General’s Tempest White Moonlight (Rebirth) - Chapter 66

An absurd conjecture suddenly appeared in Liu Mingyue’s mind.

This conjecture made her limbs and limbs a little cold, even with her fingertips.

For ten years, she hadn’t taken a step out of the family temple for a whole ten years.

Even before her grandmother died, she could not go out from the family temple to see her grandmother one last time.

But Liu Mingyue never thought that she could not go out, not because the Queen Mother and Prince Rong refused to let her go out. It was because there was no such person as Liu Mingyue in this world for a long time.

As a virgin girl from the Houfu of Chengde who has lost her virginity, how can she appear in front of others as a person who has “dead” among the people.

It turned out to be like this…

It turned out to be so.

The breath in Liu Mingyue’s heart seemed to be suddenly pierced by someone, and it vented all at once. My heart is even more sad, and my face is also cold.

Is it uncomfortable?

Uncomfortable.

It is even more of a bewildered pain.

In this moment, she suddenly wanted to understand a lot of things that she hadn’t understood in her previous life, such as why the three sisters only visited Beijing a few times, and her eyes were always unbearable and hesitant to talk.

I also understand why the grown-up brother Jue ran to the family temple to see her again and again, and he would severely reprimand him when he was found out by his father.

original……

It turned out that she was already a non-existent “dead person” in the eyes of outsiders.

Brother Jue, as the hope of Chengdehou’s residence to stand up, how can Chengdehou, their father, tolerate him wasting a lot of time on her big sister, who has long been “non-existent”.

No wonder, no wonder…

After two lives, Liu Mingyue finally figured out all this, and tears fell on her face unknowingly.

She has no way to resent the grandmother and concubine who chose this path for her. Who wants to die if she can live? As Zhunrong’s prince, she lost her virginity before marriage, and she was lucky to be alive.

Just to give her the opportunity to choose by herself, perhaps she would also choose the road to the family temple.

But who would have thought that she was pregnant with that child.

She was pregnant when she was pregnant, and was discovered by Prince Rong, who lost him in an extremely painful way.

Liu Mingyue stretched out her hand to caress her lower abdomen, shaking slightly. If it weren’t for the loss of that child, her body was damaged, and her vitality was severely injured, she would have been tortured by the Empress Dowager for the past ten years, and her life would have been a bit more difficult, and it would not really be difficult for her to survive.

But…

Liu Mingyue closed her eyes, Pei Shen watched her cry, reached out and wiped and wiped her, but she couldn’t wipe her clean.

“Jiao Jiao…”

Pei Shen called her name distressedly. Liu Mingyue didn’t speak or lose his temper at the moment. She just sat there quietly crying, her eyes were either closed or opened and lost her look, empty and without focus.

He would rather she be angry with himself and lose her temper than she is as lifeless as before.

Pei Shen’s voice made Liu Mingyue look up from the memory. She blinked slowly, and the mist on her long eyelashes cleared, allowing her to see Pei Shen’s face clearly in front of her.

The shallow scar on the brow bone still exists, and Liu Mingyue stretched out her hand and stroked it gently.

She suddenly remembered that, in fact, in her previous life, she had a heartbeat once.

When Ge Jue happily told her that General Pei Shen, who always supported Chengde Hou’s Mansion, asked the imperial decree to marry her.

Liu Mingyue didn’t even know what that person looked like, but the words that he asked for the imperial decree to marry herself were enough to make the heart that has been silent for ten years, like a dead tree, just directed at Brother Jue. Vibrate for it, re-sprout for it.

In ten years, she finally waited for someone to take her out of the family temple.

She even knew a little bit about that person. In addition to having heard from Brother Jue that he always took care of the Chengde Hou Mansion, she also heard bits and pieces about that person from Hanshuang’s mouth.

I knew that the man who planned to marry her was called Pei Shen, a general who had guarded Mobei with the Yun family army and killed countless enemies.

She also knew there was a wound on his face, but so what.

He was the only beam of light that came in in the years of darkness after Liu Mingyue lost her grandmother, except for the third sister and brother Jue.

