Harue Kagetsu - Chapter 106
As if encountering an invisible wall, Li Mu suddenly stopped.
He looked at her with an indifferent face, and the ecstasy and excitement in his heart when he first saw her, slowly subsided.
“Ami, you clearly didn’t go back to Jiankang, but you said it back! It’s okay to be angry with me, why did you lie to me like this? You know that these few days, I can’t find you everywhere, thinking that something happened to you, how did I come here?”
His face was dignified, his words questioned, his voice was dull, and it sounded dry and hoarse.
Luo Shen snorted.
“What do you believe in what I say?”
“That night, I clearly explained the piano score to you, saying that Lu Jianzhi and I had passed away, and we were devoted to you after marrying you. Why don’t you believe it?”
Li Mu was silent for a moment, then said: “I told you that night, I believe you! How do you want me to prove myself?”
“Snapped”!
Luoshen slammed the comb in his hand on the mirror case and stood up abruptly.
“You are talking nonsense! If you really believed me, you would get back the sheet music that night. Why didn’t you ask me face-to-face about such a big deal? But you kept your anger in your heart and just vented on my body? You clearly believed in me. According to Lu Huanzhi’s words!”
“At that time, I didn’t know what happened. After that, I asked you again and again, wanting you to tell me the truth. Why didn’t you tell me? Do you know how sad I was in those days? If it wasn’t for me later Go find someone, and finally let me know what happened that night, how long are you going to hide from me?”
In her pair of beautiful eyes, the light of two pulsing candles was reflected, as if lit by sparks, which were unusually bright.
“Li Mu, you said you believed in me, but ask yourself, do you believe in people like that?”
“I’d rather you come back and throw the piano score in my face! It’s my fault, I won’t admit it? But you don’t! You are clearly pretending to be shy in your heart, but you are pretending to be generous! You think you are generous, don’t you? But I don’t disrespect you!”
She was panting slightly, her chest rising and falling with her breathing.
“When I first married you, I really didn’t want to. But then what I did for you, whether you were blind or deaf, didn’t you have the slightest sense? What happened when I wrote this sheet music? , have you forgotten? Aye forcibly took me back to Jiankang on the grounds that you were unfavorable to the imperial court, and forbid me to be with you again. If I hadn’t had you in my heart at that time, I would have ignored Aye’s objection. Going to Yicheng to find you by yourself?”
“I know that what I do for you is really insignificant compared to what you are good to me. But I really think that you are the prince of my life, and I think you also regard me as your wife.”
“Now I know that you didn’t. You forced me to marry me at the beginning. While you are righteous and good to me, you are always holding on to the past of me and Lu Jianzhi in your heart!”
“Li Mu, why are you doing this? Tell me! If I don’t do well, I can really change…”
Luoshen’s eyes were hot, her nose was sour, and a tear slipped quietly from the corner of her eye.
She quickly turned her face away, hiding her tears in the dark side that couldn’t be illuminated by the candlelight.
The shadows of the trees swayed on the window, and the small building fell into silence.
Li Mu looked at the half of her face that she only left to herself in the hazy candlelight. There are some red marks.
Luoshen waited for a long time, but before he heard him say a word, he suddenly turned back to a pretty face, staring at him with sunken eyes, a stubborn face, and a haggard look, but he was always silent.
“You treat me like this, worry about me for a few days, and if I don’t sleep well, I will feel distressed and blame myself? Tell you, my heart is cruel! If I didn’t want to worry about my family, I would endure it until now? If I didn’t want Aye Aniang to know, I would leave a letter for you to come here? If I didn’t want to give you another chance, I would wait for you here?”
“If you don’t believe me, you’d rather keep things in your heart than tell me clearly.”
She sneered.
“Fortunately this time, Brother Lu’s piano score is all right. Next time, maybe there will be another Big Brother Zhang, Big Brother Wang! It’s been a long time in my life. For someone as stupid as me, I can’t guarantee that I won’t do it again. If you make a mistake, you won’t be punished. Who knows what will happen to you next time? Instead, I would rather shoot and break up, and everyone will be clean!”
“I did it on purpose this time, so what can you do! If you’re really angry, just leave!”
Li Mu’s footsteps moved slightly, but stopped.
She paused.
“You still didn’t say yes?”
“Okay, okay.” She turned pale with anger and nodded.
“You leave me immediately and go back to your Yicheng!”
He still didn’t make a sound, and his footsteps didn’t move.
Luoshen walked towards him, reached out and pushed him.
“Go away! I don’t want to see you anymore!”
Li Mu seemed to have lost all his strength and was easily pushed by her. He stepped back with both feet, and kept retreating until he reached the door, and there was nowhere to go.
