Guiqiu the Hostess Let Go of the Salted Fish - Chapter 90
The words were very hard and the tone was firm, even Song Zhi’s surprised expression fell in his eyes.
But it wasn’t until she walked out the door that Shen Ying’s panic was revealed. When she grabbed Gong Zhi’s hand, it was like grabbing a driftwood, with her fingers trembling. She turned her head to look at Gong Zhi, her eyes filled with water, as if she was tearing.
“Am I doing this right?”
“There is nothing right, you think it’s fine to have a clear conscience.” Gong Zhi replied.
In front of Gong Zhi, Shen Ying is always unusually honest, although she sometimes plays small grievances and sells poorly. But no matter the good ones, or the bad ones, she was always open and frank, or concealed to Gong Zhi. It was like a little wolf staring at Gong Zhi, showing his belly so that Gong Zhi could rub it.
Gong Zhi’s heart became soft. She hugged Shen Ying, rubbed her hair on tiptoes, and kissed her cheek: “Don’t worry, I will still be there when the sky is falling.”
“I’m taller than you, and I’m the one to support you.” Shen Ying hugged Gongzhi, and she followed the cheeks of Gongzhi, her eyes flashing with a moving smile.
Song Zhi looked at the back of the two from a distance.
They are close together, even if someone is watching from a distance, they will show their love for each other without reservation. And Song Zhimo asked herself that she couldn’t do this. She could be good to Gong Zhi and give Gong Zhi a lot of things, but only to tell the love in the daytime, she had no courage and would never be able to do it. And for a smart person like Gong Zhi, she must have known it a long time ago.
“……Pity.”
Song Zhi said, she turned her head and looked at the coffee that had gradually cooled down.
“Free choice…In this world, there are things that money cannot buy.”
Returning to Shen Shu in the small courtyard, Shen Shu was a little surprised. She smiled and pulled Gong Zhi. She had had some unpleasantness with her daughter before. Now she is a little guilty and uneasy when facing her daughter, so she doesn’t dare to face it directly. daughter.
“You are going back to China soon. I have a lot of things here. Take a look. There are also some chapters that I have carved myself… If your parents like it…”
“They will like it for sure.”
Gong Zhi said, looked at Shen Ying again, and asked her to quickly adjust and talk to Shen Shu. After all, it will take a long time before she can come again.
Shen Ying stood there silent, like a stubborn child. After a long time, she said, “You know what? Your sister went for dialysis.”
In a word, it broke the originally relaxed atmosphere.
Shen Shu loosened her hand, and the stone she was holding fell on the ground with a cracking sound, her face was pale, and her body was about to fall backward. Gong Zhi hurriedly supported Shen Shu, and Shen Ying walked over quickly to support Shen Shu’s body.
Shen Shu’s hand unconsciously grabbed, she grabbed Shen Ying’s arm.
The eyes of the mother and daughter were facing each other. They looked at each other with a little panic, but they aimed at different people. Finally, Shen Shu took a deep breath. She stepped back and sat on the sofa with the help of Gong Zhi and Shen Ying. She pressed her hands on her knees, panting slightly, and then reluctantly adjusted it after a long time and looked at her daughter.
“Is she okay?”
“It should be fine, after all, her daughter is not very worried.”
Shen Shu nodded: “How did you know…”
“…I am too similar to Song Zhi, she took the initiative to come to me, and I handed over my and your hair to Song Zhi.” Shen Ying asked and answered, she turned her face sideways and did not look at Shen. Shu.
Shen Shu’s face was slightly pale, and he nodded after a long silence: “Yes, she came, she came at the request of her mother. Her mother…this is, this is to force me. But the matter between us should not be , Should not involve the next generation.”
“Do you have any grudges?”
Shen Ying asked, she really wanted to know the answer, she knew nothing about her mother’s past. But she still remembered the hatred hidden in her eyes when Song Zhi looked at her in the previous life, and she also remembered the despair of being dragged into the operating room. The numbing medicine numbs the pain, but her mind is still awake, she can feel the scalpel slashing across her body, and feel the organs being cut and taken.
This seems to be a long time.
Perhaps this is a Ling Chi.
It was Song Zhi’s revenge against Shen Ying.
This is something that Shen Ying in the previous life has been thinking about and can’t understand. But now, the truth finally ran into her in a state of surprise, knocking her into a daze, and at the same time even more confused.
Why? Why does she have to go through such a thing?
Her hand was held by Gong Zhi, and her deep sanity was finally pulled back. She saw Gong Zhi’s worried eyes, and finally pulled off the corner of her mouth with great effort and returned Gong Zhi with a smile.
Just think… it’s a chance for me who was once reduced to a ghost.
She thinks, even if she wants to force her mother, she wants to know the truth.
“…It’s not an enmity.” Shen Shu lowered her head. She seemed to feel a little insecure. She fumbled around with her hand. She clenched tightly when she touched the floral blanket on her leg.
“I and her… are sisters.” Shen Shu paused, “Sisters of the same father and mother.”
