Guiqiu the Hostess Let Go of the Salted Fish - Chapter 78
After the messy party, it’s the Chinese New Year.
Gong Zhi has been daunting. He was bombarded by Qiu Siyan’s phone call on the twenty-eighth day of the twelfth lunar month for an entire hour. Then he covered his ears, swearing that he would go back early in the morning.
In the end, Gong Zhi threw the phone away and fell on the bedside to cry.
Shen Ying also took a vacation, packing the luggage of two people in the room, looking very serious, with a small smile on her mouth.
Think about it, Shen Ying hasn’t seen her mother for half a year. This time I went to see my mother, I should be in a good mood.
Seeing Shen Ying like this, Gong Zhi showed a kind of affection in his heart, holding his chin, his eyes soft.
Shen Ying turned her head occasionally and saw Gong Zhi’s appearance. She couldn’t help laughing: “Look at what I do.”
“I feel… as if I am very happy.”
After Gong Zhi finished speaking, he turned over and lay flat on the bed, looking at the ceiling: “I feel at ease and calm.”
It is the soul that has been wandering for many years and finally fell to the real place, a feeling that has never been felt before.
Shen Ying’s Qingli face appeared above her sight. She smiled and her eyebrows were soft as a handful of spring water: “Is it very happy?”
Her hair fell from her cheeks and fell on Gong Zhi’s face, always feeling imprisoned. Gong Zhi stretched out his hand and inserted his fingers into Shen Ying’s hair with a soft and gentle touch.
“I have imagined this feeling before, before.”
Someone loves you the most, love to the bone. But as I grow up, this idea is suppressed in dusty memories like the fairy tales I saw in my childhood.
Shen Ying didn’t speak, she closed her eyes, just rubbed the palm of Xia Gongzhi.
“It’s just that I can’t imagine it just by imagining it. It turns out that this kind of peace of mind is so good.”
Gong Zhi said softly, “Thank you.”
Shen Ying opened her eyes, she stared at Gong Zhi deeply, and finally leaned down, covered Gong Zhi’s lips, and made a vague voice: “You know I don’t like you and say thank you. What do you do to me, Whatever you ask me to do to you, I should…”
Gong Zhi wrapped Shen Ying’s neck, his fingertips beating on the back of her neck, and then slipped down, stroking her throat, hearing her make an intolerable voice.
“Oh, what about the luggage?”
“No matter what it does, there is always time to clean it up.”
The next day, Gong Zhi had to wrap a few more scarfs around her neck. She watched Shen Ying lower herself to get her shoes, and snorted angrily.
Shen Ying raised her eyes to look at Gong Zhi, her eyeliner was a little droopy, she looked supple and pitiful, when viewed from the top down, she looked like a little wolf pup who had made a mistake and begged for forgiveness. The two cats nearby also squatted beside Shen Ying, looking at Gong Zhi with an expression of retreat.
Gong Zhi covered his heart, who could bear it.
“Okay, okay… Anyway, don’t do this next time.”
“good.”
Shen Ying promised with a smile, fast, revealing a feeling of daring next time.
Gong Zhi heard it too, glanced at Shen Ying, Shen Ying got up and gave her a tight kiss.
“Remember to come back early, I will wait for you at home.”
Gong Zhi snorted and buried his blushing face in the red scarf, so cute, that made Shen Ying’s eyes dark.
Gong Zhi jumped up and ran out. Shen Ying yelled from behind, only to hear the bang of the door closing. Shen Ying smiled, leaning against the wall, touching her lips, there seemed to be a childish temperature and smell on it.
She dabbled back and forth, and whispered: “What are you running? I won’t eat you…”
Zhang Shan saw Gong Zhilian leaping out. She ran fast, her face flushed, her exhaled air condensed into white mist, and she looked youthful and energetic.
He couldn’t help but look at Gong Zhi a few more times. Gong Zhi pulled his scarf uncomfortably, and got into the car: “What’s wrong with Brother Zhang? What’s wrong with me?”
“Nothing.” Zhang Shan laughed. He held the steering wheel in his hands. He didn’t know what happened. He felt so relieved that he was only twenty-eight years old this year!
“The young lady seems to be in a much better mood than before, so she thinks it’s a very good thing.”
Zhang Shan drove the car and smiled: “Since I met Miss Shen, Miss Shen has always smiled.”
She also looked more like a young man than the too calm lady before. Perhaps young people are always looking forward to growing up, but Zhang Shan has been with Gongzhi for five or six years, but feels that it is also a good thing to let the young lady who has been in elementary school more youthful and vigorous.
After all, young people, impulsive, courageous and active, never give up. Even if you make a mistake, there is always time to correct and correct the mistake.
A little more unstable, this is the young man.
The previous Gongzhi had turned his life into a pool of stagnant water, and the people next to him would become accustomed to it and would not feel that there was anything wrong.
But when the current Gongzhi reveals the energetic side of young people, Zhang Shan feels that the Gongzhi in front of him is better.
“Ah…really?”
Gong Zhi was a little surprised. She held her chin and looked out the window. After a while, she suddenly laughed, “Maybe, yes.”
