Gifting You With A City that Will Never Be Isolated - Chapter 33
Cheng Jingbo was on a business trip on Thursday, and he will come back next Monday. I missed a date on Friday. Bai Ziren is a bit depressed. This is the first time they have been separated since they fell in love. Although it’s not a few days, they just want to see each other. I feel that life is not complete.
I don’t know when I started, I don’t want to accept it for a while.
On Saturday, I went to the psychological clinic alone. I observed Dr. Chen from the hospital and saw the emotions of his patients. He advised her: “Acacia is easy to hurt the spleen, but love is too big to eat, don’t starve yourself.”
Bai Ziren was surprised. He knew how he didn’t eat lunch.
Chen Duan explained: “Someone specially texted me, let me check your face and see if you have a good meal.”
“I am not very hungry, I will wait to eat again.”
“You are not afraid that he will not recognize you when he returns?”
Bai Ziren is a bit embarrassed, thinking that his actions are indeed like children, too should not.
“Back to the topic, how have you been recently?”
“well.”
“Do you know new people?”
Bai Ziren shook his head.
“Although you have a boyfriend, you feel that you have everything, nothing is lacking, but I suggest that you still go out to contact the crowd, life in addition to love, there are other feelings, even if the strangers meet, the short meeting Will bring you revelation, may change your mind.” Chen Duan laughed, “Always stay in the world of two people, will soon get tired.”
Bai Ziren began to think about his words.
“It’s my own experience.” Chen Fen said frankly, “There was a love, the reason for breaking up is that the two sides can’t integrate into each other’s interpersonal relationship circle. When you are in love, don’t want others to bother, one year later. Not the same, I have to face her family and friends, she is the same, gradually have contradictions, too lazy to seriously deal with, and finally no longer.”
“Doctor Chen, what do you mean if his family and friends don’t like me, will he be very hard with me?”
“No, I mean you can trust him and let him take care of him, but you can’t rely on him completely. Your life is still your own. Whether he is one thing or not, it is another thing to live without value.”
“Yeah.” Bai Ziren understood what he meant.
“Remember that you told me last time that when I was five years old, I was sick. Dad took you to an injection and bought ice cream for you. It was a very happy memory, was it?”
“Yes.”
“Is there a similar thing?”
“On one occasion, I was cut by a kindergarten boy. My father didn’t go to the teacher after he knew it. He went to the boy alone and settled and cried.”
“The way is not right, but the woman is eager to understand.”
Bai Ziren added a few small things that happened in childhood.
“In my opinion, they all love you, but they are married too early, they are a child, the child’s love is immature, like a five- or six-year-old child feeding stray cats to eat snacks, and finally the cat is sick. He can only cry.” Chen Duan said, “But love is love, no matter what is wrong or wrong, high and low, at least it exists. You don’t have to doubt, you know.”
“You have the love of your parents and the love of your boyfriend. These are true and will not disappear.”
“Moreover, no one can live in isolation. You are on the road and the eyes of people are also a kind of communication. Since you have lived well in the past 24 years, you have always been able to communicate with the outside world. There is no need to worry about this.”
“However, now that you have Cheng Jingbo, facing a new world, some rules may wish to change.”
After an hour of conversation, Bai Ziren was comfortable when he walked out of the psychological clinic. By the way, he felt a little hungry.
Coincidentally, I was preparing to go and find something to eat. She received a call from Grandma Xu. When she said goodbye last time, Grandma Xu asked her to call and said that she could contact her in the future.
“Xiao Bai, I have a bag for you and a quiet place. I happened to be on a business trip. Come over and take it.”
“No, Xu grandmother, eat it yourself, how can I take it?”
“What kind of politeness with me is just a few scorpions. What I have here is that if you can’t finish it, it will be bad. It will help me, come and take a few.”
When I got to this point, I refused to alienate. Bai Ziren thought in my heart that Grandma Xu is a respected teacher of Cheng Jingbo. As his girlfriend, she should try to get close to his elders as much as possible. The basic human condition is to be Gu, so promised to take the donkey.
Bai Ziren rushed to her grandmother Xu, Xu Laotai was very happy that she came over, gave her a hot milk tea, and gave her a snack.
“The weather is cold outside, it’s hard to get there, just sit and chat with me.”
Bai Ziren sat down face to face, listening to Xu’s grandmother slowly speaking.
“I haven’t seen Jingbo for a long time. I am so happy now. From his eyes, he is more aware than ever.”
“He is a grandmother with a big one. When he is very young, he is sensible. When his grandmother is dying, he is guarding the spirit. Three days and three nights, he will be ten years old.”
“His heart is good, never look at his own cleverness and look down on those students with poor qualifications. Last time and you mentioned, he always handed it to the same table, like chocolate, biscuits and bean paste, etc. In the end, it is also sympathetic to the other family’s poor family, there is no pocket money, afraid that people can not eat enough.”
“His homework is very good. Everyone has a high score, but he is never proud. He always feels that his level is far from enough. When he is in the lunch break, others sleep. He is holding his chin and thinking quietly. One day I ask. He, what are you thinking about, he said that he is thinking about the meaning of life, I laughed when I heard it, very few people at that age would think so laborious things, the boy’s mind is mostly on the game consoles and girls, and how he Thinking about life like a little old man, I couldn’t answer him at the time, and I was afraid to mislead him. I said that you can find the answer yourself. After a few days, he really found a philosophy book.”
“He has a good attitude. He never gets nervous. He has a sickness to take the test. If the question is not answered, he doesn’t mind at all. If you change to another student, you may be very upset.”
“He is the only student who has been in contact with me since graduation. I don’t have any special favors for him. But once, his grandmother came to school and was wiped by a scooter at the school gate. The motorcycle owner was very horizontal. It was hard to say that her own eyes were not easy to hit. It happened to be seen by me. I immediately went to preside over justice for the elderly. He was very grateful to me afterwards.”