If you have the same father and mother, it shouldn’t be like Song Zhi said, the family shouldn’t even leave a trace. Shen Ying and Gong Zhi looked at each other, and doubts appeared in their eyes at the same time.
Shen Shu raised her hand and pressed her eyebrows, she was silent. It is not so easy to uncover the scars of the past. But when things came to the present, she saw the determination in her daughter’s eyes, so she knew that she could no longer escape from the past.
If you don’t say it, your daughter may not be held accountable, but will only investigate by herself.
But what is the point of finding out those things?
“The kidney disease in our family… is a genetic disease. My mother fell ill very late, she didn’t fall ill until she was nearly forty years old. But…” Shen Shu lowered her head, “Her only daughter has no such good luck. , Get sick before ten years old.”
“…My mother was in poor health. She couldn’t give birth at that time, but she had frozen several eggs just in case.”
“The success rate of blood donation is very high. This is the purpose of my birth.”
Shen Shu looked out the window. The weather outside the window was very good. The breeze was blowing slowly, and the leaves were rustling, all with a soft feeling. Shen Shu’s hand trembled slightly, and she lowered her eyes.
“I am their daughter, and… not their daughter.”
“In order to avoid raising feelings by being around, I have been fostered in a nanny’s house since I was a child, and I didn’t see them before I was fourteen.”
Shen Shu’s voice was very heavy, and his speech speed was particularly slow when speaking. The past events are so long that they are almost faded, but when they searched for them, they emerged from the bottom of my heart again, with turbulent feelings.
The fourteen-year-old girl is the most rebellious and unflattering time. She was raised very cowardly, and was taken by the nanny to see her parents. When the other party sat on the sofa and looked at him, his mouth was smiling, but his eyes were indifferent.
“Is that her?”
“Yes. The old lady.” When the woman who raised her looked at herself, she whispered with pity in her eyes, “Call Mom and Dad, Second Miss.”
Shen Shu quickly raised his head, and after seeing the two of them, he quickly lowered his head, his voice was as thin as a kitten: “Mom and Dad.”
It’s the small family spirit that big families look down on.
“Well… you are our daughter, we will not treat you badly.”
Speaking between blood relatives, but there is no temperature between blood relatives. Shen Shu’s head dropped a little lower, and she would reply with a few words after the other party asked. She was filled with puzzles. Since she gave birth to her, why didn’t she raise her? Since she didn’t raise her, why did she suddenly call herself back? Shen Shuman’s mind is full of questions, dragging her dull brain, seemingly perfunctory when answering questions.
Shen Shu raised his eyes, saw his parents’ disliked expression from his bangs, and dropped his head again.
She seemed to mess up.
Maybe it will be sent back later.
Thinking of sending it back, she seemed to be a little more relaxed, thinking that was also good. Because her parents looked too cold, not like their parents at all, like strangers who were forcibly screwed together.
Or maybe they don’t know how to be parents at all. Because they seem to be very powerful. Powerful people have all kinds of busy times, so how can they spend time raising children?
Just after this thought flashed, the door was opened and a woman walked in. Her footsteps are fast, and the soles of her shoes have a rhythmic sound, like drum beats, beating on people’s hearts.
“Baby, what are you doing in such a hurry?”
Shen Shu’s mother stood up suddenly, and even the man next to her immediately put on a worried and loving expression. They stepped forward and surrounded the girl. Shen Shu followed their silhouettes and saw the thin, tall and thin figure in the middle, straight and tall, sweeping towards him coldly, and then retracting it again, as if sweeping through a dust.
“Who is she? My Qin family doesn’t need messy people to come in.”
A voice as cold as his appearance, like snow and ice, fell in his ears.
“Baby, your body…” The voice gradually lowered, and the three of them all turned to look at Shen Shu.
The appearances of the three of them are subtly similar, which makes it clear that they are related by blood.
It turns out that they are a family.
Shen Shu suddenly had such a comprehension.
Then, Qin Yan walked over slowly, she looked down at the little girl in front of her, raised her chin, and pushed her bangs away. Shen Shu was panicked for a moment, trying to reach out to cover herself. Those bangs were thick and ugly, but they gave her a lot of security.
“do not move.”
Qin Yan said, she was unsmiling, her cheekbones were a bit high, and she looked staid and a little bit mean.
Shen Shu was so frightened that he didn’t dare to move, so he could only stare at her blankly.
“I don’t like your looks, nor the look in your eyes.” Qin Yan finally said, she curled her eyebrows and turned to look at her parents, “I don’t want her, let her go back!”
Shen Shu felt uncomfortable in her heart. Her parents didn’t look at her, and the only ones who were willing to look at her seriously, they didn’t like her both inside and out. Shen Shu lowered her head, she didn’t know where the anger came from, so she called out loudly.
“I, I am also the daughter of Mom and Dad. I, I want to stay!!!”
When the voice fell, the parents should be happy. Qin Yan turned to look at Shen Shu. Shen Shu saw her lips move, bringing out two silent words.
“idiot.”