Hard and Colorful Life - C208

After hugging for an entire afternoon, only when I was really unable to hold on anymore did that disappointing five visceras finally yell loudly. Only then did Guan Sheng wake up.

The two of us were still a little too close to each other, but being hugged like this, more or less, he was still not used to it. Guan Sheng didn’t have any intention of letting go of me, so he just hugged me and looked at me.

Guan Sheng had never been so harsh to me before, “Are you planning to let me eat some bread in the afternoon?”

“Anyways, it’s good as long as you have a full stomach. Even if I take you to have some delicacies, you won’t be able to taste them. Why waste it?”

“…” He knew.

Guan Sheng looked at me again. At such a close distance, I could feel his seriousness in his words, “No need to look at me in such a silent manner. He just didn’t say it out loud.

Ye Zichen lowered his head and didn’t look at him, “Then why didn’t you ask me why I hid this from you?”

“There’s no need for me to ask. Even if I knew, I wouldn’t be able to help you.”

I looked at him doubtfully before smiling helplessly. “I am such a patient. Is it so serious that a famous doctor like you is unable to save me?”

“Hmm, I can’t save him.” Guan Sheng immediately admitted it.

I had concealed this from Guan Sheng before, when I went to the hospital to seek medical treatment by myself, and the doctors abroad had told me that it was due to mental illness. Not to mention how it was temporary, it was hard for me to know when it was temporary.

“All these years, I have tried to find a way to enlighten you, but I discovered that I am not a specialist in this field after all. My ability to help you is very limited, even I would suspect that I have no way of dealing with you.”

Guan Sheng’s bluntness made me feel it. Actually, my illness is completely related to the dark side of my heart, and I can’t walk out on my own, and Guan Sheng can’t do anything about it either, so he can’t help me.

I didn’t know what to say. “I’ve been doing this for years, anyway. I’m used to it.”

I could only pretend to be more open-minded and continued, “In the end, I don’t know if I can treat this illness. At most, I really don’t know how to go to the kitchen. I’m actually still alright. I don’t have much of an impact.”

“It seems that it will still be difficult for me to get your hands on the dishes.”

“It’s not that difficult, it’s just that you might really want to eat something that’s difficult to eat. What if one day I suddenly recover too quickly?”

Guan Sheng also laughed, “I was waiting for you to recover too suddenly.” Saying that, Guan Sheng suddenly kissed my forehead, “Stand up, I won’t let you only eat bread.”

Indeed, if I had to eat only bread, the taste would be too bad for me to accept.

It seemed like everything was for the sake of eating. Let go of me, and let me get up and tidy myself up before going out. Just as I was about to go out, I didn’t want to meet his annoying colleague.

“Are you two going out? Lunch or shopping? “Can you help me bring some specialties back? I’ve just called back home, so I’ll have to trouble you to bring them back.”

Guan Sheng immediately put on a stern face, “Why don’t you go yourself, isn’t everything alright now?”

“Didn’t you say I was a bachelor dog? “I want a grown man to go out. No matter how I look at it, it feels desolate. I’m not going to join in the fun, but I still have to buy things. Since I’m being helped by you guys, I might as well.”

“Hmph, what does the sorrow of a bachelor like you have to do with me?”

“Dr. Guan, aren’t you being a little too heartless? Weren’t you absent-minded for the past two days because of me? “Why are you making peace with your wife now? Immediately tell her that I’ve been abandoned. If you say that, I won’t let you off!”

Hearing his words, Guan Sheng’s face clearly showed that he couldn’t take it anymore, and he immediately looked in my direction. Only then did he say, “You, don’t listen to his nonsense. There’s nothing wrong.”

I don’t know why Guan Sheng suddenly explained it to me, but looking at his nervous expression, I felt like he was exploring.

“You …”

“Dr. Guan, why have you been acting like a lovelorn these past two days? If it wasn’t for me helping you prepare the materials for your speech, would you have ended this morning? “Now, I can still let you buy half a day’s time to come here and play. So what if I let you bring me some specialties?”

Guan Sheng was so nervous that he almost teased him, “Fine fine fine, I’ll help you bring it along, go back to your room to rest now, don’t talk!”

This is my first time seeing Guan Sheng treat a person like this. It seems like this colleague of his is a bachelor dog or has a reason. I really don’t know if this EQ is too high or too low, that’s why he said those words in front of me.

If I hadn’t met Guan Sheng here, I wouldn’t have known that he had acted so calm in front of me. When I was alone with him, it was as if he had lost his love.

I held onto Guan Sheng’s hand and said, “As Guan Sheng’s girlfriend, how could I let him feel heartbroken?”

It was obvious that Guan Sheng was concerned about me holding his hand, and the happiness in his eyes: “Ai Lisi?”

Thank you for helping us Guan Sheng. It’s just a specialty, so I’ll help you bring it.

It seemed that I completely accepted his look, and didn’t slow down my pace at all at this moment, as I directly dragged Guan Sheng away. If he was allowed to delay any further, my five viscera temple really wouldn’t be able to take it.

I pulled him and asked with a smile, “So I was just about to fall out of love?”

“Don’t listen to his nonsense. I, I am just a bit more serious.”

“But you’re absent-minded. Do you miss me?”

I saw him blush. “More or less.” He admitted it, and I laughed.

Even though the smile was covering his guilt, I knew that although he seemed to be carefree on the surface, his care for me was not as simple as he appeared to be. In reality, however much Guan Sheng cared about me, it was as if he cared about Yue Guaner’s existence.

So it was him protecting me. If I didn’t stand up for him this time, I really would be letting down my position as his girlfriend.

“Then I’ll make it a little more.”

“If you perform well, this kind of goal shouldn’t be too difficult.”

Just like this, Guan Sheng and I strolled around the area that we were travelling on, eating everything we could and buying everything we could. I didn’t forget to bring some of my specialties home, and also brought some to my bachelor dog colleague along the way.