His back was pressed against the wall by the two little hands on his chest. The hand left his chest again and reached out to open the door.
Just when her hand was about to touch the doorknob, Li Mu suddenly raised his arm, squeezed his wrist, and pulled it. hugged tightly.
“You go away…you let me go!”
Everyone was clearly in his arms, her pretty face was full of anger, she struggled hard, beat him, kicked him, like a vicious little tiger with sharp fangs.
Li Mu tightly hugged the back of her head with one hand, lowered his head, and blocked her small mouth that kept chasing him away.
Luoshen whimpered, shaking his head desperately, trying to break free. But his kiss was firmer and stronger than ever. Let her kick and beat him indiscriminately, and don’t let her be halfway from his lips.
Luoshen’s hands gradually fell down, resting on his arms weakly, and his body also softened.
The man’s kiss was fiery and wild. His eyes were red, and the hot flashes he exhaled from his breath were like the boundless hot mist that the scorching sun likes to boil in the wilderness, robbing the two of them of their respective breaths. Lips stick to lips, teeth collide, entangled together, leaving no gaps.
Luoshen’s slender and slender swan neck leaned back feebly, relied on the support of his generous palm behind his head, closed his eyes, and endured the storm-like aggression and attack from his lips and tongue.
As if that wasn’t enough.
He let go of her mouth suddenly, panting heavily, then picked up the weak petite person in his arms, turned around, and pressed her between his hot chest and the hard wall .
The night is cold as water. A gust of wind poured in from the window that he had just pushed open. The candle flickered a few times and then went out.
The building was plunged into darkness.
The bead curtain collided gently with the wind, accompanied by the men’s violent gasps and the women’s tender gasps in the small building, making a soft and rustling sound like water.
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In the darkness and in the night wind, the sound of gasping from the corner of the door and wall, from the interdependent lips and teeth, finally subsided slowly. The hot sweat was still like falling rain, seeping continuously from every pore on the man’s skin, his heart was still beating violently under his chest, he didn’t let go of Luoshen, he still used his body He pressed her tightly against the wall, supported her with both hands, lowered his head slowly, and pressed his face into the cool and soft strands of hair that dangled on her shoulders.
“Ami, I can’t control myself…”
For a long time, in the darkness, Luo Shen’s low, hoarse voice came from his ears.
“I’m jealous of the one named Lu.”
Luoshen was stunned when he heard his vague voice, which came into his ears again.
“Ami, I was able to marry you because of my original obsession and my hard work, and I was able to marry you. After I married you, I slowly realized how good you are. A girl. The better you are, the more I worry about gains and losses. I don’t know how I can win your heart. He can accompany you to play the flute, play the qin, recite poetry and paint. You give him a song, and he knows you without words. What you think. You and his Xiaoqin have been singing together, so many years have passed, and there is still a good story in Jiankang City…”
His voice became more and more hoarse, like the boundless darkness that enveloped the small building.
“But I can’t even write the words to satisfy my father-in-law. He must be very helpless to have a son-in-law like me…”
He paused.
“Ami, that night Lu Huanzhi stole the sheet music to find people and wanted to spread it everywhere. After I took the sheet back, he said in front of me that you were reading his brother, that you were the most kind and soft-hearted, and that you took pity on me. It’s good for me. After I came back, I couldn’t help reminding myself that his words were just out of nothing, malicious and alienating. But I still couldn’t help it. Because he happened to say that maybe even me on weekdays What I’ve never noticed in my heart.”
“Ami, even if I was designed to die, I never hated a person as much as I hated him, so I beat him to death…”
“I am such a person. You were right just now. It is clear that in the bottom of my heart, there is a hidden secret, full of doubts, and I came back to spread the rest of my anger on you, but I still have to tell the truth in front of you later. Being generous, not mentioning a word, it seems that I forgive you for your mistakes, even I am moved, I am really a bastard…”
Luo Shen was in his arms and moved.
“…you scolded you just now…Ami, I know I was wrong…”
His voice grew hoarse and seemed to be choked.
He paused.
“I was the one who wanted to marry you, and now the one who doesn’t believe in you is still me… Ami, I deserve it… As long as you can calm down, no matter what you do to me, I deserve it…”
“Don’t drive me away…”
The voice in his ear suddenly stopped.
Luoshen felt his shoulders sink slightly, and his head leaned over.
This stalwart man who was invincible on the battlefield, feared by the Hu people, and admired by the people of the South, seems to have been stripped of his armor and shields, leaving only a weak underbelly, and buried his face deeply in hers. In the pile of hair, motionless.
His hot body pressed against her tightly, and the scalding body temperature burned her skin through the thin layer of fabric fibers.
