Guiqiu the Hostess Let Go of the Salted Fish - Chapter 79

Gong Zhi took a deep breath several times before opening the video.

At the other end of the video is the familiar, homely and warm yellowish light, and the slightly swaying woman who looks soft like spring water. Gong Zhi dazzled. The end of the video was her home. When she got the key, she started her own home.

She decorated everything in the house tightly, cumbersomely, full of smoke and fire, and even the lights had to be changed to light yellow. Looking at the warmth in winter, I always feel a bit of visual heat in summer.

But Gong Zhi has never felt that there is anything wrong with this, she likes to fill the vast space.

Crowding keeps her quiet and makes her feel safe.

I’ve never thought about what I am doing like this before…

“What’s the matter? In a bad mood?” Shen Ying’s voice came with strong concern.

“…No, that’s not the case.” Gong Zhi opened her mouth. She thought a lot and wanted to talk about her mother’s attitude, but in the end she whispered, “That’s right, I miss you so much.”

“I miss you too.” Shen Ying’s voice suddenly became soft, with a smile, “I really want to.”

The former Gong Zhi didn’t really understand why Shen Ying always missed herself. Although they are very busy, there is no business trip or separation. They can meet every day.

Shen Ying has always ranked first for her. Even if she has a job, she would rather wait for Gong Zhi to fall asleep and then make it up, rather than let Gong Zhi wait for herself to work overtime. Gong Zhi was angry about this, and felt that Shen Ying didn’t cherish her body.

But now she suddenly understood.

Seeing images and hearing sounds is just a kind of comfort. She wants to hug each other, expects the strength of holding each other tightly, and yearns for the other’s temperature and touch. Because only in this way can the feeling in my heart be relieved.

“I think… maybe I like you better than before.”

Shen Ying laughed: “Ah, that’s really great. You just need a little bit and like me more.”

Gong Zhi’s own cheeks were a little red, she looked to the side in embarrassment, and finally turned her head to look at the soft face on the screen: “It’s too foul, it’s really love-talking.”

“It’s not a love story, it’s a truthful story.”

Gong Zhi took a deep breath.

Shen Ying saw that Gong Zhi’s mood was a little wrong. She put her hand on the head of the bed and let Gong Zhi look at the luggage she had packed: “Would you like to take this dress with you?”

“Bring it, as long as you think you can.”

The excitement became slow again with daily small talk, Gong Zhi rested his chin and watched Shen Ying squatting in front of the suitcase and busy.

The phone faithfully sent an image of the other party. Gong Zhi looked at Shen Ying’s slender shoulders, and the two slender arms stretched out from time to time trembled, as she was packing her clothes. Her waist would occasionally bend down, revealing a piece of soft flesh on her waist.

The two of them talked, sometimes in fact there is no meaningful conversation. But Gong Zhi’s heart finally calmed down. The blood that had been impulsively wanted to rush home and hug Shen Ying faded away and turned into a hot spring, immersing Gong Zhi’s body and mind in it, warm. There is a sense of leisure in my heart.

“…Actually, I used to think I was very sorry for my mother.”

Gong Zhi said suddenly.

Shen Ying’s back suddenly stopped, but she didn’t look back. Because Gongzhi at this time doesn’t need her to look back, probably, she doesn’t need her comfort either.

“You know. People like me, born in such a family, can’t give them a normal daughter. Because fakes are fakes, and there are always flaws in how they pretend. I pretend to be childless. Tongyan Tongyu, and can’t learn such silly behavior, words and deeds. So I just alienate them.”

Gong Zhi paused.

After a long time, she said: “Today she apologized to me. She said she was not a good mother. If she was more patient and caring for me…”

“Actually it’s not like that.”

Because Gong Zhi knew that even if Qiu Siyan really spent a lot of time on herself, maybe Gong Zhi would be moved and would try to pretend to be a child. But her heart will still be firmly shut. She is such a selfish and indifferent person. When she looks at her parents treating Gong Yi, she feels that they have alternatives.

There are substitutes, why does she have to work so hard to please others?

“I… actually should apologize.” Gong Zhi covered his eyes, “Although I don’t think it’s a big deal. But when I heard her apologize, I still felt ashamed and uncomfortable.”

The heat flows down the eye sockets and down the fingers.

But Gong Zhi knew that this was just moving.

She was moved by what her mother said to herself, and she also noticed the turmoil in her heart. But in her heart, someone was always watching coldly, like a stubborn child.

“If you can’t give me love 100%, then I don’t want to love you either.”

Childish, selfish, indifferent, greedy.

This is her, the real her.