“His parents are literate people. His education for growth does not have to worry about it. It is only for a while that his parents can only take a child with him because of his work. He will leave him to his grandmother for care. Who knows that the elderly are in high temperature days? The old disease relapsed and suddenly went. He couldn’t take the blow at the time. He was very upset and didn’t talk for a whole year.”
“Later, his sister had an accident on the road. It was really embarrassing. The little girl was only twenty years old. It was a good old age. Life was just beginning. It was so gone. He has been depressed for a long time.”
Speaking of the sadness of life, Xu Laotai couldn’t help but shake her head and sighed: “Forget it, it’s all about the past, no longer mention it. Fortunately, now he has a companion, I can see that he is very Love you…”
Bai Ziren interrupted her and rushed to ask: “Mr. Xu, I just got it wrong? He has a sister?”
“Isn’t you still talking to you?” Xu Laotai smiled and her eyes had some deep meaning. “Probably I don’t want to mention sad things, then I don’t say much, let him tell you later.”
Bai Ziren also wanted to ask, the light footsteps came from the door, Fang Rong shouted: “Grandma, come two cups of hot milk tea.”
Xu Laotai stood up on the table and looked at the door. He smiled: “Fang Rong brought a small partner to be a guest.”
When Bai Ziren looked back, Fang Rong came back, followed by a little boy, and the shadowed figure was familiar.
When the two children entered the door, Bai Ziren and Mu Zi’s eyes were wide-eyed and their expressions were very surprised.
After a short embarrassment, Mu Zibei said with a surprise: “Sister, how did you appear in Rong’er’s house?”
“It turned out to be her. No wonder you always said that you have a super beautiful sister. It seems that there is really no bragging.” Fang Rong suddenly realized.
Xu Laotai was also very surprised. After a moment, he laughed happily: “The old saying is true. It is not a family who does not enter a house. It is a fate. You are sitting down. I go to the kitchen and cook a pot of hot tea.”
After sitting down, Mu Zibei explained to Bai Ziren: “I and Rong Er met at the winter vacation training center and are now good friends.”
Bai Ziren looked at Fang Rong.
“Yes, we are going shopping together today.” Fang Rong said, “He is very generous, please ask me to eat burgers and soda.”
“Because Ronger sent me a picture, of course I have to go to court.” Mu Zibei said very gentleman.
“It turned out to be like this.” Bai Ziren understood.
“Sister, you haven’t said how you will be here.”
Fang Rong told him: “Your sister and her boyfriend have been to my house before, we have known it very early.”
Mu Zibei’s expression is desolate: “It sounds like I missed a lot.”
Bai Ziren smiled faintly, and then sincerely thanked the other side: “Thank you for taking care of my brother.”
“No thanks.” Fang Rong waved his hand. “Little North is very cute, I like to be with him.”
Muzibei heard the words, the round eyes were very shiny, sweetly said: “Ronger, I also like to be with you.”
Fang Rong reached out and patted his head: “How many times have you said, don’t call Rong Er, it is like a martial arts TV series.”
Waiting for Xu Laotai to cook hot milk tea, take it to Mubeibei, and drink a bite in the north, and meticulously evaluate: “Xu Grandma, the milk tea you brewed is more authentic than the five-star hotel. Is there any unique? Cheats?”
Xu Laotai was full of enthusiasm, and he praised him for being clever and lovely, so that Fang Rong would bring him to the house to play later.
They are happy, and Bai Ziren hangs his eyes unconsciously, and his mind flies away.
Leaving Xu Laotai’s house, Bai Ziren took a taxi and sent Muzi to go home, and then went back to school. He went all the way back to the dormitory. It was too late, she was a little tired, but she didn’t sleep, and she always thought about Xu’s words.
Cheng Jingbo has a sister who has passed away.
She didn’t even know.
Under the light, she opened the love coin, turned over two small wings, moved to a suitable position, and gradually became a circle.
In this way, repeated several times, from love to a circle, and then from a circle into love, she has no clue, swept up the sweeping bookshelf, eyes stay on the book “Indifferent River”, reach out and take off , open at will.
On the twenty-third page, He Yan said to He Mo, don’t worry, I will solve it.
On the thirty-fifth page, why don’t you forget to eat, and call him if you don’t have money.
On the 82nd page, He said that the wind is up, keep warm.
On the 100th page, He Mou remembered that she had taught her to use the watch to identify the direction of the wild. She tried vaguely and found that it worked.
On the 150th page, He asked if He Mo had found a place to live, whether there was heating in the room, and whether he could sleep.
On page 210, Ho Yan rebuked He Mo for the first time in a harsh tone. If she did not care about her own safety, he would not support her alone.
At the end of the book, He Mo thanked the family and said a while when he mentioned his brother.
“He is a trustworthy family and my spiritual orientation. Without his support, I can’t walk that far. When I was young, he took my hand and crossed the road every time, reminding me time and time again that I was optimistic about the traffic lights. Those times are like yesterday, today when I walked alone through the forest creek, I suddenly realized the cruel truth. I want to go, no one can accompany me, and people who are close can only send I went to the ferry, the distant places, the Gobi wilderness or the deep mountain gorge, only the stars and me.”
After a long time, Bai Ziren closed the book, and there was a desolation in his heart.
She likes what to say, and likes him ten times, but at this moment, she only wants him to be a virtual character, only in the book.
The blue snowflakes on the window sill creaked, and the branches and leaves were shaking.
She got up and went to the window, her hand just holding the glass, and the next second logical thinking stopped halfway, forgetting what to do.
It was windy at night, she missed him very much. 2k novel reading network