Luo Shen felt his heartbeat again, hitting his chest. One by one, stagnant and slow.
She didn’t move, letting him hold her like this, burying his face on her shoulders.
For a long time, in the small building in the dark, only the silence of the night remained.
She finally twisted her body, pushed him away, got down from his embrace, stepped on the ground with her feet, and walked to the candlestick that was blown out by the wind, lighting the fire .
The dim light filled the room in the small building again, completely dispelling the dark night just now.
She turned around and walked slowly towards him in the dark eyes he looked at her, stopped in front of him, raised her head, stared at him for a moment, raised her arms, and turned towards him. stretched out.
“Lang Jun, you are not a bastard. You are a fool…”
She whispered softly, and her small hand gently stroked his face, which grew a messy beard.
“The past between me and Lu Jianzhi has long since ended. In my heart, he is no different from my brother. Xiaoqin resonates with each other, using music to convey sound, and changing someone may not be able to replace him.”
“Only you are unique to me, and no one can replace you.”
“How can I be dissatisfied with the word Aye? What can I do if I don’t know the melody? The person I love is you. Seeing your face and hearing your voice makes me happy. I just want to be with you all my life. When you stay together, I will give you a few more babies, call you Aye, call me Aniang…”
She stopped, her long eyelashes trembled slightly, her teeth bit her lip, and her face turned red quietly. But he still stood on tiptoe, brought his red lips together, and kissed him lightly.
Li Mu fixed the Luoshen in front of him.
The candlelight shone behind her, and the light enveloped her gently. How could the thin layer of fabric of the clothes block the delicate outline of her slender body?
Like a night orchid, hazy, blooming in front of him. As long as he stretched out his hand, he could fold her off, completely making her belong to him and become his all.
“Ami-“
Li Mu’s eyes were red, and there seemed to be a faint glint of water in his eyes, and he stretched out his hand to her.
Luo Shen opened his eyes again, took a step back, and avoided his hand.
He was stunned. “Ami?”
“Li Mu, you have to promise that if something like this happens again in the future, you have to tell me that you are not allowed to keep your suspicions in your heart, and you are not allowed to treat me like that! Otherwise, next time, when I get really angry, really I don’t want you anymore, you don’t want to find me again!”
He seemed to see what she looked like when she first married him, and raised the little chin that he had not seen for a long time. When he puffed up, she looked a little firmer than before, but it was still a little pitiful as if the buds had not fully bloomed. Small breasts.
Li Mu’s eyes turned red.
“it is good.”
He said dumbly, tensing the muscles on his face tightly, not daring to blink.
“You sound a little unhappy?”
Luoshen stared at him suspiciously.
“No.”
The corners of his lips subconsciously smiled at her.
It was this slack, he felt the moisture accumulated in his eyes, and the next moment, he seemed to be unable to restrain his whereabouts.
He turned his head hastily and turned his back slightly.
“Ah! Are you crying?”
Suddenly her voice came from behind.
Sounds like there is still a surprise?
“No!”
Li Mu categorically denied it.
“You are clearly crying! Let me see!”
As if something rare happened, Luoshen dragged his arm from behind and forcibly pulled him back. Unable to drag him, he turned to face him again, holding his face with both hands, in the direction of the candlelight, so he had to see it clearly.
His little wife, this little villain, it is not enough to torture him like this when he is angry, and he is even laughing at him at this moment!
Li Mu backhanded her two dishonest little hands and blocked her mouth.
She finally forgot to see him cry, like a kitten, softly in his arms, letting his ears and temples be rubbed together, intimately.
His body gradually became hot again, and the hand that was touching her smooth skin slowly increased its strength, suddenly hugged her, and was about to go to the bed.
The tip of Luoshen’s nose came over, smelled him, looked disgusted, pushed him to the door again, opened the door, and told him to clean himself up first.
Aju has been guarding the stairs just now, listening to the movement in the room. I was a little nervous at first, but gradually I let go of my heart, went down quietly, and asked people to prepare the bathing things. At this moment, when I heard the voice of Luoshen from upstairs, I went upstairs with a candle and said with a smile: “Li Langjun, follow me. bring it on.”
Luoshen leaned against the door and smiled.
Li Mu quietly squeezed one of her small hands and followed. When he came back, his head and face were refreshed, and he also changed into clean clothes.
Luo Shen had already climbed into the bed, hugged the thin quilt, knelt down in the middle of the bed, tilted his head slightly, and watched the handsome man walking towards him, before he could get to the bed, he got up and pounced on him. past.
Li Mu hurried to the place, caught it with his arms, and with a chuckle, she both fell on the bed.
