Ghost of My Heart - Chapter 89

The woman flinched against the wall. On reflex, she pushed him away, very hard. The man before her was pushed back and his body slammed the other wall but luckily, the glass didn’t break.

Jennet panted heavily as if she had just finished sprinting on the running track. Her hands were shaky when she raised her head, looking at him.

“I’m sorry!” She gasped the moment she realized her harsh behaviour towards her husband.

Goodness, did I hurt him again? She cried inwardly when she saw the man writhing against the wall.

She didn’t mean to hurt him. She didn’t mean to disrupt their passionate moment. It was all due to her alert has been too high especially towards such…agonizing but tempting and heart-pounding gestures.

Hue groaned softly in pain. A few moments later, he found his bearing and straightened his back.

Gazing at her, he groaned, “My wife, we’re just about to get to the best part.”

Tch, he missed the best part before they even started. He was so furious which made him to pulling on a sour face at her. He wished she would accept the way he loves her but, he still had to go all easy on her as usual.

“I… I’ve never done something like you just did. Your finger was inside me and I…” She stuttered, trying to explain herself over her ‘disobedience’ from earlier.

“But, I’ve been inside you countless of times already. You should get used to it.” Hue said, blaming her for what happened.

Then he added in a softer tone, “It’s just finger this time.”

Yeah, it’s just finger and she should just accept it with an open heart. There was no harm done to her. It’s totally safe and pleasuring, all in one, a combo.

Jennet bit her lower lips, furious but embarrassed at the same time. She wanted to love him but still, she couldn’t get used to all of the foreplay just yet. She had never known such things and still felt alienated by it.

Although they had done the deed for countless of times already, she was still too shy to even admit and to submit herself freely just yet. She may be daring but it was just a facade to hide the fact that she is actually challenging herself to the best of her capability.

In her life, she had always been so reserved, been monitored day and night without rest and because of that, she felt so lazy to care for it all. She only learns what needs to be learned but gaining experience, she, sadly, has none of it.

“It’s different in size!” She blurted out, looking so troubled. Her eyes roamed the spot clean floor, trying to figure out what to say next.

Hue was speechless. Different in size? W-why would she say that at a moment like this?!

At the same moment, his face burned slowly. It was a hot feeling burning his entire face and the feeling called embarrassment was slapping on his heart, so hard!

He was burning deep inside with fury just now and then she suddenly say such remarks without knowing that her remarks left so much impact on him.

He acted cool before her and asked, “Wh-what makes you think the size is the reason for your objections? I think it’s all good and both still can be pleasurable.”

He eyed her, waiting for her answer. He also wanted to know why she refused the play. He wanted to know how she will answer him and to keep his heart on a check.

Jennet frowned at him. Seriously? He’s going to ask her about the reasons? There is so many difference between the finger and the real one!

However, she was oblivious of what made him asked her such a question. So, as usual, trying to explain honestly, she said, “You see, your finger is small!”

“S-small?” Hue stuttered.

He glanced at her, frowning, ‘My fingers are quite big compared to her small and slender fingers.’ He murmured inside his head. Then, he exchanged glances between his finger and down his torso, where the real one resides.

Ignoring the confusion that was plastering all over Hue’s face, Jennet continued with her explanation, probably the most detailed one in her life; about her partner’s body, the ‘real one’.

“I am used to your size and fullness which your finger couldn’t compare to it. When your finger was inside, I felt there was a space that could not cover it all. Of course, I feel it strange and uncomfortable. I much prefer the real one. I like the feeling when you are inside. The real one is hot, solid, bigger than your fingers and comfortable.”

She explained with a serious expression while counting one by one with her fingers about all of the goodness of the ‘real one’. She explained as if giving his body a rating and why she liked it.

Hue was all red like a deep-fried lobster. His body trembled when his face exploded with embarrassment. He staggered as he cupped his red face on his palms, hiding the embarrassment that finally gets a grasp of him.

The wife’s answer was so, damn honest!

‘So innocent, she’s so innocent and cute!’ He screamed in his heart. He wanted to cry out loud in joy but couldn’t at the moment.

Peeking through the gap of his fingers, he questioned her, “So, do you not like the foreplay?”

“Foreplay?”

“Yes, fingering you, caressing you, do you not like it?”

Again, Jennet’s face exploded in embarrassment. She stuttered before him, losing her composure.

“T-that… I-I like it b-but, I’m just not used to it!” She said, acknowledging and denying it at the same time.

“But, I like it. Let’s do it every day.” Hue said shamelessly without an ounce of care. There was a wide and mischief smile upon his handsome face.

“No, it’s feels so perverted!” Jennet objected with all her might. If he did that foreplay on her every day, she will probably go insane.

“There’s nothing perverted about it!” Replied Hue, solemnly, still wanting to defend his course.

“It is so perverted and you’re a pervert!” Jennet stated in a high voice, releasing all of the stress in a one time blow.

“What?!” There was a high pitched scream coming out of Hue’s mouth over her answer.

Why did their conversation turn into this little fight? They were enjoying everything just now.

Jennet sneaked a peek at him who was eyeing her. “I-I actually want to do that on you…” She explained in a low voice.

“Huh?” Hue was dumbfounded with his mouth half-open.

Jennet glanced at the stupified looking man. Did he hear what she just said? No, he didn’t. She debated within.