“Azhi…” Shen Ying turned her head, she looked at the crying face in the video, like a shrugging little animal. She wanted to walk over, hold her in her arms, put her in her pocket, take it with her wherever she went, and tell her anytime, anywhere.

“I love you. I will always love you, always love you.”

Gong Zhi flattened her mouth. She looked at Shen Ying and then whispered: “Why are you so good?”

Shen Ying laughed, and after smiling, she said, “It’s not good enough.”

Because there are always many people in the world who love you, but Shen Ying wants Gong Zhi’s eyes to stay on her body, then she has to love more than anyone else. Because the person she likes is a child who lacks love. Treating love is as longing as a moth to a fire.

She really wanted to keep Gong Zhi’s gaze on her body so much.

“Not good enough.” Shen Ying said seriously, “I want to be better, so that you can always look at me.”

Gong Zhi covered her face again, she thought she was really too bad, and Shen Ying had already seen her through. She yearns for love, and hesitant to approach love, so she will look at it from a distance, until the other person exhausts her best, she is willing to come forward and touch it tentatively.

Fortunately, the people she met happened to love her with all their strength.

“… Mom said thank you.”

Gong Zhi turned the subject, as if the frightened little animal got back into his safe lair.

Shen Ying laughed. She looked at Gong Zhi in the video so softly, but her eyes were filled with heavy paranoia and delusion. She had caught the person in front of her, even if she was hiding in a safe lair, it was hiding in the lair she allowed.

very nice.

Shen Ying’s smile widened a little: “Should I really thank my mother?”

“Wh, what?” Gong Zhi lifted his head from the buried palm, revealing a flushed face, “That’s my mother.”

“Well, sooner or later, she will become my mother. Also, my mother is also your mother.” Shen Ying laughed.

Gong Zhi: “…”

Although the relationship between them seems to be a matter of course in the future. But Gong Zhi always felt something was wrong, she stared at Shen Ying. Shen Ying smiled and said, “I will see my mother in a few days, are you nervous?”

“What’s so nervous…”

Gong Zhi whispered, and then she heard Shen Ying’s next words: “By the way, my mother also knows about us. So, don’t be nervous~”

The answer to her was the video that suddenly hung up.

Shen Ying was stunned, but instead of being annoyed by being hung up, she laughed. She smiled and found her mobile phone vibrated again, this time it was Shen Shu. She turned on the phone, and it was clear daylight on the other side of the phone. After seeing Shen Ying’s smile, Shen Shu was stunned for a moment, and then revealed a soft smile: “You look good, Xiaoying.”

“Yeah!” Shen Ying nodded, and then she smiled happily, “Mom, you have to change your tune.”

Shen Shu widened her eyes in surprise. She wanted to say something, but seeing Shen Ying’s very happy smile, she finally swallowed these words back. After all, she hadn’t seen such a laughing daughter in a long time. Before, even if my daughter was happy again, it seemed as if she was holding something down in her heart.

As a mother, she can dedicate everything to her daughter, but the attitude of her daughter’s refusal makes her helpless.

And now it’s really good.

Shen Shu sighed: “We should thank her very much.”

“I will spend my whole life thanking her and loving her.” Shen Ying said seriously.

Shen Shu was choked by her daughter’s show of affection, she opened her mouth, and finally shook her head helplessly: “Then people can stand you.”

After that, the twenty-eight twenty-nine was over, which was the year of thirty.

The Gong family’s own family is too small, even if it is decorated with lively outside, it also reveals a kind of desertedness. But during the New Year, no one would say that fireworks are set off in the mansion. The family stayed in the living room together to keep the year old, listening to the Spring Festival Gala, the reason they were listening was because a family of four played mahjong.

This is also a traditional project. It helps keep the year old and fight against difficulties, and can also look at the character of the children. After all, the brand is not good, and the character is generally not good.

The old man in the house who was still staying in value lighted fireworks outside, making crackling noises, and occasionally seeing bright fireworks falling outside from the window.

At 12 o’clock, almost everyone’s cell phone rang.

Gong Zhi received blessings from many people. Jiang Ran’s, Master Exterminator also sent her text messages, as well as Shen Ying’s good friend An Zhi, not to mention Chaosheng’s large and small shareholders and senior executives. Gong Zhi replied one by one, the fireworks were crackling, she looked at the fireworks outside, and then tapped a word on Shen Ying’s vx.

“Happy New Year. Next year, I would like to ask you for your advice.”

Turns back quickly at that end.

“Happy New Year.”

A voice is also included.

Gong Zhi opened it with a guilty conscience and put it in his ear. There was a soft laugh on the other end: “I love you. Also, I’ll wait for you to go home.”

At that moment, Gong Zhi had a little expectation.

In my own home, someone is waiting for and loving myself.

That is my home.