“Lang Jun, I’m not too bad. When I get angry, I torture you like this, causing you to run around looking for me. You look thinner.”
Luoshen’s little hand touched his face, kissed him in pieces, and said in his mouth.
“You’re tired, go to sleep. I won’t bother you anymore. I’ll make up for you tomorrow…”
She pulled the quilt for him again and coaxed him to sleep.
Li Mu only felt that his skin was loose and bones were crisp, and no matter how tired he was, he was still full of energy at this moment, and he had no intention of sleeping.
He hugged her, hugged her waist, brought her closer to him, and said, “I’m not tired. You’re okay first, you’ll be happy…”
“What an idiot-“
The collar of Luoshen’s shirt was half-faded, revealing a bare shoulder, his body was propped up on his jade arm, and the man was lying on his chest, covering his mouth, and mocking him in a low voice.
The hibiscus flower cheeks, the willow leaf eyebrows, the delicate and pink, and the fragrance is so beautiful that people can’t wait to smash her and swallow her in one bite.
Li Mu was stunned. She suddenly remembered that she was treated rudely by him that night, crying like tears, and felt more and more guilty, and couldn’t help but said bitterly: “Ami, I don’t believe you, of course I should be punished by you, but that night, If it wasn’t for that **** musician who interprets your sheet music and made me make mistakes, I wouldn’t be so troubled and wronged you…”
Luo Shen was stunned: “Lang Jun, how many places did you go to without telling me that night?”
Li Mu’s words were out of his mouth, and he knew that he had made a mistake. He immediately turned over and pressed her under him. He hurriedly wanted to do things as husband and wife, and whispered: “Ami, I haven’t touched you for several days…”
Luoshen pushed him away, pouted, and said, “You promised me, you can tell me if you have something to do, why did you just turn your head, I asked you, but you didn’t say anything?”
She stretched out her arm, hooked his neck, and smiled sweetly: “Don’t worry Langjun, no matter what, as long as you are willing to tell me, I will not be annoyed.”
“Come on, where did the musician come from? Where did you go that night? I really want to know!”
She urged him, in high spirits.
Only then did Li Mu feel relieved, so he told about the fact that he went to Xu Ying to find Xu Ying to explain the music for him that night.
“I thought he was a mid-level expert, but who knew that he had a false reputation! It made me misunderstood! If I ask me to see him again next time, I will definitely ask him to eat me all the piano scores in his house! Look at him. How dare you believe it, it will hurt people a lot!”
Not to mention it’s okay, but I still have the boss’s fire in my heart.
After Luoshen heard this, he let out a long snort, showing a clear expression, nodded and said with a smile: “No wonder you are angry! That old thing really hurts you a lot! But Li Mu, you took my piano. Spectrum, there is a ready-made person in the family, if you don’t ask me, go and ask others to solve it without my knowledge, you deserve to be punished!”
Her face changed suddenly, her smile disappeared, and she pointed under the bed: “Don’t sleep in bed at night. Go down and do it yourself!”
Only then did Li Mu know that he had fallen for her. I regret it a lot. Hurry up and hug her.
Luoshen snorted: “It’s okay to sleep in bed. I’ll punish you first!”
Don’t say punishment at this moment, even if she wants to beat and scold him, Li Mu is also willing, and hurriedly agrees.
But how could he have thought that the punishment that Xiao Jiao’s wife came up with in her little head was so sweet and painful.
The curtain was lowered, and she kept laughing.
When he was finally freed, he almost collapsed. He lay there and closed his eyes for a long time before slowly opening his eyes, looking at her with a red face beside him, stretched out his arms and embraced her again. .
It was late at night, and the candles burned out and went out quietly.
The small building under the night is quiet and silent.
“Lang Jun, you told me that day that you don’t like Jiankang, the imperial city. Can you tell me why you don’t like it?”
Her soft voice suddenly rang in his ear.
Li Mu was silent for a moment, then said: “Ami, I don’t like Jiankang because this place is full of endless conspiracies and betrayals that cannot be prevented.”
“I was always worried that one day in the future, it would take you away from me again.”
“But tonight, I don’t fear it anymore, and I don’t hate it anymore.”
“Jiankang is right there.”
“I want this city to witness how lucky I am, Li Mu, to have a wife like you, and I will never give up in this life. I also want this city to witness my Li Mu, and one day, I will accomplish the unfinished business and restore the glory of the state family. . Call me thousands of people from the Southern Dynasties, live, have a place to stand. Die, have a soul to return home!”
“Ami, are you willing to accompany me to the end?”
Luoshen’s eyes were hot, and his emotions were even more surging. He hugged the man beside the pillow tightly, and nodded vigorously: “Langjun, Ami is willing!”
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