Hard and Colorful Life - C206
I can only apologize to him
The table was filled with food, it seemed that I could only take care of it myself, the rest could only be packed and continue eating at home. Guan Sheng left in a hurry, but after I suddenly finished my work, I calmed down and realised that my role as girlfriend had really failed.
But because Guan Sheng still hasn’t called me back yet, I was so anxious that I could only wait at home.
Mo Yao’s voice came out, I had just gained a bit of strength, and immediately said something, “It’s not that, I just want to ask, who else is in your hospital that wants to travel, do you know where Guan Sheng is?”
Hearing my question, Mo Yao also exclaimed, “What, didn’t my brother call you back?”
“It’s already been more than ten hours, and logically speaking, we should have reached our destination already. Even if we wanted to go abroad, we should have sent me a message. However, there hasn’t been any yet.”
I paced back and forth anxiously, thinking to distract myself, but I couldn’t calm down in the slightest. I was really afraid of hearing bad news.
Mo Yao also comforted me, “Don’t worry, I’ll call the hospital and ask. You’re not the only one here.”
“Yes, yes.”
I hung up and felt guilty.
When he thought about how he had neglected Guan Sheng during the day because he had to avoid him, and did not even say his goodbyes, he should be fine or else he should be angry at him.
He couldn’t calm down no matter how much he thought about it at home. The longer he thought about it, the more anxious he became to know the answer.
Then my phone rang and I answered it.
“Guan Sheng?”
“No, it’s me.” It was Mo Yao’s, and I couldn’t help but feel a little lost.
But now I also took a deep breath and asked, “How is it? Who else did he go with? Do you know where he is?” “How are things now?”
“Can you calm down a bit? My Brother Sheng only had an accident, why are you in such a hurry?”
Mo Yao’s temper wasn’t very good either, I didn’t think that Mo Yao would talk about it right now, but after thinking about it carefully, if Guan Sheng really needed me, or if it was just for a business trip, it was about time for me to calm down. This kind of trouble, Mo Yao really didn’t know what to say.
“Sorry, I was in too much of a hurry.” I had to apologize.
The one on the other side of the phone heard Mo Yao’s sigh, “The Brother Sheng was only following a colleague, there was only a seminar at the United Hospital. They got off the plane and headed there directly, so it was inconvenient for me to call you back, and this meeting had lasted all the way till now, so ….”
“I know.” “No,” I said flatly.
I don’t know exactly why I was so nervous, but it had something to do with my own shadow, which was that I was afraid something might have happened to him that kept him from returning my call.
In the past, I should still believe in Guan Sheng, but what did I ignore right now?
… ….
“You …”
Looking at Guan Sheng’s shocked expression, I lowered my head and stood awkwardly by the door to the hotel.
I knew that being here early in the morning would definitely shock Guan Sheng, but I also couldn’t sleep, so I booked the first flight and directly followed him here.
“I know that I just appeared here like this. It was a bit rude and might disturb you, but if I didn’t come, my conscience wouldn’t be good and I wouldn’t be able to fall asleep because of my worry. So …”
Before I could finish speaking, Guan Sheng had already hugged me. This matter gave me a huge shock, but I stood at the side of the door frozen in place, not moving an inch, afraid that even the slightest movement from me would hurt him.
Actually, Guan Sheng didn’t call back, even if it’s a bit late, I’m so sensitive that I feel like he’s throwing a tantrum at me, because I hid a lot of things and didn’t confess to him at all.
I know that Guan Sheng is determined to help me, but who knows how much effort he has put into this matter? In the end, it’s all because of my cold feelings, for the love between a man and woman, I can’t even give him a bit of it extravagantly, and he should have already given me almost everything.
When he felt Guan Sheng’s embrace of me and the trembling in his arms, he was probably even more nervous than me.
“Guan Sheng, I’m sorry.”
Other than that one sentence, I couldn’t think of anything else to say. I also raised my head to look at Guan Sheng and saw that he didn’t have any expression on his face.
I can only apologize to him, always.
Feeling Guan Sheng’s faint voice next to my ear, he shouted, “Don’t say anything to apologize to me, the one who should say that he’s sorry is me.”
I could clearly feel Guan Sheng’s remorse towards this matter, but seeing me here right now, other than being surprised, he was more moved.
“I shouldn’t have left without saying goodbye. Although I didn’t disturb you when you said you were busy, I was very uneasy inside. I was angry because you didn’t tell me anything, so I was afraid you wouldn’t believe me.”
Hearing Guan Sheng’s self-reproach, I suddenly felt wronged, and asked, “When did I not believe you?”
He is clearly a person blessed by the heavens. After saying those words, why do I feel as though I am bullying him? The one who should be feeling wronged is me, but I actually became him.
No matter what, I will definitely believe everything Guan Sheng said.
Guan Sheng also looked at me seriously, but just as he was about to speak, he heard a voice from beside his: “Isn’t he Dr. Guan’s girlfriend? Did he chase all the way here?”
Faced with this sudden ridicule, I was caught off guard. For a moment, I did not know what to do, and could not help but blush.
“I …”
Looking at me, Guan Sheng, who was still holding onto me, tightened his grip and pulled me towards the room as well. After exchanging seats with the two of us, he slowly spoke, “I had originally left my house in a hurry, so I let her follow me from behind.
Guan Sheng immediately diverted his attention and threw the question to him.