“I want to do the perverted thing on you because I want to pamper you too!” She said out loud in one breath. She wheezed before him, with her face all red.

Once again, Hue was speechless. He had never anticipated she would want to do the same thing because he thought she would never want to do it since she always hit him or rejected him before.

Jennet stormed towards him and pushed him against the wall. “I’ve always wanted to spoil you.” With that said, she tugged on his neck and savoured his lips.

***

F Country, a different time zone.

Rosey and Belle exchange glances among each other. Sitting before them, Elaine Lockhart, who was waiting for them to open their mouth.

“Please, I’m begging you. Please let me know where my sister is. We have been looking for her. It’s been years now.” She begged honestly. “I’ve tried to call her but seemed like the number is no longer active.”

“We do not know,” Rosey answered, hiding the truth. She spoke with a very calm face as if she was saying the truth.

“Yeah, we really have no idea where she is.” Said Belle, supporting Rosey’s answer.

“We also have lost contact with her. We have not contacted her for years. She just disappeared from our radar, just so you know.” Rosey said, looking so sad.

Elaine exhaled a deep breath before them. Her expression bore only unending sorrow. She was out of ideas to keep looking for her sister. She tried to contact the number that Helena dialled before but it looks like the number was not active anymore.

Rosey cleared her throat and asked a question, “D-did your mama knows you’re looking for your sister?”

Elaine shook her head, “She didn’t. I promised her that I wouldn’t look for her. But, I’m doing this for my papa. He was so sad over my sister’s disappearance. He seldom talked with mama. I don’t want to see them fighting over this matter anymore.”

“They still fight among each other?” Belle interjected.

Elaine nodded her head again. “Their cold war still going on even after five years. I felt so sad looking at their cold faces among each other.” She explained. “They used to be so happy with each other.”

She glanced at the two ladies and asked again, “Please, do you have any other way for me to look for my sister. I just want her to be home and clear all the rifts in the family. Even if she wants to leave after that, I don’t care as long as I can see papa smiling again.”

Belle gave Rosey a side glance before speaking, “We really have no idea about her current whereabouts. Even if she’s married now, we all do not know.”

“If she’s already married then, that’s great. Mama cannot force her to marry that Hanvel guy anymore. Papa also would be pleased, I think.” Elaine said with a faint smile on her face.

“You think? You just assume your papa will be happy if your sister is already married somewhere?” Rosey rolled her eyes at Elaine.

Surely, Mr Lockhart would be very unhappy because the daughter he trusted had married without asking for his approval. Even worse, she hid her marriage after running away from home.

“Papa should be happy because I believe my sister can look for a man who is much better than that Hanvel guy, a guy with better income, manly, and not just a handsome face who knows nothing about work.” Said Elaine with a wider smile.

She believed in her sister and she knew, her sister will find someone who is much, much better than the rest of men that her mama has ever introduced her to before.

Belle coughed softly and Rosey immediately handed her a glass of water.

“Drink, drink. Your baby must be parched.” She said and averted her eyes from Elaine. Belle took the water and sipped it slowly.

The two of them were feeling too guilty at the moment. They had seen the man who is married to Jennet. They had spoken with him. They knew he is not the type that her parents will be pleased about. She married a total opposite of the ideal man for her!

First, Hue Hedo is a big crybaby as what they heard from Jennet. Second, he doesn’t have any job and Jennet is the only one working to support them. Third, he is just a handsome looking face and even worst, he doesn’t look as manly as what Mr Lockhart would expect because he looked much feminine than Jennet.

“Are you okay, Belle?” Elaine asked when she handed her a handkerchief.

Belle nodded her head and took the handkerchief before dabbing her lips. She smiled at the beautiful woman.

“Thanks, Elaine.” She said.

Elaine smiled at the two women. “You’re welcome. So, do you want to have dinner before you go?” She asked.

She will just postpone their conversation for now since she knows Belle is pregnant and needed some rest and a good meal. She had to keep her cool and act maturely.

“Ah, that would be great. Do you need us to help you?” Belle asked, looking happy. If it’s about food, her happiness perked up. She would also help as long as she can eat it.

Rosey, too, nodded her head, “We will help you with the cooking since we are here.”

“Well, if you would want to lend a hand, I would gladly accept,” Elaine answered, smiling even wider.

She rose from the table and headed for the kitchen followed by the two ladies.

***

After dinner at Elaine’a house, Rosey and Belle were on their way home.

There was only silence all along the way. Rosey shook her head slowly while she steers the car on the road.

“This is bad. We should inform the other two to keep the same answer if Elaine asks them about Jennet.” She said.

If the other two friends leak the truth, Elaine Lockhart will know they are trying to hide about Jennet’s whereabouts. Elaine Lockhart will not be as friendly as now towards them.

“We should hold a meeting among the four of us tonight. This is dire. This involved a family matter of one of the nobles here. Plus Jennet is our close friend.” Belle said.

She turned her head towards Rosey, “What do you say?” She said, asking for her opinion.

Rosey nodded her head, “Good idea. We should hold an emergency meeting right now. Call the other two to meet up at the usual cafe.”

“Alright, I’ll blackmail them if they refuse to show-up,” Belle said while scrolling on her phone.

“You better not give bad influence on your baby before it’s born,” Rosey said.

“You don’t have to worry about my baby. We should worry about Jennet.” Said Belle.

They were happy to know about her marriage but now, they had to worry about another problem concerning her complicated family matter.