Gong Zhi returned home, Qiu Siyan didn’t give her daughter a good wink, and while Gong Zhengqi was away, she whispered: “I think you are really fascinated by ghosts.”
In the end, he was full of unhappiness and was defeated by Gong Zhi’s gag.
In the end, Qiu Siyan touched her daughter’s hair and said softly: “My daughter has grown up so much…”
“Do people always grow up?” Gong Zhi smiled.
Today Zhu Yan also returned to Zhu’s house, so there were only four of them in the entire palace, and this was probably the last year there were only four of them.
Next year, Gong Yi will marry Zhu Yan, Qiu Siyan thought, there will be one more person in this house, and maybe another year later, there will be one more small person.
It is always the dream of parents to have children and grandchildren around their knees, and it is also the expectation of parents for their children that children have good companions and have children when they grow old. Qiu Siyan looked at Gong Zhi’s white face with some complexity.
She had never thought of being so close to her daughter before.
In the process of growing up, that little child always seemed to be very self-reliant and didn’t need anyone.
Qiu Siyan didn’t think about getting close, but when she saw the child’s eyes, she felt that the child was rejecting herself and telling her that she didn’t need anyone. It happened that she could do everything very well.
As time passed, Qiu Siyan gave up, and she still had a child who needed her to teach her. But she is not without regrets.
She is obviously a little girl, as long as she behaves like a baby to her parents, who won’t spoil her to death? Qiu Siyan envied other people’s daughters at home. She was proud and sighed when she saw her daughter.
But all this has changed. Qiu Siyan is secretly grateful for this change, enjoying the closeness of her daughter and her late arrival, while feeling grievances towards the initiator of everything.
“It’s different, just a blink of an eye, you seem to have grown up.” Qiu Siyan touched her daughter’s face. She saw Gong Zhi subconsciously trying to hide as she always did, but she recovered and moved forward. Leaning together, she even rubbed her hand unconsciously when she pressed it against Qiu Siyan’s palm.
Qiu Siyan:…
Qiu Siyan felt heartbroken at the thought of where this habitual action came from, but after the heartburn, she couldn’t help feeling a little grateful. If it weren’t for that woman, the daughter would never be so close to herself.
Qiu Siyan was a bit sour: “In the past… Mom would always rely on you subconsciously. But I forgot that you are also a child.”
Gong Zhi looked at Qiu Siyan without knowing it.
Qiu Siyan sighed and whispered, “I want to say sorry to my daughter.”
Gong Zhi said, “…I, I don’t quite understand.”
“Before, many times, I ignored you. I’m sorry, baby.”
Gong Zhi was silent, she looked at Qiu Siyan.
This is her mother. When Gong Zhi was born, Qiu Siyan was in her thirties. She was older than Gong Zhi’s first life, but it was not enough to allow Gong Zhi to treat her as an elder. Gong Zhi didn’t know how to face this “young” mother for a long time.
When the other party teases or teaches with a soft smile, Gong Zhi always responds with silence.
Human feelings are two-way, so she looked at her mother’s estrangement and seemed to be unable to do anything. Half of it is nature, and half is the reason of the previous life, pulling her. But people always grow up. When I grow up, I will gradually forget how I felt before. It is natural to be estranged from my parents. Everyone is like this.
Now that Qiu Siyan apologized seriously, Gong Zhi was at a loss for a moment.
“I… it’s not your fault.”
Gong Zhi whispered, this is not Qiu Siyan’s fault, but hers. She cannot separate her previous life, nor can she fully integrate into this one. She is always like this, moving forward in contradictions, and losing a lot of things in the process.
“It’s my fault. It would be great if I had more patience and caring for you back then.”
Qiu Siyan looked at the little daughter in front of her, and an embarrassed expression appeared on her face, besides that, there was also a slight shyness. This is her daughter, in fact, no different from other daughters who would act like a baby. Qiu Siyan’s eyes showed water. She apologized for the past, but people always have to look forward.
“I am very grateful to God for giving me a chance to make up for it.”
When Gong Zhi heard Qiu Siyan say this, he said in a low voice.
“I…Although I don’t want to say it, I am also very grateful to Miss Shen. She made you… No, she made me realize my fault.”
Gong Zhi said again, this time a little dazed, and still a little bit puzzled.
Qiu Siyan rubbed her daughter’s hair: “Your father’s side, I will find a way. If it doesn’t work… If you want to run away, Mom still has some savings here, enough for you to live a life.”
Gong Zhi opened her mouth, she stammered, then flushed: “Mom, mom…I, I’ll go to the bathroom!!”
Her voice was too loud, causing the two father and son who were talking about business to turn their heads to look at Gong Zhi. Gong Zhi’s face turned redder, and she turned and ran away.
Later, there was Gong Zhengqi’s voice: “What’s wrong with this child? How can the bigger and the more unstable.”
Followed by Qiu Siyan’s Hedong Lion Roar: “Is instability hindering you? I like my daughter’s instability!”
Gong Zhi ran to the flower hall and leaned against the door to pant. She was not tired, but her heart was beating very fast. She put her hand in her pocket, stroked the surface of the phone, and suddenly laughed.
[It is really the luckiest thing to be able to meet her in this life…and the last life combined. 】