went to see your mother in prison, and your mother knelt down and begged for pleasure.
”Li Pei knows that Chu Quanling must be hard to accept this fact. She slowly says that she wants to minimize the impact of this incident on her.
Chu Quanling looks at the blood in front of her and shakes her hands to touch the mark on it. She has lost her mother since she was eight years old, and even the last trace of her mother has not been left. Now the paper in front of her is her mother’s blood.
Although changed the color, this is the mother’s blood after all!
Chu Quanling reached out and put the paper on his chest. He held it close to his heart and opened his mouth. Although he cried, there was no sound.
After years of searching for things, she finally got the final result. She finally understood the whole story of her mother’s death, and understood everything. Unexpectedly, the final secret shocked her.
“There’s another reason your mother doesn’t want to live, and that’s because she doesn’t want to be used any more! Leng Yujiang often threatens her with your life and makes her do what she doesn’t want to do. The eldest lady is so kind to her, but she always betrays the commander’s mansion, so her heart is suffering. Her endless regret finally knocks her down and she is determined to die. ” Li Pei came forward to hold Chu Quanling and cried with her.
She can understand the sadness in her heart, although everything is over, but know this thing will always heartache to the extreme.
“Why don’t you tell me? We had so many opportunities before, why didn’t you tell me? And Bai shuran, why didn’t he tell me that I resented him, hated him, scolded him, and even left him, why didn’t he say that? ” Chu Quanling thinks of Bai shuran
My face, think of the days when they separated, heartache.
It hurts, her heart hurts! She felt sorry for her mother who had been used. She felt sorry for Bai shuran who had always loved her but was hurt.
Why didn’t he say it? Why didn’t they tell her the truth earlier!