Liu Mingyue knew that she was once beautiful. In the capital ten years ago, no one could beat her appearance except for the concubine Liu Gui in the palace. She thought it was a day when she passed by, and she left a stunning glance with Pei Shen ten years ago, which made him remember it to this day.

Otherwise, she couldn’t think of the reason, how could a man think about her for ten years, and even if she had lost her virginity, he would marry her as his wife.

Liu Mingyue’s eyes drooped slightly, and she suddenly remembered how Pei Shen walked into the family temple step by step with the light behind her back on the last day of her previous life.

The scars that made him terrifying in the rumors also became less terrifying in Liu Mingyue’s eyes.

What was she thinking?

The eldest daughter of the former Chengde Houfu’s first-in-law, because of ten years of study, she was thinking…how could she be worthy of this person?

She has no brocade clothes and clothes, she has been sick all the year round, and her proud face is no longer there. The only thing she has is a body that is exhausted and withered, and she may die at any time.

Pei Shen wants to marry her, not his wife.

Marriage is a drag of drinking medicine all day long, and even comes with ridicule behind others.

Liu Mingyue’s heart dissipated at that moment, and she suddenly became sober.

She grabbed Pei Shen’s clothes and decided to confess with him.

She said: “Pei Shen, you can’t marry me, I once had a child.”

He can ignore her loss of virginity, but she can’t hide the fact that she once had a child, lost that child, and hurt her body for this. Even if she marries him and takes the best medicine to continue her life, this dilapidated body, even if it drags on for a few years, will not be able to give birth to him.

She thought that this man might hesitate after hearing this, or he might leave her again and leave.

It is very bizarre to marry a woman who is known to have lost her virginity. No matter how much she likes it, few men can tolerate the woman who is about to marry being pregnant with someone else’s child.

Liu Mingyue was mentally prepared, she thought it out, no matter what decision Pei Shen made, she didn’t blame him.

But Liu Mingyue never expected that Pei Shen would tell her that he was the culprit who made her pregnant with that child ten years ago.

All of Liu Mingyue’s sanity collapsed in an instant. In that situation, how could she not hate, and how could she not hate it. With a soaring hatred, she pulled out the wooden hairpin from her head and struck it down on Pei Shen’s chest.

Even with that hatred, returned to this life.

But she didn’t even figure out the truth until now.

It turned out that Pei Shen didn’t leave her for ten years, but in the past ten years, except for the people in the Chengde Hou Mansion, everyone thought she was already dead.

It’s not difficult for Liu Mingyue to guess how Pei Shen later learned the truth. Jue’s child was talented in studying, and even the defeat of the Chengde Hou Mansion did not affect him.

One day he was very happy, and said to himself that there was an article that was praised by Cen Ziyu, the most powerful literary minister in front of the new emperor.

Liu Mingyue remembered asking him how he met Cen Ziyu. After all, as a child of the defeated Chengde Houfu, Jue had no right to talk to an upstart like Cen Ziyu.

Brother Jue mentioned Pei Shen’s name at that time.

He said that he helped himself a lot, and he also cared a lot for the Chengde Hou Mansion.

All things are connected together, Liu Mingyue is not difficult to understand, the previous life Pei Shen thought he was dead, and this was how he took care of the Chengde Hou Mansion.

I’m afraid that one day I let Brother Jue know all of what he did because my sister, who had been “dead” for many years, told him that he was still alive.

That’s why Pei Shen asked the new emperor, that is, asked Xiao Wu for imperial decree and married himself.

…

Thin sunlight poured into the room through the stratus clouds and window lattices.

At the same time, it also put aside the grudges between the past and the present.

Liu Mingyue’s hand was still placed above Pei Shen’s brow bone, Pei Shen didn’t move, letting her caress like this.

After learning about Prince Rong, she couldn’t hate the four girls.

Now that I know why Pei Shen hasn’t come to her for ten years, I can’t continue to hate him as before.

But she still cares about Chong’an Temple.

But Liu Mingyue knew from the bottom of her heart that if that hadn’t happened, she might have married Prince Rong, and she might have had a miserable life in her last life.

How to do?

Liu Mingyue’s eyes suddenly became confused, and she didn’t even know what kind of attitude she should face Pei Shen in front of her.